"Eh, I don't know much if you want to hear Xiu Ze's story, after all, the two of us have only known each other for a long time."
Black Star groaned, "But I can still tell you about the general situation." ” "Xiu Ze's life was almost exactly the same as you before high school, the same controlling parents, and the same cold and withdrawn character."
"But when he was a freshman in high school, something happened that changed his fate."
"His parents both died in a traffic accident, and Xiu Ze has basically lived alone since then."
"I guess that's the biggest difference between him and you."
"Did my parents pass away because of an accident" Yan Xiuze was obviously a little surprised, and said slowly: "I didn't think of it, it's strange. ” "Actually, that kind of life seems to be" Yan Xiuze's tone seemed to carry a hint of longing.
"Although he never said it, I can still tell that he is still very envious of the fact that your parents are both."
Black Star frowned and said: "But listening to your tone, it seems that you don't cherish your current life very much, it's strange, didn't you say that your parents are what you carry, it's a bit inconsistent?"
"Isn't it contradictory" Yan Xiuze smiled: "Everyone will envy what they don't have, in my opinion, although that guy lost his parents, he actually experienced another life completely different from mine, of course, what I envy is only his special experience, not the loss of his parents itself." ” "In the same way, you said that he was very envious of my life, I have no doubt but I think what he envied should be only the fact that my parents are alive, not my current state of life."
"There is some truth to that."
Black Star touched his chin and muttered, "Since I've already said something about him, it's time to exchange."
"One of the things I'm most curious about is that after years of high-pressure control, you should have accumulated a lot of resentment towards your parents, what kind of opportunity did you change your attitude towards your parents?"
"Yan Xiuze" narrowed his eyes slightly, fell into a brief memory, and after a short time, he said slowly: "Actually, it's very simple, after going to college, although the school is also in Tiandu, I still moved from home to school accommodation. ” "Since my freshman year, I started working part-time to earn my first pot of gold after independence, and then used the start-up capital earned from my part-time job to partner with a few college classmates to develop social software, although the scale was not too large, but because of the good operation, it was acquired by a large company, so I quickly earned enough money to live independently for a long time."
Black Star smacked his lips and sighed, "Awesome, what about after that?"
"After that," Yan Xiuze smiled: "After that, I broke off the relationship with my parents." ” "I see, wait."
The black star seemed to realize something, and his eyes widened for a moment: "Eh" "This plot is too abrupt."
Ignoring Heixing's startle, "Yan Xiuze" continued: "At first, my parents' expressions were almost exactly the same as yours now, and they felt a little inexplicable, but then naturally they made trouble for a long time, and all the hidden problems surfaced, and our relationship fell to the freezing point all of a sudden. ” "But any threats and questions they made at that time didn't work for me."
Yan Xiuze said lightly: "At that time, I already had my own financial resources, my own social circle, and the ability to survive independently even if I was separated from them. ” "I don't have to live with them anymore."
"And after that?"
"After that, they finally had no choice but to ask for my forgiveness."
"I asked them to write two letters of apology to apologize for what they had done over the years."
"Yan Xiuze" paused and continued: "Actually, what I want is very simple, just let them say sorry to me personally."
"It seems that the resentment in your heart is really deep," Heixing sighed: "The resentment in Xiu Ze's heart dissipated after the death of his parents, but after so many years of accumulation, your resentment completely exploded. ” "It's just that I still don't understand something."
With a puzzled expression on his face, Black Star asked, "Why is one person two letters of apology?"
"This, it adds up to four seals."
"Even if your parents give you one each, what about the other two?"
"Yan Xiuze" was silent for a moment before he spoke: "The other two are the letters of apology I want them to write to themselves. ” "A letter of apology to myself" Heixing became more and more unable to understand the meaning of "Yan Xiuze's" words.
"That's right, from childhood until the end of high school, my life has been under the absolute control of my parents, and this silent repression almost drove me crazy several times, however, I am not the only victim of this protracted and smokeless war."
"When my father was young, his biggest hobby was self-driving, and he traveled all over China when he was in college, and even after having a stable job, he didn't completely give up this hobby."
"As far as I know, at that time, my parents' honeymoon after marriage was a rare self-driving trip."
"My mother used to be a working woman, and it's very rare that her hobby is work."
"But I can't say that my hobby is work, more accurately, I should say that my mother is a very enterprising person."
"Being able to give 100% to any job and do the best in everything is her confidence as a professional woman."
"But since they got married and gave birth to me, everything has changed."
"My mother resigned from the company and was no longer a working woman, but a full-time housewife."
"My father, on the other hand, has never taken a road trip since he was born, and he hasn't even been out of the city because of his work."
"And all this is simply because I was born."
"All for the sake of children, children are the continuation of our lives, these words sound very common, and have become the tacit consensus of the public, but the truth contained in these words, is it really correct?"
"Parents do everything for their children, of course, it is unquestionable greatness, but if you are immersed in this great touch, you gradually lose yourself and lose the value of survival as an individual itself, then this greatness, is there still any meaning to exist":