During this time, Xu You never saw Ji Chun again, everyone was busy, busy preparing for the exam, and busy sprinting.Xu You no longer goes to the studio for tutoring, but he has always kept in touch with Qi Yuzhen.Until the end of the college entrance examination, into the long summer vacation.Xu You celebrated her graduation with her high school classmates, and then Qi Yuzhen also took her out for a big meal, and introduced some friends in the circle to Xu You.Those friends, both men and women, looked at Xu You one by one, as if they were looking at some rare species.Xu You didn't know why they looked at her like that, until Qi Yuzhen said, "You look too innocent."
They don't know you well, so they don't know, but you actually have your own personality.Like you, you don't have to wait for school to start, the seniors will know that there will be a group of big-tailed wolves rushing to take care of you when the time comes.You can keep your eyes open and see clearly, don't just find one for the first time you fall in love, this is the first experience in life. ”Only then did Xu You know that among the newly admitted juniors, which one is handsome, which one is beautiful, and which one is famous before entering the school, these news will reach everyone's ears early, and the senior sister will naturally discuss it in private.As for the "first experience in life", Xu You didn't think about it.She didn't know much about things between men and women, limited to how she saw Chu Zhao flirting with women, and that night in the dark, Ji Chun hugged her and kissed her.In fact, Xu You also understands these very clearly, she knows that it is impossible for Ji Chun and He Fei to separate, especially during Ji Chun's detention, He Fei's family contributed money and efforts, and helped a lot before and after, and I heard that they also spent millions of dollars to help Ji Jia's company clean up bad debts.Although Ji's mother didn't say much, Xu You could probably sort out a context, it was Ji Chun's two uncles who had bad intentions and wanted to take this opportunity to embezzle the company, but He Fei's father mediated and smoothed things out, and also gave them some compensation in other businesses and asked them to transfer their shares to Ji Chun.These things, even if Ji Chun doesn't mention them, Xu You is also clear, and the bond between Ji Chun and He Fei will only get deeper and deeper.Even Ji's mother's attitude towards He Fei is not as complaining as before, He Fei's family has spent so much money and helped so much, these are all compensation, and Ji's mother can't always hold on to Ji Chun's detention.Later, Qi Yuzhen asked Xu You that she heard that her detained Fa Xiao came out and asked him how he was.Xu You said: "It's good, I also took the college entrance examination, I think he can do well." ”Qi Yuzhen asked again: "Didn't you think about going further?"
”Xu You shook his head: "He has a good relationship with his girlfriend." ”Qi Yuzhen said: "It's good if you want to understand, don't leave regrets in life." ”Xu You looked at Qi Yuzhen, and didn't know where he got the courage, so he suddenly asked, "Sister Yuzhen, is Chu Zhao your first love?"
”Qi Yuzhen was stunned for a moment, and smiled in surprise: "How is it possible?"
What woman can see her first love so wavering, and still turn a blind eye?
”Xu You thought about it, too.Until Qi Yuzhen said: "He went abroad, but I didn't regret myself, before he went abroad, I slept with him."
It was a first time for me and him. ”Xu You asked: "Then, are you still in touch?"
”Qi Yuzhen: "Of course I don't contact him, I blocked all his contact information."
Later, he asked his high school classmates to look for me, but I didn't reply.I guess he understands what he means.It's good, it's better to be gone forever, I don't want to spoil the beauty, just stay in that moment, I can still miss it for the rest of my life. ”The author has something to say: I reorganized the story line yesterday and made a lot of changes, so I will first divide the current chapters into Ji Chun, and then officially enter Chu Zhao after one chapter.Foresee, Ji Chun is about to end temporarily.ps, I still remember a rough idea of the process of the college entrance examination and the art examination, and you are welcome to inform me if you have any questions.…… Thank you to the little angel who voted for me during the 2020-05-2612:00:00~2020-05-2912:00:00 period ~ Thank you to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: but, I just want to have 10 bottles of money; B is 9 bottles; Dominator w8 bottle; 5 bottles of Bellagema; Tyrannosaurus rex or bear 3 bottles; Wuyu, 21 bottles; Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
☆, Xu You and Ji Chun 21 Qi Yuzhen's words shocked Xu You.Before this, Xu You had always been in a state of ignorance and chaos about men and women, and between the sexes, and she had some vague thoughts in her heart, but she couldn't say it, and she couldn't grasp the point.The only time that was clear, and what made her very sure, was when Qi Yuzhen asked her for the first time if she wanted to snatch Ji Chun over, and she shook her head affirmatively.Yes, incredibly sure.She likes Ji Chun, but she never thought of dominating him, maybe a kiss, a hug, and a short night of possession, she is a baby.At that time, Qi Yuzhen commented on her that if she could separate the spirit and the flesh, she could go further on this road.Thinking of this, Xu You asked Qi Yuzhen the same question.Qi Yuzhen was stunned for a moment when she heard this, and then smiled: "There are many little girls now, who are not very old, but their thoughts are very feudal, they always want to love someone for the rest of their lives, sleep with someone, and never fall emotionally. ”Xu You didn't understand, and asked again: "Why?"
This may be a good wish, and it may be fulfilled. ”Qi Yuzhen: "Do you know what it is called before the wish comes true?"
”Xu You shook his head.Qi Yuzhen: "It's called shackles."
It's the same as Sun Wukong's hoop.If someone else put it on you, you will think about getting rid of it, but if you put it on yourself, you don't even know that you are imprisoned.This is asking for trouble, and you have to live yourself as a tragedy. ”Soon, Qi Yuzhen told Xu You the story of her mother.Qi Yuzhen's mother has been divorced twice and is about to enter her third marriage.In the eyes of others, the first feeling is bad, negative, a woman who has suffered a lot and experienced torture.But Qi Yuzhen's mother is just the opposite, not only did she not add any obstacles to herself, but she also accepted all this calmly and calmly.She is married because of love, and naturally she will divorce because of not love, she has no moral constraints, nor does she set a tight spell for herself, she never lives in a box, what she pursues is self-growth and happiness.She has met good people and bad people, but she finds joy in both good and bad people.Naturally, there is pain, but so what, every time you come out, it is a transformation.Qi Yuzhen said: "My mother said that she couldn't give birth to me at all, because she was not in good health and couldn't take it off, and she thought that I was a life, and I was afraid that if she took me, she would cause evil."
She said that because of her birth, she knew for the first time what a human sense of responsibility is, but that was limited to the duties of a mother.In addition, she has always believed that all the experiences in this life are just for the sake of growing into a better version of herself, not for anyone else. ”Xu You listened with envy, her mother died of illness very early, and even when she was alive, she never told her about this.Qi Yuzhen: "My mother often encourages me to take advantage of my youth to have the courage to love, feel, and try, but also to protect myself.Enjoy the moment, and don't be caught up in the inexplicable constraints of society and make yourself miss opportunities.When you are thirty years old, forty years old, fifty years old, and sixty years old, there will be different wonderful waits at different stages, seize every moment, and don't leave regrets for yourself.I like my first love very much, but I like me even more like him, and at that time, it was a moment that I felt was very precious, although it was short, but I had it and left memories.If I have to forcibly be with him and tie up with this person for the rest of my life in the name of love, then he will become my tight curse, and that will be terrible. ”Xu You listened quietly, as if he had a new understanding of the world.When she was a child, like most little girls, she fantasized about the dream love of princes and princesses, and fantasized about living a loving life of growing old together.Xu You thinks that the more practical a person is, the sadder he becomes, as often said on the Internet, he eventually becomes the person he hates the most, and he is finally forced to grow up.But these words only felt ridiculous in Qi Yuzhen's ears, Qi Yuzhen said, this is self-castration hypocrisy, first assume that he is wearing a snow-white and flawless clothes, but as a result, if the clothes are dirty, he will feel sorry for himself, say that he is forced, say he hates it, and then watch the clothes add new stains again and again, and finally live in clothes full of stains.However, the truth of the matter is that this person did not wear that snow-white and flawless dress in the first place, and that dress is no different from someone else's, the so-called "clean" is all fantasy, and when it comes to becoming the "most hated person", the "most hated" framework is actually a reflection in the depths of the heart, it has always been there, like a shadow, but I have to deceive myself and pretend not to see it.Qi Yuzhen smiled: "On the contrary, I feel that no matter how good or bad, it is a level of myself, and I like it."
