"Uh-huh" I nodded heavily, indicating that I would definitely listen carefully to what Master had to say next.
"Doctors are not saints, when they first joined the work, they were all thinking about how to save people, but not everyone could save them" "Many family members can't bear the death of their loved ones, thinking that if they spend money, people should be able to survive, otherwise the money will be spent in vain, but they forget that doctors are also human beings, they can only treat diseases but not God can save lives" Even though I heard this, I still didn't know what Master was going to say to me, or I kept listening with my ears pricked up.
"Well, I understand," I replied to Master.
"You don't understand, at least when you appear today in front of the corpse of the deceased, you suddenly lose control of your emotions, and even start to doubt your profession, it means that you don't understand anything at all," the more Master said, the more emotional he began to get excited.
I'm not afraid of Master's excitement now, because when I returned to the dissection room just now, I was ready to be scolded by Master at any time.
Master is right, it's because my mental quality is too poor, and these old forensic doctors can already see the mundane things.
In my eyes and heart, it seems that there is a chasm that I can't get over, and I can't get over it with my heart.
Although I know that it is my own problem, it is like catching a cold, and the more I want to make it get better quickly, I can't help it.
My current thoughts are very simple, as long as Master can open my heart knot, I will listen to anything that scolds me.
Master saw that I was silent, so he shook it helplessly, and continued: "When the new doctors are facing death, they will also have the situation you just had, and it cannot be said that they are incompetent, but they have not yet accepted the reality of life, old age, sickness and death, and if they can't face it, they will naturally be like you, and they will have too many doubts, just like a virus, eroding your previous ambitions. ” "Well, that's it, I just can't understand why the murderer can kill a living person so cruelly, doesn't he have a sense of fear in his heart when he kills?"
I saw that Master had finally said something that was tangled in my heart, so I quickly nodded and responded.
"The murderer's ability is to have a mental breakdown, and some of the murderers are deliberately murdered, which is a premeditated murder, and they can no longer be measured by whether they have humanity or not."
"And there is also a kind of manslaughter, everyone will be affected by the impression of emotions, don't you also have a lot of mood swings" "When you are emotional, your brain can be said to be blank, and killing is killing someone, and the law will not sentence the murderer, but the two types of murderers are different" I nodded, so I could only nod my head, because I didn't know what else to say, and I could understand what Master said, but I still had a tangle in my heart.
I'm afraid that if I say something wrong, Master will be angry and won't say anything, and I will be the one who is uncomfortable.
"Everyone doesn't deserve to die, everyone wants to live well, but once the mind is hot, emotional fluctuations may become a victim at any time, and the master is the murderer when he is alive," the master continued.
"Actually, when I first started working, I followed my master, and there was a period of time like you, I had some mood swings, I don't know if it was because of gender, I wasn't as emotional as you" aa2705221: