The three sentences are like three hard stones jumping out of the air, smashing into the ground fiercely, and then bouncing up, even if they finally shatter, they will not be deformed in the slightest, and they are indescribably strong and stubborn.
Huai Caoshi was silent for a moment, confident and arrogant hidden under her ordinary face, she didn't care about the impassioned Xu Le on the hospital bed at all, just listening to these three sentences, she couldn't help but feel a little vigilant, if the soldiers of the Federation are such tough people, I am afraid that the upcoming war will be really difficult to fight.
"I promised you a dignified death."
She put down the coffee cup in her hand, looked at his unusually thin face, and said slowly: "Since you think that this way of dying is undignified, and you have decided another way, I have to admit it."
A captive who is paralyzed, if you can't provide the corresponding benefits for the empire, the empire will naturally not be able to support you in vain. ” "I can't say that I look forward to that day, because no one is not afraid of death, but since that day is bound to come, it doesn't really make much sense for you to say this."
Far away from his hometown Xinghe, alone in the depths of the imperial enemy, Xu Le, who is uncertain about life and death or destined to die, in this last time, seems to have recovered some of the shadows of the orphans on Zhonglou Street back then, he raised his eyebrows and looked at Huai Caoshi with a rather playful smile: "It's just that you seem to have won that gamble." ” "The bet between you and me wasn't fair in the first place."
Huai Caoshi replied, then took out a pamphlet and asked, "This is what I found from you when I captured you, can you explain it?"
Xu Le glanced at the old pamphlet, and his thoughts instantly returned to the ice-filled planet of the previous year.
Captured to the Imperial Tianjing, he never looked at the sky of the enemy's base camp, only the endless darkness and the snow-white ceiling of the ward, the people around him were enemies, the air was full of foreign smells, and he missed everything in the past more than at any other time in his life.
The subordinate brothers of the seventh group, the team of the Guoke Engineering Department, the group of mecha who moved silently between the ice and snow, he even missed the monster Iron Seventh Division trained by Du Shaoqing, the highland valley of 3320, the glacial forest of 5460, the road lost in the wind and snow and the deep pit next to the road, the corpses of countless federal civilians in the pit, the retinue of an imperial official and the gray eyes of a little girl of the federation who couldn't close her eyes, "I think you should have read this booklet."
Xu Le replied: "This officer named Arthur was shot by your own people because he was unwilling to carry out the order of the expeditionary force to slaughter, and I have to say that he is the first Imperial man I would not describe as a beast." ” Huai Caoshi's eyes narrowed slightly, and the coldness gradually dissipated, but she did not speak.
Xu Le didn't seem to feel the cold gaze at all, and frowned to himself and said, "You asked me about my unwillingness before, but in fact, my unwillingness is really a lot. ” He calmly looked into Huai Caoshi's eyes and said, "You are the butchers of the universe, and it is a great pity that I can't completely eliminate you." ” Huai Caoshi was silent for a moment and then shook her head, and said with a slight mockery: "I thought that if I took you to Lihan to read our textbook, you would have a relatively objective and sober understanding of history, but I didn't expect that it would still be a waste brainwashed by the Federation." ” "Don't you think it's ridiculous that Her Royal Highness the Imperial Princess said brainwashing to a federal citizen, or do you think that the role of the Imperial Expeditionary Force is only used to direct the chorus," Xu Le retorted unceremoniously.
"It's war."
"There has never been a just war in the history of the universe, especially when this war takes place between the Empire and the Federation, and you don't have any moral bargaining chips. ” "Of course war is war, as George Carlin has said many times."
Xu Le stared into her eyes and said, "But war is definitely not about killing civilians. ” "Your Federation's military is not all moral role models like you."
The mockery on the corners of Huai Caoshi's lips was even more meaningful, "If you look through the history of the Empire's resistance to aggression, you can find countless examples that show that those comrades-in-arms of yours are not much different from beasts. ” Xu Le was silent for a long time, and replied in a slow voice: "What is wrong is wrong, and it has nothing to do with who the wrong person is or which camp it is." ” "If you encounter something like this in the army, what will you do" Huai Caoshi looked at him like an idiot.
"I don't know."
Xu Le replied honestly: "But don't get me wrong, I'm playing a moral pretender at this time, I've always just lived according to my habits, whether it's assassinating Medellin or fighting you on the Xilin front, I just think very simply, these things should be done, so I did it." ” "Prince Delin is the most outstanding member of the royal family in the history of the empire, and he is also my own uncle."
Huai Caoshi said calmly.
"Thank you."
Xu Le said very seriously, in two very simple sentences, he knew the true identity of the imperial seed who died in his pen, and he also understood that he who killed Medellin with his own hands could have a relatively dignified death, and His Royal Highness at the hospital bed would definitely have to make great efforts.
Huai Caoshi gently put the emperor's military chronicle on the table, and then looked at the old cover of the chronicle and was silent for a long time, wondering if he was sketching everything that happened in Xilin in his mind.
"The temperature in the ward is good."
She woke up from her thoughts, looked at the beads of sweat on Xu Le's forehead, and said indifferently: "Do you think it's hot?"
Beads of sweat the size of soybeans were constantly pouring out from the roots of Xu Le's hair at this time, and then trickled down the corners of his eyebrows, instantly wetting the entire pillow, his emaciated cheeks were unusually pale, and his thin lips kept trembling, but the smile in his eyes was still so natural.
"It's not hot."
Xu Le's voice became more and more hoarse.
Huai Caoshi finally couldn't help frowning and shook her head, and said, "Why bear it" With that, she turned and left the room.
At the same time as the door of the ward was closed, Xu Le's spirit suddenly relaxed, although his paralyzed whole body could not show anything, but the sweat gushing out of the thick black hair increased suddenly, his brows were furrowed extremely tightly, there was no longer any smile on his face, his lips grinned painfully, revealing a mouth full of white teeth, and blood was constantly oozing from his gums, looking extremely miserable.
Since waking up from a near-death coma, he has been suffering from great pain, his body cannot move, but the internal sensations have become more acute, the cracked power channel has become countless sharp fragments, cutting everywhere unscrupulously, and his nervous system is seriously damaged, and he can clearly feel the pain of this knife cutting flesh very sadly.
There are also those magical scorching powers that have finally broken through the obstacles, although they are no longer suppressed by the power of Huai Caoshi's fingers, they can no longer be controlled, scurrying up and down in their bodies, turning into thousands of tiny hot whips, whipping every cell of him, the slightest feeling.
It's not Ling Chi, it's better than Ling Chi, Xu Le's pain is beyond measure, even if he crushes his white teeth, he can't last longer, if Huai Caoshi didn't leave before, he might not help but let out a painful moan.
To die with dignity, you must first ensure your own dignity, he insisted, so he smiled and mocked the conversation, and refused to let the muscles on his cheeks twitch a little from the endless pain.
Sweat trickled down from him, wetting his pillows and bedding all night, until the strange morning light of Tianjing Star seeped through the window, and his face was extremely pale and weak, only to realize that he had fought with that pain all night.
There are a few people in this world who can endure this kind of pain Those who can endure things that ordinary people can't endure are naturally not ordinary people, and as long as they don't accidentally die in their climbing careers, they will always achieve something great in the end, because they have too strong perseverance and willingness to support them to resist to the death.
Xu Le can endure it because he is unwilling.
Before he wore the general's uniform, he returned to the dim and boring Donglin mining area to take a look at the cafes, taverns, libraries, major recuperation centers, the long-legged policewoman and the police officer named Bao Longtao; Haven't watched those men and women on s1 finish their story, Tai Zhiyuan hasn't gotten married yet, how did the white girl end, Zou Yu will stand under that building with Xiao Liuhuo in his arms and wait for the return He hasn't touched Jian Shui'er's black hair with his own hands, he hasn't warmed his lonely right hand with Shang Qiu's greatness again, he hasn't replied to the kindness of that beautiful girl, and he hasn't found out the truth about his uncle's death.
I haven't driven a turbocharged XT to Lin Banshan on the highway back then to have crazy racing with the stupid sons of those councilors, and I haven't gone incognito to go somewhere crazy singing and dancing and having love. has not forced Magnolia to cut off the tiresome strand of hair floating in front of his forehead, has not taken Xiong Linquan to carry Da Linquan with Da Lin's gun to help Da Vinci snatch his sister on the thirteenth floor home, and has not yet sung the twenty-seven glasses of wine with Shi Qinghai.
I haven't had time to tell everyone that I am Xu Le, Xu Le, an orphan in Donglin, and not Xu Le, a squatting soldier.
How can you be willing to die?
Suicide is a battle, but also a new gamble, and with nothing to lose, he has to gamble this last one with his own life.
Turning his head with difficulty to look at the first white morning light of the willow tree outside the window, Xu Le breathed rapidly and tiredly, and an abnormal flush appeared on his pale face.
In the Empire, this morning light was supposed to be called the white belly of the fish, and only the dead fish would turn their ugly white belly to the fisherman or the tourist.
He's not dead yet.
This is good.
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He closed his eyes, resisted the pain with unimaginable perseverance, breathed slowly, and the thin body on the hospital bed remained motionless, and the ten postures he had practiced since childhood began to reappear in his mind one after another.
To be continued: