The autumn sun is extraordinarily bright, without the heat of summer, the tenderness of spring, and some are just the feelings after the precipitation of the years.I've been adjusting through a long summer vacation, and I'm getting stronger.I want to find my own happiness in the upcoming junior high school, and I have to believe that there has never been a savior, nor does it depend on the immortal emperor.It is up to me to create my happiness.Cheer yourself on and be brave enough to follow your dreams.With the joy of growing up, I officially entered the junior high school of my dreams.This middle school has a good reputation and beautiful buildings.Surrounded by greenery and grass.The teachers wear professional attire, and the students wear uniform uniforms.When the students saw the teacher, they would bow and say hello, and the teachers would smile warmly.I was unlucky enough to be placed in the fast class, where most of my classmates were blind.I don't like people wearing glasses, especially girls.I felt like the windows of the soul were obscured and the beauty was hidden.It may be that I am rarely 100~10,000 \ small!
The reason for this is that my vision in both eyes is still 1.5.With the eye chart, I can clearly see the direction of the bottom row of letters.The learning atmosphere here is very strong, basically they are in addition to 100 ~ 10,000 \ small!
To say it is to write.I'm going to tell them a bad joke, and they won't laugh until a week at the earliest, which seems too cold, right?
Even more unfortunately, the math teacher was my mother's classmate, not only asked me to be a class representative, but also asked me to learn what Olympiad math to.I'm a free and casual person, first of all, my learning attitude is not rigorous, how can I learn that thing?
After a long time, you have to be brain-dead.So as soon as I'm free, I'll flash and slip away.Since I sang a little song during a music exam, the teacher asked me to sing it several times.Although I was given the highest score, I was finally asked to join a group.No matter how idle I am, I won't drill there.Although I heard that there were beautiful MMs somewhere, it seems that I didn't have a special interest in girls at that time.After a few annoying things, I like to find a quiet place to stay, as soon as I have time, I will hide in the school library and look at hundreds ~ ten thousand \ small like dogs!
Say.I definitely can't read the book, I mainly feel the atmosphere.Occasionally, I also look at fairy tale books, not appreciate words.I hit Xiaobai ~ 10,000 \ small!
Say, if it's more than a hundred words, my head will get dizzy.I love the pictures in the novels, especially Snow White.If you say something, you will find it ridiculous.Because the first time I had a physiological reaction to a girl was when I was in my first year of junior high school, and I was holding a drawing of Snow White from a fairy tale in my hand.The painting was so beautiful that it was deeply etched in my mind - big eyes, small mouth, long flowing hair, fair skin.The snow-white dress highlights the plump and proud breasts, and the skirt corners flutter in the wind, reaching the base of the thighs.I pressed my hand against my pounding heart, inhaled deeply, and exhaled slowly, it was an amazing feeling.Since then, I often come to the library, not to study, but to see Snow White, onno haha no one can understand me, the girl who had a physiological impulse for me for the first time would be Snow White, not a specific person.At that time, I had not yet made the difference between men and women in the true sense of the word, I only knew that boys and girls should not be too close.From my sister, I can conclude that girls are soft and gentle, and girls are weak and crying and need to be carsed and protected.And I'm a boy, a man of all shapes.All my perceptions and the message from the outside world to me is: I am a man, I cannot be weak, I cannot shed tears, I cannot regret it.I want to use my strength and strength to support my beloved girl and sister.Although I haven't loved yet, although I don't know how to love a woman, what it's like to love a woman.But I believe that in the dark, she smiled at me in the dim light.The Snow White in my heart has not yet been identified by a specific person, but I believe that if she really exists in the world, then she must be my unswerving love in this life.Even if it is for her, I will not be afraid of broken bones, and I will do whatever it takes to pursue her sky.Even if it's only one day of sweetness, I won't regret it, and I will live my life in vain.Because I have proved the perfection of love with my efforts, and I have personally experienced perfection, I will keep the perfection and seal it in my memory.Human life is only a glimpse of the universe, but my memory, I believe I will take her through time and space.In another space or another parallel world, I believe that we will still be together!
In class, the teacher often says, "Students, every inch of time is gold, every inch of money is hard to buy, time is precious..."
I know that time is precious, but how do I feel that I am wasting time in the face of boring topics in books?
My "special affection" for girls is slowly starting to sprout, and I would like to spend all my time looking for Snow White in my heart.If I let the teacher know what I think, she will definitely vomit blood from me.I have carefully observed all the girls in the class, and none of them are my favorite, let alone exciting.In this way, I ushered in the first winter vacation of junior high school in this state of calm and leisure.That winter, the snow fell heavily, and it was so overwhelming that it seemed to entail the whole city.The snow continued to fall into the night, and the white expanse reflected the cold moonlight.The night sky was empty, and the moon was unusually bright.At this time, my mind resurfaced, and Xiaoqin's disappointed eyes were like the cold moonlight at this time.My girl, the girl who made my heart flutter for the first time, are you also gazing at the endless night sky at this time?
Do you also believe in the beautiful love between Wu Gang and Chang'e?
Do you still think of me?
I remembered what the teacher once said, "The golden boy and the girl are pure and beautiful!"
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