The countdown to the exam has begun, and most of the time when I study on my own, I deliberately share the table with Xiaoqin.She's seriously 100~10,000\ small!
Say, while I was looking at her, this feeling of tranquility and special satisfaction for the first time I experienced.But within a few days, this beautiful feeling was completely shattered by a sudden accident.When Xiaoqin looked at me with that distrust, which eventually developed into disappointed eyes, I experienced that heartache for the first time.This incident is a misunderstanding.A few unpredictable coincidences made me no longer able to make any explanations, and I could only let the tears stay in her eyes and let her stay in my heart the moment she turned around.Xiao Yurou came to this world a year later than me.Her father took a woman on a plane abroad before she could clearly recognize who he was, and never returned.Except for the big house that could not be taken away, nothing else was left.Yurou and I lived in the same compound, and before she could figure out the world when she opened her eyes, she knew that there was a brother like me.My mother recognized her as her goddaughter, and she and I were like brothers and sisters.When she was very young, she loved to cuddle me like her hairy bear.Of course she doesn't do that anymore when she grows up, but sometimes she still thinks of me as her woolly bear.During recess that day, Yurou asked me to take her to buy cold drinks to eat.As I rode with her, I guess she was once again thinking of me as her big bear, and her hand was naturally on my waist.Unfortunately, this scene happened to be seen by Xiaoqin, and after that, Xiaoqin ignored me anymore.I've explained it to her many times, but it still doesn't work.I want to explain it again after school, and make sure she understands that Yurou is just my sister.When school finally ended, I kept following Xiaoqin, waiting for an opportunity.My brothers followed me as before, and when they came to the corner of the big pharmacy, the obscene little treasure did not know if he had been kicked in the head by a donkey.He actually picked up a small pebble from the ground and threw it at Xiao Qin...
I saw red dripping on her white shirt.This kid has never been so accurate in smashing chickens and dogs, but this time he hit the back of Xiaoqin's head once.Xiaoqin covered her wound at that time, and stubbornly walked towards her house without looking back.I was so angry that I beat this bad boy, and this kid repeatedly said that he was angry with me.Damn, is his brain in water?
Can he think of that?
In the evening, Xiaoqin's parents came over.After Xiaobao's father knew what had happened, he repaired Xiaobao fiercely.After that, he apologized to Xiaoqin's parents and compensated for the loss.The next morning, the teacher also learned about the incident and called all of us there.In the end, after understanding the situation, I was "acquitted" perhaps because I was afraid that this matter would affect my performance in the exam, so I was open-minded.When I returned to the classroom, I saw Xiaoqin's eyes of extreme disappointment and sadness towards me.She knew that I was the leading brother of this group, and she must have thought that I was the one who instructed me during the whole process.I know she will no longer believe in me, she will no longer understand me.I know more about it, and I can't get out of it.Misunderstood by my favorite people, I was so sad that I didn't want to argue, and I had to choose silence.The whole world can not understand me, but she should understand, if she can't understand it, what else is there to say and what needs to be solved?
When I was not understood by her, I never forgot her beauty and innocence for a moment......
Even when I am not understood, my heart still appreciates the purest emotions.I finally finished the exam.When the last exam is over, when I leave my alma mater for the last time, I know that the girl who made my heart for the first time will pass me by forever.We're on vacation again, the last summer vacation of this elementary school year.The scorching heat of summer did not diminish my passion in the slightest because of my frozen heart.My brothers are still joking with me like that.My sister still dances in front of me dressed like a butterfly and stuffs snacks into my hand from time to time.During the day, I played with my brothers, and I still had a bright smile on my face, and my heart was extremely unbalanced for the past two days.In the past two days, I have been sleepless almost every night.However, I had a good night's sleep and a good dream last night, and I woke up all night until dawn.What is the power that makes me so calming and sleeping?
Last night, I dreamed of my girl, the Jing with a peerless face and a fairy-like temperament.is so pure and elegant, even in a dream, it makes all the women in the world colorless.I love her and love her with no regrets.I thank her for giving me such great comfort in my dreams.Thank you Jing, thank you Jing for giving me perfect love.I can't remember exactly how many times you've come to my dreams......
It is only when night falls, in the dead of night, that my thoughts take me to the kingdom of my dreams.When I learned that you were admitted to a foreign school, I was really happy for you, and even the school was honored because of you.When you moved your family, I was not far away, silently watching you.My heart hurts so much that I can't even call your name a thousand times.When you step into the car that is far away, I know that we will never be separated from each other.Perhaps this is the farthest distance in the world---- the happiness that was once held in the hand can only be pursued in dreams.