Chapter 53: Confirm the intention of "Father!
”After writing another big character, Su Yulang raised his head and loosened his neck, and saw Su Ziyi standing at the door lazily, and his eyes suddenly lit up."
Father, are you done with your work?"
Resting the pen on the pen wash in a regular manner, Su Yulang pounced on the ground with a "rubbing", causing Su Ziyi's body to stumble, completely interrupting Su Ziyi's train of thought.And looking at his innocent and unworried appearance, Su Ziyi couldn't help but sigh."
Yulang."
As usual, he rubbed one hand on the top of Su Yulang's head, and Su Yulang obediently let him touch his head, "Huh?
What's the matter, father. ”Su Yulang especially likes his father to touch his head, which will make him feel warm."
I was wondering, your tenth birthday is approaching, do you have any gifts you want?"
Although Su Ziyi held Su Yulang's shoulder with one hand, his eyes did not fall on him."
Birthday?
Gift?
”Su Yulang, who was close to Su Ziyi, blinked, looking like a confused little animal: "Why do you have a gift for your birthday?"
”His unintentional words made Su Ziyi's hand holding him tighten a little, but then immediately let go."
Because I want to celebrate Yulang being a year older."
Su Ziyi half-squatted down, but because the quality of life of the Su family had skyrocketed this year, Su Yulang's height had also grown a lot, so when he squatted down, Su Yulang looked more than a head taller than him."
Is there anything you want?""
Hmm-" Looking at Su Ziyi's smiling face, Su Yulang stood up straight, pursed his lower lip slightly and tilted his head sideways, as if he was thinking about Su Yulang's question very seriously: "However, I don't have anything I want." ”After a while, Su Yulang whispered: "It's good now, we can all eat and wear new clothes." ”As he spoke, he counted on his fingers: "Eminem won't be so tired that he faints on the ground, and he laughs often; Father, you won't be angry anymore, you will buy me delicious food, and you will teach me to read and write......"
Speaking of this, he showed a big smile at Su Ziyi, and said in a happy tone: "I think it's very good now, if I have to say what I want, then I just want the family to live happily like this forever." ”"Family?"
Su Ziyi's voice and eyes were a little weak, and the hand on Su Yulang's shoulder trembled."
Hmm!"
Su Yulang is young, naturally he doesn't understand the things between the two adults in the family, his whole body leaned on Su Yulang's arms, his voice was sweet and very innocent: "I heard the second egg next door say that when it comes to spring, there will be a flower party in the town, and there will be a lot of beautiful flowers and a lot of delicious food, father, can you take me there?"
”After speaking, he still rubbed in Su Ziyi's arms."
Eager to go?"
Su Ziyi hugged Su Yulang firmly, although he stood on tiptoe on one foot, his whole body was steady, even if he still carried the weight of a person, he didn't tremble at all."
Hmm."
Su Yulang nodded fiercely: "Erdan said that at the flower party, there will be an old woman selling delicious sweet soup, I want to eat it!"
I also want Eminem to try it with his father. ”After speaking, he raised his head and met Su Ziyi's gaze, a pair of black eyes were shining.What a child.Leaning on Su Ziyi, Su Yulang was like a happy bird, chattering about the Flower Club, and it could be seen that he was yearning for it.And Su Ziyi has been listening to him patiently, until he said something a little tired, and then asked in a voice that only two people could hear: "Let Eminem take you there?"
”"Eminem?"
Su Yulang was a little puzzled, you know, although Eminem is very good to him on weekdays, but when he goes out to play like this, his father often takes him there, because Eminem always refuses, so he doesn't understand Su Ziyi's words: "Father, do you have something to do?"
What are you going to do?
”He thought for a moment and added, "Is it to the mountains?"
”After speaking, he pouted and said coquettishly: "It's so dangerous in the mountains, my father should go to the town with me." ”This childish remark made Su Ziyi laugh, and after laughing for a while, the depression that had accumulated in his chest was swept away, he hugged Su Yulang, and asked softly, "Were you scared last time?"