How can people define it in one word, good is just a moment, bad is just a moment, there are many faces to be wonderful.If you even hate yourself, won't it become a tragedy again?
Instead of wasting time asking, why doesn't he love me, what is wrong with me, it is better to ask yourself, do you love yourself a little more today, and do you have more 'narcissistic' capital?
”Qi Yuzhen's words made Xu You recall for a long time, a long time, that night she lay on the bed, her eyes open in the dark, and she couldn't sleep for a long time.The things that were originally chaotic in her heart and were about to come out gradually surfaced, became clear and sincere.Xu You seemed to suddenly understand something, and seemed to be more determined.Ji Chun was carefully treasured by her.They have known each other since they were sensible, she gave him her first kiss and her first love to him, but she never thought of being with this person for the rest of her life.Even if he says "I like you", to her, it is precious, a momentary throbbing, and she never thought of continuing this throbbing for a lifetime.If you haven't thought about it, you won't regret it.Those things can't last, it's very natural, if her heart beats "thump" every day, her face is red, she will probably die young because of heart problems.Ji Chun, Ji Chun......
She was grateful that he had appeared, which had brought her sixteen, seventeen, and eighteen years old to life.But there is not only love in life, nor only this vividness, life is very long, each stage has a different wonderful, why should people always stay in one place, forcibly fix themselves at a certain moment?
Xu You thought that there would be many "accidents" and "surprises" in the future, and he was already looking forward to it.At the end of June, the results of the college entrance examination were released.Xu You's cultural class was also enough to get to Chu Zhao and Qi Yuzhen's school, and Xu's father was so happy that he made a big table of dishes for Xu You at home to help her celebrate her admission to a good university and her eighteenth birthday.In the evening, Xu You received Ji Chun's WeChat, and he said: "Xu You, happy birthday." ”Xu You: "Thank you. ”Xu You asked Ji Chun how he did in the exam.Ji Chun said: "If you play steadily, your first choice should be fine." ”Xu You was very happy and relieved.Then, she trembled her lips and tried several times before she made a voice: "Ji Chun, on Saturday, can I ask you out?"
”Ji Chun said: "No problem, I'll help you celebrate your birthday." ”Xu You: "Hmm. ”Xu You didn't tell anyone about this, but only asked Qi Yuzhen secretly.Qi Yuzhen didn't hear what Xu You said clearly at first, but then he heard clearly, as if looking at a monster: "Have you thought clearly?"
”Xu You nodded: "I think clearly." ”Qi Yuzhen looked at her for a while, then went to the supermarket without looking back, and handed her the plastic bag containing the small colorful box when he came out.Xu You's face flushed and quickly put it in his bag.Qi Yuzhen asked teasingly, "Will he use it?"
”Xu You couldn't even lift his head.Qi Yuzhen asked again: "Do you have a place to go?"
Your home, his family?
If you go to the hotel, just like you, I don't think you have the courage to go in......"
Xu You shook his head: "I don't know where to go." ”Qi Yuzhen thought for a moment and said, "Go to the studio I rented, there is a bed there."
Oh, but don't touch my paintings.I can't lend you too long, three hours at most, okay?
”How dare Xu You say no, how can she have the face to speak, she feels like her heart is about to jump out of her throat.Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it's Saturday, but it suddenly becomes very slow.Xu You sent the location to Ji Chun in the morning, and at noon, she went to the studio first, had lunch in a nearby shop, and then returned to the studio and carefully sorted herself out.When Ji Chun came, he was still a little sweaty, and he was a little surprised when he entered the door, his dark eyes looked around, and asked, "Whose studio is this?"
”Xu You said: "Sister Yu Zhen's, I borrowed it from her." ”Ji Chun nodded, looked at the paintings, and asked, "You called me here to let me see your paintings?"
