I didn't feel any shock when I heard Hu Meier call me, I had already expected that Hu Meier would definitely want to talk to me after learning that I was Su Yan.It's just that I don't want to face Hu Meier again as Su Yan at all, and I don't want to dig out the scars of the past, I just hope that the bad relationship between me and Hu Meier will completely disappear with the wind.Therefore, for Hu Meier's call, I didn't even turn around, I just stopped slightly, but soon, as if I didn't hear it, I ignored her and continued to walk forward.At this moment, I just want to get out of Hu Meier's sight as soon as possible.Of course.Miss Qiao must have heard Hu Mei'er call me, but I, the client, obviously heard it but still walked forward by myself, and Miss Qiao, as an outsider, naturally didn't need to react, so she still continued to walk forward with me.Seeing this, Hu Mei'er, who was standing behind us, immediately quickened her pace and ran in front of Miss Qiao and me, and then she turned to face us and stopped us from moving forward.I finally had to stop, Miss Qiao also stopped, and our eyes fell on Hu Meier in front of us.At this moment, Hu Meier's eyes contain all kinds of emotions, and there is an indescribable faint sadness in the depths of her eyes.She stood in front of me and looked at me deeply for a moment with her teary eyes.Immediately, she turned her gaze to Miss Qiao beside me, she made an extremely polite and slightly pleading voice to Miss Qiao: "Miss Qiao, can you give me a little time, let me talk to Su Yan alone" Although Miss Qiao drank a little too much, her consciousness was still there, she knew very well that Hu Meier's feelings for me were extraordinary, before Hu Meier was in the box, completely ignoring everything, staring at me in a daze, but anyone with eyes should be able to see that Hu Meier's eyes staring at me are meaningful.That's a very complicated kind of god.After all, Miss Qiao is not stupid, she has probably guessed that there may be some kind of deep relationship between me and Hu Meier, and this relationship is completely unknown to Miss Qiao, of course, Miss Qiao is not easy to ask about my privacy, although she is my girlfriend on the surface, but we all know that we are actually just ordinary friends.Therefore, Miss Qiao is not good at interfering with anything I do, and she is not very easy to refuse Hu Meier's request, she just looked at me with a solemn face, and then, she squeezed out a little smile, and replied generously to Hu Meier: "Okay, then you two talk, I will avoid it first" After speaking, Miss Qiao looked at me deeply again, and then said softly: "I'll wait for you in the car" Since Miss Qiao has agreed to avoid it, I naturally can't force her to stay.I also know that Hu Meier is going to stop me from chatting no matter what, and since I can't avoid it, I can only barely deal with her.So, I replied directly to Miss Qiao: "Well, then you can rest in the car for a while, I'll go over right away" Miss Qiao heard this, and immediately nodded at me, and then, she smiled at Hu Mei'er again, and then slowly walked towards the place where we parked before.Hu Meier saw that Miss Qiao was slowly walking away, so she whispered to me: "Let's find a place where no one is there to talk" After speaking, she didn't wait for me to answer, and walked to the side of the road at the entrance of the club.I paused in place, then took a step.followed behind Hu Meier.After a while, we came to a remote alley near the Emperor, where Hu Mei'er stopped, and I naturally stopped.Hu Mei'er looked around, and after making sure that there was no one, she turned around to face me, she looked at me, looked at me carefully, and then said softly: "I didn't expect that you really didn't die." ”Hu Mei'er's voice was faintly hoarse, and by the faint light on the side of the road, I could vaguely see the faint sadness in her eyes.But now, my strength is almost over, I will no longer touch my heartstrings because of a god like her, I don't have the bitter sadness just now, I only have a nameless fire in my heart now, constantly burning, as soon as I think of what Hu Meier once did to me, I can't help but be angry and disappointed, especially when I was burned all over my body, her vicious curse on me is more like a sharp knife, cutting my heart mercilessly.She said now that I am not dead, it reminds me of her cursing me and wishing I would die soon, she was really too ruthless at that time, such a ruthless heart, it has completely broken my heart, I am facing her now, naturally I can't give a good face, I listened to her words, I couldn't help but coldly sarcastic: "Yes, I'm not dead, are you very disappointed" Hearing me say this, Hu Meier's face stiffened in an instant, she seemed to be blocked by something, dumbfounded, speechless.Of course, she could hear that my short words actually meant that I still hated her and blamed her, and she also remembered that she had cursed me to death mercilessly, and even went to the scene of the war in person to see me die, and the harm to me must have been engraved into the bone marrow.Therefore, she understands that I am saying such things now, but she still can't help but feel uncomfortable in her heart, her emotions are constantly rolling in her chest, and she has a thousand words rushing to her throat, but in the end she is stuck here, for a while.She didn't know what to say to me.After a long pause, Hu Meier returned to normal slightly, she opened her mouth and tried to explain to me: "Su Yan, about the past, I think" Without waiting for Hu Meier to finish speaking, I directly interrupted her: "Let