chapter52 Bian Qing questioned Bian Qing's questioning voice was a little loud, which shocked Su Ziyi and Su Yulang at once, and even attracted the attention of other table guests.Su Ziyi just wanted to say something, but saw the aunt next door with a yellow handkerchief on his head staring at them, he immediately closed his mouth, didn't say a word, only smiled at the other party, and the aunt on the other side of the smile also felt a little embarrassed, and it was not good to look at it again, so he had to turn his head back stupidly.And after Bian Qing finished shouting, he was also annoyed in his heart, so he pursed his lips tightly, drooped his head and said nothing.So, this meal, the family of three was a little unate.Although Bian Qing didn't say anything more, looking at the unhappiness on his face, Su Ziyi knew how much resistance the other party had in his heart.Su Ziyi also knew that Bian Qing was afraid that he would suffer another accident so he objected, after all, what happened to him this time was too unexpected, and he was not a bad person, so he would definitely not lose his temper with Bian Qing because of this matter.It's just that this place is not a good place to talk now, and if you want to talk to Bian Qing, you can only wait until you get home.Because of the bad mood, the three of them ate this meal quickly, and they all seemed to be waiting to go home.And after eating, Bian Qing led Su Yulang in front with a calm face, waited for Su Ziyi to catch up at the ox cart that had been agreed, and then silently sat at the back of the car with Su Yulang in his arms, not giving Su Ziyi a look.Bian Qing's passive resistance made Su Ziyi very embarrassed, and only after moving all the things on the ox cart home and coaxing Su Yulang to go to the study alone to practice calligraphy, Su Ziyi went into the warehouse to find Bian Qing who was sorting out the sundries."
It seems like it's been a long time since we've had a good conversation."
After Su Ziyi came over, he didn't need Bian Qing's instructions, he grabbed the mouth of the grain bag on the ground, and stretched it hard, and then tied the mouth of the bag with a string and lifted the whole bag of grain to the partition, so as not to be damp by the moisture on the ground."
I know what you mean, but I can't never go into the mountain because of this accident."
After saying this, he took the initiative to take another bag of grain from Bian Qing's hand, these are brown rice, which is the stubble of Bian Qing's new harvest this year.Bian Qing has actually been angry with himself, he knows that he doesn't have much position to say anything about Su Ziyi, but he just can't stop being depressed.You must know that when Su Ziyi was in a coma, he had already thought about everything, and in the future, the family could live a down-to-earth life, of course, when Su Ziyi said that his cultivation foundation was not damaged, he knew that his plan had basically failed.But he didn't expect that Su Ziyi couldn't wait so much!
Because he was a little angry in his heart, his tone was also a little hard: "Do you think you are beaten by iron?"
”Hearing Bian Qing's words, Su Ziyi breathed a sigh of relief, and was finally willing to speak."
How can it?
I'm just flesh and blood. ”Su Ziyi smiled at Bian Qing, but it didn't ease Bian Qing's tense face a little."
I saw that your injury was not healed, so I thought about going into the mountain, and I thought that you thought you might be patient."
As soon as the words came out, Bian Qing felt that his words were a little harsh, he was shocked for a moment, and then calmed down a little, and his face was a little better.And Su Ziyi didn't feel angry because of his words, but patiently explained: "I didn't think about entering the mountain right away, and I wanted to enter the mountain after the injury healed." ”"But it's already October."
Bian Qing stood up and looked condescendingly at Su Ziyi, who was still squatting on the ground, and some dim light in the treasury cast a shadow on his face: "When you are healed, it will be almost Layue, will you still enter the mountain then?"
”"Of course, the wax moon will have a good time, and when the snow covers the mountains, I won't be able to enter."
Speaking of this, Su Ziyi felt a little funny."
Are you overdone?"
He looked at Bian Qing with a narrow gaze, which made Bian Qing's face a little uncomfortable, and warned with a tiger face: "You be honest." ”"I'm being honest."
has known Bian Qing for so long, Su Ziyi naturally knows that Bian Qing is a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person, and what he says in his mouth is powerful, but in fact, he doesn't know how worried he is about himself, such a sincere friendship really moves Su Ziyi, after all, no one wants to deal with a hard-hearted person every day, right?
Therefore, for Bian Qing's little temper, Su Ziyi is quite patient.The atmosphere was teased by Su Ziyi like this, and he suddenly lost his nervousness, Bian Qing's face also fell, and he felt a little bitter in his mouth: "It's too dangerous, if there is a next time, what will you do if you let me and Yulang?"
”When he said this, his eyes did not meet Su Ziyi's, but lowered his head to look at his toes.What?
What does it mean to let him and Yulang do?
For a moment, Su Ziyi was a little embarrassed, he felt that there were small bumps on his skin that were pounding suddenly, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.After a long time, he said a little clumsily: "What do you mean that there will be a next time?"
I'll be careful and don't let this happen again...... bar. ”"Isn't this going to happen?"
Suddenly, Bian Qing raised his head and exploded, so frightened that Su Ziyi leaned back, if he hadn't been dragging a heavy grain bag in his hand, he would probably have rolled on the spot.So as soon as he stabilized his mind, he looked up at Bian Qing with some annoyance, but that dissatisfaction was instantly shaken by Bian Qing's red eyes."
Do you know how worried Yulang and I were this time?"
Bian Qing's voice was full of crying, and his whole chest rose and fell violently with the breath, but he kept holding back, so he didn't let the tears really stay."
Yulang stays in front of your bed every day, I'm afraid that you won't wake up, I lied to him that as long as he does his homework, you will wake up, so he will endorse it with his life.He blamed himself while endorsing the book, always feeling that he was hurting you, and the whole person became less talkative, and he even had to watch and eat to eat more. ”"I don't blame him......"
Su Ziyi said."
But he blames himself in his heart!"
Bian Qing shouted, at this time, tears finally dripped uncontrollably, which made him feel a little embarrassed, and immediately covered his face and turned around to prevent people from seeing, and his voice was a little unclear because he was covered by his hands: "The doctor said that your cultivation foundation may be damaged, so I thought, in the future, you rest more, I will do the work at home, and when the time comes, I will do more, be more tired, and make more money, maybe I can cure you." ”"And you?"
Bian Qing wiped his eyes with his sleeve, and turned his head to stare at Su Ziyi: "You just want to get better and go into the mountains, have you ever thought about me and Yulang?"
”He approached Su Ziyi and squatted down, staring at Su Ziyi, so that Su Ziyi could clearly see that his eyes had collapsed bloodshots."
Yulang and I don't need you to have any big money, and we don't want to live any luxurious lives, we just want the family to be healthy."
Bian Qing said these words in a low voice, but the impact it had on Su Ziyi was no less than the other words just now."
Su Ziyi, can we not be so selfish?"
In Su Ziyi's eyes, Bian Qing was begging him.I, you......
What's going on here?
Su Ziyi, who was a little dazed by Bian Qing's words, lost his ability to think for a moment, and when his brain could work again, he reacted with hindsight.Why does Bian Qing's words seem to be very important to him?
Did he really think of himself as his husband?
The thought instantly made him shudder, and then an incredible expression appeared on his whole face.Yes, people really might treat him as a husband.Just like what he thought at the beginning, maybe Bian Qing didn't think about changing a person in this body at all, but felt that Su Ziyi's temperament had changed.Therefore, he can calmly accept Su Ziyi's "getting better", and he can also calmly accept the money and care from Su Ziyi, and he can let Su Ziyi get close to Su Yulang.But all this is based on the fact that Su Ziyi is the "Su Ziyi".So what if not?
As the original owner's family, can they tolerate others occupying their husband's or father's body?
Is it acceptable for this outsider to buy off all relations with them with money?
Even if the original owner was a scumbag, Su Ziyi didn't dare to ask himself these questions, because he was not Bian Qing or Su Yulang, and he was not qualified to answer these questions.In particular, Bian Qing's question just now was too heavy, even if Su Ziyi claimed to be a sane person, he was a little shocked by the emotions inside.In fact, if only his personal opinion is considered, then he will definitely reject Bian Qing in one bite.But now, because of Bian Qing's outbreak, Su Ziyi really realized that the whole thing had become complicated......
