There are countless ways for a person to kill himself, and the richness of this choice is at least much greater than that of the protein meat varieties of the Federation.
A straw rope, a fruit knife, and a string of gold chains are enough to end a person's surname, even if you don't have a straw rope and shoelaces, you can pick a rusty nail without a fruit knife, and there is always a metal block without a gold chain, not to mention that there are high-rise buildings, low buildings, deep pits, shallow pits, mountains, mountains, mountains, big trees, and small trees, and the height and depth are enough to kill people.
Even if, even if you are so bad luck that you can't find anything and can't see anything at the moment of begging for death, you still have to bite your tongue and kill yourself, maybe there is too much resentment, but in the face of death, in fact, all means are equal.
So, suicide is not a difficult thing to do.
Huaicao poems were as dazzling as the empire when they were young, and after adolescence, they walked between the palace and the military headquarters, and in recent years, they have silently and secretly presided over the work of the Royal Intelligence Agency.
For such a character, an event like suicide, which is not difficult, should not cause her too much trouble, but when she saw the picture of Xu Lekou spurting black blood and falling straight to the ground, her strong heart couldn't help but throb a little.
Because the timing is wrong.
After carefully studying all the information files about Xu Le, Huai Caoshi never doubted that this person had the courage to kill him, but it was not until the last moment, why would he choose to end his life so resolutely "You should still have a lot of questions to answer, why did you commit suicide willingly" Her eyes narrowed as she looked at the federal man in the center surrounded by the medics.
"Your Highness."
The imperial medical officer reported in a low voice: "According to the results of the examination just now, his pulmonary hematoma is very serious, and his respiratory failure is severe, if he needs to be alive, he must be immediately sent back to the ground for rescue." ” "Then what are you still hesitating" Huai Caoshi frowned and looked at the medic and said, "What is needed on the execution ground is a living Federation battle hero, not a corpse." ” "But the problem now is that even if he is lucky enough to save this man, there is no way for him to get back up."
The medic wiped the sweat from his forehead, and his medical team was well equipped to examine them, so he knew perfectly well how serious and strange the injuries of this Federation captive were.
"The nerve bundles in his body are intact, and there is no problem with the nerve junction under the double fiber bond of the muscle, but I don't know why, his nerve tract at this time seems to have lost its effect, as if it is broken, and we can't find the problem, so there is no way to repair it."
"What's the best outcome," asked Huai Caoshi, with her eyes slightly lowered.
"Paralyzed."
The medic replied in a low voice.
Huai Caoshi was silent for a moment, walked to the bedside, the busy imperial doctors hurriedly got out of the way, listening to the sound of the ticking instrument, she slowly put her hands behind her back, looking at Xu Le, who was on the verge of death, the straight eyebrows frowned slightly, and suddenly her fingers poked out like lightning and pressed Xu Le's chest.
There was a muffled pop, and Xu Le, who was heavily unconscious, did not react.
"Actually ignoring my warning, trying to reconnect the broken meridians, I am really not afraid of death, you guy's courage is really big enough."
Huai Caoshi withdrew her fingers and gently rubbed her fingertips, confirming that the judgment of the military medical officer was correct, and the small-eyed man in front of him probably would never stand up again in his life.
She remembered the endless escapes and battles in the mulberry sea, and she did not feel nostalgic, let alone sad, because she had never had the slightest sympathy for the enemy, and only felt a little pity.
There are not many people in this universe who are qualified to fight side by side with her, and the only person who has fought side by side with her is Xu Le, who vomited blood and fell into a coma.
"Send it to the First Imperial Court and transfer the Royal Special Battalion to be responsible for guarding."
Huai Caoshi thought for a moment and then made a decision, "Save him as much as possible." ” The first aristocratic rebellion in the empire in a hundred years began with the nobles' suspicions and shock about the royal family, and this emotion began with the mysterious death of King Catonshire, and now this rebellion is about to disappear, but to completely dispel the deep doubts of the huge aristocratic class, especially those neutral nobles, the panic that the royal family needs a living Xu Le, and then die for everyone to see.
Many popular science books of civil science or the Academy of Sciences will mention near-death experiences, saying that human beings will look back on the past as quickly as possible at the moment of death, feel the present, look forward, sorry, there is no future here, only a high-speed retreat hole formed by the black wall, and the other end of the cave is a pure white holy world, which is completely different from the blood stain of human beings at birth.
Xu Le never believed in this statement, this semi-literate mind that had not completed the federal legal education was full of mechanical principles and mechanical worldview, in his opinion, there was not much essential difference between humans and wild cats eating leftover beef outside the mine except for aesthetics, how could they have the privilege of rereading life before death What would the near-death experience of wild cats be countless fat-headed and big-eared mice Even though the uncle taught him the ten postures, the scorching magical trembling power passed through the body like countless fat-headed and big-eared mice, he still maintained an absolute view of naïve materialism, and he sadly and persistently decided that there was no heaven above his head, only the sky and the stars.
