If she was sorry and could have said it to me earlier, then everything that followed, would it have changed If Hu Meier could have opened her mind earlier, realized Cai Ye's treachery and cunning earlier, and solved the misunderstanding of me as soon as possible, then, what will my fate look like, and what will be the ending between me and Hu Meier However, there is no if in this world, and it is impossible to turn back time, and everything in the past cannot be repeated.
Hu Meier's apology.After all, it was too late.I stood in place, with my back to Hu Meier, and resolutely said, "It's too late," and then I took another step forward and left quickly without looking back.The wind at night is a little cool, I face the cool breeze, go very fast, I put the past behind, completely left behind, just let everything, go with the wind, no matter why Hu Meier realizes her mistake now, no matter how much repentance she has, I must not waver, I must harden my heart to the end, I Su Yan and Hu Meier, this life will end as strangers, we can only part ways in this way.At this moment, I am completely clear, separation is also a kind of understanding, and those who can't go back are called the past, and those who don't look back are called parting.The wind, blowing louder and louder, my thoughts, also gradually dissipated, unconsciously, I have come to Miss Qiao's car, at this time, Miss Qiao is sitting in the car bored playing with her mobile phone, seeing me coming, her eyes, immediately burst out of some special light, she quickly put down the mobile phone in her hand, and opened the car door for me, then, she smiled at me slightly.Said: "It's over talking" The end of the war is eliminated.I got into the car directly, and then replied to Miss Qiao lightly: "There is nothing to talk about with her" Hearing me say this, the smile on Miss Qiao's face obviously had a trace of stiffness, she naturally could see that the tone of my sentence was wrong, and she probably guessed that there was something wrong with my relationship with Hu Meier, it seemed that this was a past that I didn't want to touch.Therefore, she wisely chose not to continue the conversation on this topic, she resumed her serious expression, and asked me seriously: "You, is it really Su Yan" I heard Miss Qiao ask, and then I suddenly reacted, Miss Qiao never knew my true identity, so I hurriedly explained to her: "I'm sorry, Miss Qiao, I've been hiding from you for so long."
My identity is really a bit special, all along, it has always been inconvenient for me to expose myself, so I can only live as Su Qi'er" Miss Qiao heard my apology, and quickly shook her head with a smile, and then, she said to me very sincerely: "You don't have to apologize to me, I don't have anything to do, in fact, I have heard your story, and I also understand it, why do you want to be incognito" I heard my story, that is to say, Miss Qiao knew Su Yan at this time, I suddenly remembered, Miss Qiao, she has always lived in Jiangzhou, but it was only later that her father was promoted, and his influence expanded to Jiangbei.However, Miss Qiao still spent most of her time in Jiangzhou, and what happened to me back then, although it was finally covered up by Yang Xin, no matter how powerful he is, it is impossible for him to cover up such a tragic massacre, and no one knows about it, it just so happens that Miss Qiao is a woman who is easy to fight and fight, she has a wide range of activities in Jiangzhou, and it is not surprising that she has heard of it.I think about that battle now, and the fluctuations in my heart seem to be smaller than last time, and in addition, I am facing Miss Qiao, who has nothing to do with the events of the year, so my feelings will not be too big, I am a little curious, how much does Miss Qiao know about this matter, and what kind of understanding she has of Su Yan.Thinking of this, I didn't hide it, and asked her directly and casually: "Is it the me you heard of, what is it" Miss Qiao heard my question, her mind couldn't help but become deep, she looked ahead, through the front window, she looked into the ethereal distance, she was like that, as if she was reminiscing about the past.After a while, she said slowly and earnestly: "I started to know you from that fire, when I had a friend at the scene, she took a video with her mobile phone, I watched you who were burned in the video, and my heart was more or less shocked and regretful, I felt at that time, you must have hidden a deep grievance, so you insisted on walking out of the fire in that situation, and the last sentence you said I was wronged, and it also touched my heart very much."
Later, I heard about the battle with heavy casualties, I don't know the details of the war, but I know that you who came out of the fire are one of the key figures in this war, because of curiosity, I did some understanding of you, and then I know that your name is Su Yan, a typical tragic figure, anyway, what happened to you, makes me deeply regretful. ”After saying this, Miss Qiao turned her gaze back leisurely, and she looked at me deeply, with endless tenderness and pity hidden in her eyes.I had already taken a little bit of a light on the incident.But now, by Miss Qiao's words, a certain pain in my heart has become profound again, yes, even Miss Qiao, an irrelevant person, can feel regret from my matter, then, as a party, how can I remain calm, as long as I think of the original scene, my chest and brain, I can't help but feel a dull pain, those past, really like a long-term incurable disease, as long as it recurs, I feel unbearable, even breathing will pull neuralgia.At this time, I am a little lucky.After more than two years, I happened to lose my memory, otherwise, I was carrying such a heavy past, I didn't know how to get through it alone, and it was estimated that it would be difficult for me to even survive.Miss Qiao saw that I was sad and gloomy, and she immediately realized that she had touched my scars, which reminded me of the painful past that I could not look back on.Thereupon.She quickly put her hand gently on my hand, and then comforted me softly: "Okay, don't think about the past, you have to believe that God let you live, there must be its intention, you are now a new you, you should be clear, rather than sad memories of the past."
