"Yan Xiuze" glanced at the black star and said hintly, "Just like you." ” "Well, to be honest, I can't tell if what you just said was sarcastic or complimentary."
Blackstar said, "But in that case, isn't there any other way?"
"I have my position on this matter, I'm sorry."
"But the development of things shouldn't have shifted with my will," Yan Xiuze sighed: "Now, the other me is probably ready to reveal my identity."
At the same time, Yan Xiuze, who was in his "home", also turned out four envelopes with slightly yellowed edges from a drawer in the far corner of the desk in the bedroom He carefully opened the letters, unfolded the still snow-white letterhead, and read them word by word Due to the transformation of the brain domain by the secret medicine, Yan Xiuze's reading speed was far more than the usual number of times, and he swept the four letters with a very fast speed, but then he fell into a long-term feeling.
These four letters are the letters of apology written by Yan's father and mother to "Yan Xiuze" and to himself.
Now, Yan Xiuze finally understood where his strange sense of alienation came from.
In the original world, at the last moment of Yan Xiuze's parents' life, the relationship with him was still in a very tense state, and the last picture of Yan Xiuze's memory of his parents was that they stood on the side of the road and shouted at themselves.
But the strict father and mother of this world have a good attitude that makes him a little confused.
At first he didn't understand why, but now It turns out that they have long reconciled with the "self" of this world It's just that Yan Xiuze was suddenly in a trance, and he inevitably wondered if his parents would be reconciled like each other in this world if they also lived to the present After a while, Yan Xiuze shook his head with a smile, and now he seemed to be a little bit of a bull.
However, I have a new understanding of the "Yan Xiuze" of this world.
Just as he put all the letters back in the envelope and was about to put them all back in the drawer, he suddenly found that there was a dark brown envelope at the bottom of the drawer.
Before, because this envelope was too thin, and its color was almost the same as the inside of the drawer, Yan Xiuze actually leaked it.
"Why is there a letter" Yan Xiuze took out the thin dark brown envelope from the drawer with some confusion, opened it slowly, and sure enough, he pinched out a white letter from inside.
He unfolded the letter and read slowly: "Yan Xiuze, hello."
"First of all, congratulations on becoming a superpower."
"I think, maybe you never imagined that you would one day live such a bizarre life."
"I don't think you ever thought you'd live in such a bizarre world."
"Everyone should have had a similar personal heroism complex when they were teenagers, and we always look forward to becoming the hero who saves the world, to enjoy the envy and worship of all beings."
"However, there is always a disconnect between ideals and reality, and individual heroism may not be suitable for this era, which should be the truth that you only understand after you become a superpower, of course, I would rather you don't understand anything."
"I'd rather you never have anything to do with the superpowers, just be an ordinary person in peace, maybe it will be a different ending."
"But it seems a little too late to say that now."
"Now, you have become a super-powerful person who is omnipotent from heaven to earth, and the government has given you the highest level of treatment beyond ordinary people, villas, luxury cars, all kinds of privileges, all the things that you used to have even tried your best but could not get, now you have them, life has reached this point, it seems that it has come to an end, you should have no regrets."
"Is that really the case?"
"Has your life really come to an end?"
"Or what have you always wanted to pursue?"
"Once upon a time, you were completely controlled by your parents, and you didn't have any freedom at all, but you didn't accept your fate at this time, but waited patiently and endured until college."
"Then, with great mobility, you were able to put your parents under control within two years."
"But the moment you get rid of the shackles of your parents, do you really think you're completely free?"
"Or then, after this, you have discovered a deeper and more terrible shackle that weighs on each of us" "But why is it that at this point, after you become a superpower that is thousands of times more powerful than ordinary people before, you lose your previous spirit of resistance, and begin to choose to compromise?"
"I can understand your obedience from beginning to end, and I can understand your uncompromising resistance, but I can never understand what you are doing now."
"After thinking about it, I seem to be able to explain all this in one word, and that is to bully the soft and fear the hard."
"Your parents are weaklings that you can easily surpass, so you do not hesitate to ask for their restraint and make yourself instantly dependent from the status of a dependent to an attached one; But when the object of your shackles changed from your parents to an irresistible behemoth, you did not hesitate to choose to accept it. ” "This is because the strong are born to rule the weak, this is what you really think."
"But, in this way, don't you also become a weak person to be ruled?"
"But the question is, are the ruled weak really qualified, or possibly standing, in life?"
"Maybe you will use the threat to your parents' personal safety as an excuse to escape, but you and I both know that this is not because of such a reason to compromise obediently."
"You're just, she's just scared."
"You are afraid of losing your current position, you are afraid of being slandered by public opinion, you are afraid of going from a crowded Colonel Storm to a street rat that everyone shouts at" "You're afraid to face what your heart is really pursuing."
"In the final analysis, even if you have the power to destroy the world, you are just a mediocre and cowardly ordinary person."
"But who am I to accuse you?"
"After all, I'm such a cowardly person."
"But I hope that one day, you will be able to regain the courage you had back then."
"I'm so jealous of who I was back then."
Signed: Yan Xiuze.
Stayed on March 28, 2020.
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Yan Xiuze read the payment softly and sighed in a daze.
"It's another self" "A letter to yourself
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