”Xu You shook his head: "No." ”Ji Chun looked over and raised his eyebrows.Xu You mustered up his courage, his eyes were shining, but his voice was trembling: "Ji Chun, I want to ask you for a gift." ”Ji Chun smiled, reached into his trouser pocket with one hand, and took out a small box from it: "I bought the gift." ”Xu You was stunned for a moment, and saw that he opened the box, revealing a pair of pearl earrings, white, crystalline, round, very cute.But......
Xu You took the box and carefully touched the pair of pearls, she had pierced her ears when she was the most rebellious at the age of fourteen, but because she couldn't wear jewelry to school, she forgot that she still had pierced ears.Ji Chun said lightly: "I know you like pearls, and you like this pair at a glance."
Is there anything else you want besides this?
”Xu You: "I haven't worn it for a long time, and I don't know if the ear piercing has grown, can you help me wear it?"
”Ji Chun smiled, took out a pearl stud earring from the box, removed the metal stopper, and then lowered his head and pinched her earlobe with one hand.Xu You's heart beat rapidly, she held her breath, felt the cold earlobe being pinched by the warm fingers, and felt the metal pass through the earlobe.Ji Chun was very close to her, his body exuded a faint smell of bath liquid and tobacco, and his breath brushed her ears as he spoke: "It seems to be a little tight." ”Xu You half-lowered his eyes and said softly: "It's okay, you use your strength, poke it away." ”Ji Chun: "Then you bear with it." ”Xu You: "Hmm. ”In just a few seconds, the needle of the ear stud passed through, and the earlobe was a little red and swollen.Ji Chun: "Okay. ”Then he picked up another one and put it on her.When both were put on, Ji Chun tilted his head to look at her: "Let me take a look?"
”Xu You raised his eyes and smiled at him.His hand rested on her shoulder, his fingers touching her earlobe, and he asked, "Does it hurt?"
”Xu You shook his head.Ji Chun's lips moved, the darkness in his eyes gradually melted into a deep color, and the temperature on his hand was transmitted to her, with a little different meaning.Xu You took a breath, raised her hand to grab his, she held his fingers, and said, "I want to ask you for another gift." ”Ji Chun smiled lightly: "What do you want?"
”Xu You approached him, and asked with a trembling lip, "Have you seen that there is a bed over there." ”Ji Chun was stunned and stared at her for a long time.He naturally knew that there was a bed over there, and he saw it as soon as he entered the door, and the bed was very tidy, and it looked like it had just been cleaned up.Xu You saw his own shadow in those dark eyes.She mustered up her courage and said, "I didn't ask for you for nothing, you give it to me, and I will give it to you, let's exchange."
Just this once, and in the future, we will still be best friends. ”Xu You said as he took his hand and firmly led him back step by step.His palms were hot, her fingertips were slightly cold, and he subconsciously clenched her hands, and his fingers were intertwined.His eyes were glued to her, his breath rising and falling, his feet moving slowly, as if he was still in shock, as if he had been bewitched.In those short ten seconds, it seems like a century has passed.Immediately, he looked up, his Adam's apple rolling up and down, but he was looking at the ceiling.He took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and said, "No." ”Xu You was stunned, she looked at his jaw and asked, "Why?"
”Ji Chun gritted his teeth, clear marks were reflected in his jaw, and he took several deep breaths.Then he opened his eyes, turned around, and said, "If I slept with you, we wouldn't be friends."
Xu You, do you understand?
”Xu You didn't understand: "Why?
”Ji Chun: "I can't do it. ”Xu You lowered his eyes, and a corner of his heart gradually fell.He couldn't.So, once she crosses the line, she's going to lose this friend.Xu You lowered his head, sighed lightly, and buckled the button back again.After being quiet for a long time, Ji Chun stood there motionless and adjusted his breathing.Xu You was standing behind him.waited for her to tidy up her clothes before she spoke: "Ji Chun, can you hug me again?"
”Ji Chun's back was very wide and thick, he nodded slowly, and when he turned around, the expression on his face had faded, and his eyes were calm as if they were deep pools, without waves.He pulled the corner of his lower lip, opened his arms, and hugged the slender Xu You into his arms.She was petite, and he was skinny.Xu You clasped his hands behind him, closed his eyes, and his lips were close to his heart.She heard a powerful heartbeat, and smiled and dropped a kiss there."