the past pass, no need to say it anymore, it's not very interesting" I don't want to give Hu Meier a chance to explain, and I don't want to hear her talk about the past, those things in the past, for me, are really unbearable.Especially the involvement between me and Hu Meier, I don't want to touch it anymore, because she really hurt me too deeply and thoroughly.She imprinted an indelible pain on me, even if it faded over time, but.This scar, but it can never be erased, it is such a real existence, it will not disappear because of your apology or mending, some things, what happens is happening, no one can change it.Although I have looked down on what Hu Meier has done, it doesn't mean.I, Su Yan, forgive her like this.Hu Mei'er was interrupted by me so abruptly, her face stiffened again, her eyes were full of endless meaning, she looked at me deeply, and sighed deeply: "Su Yan, you have really changed" Hearing her say this, I couldn't help but say decisively: "It was this ruthless society that forced me to be like this" If there is no whipping of reality.I may still be a flower in that greenhouse, I have my mother's protection and Zhang Yi's care, I will not realize the sinister nature of society at all, and I will not appreciate the hardships of life.However, this cruel reality made me completely realize that relying on others will only make me cowardly and indecisive, and it will ruin a man's feelings that should not be generated, and will only slowly collapse a person's faith and fighting spirit.To survive in this society, you must be independent, you must be resolute, when you should be ruthless, you must not have any mercy, and when you should be ruthless, you must not have any hesitation.I am treating Hu Meier now, that is, I am resolute and ruthless, I remind her in one sentence or two that she has committed an unforgivable sin against me, and I will not forgive, what I choose is to refuse and forget, I want Hu Meier to clearly know that me and her are like broken mirrors, no matter how they are, they cannot be pasted as they are.Hu Mei'er saw my tough and absolute attitude, she didn't know what to say, she could only keep staring at me closely, the emotions in her heart were still tumbling, about the past, she had so many things to say, but I didn't give her a chance to speak, she thought about it for a long time.After all, I just held back a sentence: "In the past few years, how have you been doing" I heard her words, my expression was still cold and resolute, I looked directly into her gaze, and said without thinking: "Is my life good, does it have anything to do with you" was blocked again, Hu Meier's chest couldn't help but be a little depressed, no matter what she said, I was ruthlessly blocked back.She seemed to say something wrong, and she really felt very uncomfortable.She called me here, she really wanted to have a good chat with me, but now, she found out that she and I couldn't talk normally at all, I was really not the original Su Yan anymore, I had changed too much, and I felt extremely strange to Hu Meier.She didn't know how to communicate with me normally.After being stunned for a while, Hu Mei'er sighed deeply, and then, with a little cautious tone, she asked me softly: "That, Miss Qiao, is it really your girlfriend" Hearing her suddenly ask this, I replied coldly without hesitation: "Is she my girlfriend, and what does it have to do with you, you just need to take care of your new boyfriend, tell him to be careful, don't provoke me, otherwise, I won't give anyone face, including you Hu Meier" I still said this decisively, I also know.Every word I said to her tonight was very hurtful, but, I don't know why, I just couldn't help but want to blurt out these words, I couldn't help but talk to Hu Meier calmly, I felt that if I had a slightly better attitude towards her, I would be sorry for myself.After all, Hu Meier is really not worthy of my good voice and good luck to communicate with her.Especially when it comes to her boyfriend, I am even more irritable in my heart, I hate tall men from the bottom of my heart, his hypocrisy and coldness make me very disgusted, if I really want to settle accounts with the people in the box today, then the tall man will definitely be the next unlucky, but no matter what, he is also a friend of Miss Qiao, and he didn't completely anger me, so I didn't deal with him in the end.However, if he dares to provoke me unknowingly next time, then he will not be as lucky as he is today, I promise, when the time comes.I will never show mercy to his subordinates Hu Mei'er heard my words, her eyes couldn't help but change, her eyebrows also frowned slightly, and her expression became more and more indescribable.I don't care what Hu Mei'er looks like or how she feels now, anyway, I won't be the slightest moved by her, and now my attitude has basically made it clear, obviously I don't plan to talk to her like an old friend.Therefore, there is no need for us to talk anymore, and I don't want to stay here longer, so I directly said indifferently to her: "If it's nothing, I'll leave first, she is still waiting for me in the car" After speaking, I didn't wait for Hu Meier to answer, I turned around and left.But.I had just walked a few steps, and Hu Meier's slightly loud voice came from behind me: "There is a saying, whether you listen to it or not, accept it or not, I still have to say" Hearing her words, my footsteps stopped completely involuntarily, this is a subconscious action, but I didn't turn around because of this.I just froze in place.After a while, I heard Hu Meier's extremely heavy voice: "Su Yan, I'm sorry for you"