”Hearing his words, Su Yulang suddenly felt aggrieved, he turned around, hugged Su Ziyi's neck, and asked angrily, "Will my father blame me?"
”"What do you blame?"
It's really the same as what Bian Qing said - hearing Su Yulang's words, Su Ziyi only felt a little distressed in his heart: "That's not your fault." ”"But if I hadn't followed, my father wouldn't have been hurt trying to save me."
Su Yulang closed her eyes and leaned on Su Ziyi's shoulder to avoid crying."
What's the matter?"
Su Ziyi touched the back of Su Yulang's head: "This kind of thing is unpredictable, no one's blame."
So if I don't protect you, do you have to blame me for not being capable?
”As soon as he said this, he was immediately strongly opposed by Su Yulang: "It's not!"
Father is the best!
”He puffed out his mouth and rubbed Su Ziyi's shoulder very unconvinced."
So-" Listening to the child's fairy tales, Su Ziyi only felt comfortable in his heart, and he hugged Su Yulang to his knees: "This matter is neither my fault nor Yulang's fault." ”"But—" "Still feel uncomfortable in my heart?
”"Hmm."
Su Yulang said sullenly, one hand unconsciously pulling the thread on Su Ziyi's clothes that was scraped out by firewood."
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It's normal to be uncomfortable."
Su Ziyi felt that his patience in his life was placed on this child: "If Yulang is injured, I will also be very uncomfortable." ”"But I don't think I'm so useless."
Listening to Su Ziyi's words, Su Yulang felt better, but he was still a little unhappy, he picked at Su Ziyi's clothes with his fingers: "If only I could help his father." ”Speaking of this, Su Yulang became a little self-pitying: "I don't know anything, I can only stand by and hide."
If Eminem was there, then Eminem would definitely be able to go up and help his father. ”His words made Su Ziyi a little ridiculous, but also, although Su Yulang knew the difference between some cultivators and ordinary cultivators, he still didn't know what the specific difference was, so he said such ridiculous words."
When will I grow up, when I grow up, I will definitely be able to help my father."
In the end, Su Yulang sighed melancholy like a little adult.Hearing this, Su Ziyi didn't continue to laugh, maybe he couldn't laugh anymore.At this time, he only felt that his chest was swollen with panic, and it was sour.All along, he thought he could treat the father and son with a detached attitude.But who can be ruthless?
Bian Qing and Su Yulang used their true confessions to tell him clearly that he, Su Ziyi, was not an insignificant person to them, but a person who was inseparable from their lives.This made Su Ziyi feel a little frightened, because it was contrary to his expectations, but at the same time, he couldn't bear to cut a knife in their hearts.After all, human affection is the most important thing for you to come and go, and when the father and son showed him their dependence and trust, didn't his heart melt a little because of this?
Su Ziyi couldn't say the answer "no" at all.At this moment, even if he didn't press his hand, Su Zi could feel that his heart was beating eagerly because of Su Yulang's words, it was really moved by the child's sensibility and thoughtfulness, and it was eager to respond to this child, even if this answer was contrary to Su Ziyi's reason, it did not hesitate."
Yulang, do you want to grow up like that?"
In a trance, Su Ziyi heard himself ask."
That's right!"
Su Yulang didn't notice any difference, nodded, although the tone was immature, the will contained in it was absolutely resolute: "Only when you grow up, will you grow tall and strong, so that you can do a lot of things, not only can you help your father and son do housework with Eminem, but you can also learn to protect Eminem and your father." ”The child's words are the most sincere, especially a child like Su Yulang, who has lived like a blank sheet of paper since he was a child."
That's right."
Su Ziyi didn't dare to ask any more, he felt that his heart was already beating a little abnormally, if it wasn't for his desperate patience, I'm afraid he would have broken out of his stomach long ago.He had to be calm!
He had to think clearly!
Su Ziyi, who hugged Su Yulang, was full of struggle in his eyes.The pursuit of the path of cultivation in his heart has not been extinguished, but has become more and more intense because of these encounters, so take Bian Qing with Su Yulang?