Not to mention that he occupies the body of the original owner, just after he came to this world, especially when he was injured several times and was in distress, it was not easy to take care of himself and be busy with Bian Qing.This young man, who had suffered violence for ten years, used his not very strong body to help him again and again, not only taking good care of him when he was injured, but also allowing him to change seasons and have new clothes, so that he did not have to worry about family affairs.In such a situation, it is really unconscionable to refuse without even thinking about it.And myself, the most disgusting thing is this kind of person.So, do you want to completely inherit the original owner's ownership and be responsible for Bian Qing's father and son for a lifetime?
That's ridiculous!
Su Ziyi knows better than anyone that he doesn't have that kind of mind for Bian Qing, although he loves Su Yulang, but in the end he still lacks some feelings of blood connection, so it is almost impossible for him to really identify himself as Bian Qing's husband and Su Yulang's father from the bottom of his heart!
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And Su Ziyi is not a person who lacks love, and he will not dispel his mind because of the true feelings that Bian Qing and Su Yulang have given him during this time.All of this made Su Ziyi regret it a little, why didn't he explain everything to Bian Qing at the beginning?
Until now, not only have they lived under the same roof for nearly a year, but they have really relied on themselves as husbands, and the children may really treat themselves as their own fathers.For a while, Su Ziyi's eyes were a little obscure, and his eyes towards Bian Qing became complicated, he knew that he had no love for Bian Qing, but because he had been friends for so long, he had more appreciation and heartache for Bian Qing, but in general, he could only be said to be friends.The change in Su Ziyi's expression was clearly seen by Bian Qing, seeing that Su Ziyi was about to return to a calm appearance, Bian Qing couldn't help but panic a little in his heart, he squinted slightly, sank his thoughts, and grabbed the conversation before Su Ziyi spoke: "Think about Yulang." ”His voice was a little hoarse from the cry he had just had, and it sounded a little heart-wrenching."
I-" Looking at Bian Qing's staggered eyes, Su Ziyi inexplicably felt as if he was really a little cold-blooded?
But in the blink of an eye, he calmed down: "Yulang is a good boy, I like it too, if it can be good to him, I am willing to give it to him." ”He said this very sincerely, because his feelings for Su Yulang's child are really deep, and he also hopes that this child will have a good future."
Then what do you think, how can it be considered good for Yulang?"
After saying this, Bian Qing seemed to have exhausted all his energy, he stood up with a tired face, and without waiting for Su Ziyi, he walked around Su Ziyi and walked out, but before going out, he paused and left a sentence: "You are just too self-righteous, always thinking about yourself as what others think." ”Then, he walked away without looking back.And his words hit the heart right in the heart, and he said Su Ziyi's most worrying point.For a while, Su Ziyi, who was countered by Bian Qing's words, was completely stunned.Was he wrong?
So what's wrong with him?
Is Bian Qing wrong?
What's wrong with Bian Qing?
For a while, Su Ziyi didn't know who was right and who was wrong.After all, for him personally, he alone has no direct relationship with Bian Qing's father and son, but for Bian Qing's father and son, the person who occupies Su Ziyi's body should be their husband or father, and it is a matter of course to be responsible for them and this family.Therefore, it is not wrong for him Su Ziyi to yearn for the outside world and break free from the existing environment.And, from the perspective of her husband, Bian Qing is not wrong to appeal to her husband.So, who's wrong?
After a long while, Su Ziyi staggered to his feet, loosened his legs and feet, which were already a little sore, and put the things that had not been sorted out in the warehouse to the place where they should be placed, before leaving the warehouse with a thoughtful face.And after leaving the warehouse, he didn't go to find Bian Qing, but went straight to the study, leaned on the door frame and looked at Su Yulang, who was lying on the desk practicing big characters, thinking about his own problems.