It's better to face the present and let everything start again" I heard Miss Qiao's words, and the whole person suddenly came back to my senses from grief, and my face immediately calmed down.Miss Qiao is right, God this is a chance for me to be reborn, and I also worked hard to seize this opportunity, because of this, I will practice martial arts with my heart, establish a beggar gang, I am doing everything to improve my strength, expand my power, this is my attitude towards the present and the future.In fact, if it weren't for Miss Qiao saying something that touched my heartstrings just now, I wouldn't have dwelled on the past from time to time, more of my energy is on developing myself, and my goal is to find Yang Xin for revenge.After settling down, I replied to Miss Qiao seriously: "Don't worry, I am not immersed in the past, I have already figured this out, otherwise, I would not face the world with a new identity."
However, you can understand me, which makes me very grateful" As I said this, my eyes inadvertently caught a glimpse of Miss Qiao's slender jade hand on my hand, of course, I did not show any special performance because of this.However, Miss Qiao noticed that my gaze touched this, so she quickly withdrew her hand a little shyly, and then said to me with a smile: "It's a good thing that you can start again in a new capacity, but I have to say thank you."
I really want to thank you, at the party today, you have suffered so many grievances because of me, but you are still willing to stand up for me like this, which really touches me" After listening to Miss Qiao's words, I replied to her directly and boldly: "These are all small meanings, after all, my identity tonight is your boyfriend, as your boyfriend."
Isn't it all right to do these things for you, besides, I'm a big man, what's it to be a little forbearance and grievances, I can't let your girlfriend be bullied" I blurted out these words, which is also the voice from the bottom of my heart, since I promised to play Miss Qiao's boyfriend, I will play this role well, I will never let Miss Qiao be wronged and embarrassed.Miss Joe listened to me.The expression on her face was even more moved, her eyes couldn't help but flash a trace of throbbing emotion, her heart also trembled slightly, she looked at me like this, her eyes were direct and meaningful.After a while, she cautiously asked me with some kind of expectation: "Then if it were another woman, would you do it for them" Hearing Miss Qiao suddenly ask such a question, I couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, I faintly felt that Miss Qiao's spirit at this moment seemed to be a little wrong, especially, when I met her expectant and cautious eyes, I had a strange feeling in my heart, I did not answer her question in a hurry, but thought about it slightly.Then he replied to her seriously: "Miss Qiao, to be honest, if it were another woman, I can't say whether I would do it myself."
Personally, I feel that as a man, I should take on the responsibilities that a man should bear.Like back then, in the box, the only person you could rely on.It's just me, and no matter how I do, I have to stand firmly in your position to defend you.There are some things that I, as your boyfriend, have to do.But, even if you remove this layer of fake boyfriend identity, just as an ordinary friend, I will do my best to help you, after all, you have helped me a lot without hesitation, I do this for you, it is all as it should be" My words, solemn and sincere, every word and sentence are from my sincerity, but I clearly noticed that after Miss Qiao listened to my heartfelt words, the god she expected dimmed, her eyes.There was a hint of disappointment.Seeing her like this, I couldn't help but be inexplicable, my words were also said after my careful consideration, I thought it was very appropriate and decent, why Miss Qiao would be disappointed when she heard it, I really don't understand, women's hearts, needles under the sea, I sometimes really can't figure out their thoughts.Inside the car, there was a brief silence.The atmosphere is also slightly awkward.After a while, Miss Qiao suddenly sighed deeply, and then, she pretended to look at me relaxed, and said indifferently: "Okay, I know, it's so late, we should go back too."
Where are you going?"
I heard Miss Joe.Only then was relieved from the embarrassing atmosphere, I didn't hesitate, and hurriedly replied to her: "Just send me to the hotel where you picked me up before, I lost my wallet" Miss Qiao heard this, and immediately nodded, and then, she quickly started the car, and the car sped away.It's late at night, and we're just like that in the city at night.Miss Qiao and I didn't speak, and the two tacitly chose to be silent, and, in this silent atmosphere, my mobile phone rang suddenly, and my heart couldn't help but shake.I quickly took out my phone and picked it up.As soon as the phone was connected, the black fox's voice came eagerly: "Helper, someone came to Liao Rentang to find you" I don't know why, hearing the black fox's words, my heart was inexplicably tightened, I gritted my teeth, and asked coldly: "Who" The black fox immediately said: "The boss of the prosperous world, Yang Gongzi"