This thought made him hesitate, because once he embarked on the path of cultivation, he would never come back, it was a completely different path from ordinary people, he didn't dare to bet, and he couldn't bet, to bet on whether Bian Qing and Su Yulang were suitable for this path.So what should he do?
- "You're just too self-righteous, always thinking yourself as someone else's thinking." ”Suddenly, what Bian Qing said before rushed into his mind again, making him sober up in an instant.Yes, what he thinks is always just his thoughts, so what do Bian Qing and Yulang think?
What if they want to?
What if they had the courage?
Yes, I shouldn't have made a choice for them.At this moment, Su Ziyi was completely relieved, the hand holding Su Yulang was released, he straightened Su Yulang's body with both hands, and said in the other party's questioning eyes: "But it will be very hard and painful, maybe it will be many times more painful than now." ”"Hmm-" Hearing this, Su Yulang was stunned, although there was some hesitation on his face, he still nodded: "But, didn't Eminem and his father also experience it?"
If you have to go through that, you can become like Eminem and your father, who can take care of your family and protect your family - if Eminem and his father can, then I can definitely too. ”After speaking, the last bit of hesitation on his face was gone, and he looked at Su Ziyi with bright eyes: "And my father will teach me, right!"
”His eyes were full of trust and admiration, even if he didn't know what Su Ziyi would teach him, it didn't prevent him from putting his deepest trust in his beloved father.Hearing his words, Su Ziyi laughed.He stood up, pinched Su Yulang's armpits with both hands and picked them up, and then walked around the yard a few times, making Su Yulang scream a few times, but he laughed when he heard this scream.That's it, who can say what will happen in the future?
Since there are some cares now, it is better to cherish it and let it be, if they have to part ways one day in the future, it is also fate, and they can't be forced.And he has already made the most worthy choice, whether it is to himself, or to Bian Qing and Su Yulang, he can say "I am worthy of them".And that's it.Su Ziyi is not a procrastinator, after he thought it through, he immediately asked Bian Qing to make it clear, but Bian Qing didn't give him a chance, and even began to hide from him.Except for eating or other occasions when Su Yulang is there, he basically doesn't get along with Su Ziyi alone in a space, which makes Su Ziyi have a headache.But this is obviously not possible.His injuries are getting better day by day, and the cultivation time and cultivation intensity are also increasing day by day, Su Ziyi personally feels very good, but at the same time, he also knows that his behavior will exacerbate Bian Qing's inner anxiety.Therefore, on this night, he estimated that Su Yulang should have been coaxed to sleep by Bian Qing, so he touched the door of Bian Qing's bedroom and was ready to talk to Bian Qing.It was only before the others stood in front of the door that they heard a noise in the room."
Oops, Eminem, that's not the case."
Across a door panel, the voice was not very clear, but Su Yulang's voice was too loud, so it was still heard clearly by Su Ziyi outside, and when Su Ziyi heard Su Yulang's somewhat anxious voice, he couldn't help but wonder in his heart, why hasn't Yulang slept so late?
But the mystery was soon revealed."
Ahh"Is it a mistake here?
It shouldn't be skimmed here. ”There was some embarrassment and self-blame in Bian Qing's voice, which was very different from his usual generous and neat temperament."
Well, that's the case......"
Su Yulang took over the conversation, but Su Ziyi didn't listen to the words again, he walked to the window, and secretly used his aura to push the window open a gap two fingers wide from the inside, so that he could just see the movement inside from here.And he moved his eyes forward, just in time to see Bian Qing biting the pen and frowning.In front of him, a table that had been used to store miscellaneous items had been sorted out, and on it were a book, a pile of white paper, and an inkstone of pen and ink.On both sides of the table, the big one drew on the paper with his eyebrows tangled, and his face was a little frightened as if he was frightened by his own words, and the small one was no longer as cute as before, and was having a serious face, and his two eyes were firmly fixed on his Eminem's writing, for fear of missing any wrong place.This amusing picture made Su Ziyi unable to hold back any longer, and laughed out loud.