"Master, how do you control your emotions?"
I asked, looking at Master.
When Master heard me ask him this, he suddenly smiled bitterly and shook his head again.
"I said you may not believe it, I don't have such a good treatment as you, and it was the woman in the laboratory who enlightened you, and like now, I have a master to tell you about it."
"I directly asked my master at the time, scolded me and then told me to go back and think about my emotions, whether I still want to do it, can I do it again?"
Speaking of which, I suddenly felt like a very lucky person as well Master did scold me a lot before, but if I compare it with what happened to Master back then, I should also understand that I am satisfied.
If Master had done the same thing to me as he had done to me back then, I would have really gone back to my dormitory, thinking about it for a while, and finally I couldn't figure it out, and I began to waver in my original ideals and persistence in doing this profession.
"I'm sorry I didn't do a good job, so Master, you still worry about me," I bowed my head.
"I know that you are a very good student, through your former master, I heard her say a lot of words of appreciation for you, every sentence is protective of you, and warns me that I must teach you well and not abuse you," the master suddenly looked at me, and his tone softened.
"Master, I will not give up this profession, please believe me, as long as I can get out of this energy that I am entangled in my heart, nothing will be able to interfere with my emotions anymore."
I looked at Master and reassured.
"The life and death of the girl will certainly make many people suffer and regret, those doctors face new life and death every day, slowly they seem to have a kind of immunity, and it cannot be said that they have worked for a long time, they have been cold-blooded and have no sympathy, it can only be said that they are used to seeing birth, old age, sickness and death, there is no way to stop it, every patient ends their life in front of them, they have to sympathize and entangle, then no one is a doctor."
Master gently patted me on the shoulder.
"Master, I understand the meaning of your words, I will go back and reflect on my gaffe today, no one can help me get through this hurdle, I can only figure it out myself, and I will never think about it again today."
I suddenly had a temporary enlightenment.
Master is right, I just got too entangled with myself, and finally forced myself into a life-and-death situation.
Before I started this job, I should have thought about what I was doing and what I was going to face in the future.
Now I can't control this reaction, but it's true that my reaction is a little excited, and it's completely my own reason.
Fortunately, I met two good masters, and I usually criticize them, or even scold them.
But when I really had something, they were able to enlighten me.
At this point, I feel that I shouldn't be like this now, which will only make the two masters worry about me, and I will blame myself for not being angry.
"If you don't work today, you won't get well from your illness, and emotional fluctuations are inevitable, because Master I didn't think about it enough, and I can't blame you all," Master looked at me and said.
As soon as I heard Master say that I didn't need to work, I immediately looked at him and said, "Master, I can continue to work, although I feel uncomfortable, but there are still two corpses that have not been autopsied, and I don't want to affect my work."
Master shook his head, "Go back, work, you can do it tomorrow, I don't want to force you so hard because of this matter, and finally lose a very good forensic doctor." aa2705221: