Whether Xia Chuxin likes Yang Xin or not, this is a very important question for me, after all, I have now determined that Xia Chuxin was engaged to Yang Xin to save me, and even, they are about to get married.This matter is related to Xia Chuxin's happiness for a lifetime, I must know to what extent she sacrificed for me, if Xia Chuxin also has Yang Xin in her heart, then even if they are in love, so that marriage will not have much impact.But if Xia Chuxin doesn't like Yang Xin at all, then she is getting married simply to save me, and her happiness in the second half of her life has been ruined because of me, how can this make me feel at ease How can I sit back and watch Xia Chuxin, who was already about to walk to the door, when she heard my question, she stopped her steps instantly, however, she didn't turn around, just stood facing the door like that.I noticed that her back stiffened slightly, but I didn't know what her expression was at this time, let alone what was going on in her heart, so I could only wait for her answer.I don't know how long it took, Xia Chuxin finally responded, she turned her back to me, and said slowly in an extremely flat and calm tone: "If I liked him, there was no need to come to Jiangzhou back then." ”After listening to Xia Chuxin's answer, I was stunned for a moment, this answer, in my expectations, shocked me.I actually had a feeling that Xia Chuxin had no love for Yang Xin, just like Xia Chuxin said, if she liked Yang Xin, she didn't have to come to Jiangzhou alone, her purpose in Jiangzhou was to see what kind of man she had a marriage contract like, which shows that she may faintly expect that I will make her heart move if she has never met, or she came to Jiangzhou secretly to escape Yang Xin.In short, she knew that Yang Xin liked herself, but she always ran out alone, which is enough to prove that she has no feelings for Yang Xin, otherwise, she would have been with Yang Xin a long time ago, why delay until now.In this way, I can be more sure that Xia Chuxin is for me, so she is engaged to someone she doesn't like and even wants to get married, she has made such a big sacrifice for me, how can I be indifferent to me As a man, how can I let a woman help me in this way What's more, Xia Chuxin should have been my fiancée, and now, if I want to watch her marry my biggest enemy, isn't this just like what Doctor Xue said, is it the biggest slap in the face to myself in the future, if my father is here, will definitely stop this marriage, and he will not allow his enemies to slap him in public.The main thing is that I can't afford to let a woman sacrifice the happiness of a lifetime to protect me, so that I will never be at peace for the rest of my life, and I am not worthy of being a man.Thinking of these, I couldn't help but have a very strong thought in my heart, I Su Yan, no matter what, I must stop Yang Xin and Xia Chuxin from being together, I can't let their wedding go on successfully Xia Chuxin who has always turned her back to me, seeing that I haven't moved for a long time, she couldn't help but turn around, and then, she stared at me deeply, and asked slowly: "Why do you suddenly ask this" I listened to Xia Chuxin's voice, and immediately came back to my senses from my thoughts, of course, I can't tell Xia Chuxin my true thoughts, Xia Chuxin didn't want me to fight with Yang Xin, if I told Xia Chuxin at this time that I would not only have to fight with Yang Xin, but even stop his wedding next month, then Xia Chuxin would definitely resolutely dissuade me, and she would definitely not be able to stand my decision, how determined she was to save my life, if I ran to death so quickly, she might have collapsed.So, in the face of Xia Chuxin's question, I could only pretend to be calm and replied: "It's nothing, it's just curious" Hearing me say this, Xia Chuxin's eyes were obviously distrustful, she looked at me carefully with slightly suspicious eyes, and after a few seconds, she restrained her doubts, and then, she pulled the corners of her mouth slightly, pretending to change the topic easily: "Eh, I'm so hungry all of a sudden, I haven't eaten all the way over, you, the host, are really stingy, don't you plan to keep me down to eat?"
Seeing Xia Chuxin change the topic so suddenly, I was inexplicably stunned for two seconds, Xia Chuxin is worthy of Xia Chuxin, she can show her calm side in any situation, we were originally talking about such a serious topic, she can take this as if she was nothing, her psychological quality is really not ordinarily strong.However, she was right, I really didn't think it through, and I don't know if I politely asked if anyone had eaten, so I really shouldn't have made her hungry.Without delay, I immediately stood up from the chair and apologized to her: "I'm sorry, my pig brain is too bad to think about things, then, you sit for a while, I'll arrange it."
With that, I pulled my legs and walked towards the door.Seeing this, Xia Chuxin hurriedly said to me: "Don't bother too much, just go out and eat casually, just right, I also want to go out for a walk" Hearing this, I hesitated slightly, I looked at Xia Chuxin, and said very seriously: "The two of us go out like this, isn't it good that you are not afraid that Yang Xin will know that you came here to find me" I believe that Xia Chuxin definitely came secretly without telling others, but now if we go out to eat alone, this will be seen by the people of the prosperous world, it will be really not good.Xia Chuxin couldn't help but smile when she heard my concerns, and she said a little indifferently: "Don't worry, it's okay."
Yang Xin has already withdrawn all the prosperous forces in Jiangbei Province, and since he has promised to give you the entire Jiangbei, there is no need to waste personnel to govern this place.Moreover, no one knows about me coming to you, I often go missing, most of the time I am alone, they are all used to it" After listening to Xia Chuxin's words, I also relaxed a little, since she is not worried, then I don't need to be too nervous.I didn't say anything more, and walked out of the bar directly with Xia Chuxin.Jiangzhou is my territory, I am familiar with it, I also know the restaurants in this area basically, I picked an elegant and tidy hotel, opened a private room, and invited Xia Chuxin to have a meal.At this time, we are like two old friends, eating in harmony with each other, this is the first time I have eaten alone with Xia Chuxin, although I am more or less unaccustomed to it, but, inexplicably, I have a very comfortable feeling, or rather, I feel a little pleasing to the eye, watching her eat one bite at a time, I am a little stunned.This feeling is very wonderful, indescribable, in short, I cherish the change of Xia Chuxin, I think at the beginning, what she gave me was the kind of cold and inaccessible sense of distance, and then she made me feel disgusted, and today, some things are faintly changing, Xia Chuxin in my eyes, it seems that it is no longer difficult to get close, so she is more gentle and more beautiful.Xia Chuxin saw that I didn't eat much, and kept looking at her in a daze, she couldn't help but stop the movements in her hand, and then smiled and said: "Why haven't I seen anyone eat" Hearing her words, I immediately realized my gaffe, I quickly withdrew my gaze, smiled awkwardly, and then quickly picked up the chopsticks and devoured the dish.Xia Chuxin saw me like this, so he lowered his head and continued to eat.The huge box was quiet again, and the two of us ate our own food, and no one made a sound.After a long time, I put down the chopsticks, then looked at Xia Chuxin, and asked cautiously: "Your family, what do you think of the matter of you and Yang Xin together" To be honest, I don't have a good impression of the Xia family, when I heard the conversation between my mother and Xia Chuxin, I probably knew that it was the Xia family who unilaterally regretted the marriage, and they just knew that my father was gone, so they couldn't wait to push this marriage.Now, Xia Chuxin is going to be with Yang Xin, I don't know what they think, if they know that Xia Chuxin doesn't like Yang Xin at all, then they, as parents, will they agree to this marriage Xia Chuxin suddenly heard me ask this, her expression suddenly became a little stiff, her eyes also became a little cold, she put down her chopsticks, glanced into the distance, paused for a while, she spoke, and said lightly: "They, naturally, are looking forward to marrying the Yang family, and they regret marrying you, They are waiting for this day to come" Seeing Xia Chuxin like this, I suddenly felt her heartache, and I felt that she seemed to be very disappointed in her family.Of course, I also heard that the Xia family identified the Yang family, and what they considered was not Xia Chuxin's happiness at all, but their own intentions, they regretted my marriage and waited for the Yang family to get married, which actually shows that the Xia family only cares about the other party's family background, not their daughter's wishes.Sure enough, Xia Chuxin then said to himself: "I remember that when I was young, my parents loved me very much, and they really regarded me as the pearl of their palms.However, slowly, this happiness became farther and farther away from me, and I gradually began to see that my family had changed, and became more and more powerful, so that in the end, they only saw the so-called power in their eyes, and they would not hesitate to give anything for this thing.Even if it is at the expense of my happiness, they will not hesitate to do it" After listening to Xia Chuxin's words, my feelings couldn't help but be deeper, it turned out that Xia Chuxin's heart hid such deep pain, it turned out that she was not so happy in a big family.All her happiness only exists when she was a child.When she was a child, although her health was not good, she was deeply loved by her parents, and that desert heart is the most direct witness.No wonder, Xia Chuxin has always cherished the heart of the desert as a baby, it turns out that this is not only because of its rare function of healing the body, but also because it is the most real fatherly love given to her by her father, that necklace is equivalent to Xia Chuxin's only heart comfort, and it is also her most cherished memory, such an important thing, it is indeed as Doctor Xue said, no one wants to take it away from Xia Chuxin, and she will never give it to others easily.I also finally understood that in Dali, before I revealed Su Yan's identity, Xia Chuxin refused to give me the necklace, no matter what reason I begged her, she was indifferent, it turned out that it was just because Xia Chuxin valued it more than life.However, when she knew that I was Su Yan, she did not hesitate to give me the Heart of the Desert as soon as possible.At this moment, when I think about these again, I feel even more indescribable in my heart.Looking at Xia Chuxin's unconcealable sadness, I couldn't help but feel depressed, and my heart couldn't calm down for a long time.After a long time, I looked at Xia Chuxin and said very seriously: "I answered a question truthfully just now, now, can you also answer me honestly a question" Suddenly hearing my question, Xia Chuxin suddenly came back to her senses, she turned her eyes to me, and then spoke softly, and said categorically: "You say" I stared at Xia Chuxin with my eyes, staring at Xia Chuxin faintly, and asked solemnly: "Why do you want to save me so desperately"