Ji Chun, I like you.""
Xu You, so am I.""
We will always be friends, friends for life.""
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"☆, Xu You and Chu Zhao 01 It wasn't until later, when Xu You and Ji Chun went to buy cakes in the cake shop outside, that Xu You learned from Ji Chun that his first choice was in Waifu.The cake in Xu You's mouth gradually melted, she forgot to chew, and could only look at Ji Chun blankly.Ji Chun smiled lightly and told him that with his scores, he should be able to be admitted to the best business administration department over there, and when he returned from school, he would rebuild his father's company.Only then did Xu You remember to ask him what happened to the company left by Ji's father before his death.Ji Chun said that now it is just barely maintaining, most of the employees have been dismissed, and someone has been hired to manage it, but it is just a shell.Xu You looked at him without blinking, she suddenly understood everything, and it seemed that at this moment, she saw the adult sitting in front of her, Ji Chun, who had grown into a man.He's not that teenager anymore.Xu You was a little happy for him in his heart, but also a little sad.She found that she seemed to like him more.But liking is not the first and only thing in life.It's precious, it's fragile, and it fits well in your heart.Xu You took a breath, a faint light flickered in his eyes, and warmth flowed somewhere in his heart.Xu You: "Ji Chun, let's work together, work hard for the future, and live a good life." ”Ji Chun smiled, and there was a fascinating tenacity and composure in his smile.Ji Chun: "Okay, it's a word. ”It's August.Ji Chun left the city where he had been born and raised for eighteen years ahead of schedule and went south to another place.He Fei was also admitted to a certain university in the same place as him.Xu You listened to what Fang Xuan said, He Fei's final sprint and exam were not in the state, and he failed in his performance, so he could have been admitted to the same school as Ji Chun, but later he was only admitted to the second choice.Fang Xuan also said that He Fei was a volunteer to fill in the family behind her back, she could have filled in the city, and the family spent more money, and she could have fought for better results, but He Fei had to chase Ji Chun.Xu You listened to Fang Xuan's words, it was like listening to a stranger's story, and she didn't have any feelings for He Fei anymore.But it was also because Fang Xuan said that she suddenly remembered that since Ji Chun came out of the detention center, she had never heard him mention He Fei.Xu You knew that Ji Chun and He Fei did not break up, the He family spent a lot of money for the Ji family, and Ji Chun wanted to repay the debt.But in his mouth, the person seemed to have "disappeared".In late August, Xu You went to participate in military training and got a tan, but his complexion also appeared healthier.Xu You cut his hair short, fluffy, and piled it messily on his head, so that he could save a lot of time combing his hair when he woke up in the morning.After the start of school, Qi Yuzhen saw Xu You again, she was very surprised, she called Xu You passing by, if Xu You hadn't called her, she wouldn't have recognized her.With honey-colored skin, short hair that moves with the wind, and a slender body, she stood in the sun, more cheerful than before, smiling brightly, like a bud awakened by the sun, about to open.Xu You, like many people who have just entered the small society of university, is a freshman, curious about everything, and wants to try it.In just two months, in addition to going to class on time and working hard professionally, she also tried many other things.Xu You tried to run out with her classmates to sing K and brush up the night, ran back to school at six o'clock the next morning, and also tried to learn to smoke with her classmates in the same dormitory, but she didn't like it very much.She drank alcohol, but was allergic to alcohol.She dyed her own hair, maroon, and it was quite suitable.She wore metal stud earrings and her ears were a little inflamed.She wore black nail polish, applied orange lipstick that didn't suit her, and tried to paint her eyelashes like fly legs.She put on some tall shoes, and her feet were worn out and bleeding.There's a lot going on......
These small details, small changes in life, like opening every pore of her, breathing wantonly, even if it is not too fresh air, but it smells of freedom.In just two months, Xu You has changed a lot.She attracted the attention of many seniors.At the beginning of school, those seniors who had heard of her during the summer vacation were still asking people, why couldn't they see the girl with medium and long hair, very white skin, and a very innocent look.That's right, it's the one from the Fine Arts Department.Later, someone pointed it out to them, and it was that.She has short hair, is messy, her eyes haven't opened yet, she runs in the direction of the classroom as soon as she gets up, and she is white, like a boy, dry and thin.But two months later, Xu You's personality was gradually released and gradually took shape, especially when he sat in the crowd and laughed with everyone, which made people unable to take their eyes off.That temperament is full of charm that wants to be explored, ethereal, ungraspable, aura, but like wildness.In late autumn, Xu You won the first place in the class in the midterm examination.But she was not satisfied, she gradually got tired and tired of the jokes she had tried before, and as soon as she turned her head, she plunged into the private work introduced by Qi Yuzhen.This was agreed before they made up the class, and if they were admitted, they would be sought-after for Qi Yuzhen.Xu You quickly made her first money, and for the first time in her life, she made money on her own.She happily told Ji Chun the news.Ji Chun was busier than her, and replied very late.She asked Ji Chun, how should I spend these hundreds of yuan?
Ji Chun said that she disposed of half of it casually, and handed over the other half to him, and he helped her take it for investment.Xu You smiled and said what can this money be invested in?
Ji Chun said that he would save it little by little, and return it to her several times in the future.Xu You didn't take it too seriously, but she still gave the money to Ji Chun, and said that every time she earned in the future, she would give Ji Chun half of it.After the winter, Xu You promised to date a senior senior, who was named Cheng Fei and was from the choreography and directing department.Cheng Fei is good anywhere, but his desire for exclusivity is too strong, and he has a lot of requirements for Xu You.If Xu You is busy with personal work and has no time to date, Cheng Fei will also read it.In less than a month, Xu You was annoyed.Xu You and Cheng Fei said that they broke up, Cheng Fei was angry, and came to the class several times to look for Xu You, but was later pulled away by the boys in their department.That day, Cheng Fei shouted in the corridor very gracelessly.Many classmates came to comfort Xu You, but Xu You just watched everything coldly, laughing at Cheng Fei, laughing at his first "falling in love" in college, and choosing such a narrow-minded one.Cheng Fei is not suitable for her, she is not a person from the world, what she wants is very practical, and the only thing that is the most unrealistic, dreamy, is all left to Ji Chun.In love, it's okay to fill in the fragments of time, but if you put a lot of time into it, it's okay.Cheng Fei made such a fuss, and the news that Xu You was back to being single spread quickly, and there was a senior named Du Tian in the management department, who immediately started to pursue it.When Xu You heard that it was from the Department of Management, the first thing that came to mind was Ji Chun, she jokingly asked Du Tian, if he studied management, would he manage her too, she was most annoyed by this.Du Tian promised that he would not.Xu You said, let's try it first.Xu You gave Du Tian a half-month probationary period, but Du Tian didn't pass, because Du Tian spoke and did things too slowly, his temperament was too slow, and he was too casual.The classmates in the same department are all rushing for the future, but Du Tian is not in a hurry at all, and is content with the identity of "student".In fact, Xu You appreciates him and doesn't add too much trouble to herself, but if she interacts with such a person, she is afraid that she will be slowed down.She is too busy, Du Tian is too idle, every time she sees Du Tian waiting for her, she is under pressure, it is better for such a person to be an ordinary friend.In December, Xu You was single again.There were several seniors who lined up to chase her, and Xu You agreed to a photography department named Zhou Sheng.Zhou Sheng is an ordinary person, he doesn't talk much, and he is even too quiet, but he has done everything to pursue Xu You.Xu You was able to notice him among so many people, most of which was also because of his silence.Zhou Sheng is a fast runner professionally, and he took over the shooting of several advertising films in his sophomore year, and he worked for tens of thousands of dollars, although this is only the price of a newcomer, in Xu You's opinion, it is already a lot.When filming a commercial film, Zhou Sheng also brought Xu You with him.Xu You sat in the corner of the periphery watching the scene, holding a cigarette in his hand, lit it but did not smoke it, staring at the venue with his eyes focused and full of curiosity.Her quietness could not hide the wildness and desire in her eyes, the excitement and eagerness on her face to try, and then a man came over to talk to her, handed her a business card and asked her if she wanted to audition.Xu You smiled and said, "I just want to make a film." ”The man was stunned for a moment and said, "If you come to my company to audition, you can make a film, let's start with advertising, and maybe you can make a movie in the future." ”Xu You glanced at the man and said no more.What she means is that she wants to shoot others, and she likes the position where Zhou Sheng is standing.Oh, that's not necessarily true, Zhou Sheng is shooting dynamic pictures, and her heart is static capture.The man later went to find Zhou Sheng and pointed to Xu You in the corner, and Zhou Sheng glanced over here.Later, on the way back, Zhou Sheng asked Xu You if he wanted to audition and become an advertising model, he could earn a lot of money for a small film, and there were always thousands of dollars.Xu You was a little moved, but she still had a lot of Qi Yuzhen work on her hands, and she couldn't waste her time on small advertisements that were thousands of years old.Xu You didn't agree or refuse, but just jokingly asked: "When I go to audition, do I have to let the director try me first?"
”Zhou Sheng was stunned, naturally knowing what she meant.Zhou Sheng touched her leg and said, "I'll go with you, I'm here, no." ”Xu You brushed aside Zhou Sheng's hand and said lightly: "Don't go." ”Zhou Sheng didn't insist anymore, thinking that Xu You was clean and self-conscious, and he didn't want to sell himself.He hadn't forced her on it.Every time he said he wanted to go further, Xu You refused.Zhou Sheng also thought that she would make the first time a little grander, such as candles, roses, light music or something.Zhou Sheng didn't know that Xu You had her own calculations, what she cared about was not the venue and atmosphere, but the candidate was more important.People are right, it's the same everywhere.Xu You's painting has encountered a bottleneck, I used to feel excited when I picked up a paintbrush, but now I pick up a paintbrush like I'm dealing with things, probably because I took too much time, and now I am learning how to paint, more and more professional, more and more dogmatic, tired and panicked.In the past, I used to see that the mountains were mountains and that the water was water, but now I see that the mountains are not mountains, and the water is not water, and everything has become turbid.It's like a freshman student in the film department said that he used to think movies were good, so he wanted to come to study, but now that he has studied them, he feels that movies are not so good, and he has lost the interest of exploring as an ordinary audience.Xu You also encountered the same bottleneck, how to regain the feeling of the past, and successfully transition to the realm of looking at mountains or mountains, and water or water.Qi Yuzhen is from the past, and Xu You first thought of asking her.Qi Yuzhen looked at Xu You for a long time, and asked rhetorically: "You haven't done it with Zhou Sheng yet, have you?"
”This is a question of no beginning and no end, Xu You was stunned and shook his head.Qi Yuzhen took a puff of cigarette and said: "It's hard to say, everyone's situation and method of breaking through the bottleneck are different, I'm still in the second stage, but I have a feeling that I will be able to go to the last step soon." ”Xu You knew that the "method" that Qi Yuzhen was referring to was Chu Zhao.The author has something to say: A little explanation about the "Chu Zhao Chapter": Some relatives think that Xu You and Chu Zhao are together for inspiration, but I don't know if I didn't understand the ten lines at a glance.If you ask an art student, you will find this incredible.Even if there is such a task to find inspiration, it must be for people who have feelings and feelings.Like, is the basic premise.Like and stimulate inspiration, the two are not in conflict, they will appear together, the person will not think about what I am with you for, just go with the flow.So if you have to say that Xu You is looking for Chu Zhao doi in order to find inspiration, this understanding is really awesome.Even Michelangelo and Picasso are quite committed to each relationship, and they don't use their lovers as tools.If Doi clicks, the inspiration switch is turned on, this is already a robot, so why bother looking for someone to doi.And the main thing is that finding a random one will wipe out the inspiration, and the gains outweigh the losses.In any case, if you insist on thinking so, it doesn't matter, it's hard to adjust, you can find another scenery to enjoy, after all, there are so many good articles in JJ, there is always one that meets your liking.