Heaven can only be found in life.
Sure enough, there is no black hole and holy white light, but there are black dreams, very uninspired black dreams, but the old things of the charter computer do not appear in the dream, wearing an elderly housekeeper uniform or really wearing a black silk skirt to tell some mysterious things, only the halo of pain in the black dream is torn, the breath is scattered, and it will never be reborn, and it will gradually fall silent.
Suicide is a very simple thing, and surviving is actually a very simple thing, especially for an incomparably strong young man who has experienced countless tests of life and death, and his body muscles and organs have been polished, all he needs to do is to try to open his eyes.
Xu Le opened his eyes with difficulty, the light in the gap between his eyes gradually dimmed and clear, and there was a palatial oil painting on the wall, and the sign underneath was so scribbled that there was no impulse to identify it.
"Awake" With this surprised shout, dense and noisy footsteps sounded in the ward, the sound of tense treatment collegiality, and all kinds of advanced medical equipment were connected to his body.
The metal tentacles should be very cold on the skin, Xu Le, who had a very unpleasant past in the Federal Army General Hospital, thought silently in his heart, and then his body was subconsciously ready to tremble.
However, he couldn't tremble, he didn't even feel a trace of coldness, and only then did he realize that his body was completely out of the control of his brain, and no feeling came.
He frowned.
Fortunately, the brows can still move, so the eyes should be able to squint Xu Le, who was lying on the hospital bed, grinned his lips and smiled happily.
The smile that returned from the Grim Reaper instantly shocked the imperial people in the ward and were collectively speechless.
After a few days.
"I warned you, your true qi has been dispersed by me, the meridians of the upper circulation have been blocked, and if you try to force a breakthrough, there is only a dead end."
Huai Caoshi stood on the side of the bed with her hands behind her back, looked at Xu Le on the bed, looked at the extremely thin cheeks, and said expressionlessly: "I really didn't expect that you would actually use this as a means of suicide." ” Xu Le smiled and didn't say anything.
Now he is paralyzed, only able to move from the neck up, except for speaking, he can only express his thoughts with expressions, and can no longer learn to wave his right arm as hard as President Pabul did to help his emotions rise.
Human expressions can only choose between laughter and crying, joy and sadness, happiness and frustration, calm or depression, two opposite camps, so Xu Le naturally chooses the former.
"According to the judgment of the doctor and me, you will never be able to stand up again in your life."
Huai Caoshi looked at him and said indifferently: "How does it feel to be paralyzed, and I can't carry the repair arm to show my talent anymore, do you regret it?"
"How do I feel like Your Highness, you have more regrets than me" Xu Le, who had thin cheeks, finally spoke, his voice was hoarse and weak, and said, "The feeling of paralysis, well, is a little fresh. ” "You don't tell from the file that you're a hopeless optimist."
Huai Caoshi turned around, made herself a cup of coffee, and said casually.
"That's because I've never been in hopeless despair and can't show my talent for it."
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Huai Caoshi turned around with a coffee cup, and after a moment of silence, she suddenly asked: "When you say that if you are dead and paralyzed at the moment, you can really be willing."
Hearing this, Xu Le was silent for a long time, staring straight at the snow-white ceiling, until a complicated and inexplicable smile appeared on the corner of his lips, and then replied hoarsely: "Of course I am not reconciled, I still have a lot of things to do, and there are still many secrets that I don't know." ” "For example," Huai Caoshi took a sip of coffee.
"You have read my file, you should know Zhang Xiaomeng."
"Your first love."
"Not bad."
Xu Le's eyes narrowed, and he said softly: "I used to think that I must have sex with her again before I die, but now it seems that I have no chance, this is probably the biggest unwillingness." ” Hearing this unexpected answer, Huai Caoshi was rarely moved, and asked: "Why not your national girl Jian Shui'er Of course, in my opinion, among your warm and ambiguous federal stupid women, it is also the female engineer of Guohu who is worth dating." ” Without waiting for Xu Le to answer, Her Royal Highness, the imperial princess who had never been in love, thought she understood something, shook her head and said, "Stupid first love complex. ” Xu Le smiled and didn't explain, in the entire universe, probably only the prince of the Tai family knew the real reason for this first-class unwillingness.
"Since there is a great unwillingness, why commit suicide Since you are a hopeless optimist, I always thought that you would hold out to the end, at least to the execution ground."
"The federal proverb says that the Grim Reaper tells you to report at three o'clock, and you will never see the first ray of sunshine again.
But I'm a soldier, and even in the face of death, I have to compete with him. ” Xu Le was silent for a moment and then replied: "You want me to go to the execution ground and let many people watch me die, I don't know the specific reason, but what you need, I will let you not get anything, at least the method of death, the time of death, I can choose freely." ” "Until the moment of death, the servicemen should fight."
"Suicide is actually a kind of fighting."
To be continued: