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☆, Xu You and Chu Zhao 02 Because of their relationship with Chu Zhao, Qi Yuzhen's inspiration has been stimulated for more than a year.But Qi Yuzhen did not suggest that Xu You find a man to try and help her inspire, but also persuaded her not to explain this kind of thing casually.When encountering a good opponent, it is a gain and will be stimulated, but that must be the person himself has accumulated to a certain point.The pleasures of the body stimulate the senses, the desires are expressed, the inspiration is bursting, and the emotions reach a high level of excitement before they can find a breakthrough in these accumulations.Scientifically speaking, this thing will stimulate the vagus nerve of the human body, and the body's own thinking sensitivity and excitement will reach a certain height, and the brain will be highly active and creative in addition to excitement.But if you encounter a bad opponent, it's a debuff, and maybe it will drain her aura.Art is interconnected, focusing most on the senses, such as painting, such as music, such as literature.There are also many external forces to motivate, some people smoke, some people drink alcohol, some people are addicted to coffee, some people are addicted to sugar, and some people even take drugs.Naturally, sex is also one of the ways.They all have one thing in common, they can stimulate the secretion of dopamine, which makes people happy, focused, and even "smart" for a short time.Of course, the greater the consumption of art, the greater the addiction, some people are addicted to alcohol, such as Gu Long, and some people seek the stimulation brought by drugs, such as ......
(A lot of people).In the eyes of the world, many art masters are "scum", in fact, they are just dedicated to art, but they do not adapt to the world's moral standards.Qi Yuzhen said that there are many students who yearn for that incident, but this "beauty" is forcibly imagined by themselves, once the facts are not as expected, it will be shattered, it is better not to try, and keep this false "beauty" forever.And the disillusionment of those school girls is directly reflected in the painting - art does not lie, what kind of state of mind the person who composes the music and paints the painting, then the person who listens to the song and looks at the painting will read that state of mind.Qi Yuzhen told Xu You: "If you only seek a momentary epiphany, you may make the wrong choice and put yourself in it."
Epiphany is very important, but the foundation of its establishment is continuous accumulation, sorting, overthrowing and restarting, and when the time comes, it will be stimulated by some external forces, which will produce the illusion that it seems to be an 'epiphany'.Oh, but that's not what I said, I recommend you read Nietzsche's On the Soul of Artists and Writers first. ”Beethoven's famous movement, for example, is one of the most magnificent of the many drafts, and his crowning work, the Ninth Symphony, was composed after he became deaf.Van Gogh's "Starry Night", for example, is an immortal work in which he had a mental breakdown and cut off one of his ears.For another example, if Picasso, who "read countless women", did not go through many years of practice and did not have the experience of life and human nature, then he would not be able to become a master even if he slept out of a strengthened company.Decades of accumulated talent, encountering extreme happiness, or extreme pain, burst into a spark.On the other hand, there are some people who only seek results, do not care about the process, lack of practice, are in a hurry, just want to take shortcuts, and blindly pursue "epiphany", but they do not know that the road to art is tortuous, and those who despise it will only be counterattacked in the end, and they do not understand why they can't find the trick after trying various methods, so they are in pain.After receiving Qi Yuzhen's advice, Xu You later went to read Nietzsche's exposition, and it seemed that some places suddenly became clearer, and when he went back to taking aesthetic classes and art history, it seemed that it was not so boring.There are some things that should not be rushed.She has to accumulate her own wealth and feel life, whether it is happy, painful, dreamy, or hopeless.Later, Xu You asked herself, did she have any expectations for that incident?
It seems that there has been, and that is to Ji Chun.But even Ji Chun, she has never fantasized about how beautiful it is, what she wants most is spiritual resonance.As for Zhou Sheng, Xu You thought about it, she didn't have any feelings for him, she didn't care, and she didn't plan to continue with this person.She promised him at the beginning because she saw him carrying a camera with one hand and one shoulder at the school gate.That scene was the highlight of her eyes, and she really wanted to draw it.Later, she went to watch Zhou Sheng shoot a commercial, and saw him standing behind the camera, looking professional and serious, and wanted to pick up the camera and put him in the lens.Nothing else.Zhou Sheng is like those still lifes and figures in her pen, she has depicted and put a lot of thought into it, but she will not fall in love with it just because she paints it.That day, when he returned to school with Zhou Sheng after filming the commercial, the moment he got off the bus, Xu You suddenly felt the urge to break up.But she turned her head to look at Zhou Sheng, and seeing that he was tired, she smiled and only said that he should go back to the dormitory early to rest.When Xu You walked to the girls' dormitory, he was still thinking that the next dating partner couldn't be found casually like this, and he had to dig carefully, otherwise it would be better to be single, and it would save everyone's time.The last straw that really broke the camel's back was because one day, Zhou Sheng got two tickets for the art exhibition, and asked Xu You to go to see it.That ticket was hard to find, and Zhou Sheng spent a lot of effort.The opportunity is once in a lifetime, Xu You is very happy and cherishes.In the crowd of people looking at the painting, Zhou Sheng grabbed Xu You's hand, and Xu You didn't break away.His palms are habitually sweaty, and Xu You doesn't really like it.It's not that she hates people with developed sweat glands, just because she is prone to cold hands in winter, and the wetness of his palms will make her feel even colder.Originally, watching an art exhibition hand in hand was a sweet little date between art students, everyone chatted about painting, and the spirit was satisfied, and half a day passed quickly.But Xu You didn't expect that Zhou Sheng's words today would be so dense and his comments would be so sharp.Several times she was uncomfortable listening and wanted to pull her hand away.Zhou Sheng didn't notice it, and kept pulling her to talk about it, saying for a while that this painting was not good, it was too rough, for a while that the painting was too strange and incompetent, and then that it was not a convulsion, the brushstrokes were vulgar, and it was not enough to live.Xu You didn't know if Zhou Sheng had done a lot of homework behind his back for today's date, and his theoretical knowledge today was extremely rich.But these things listened to her ears, and in the end they all became only two words: narrow-mindedness.Halfway through the exhibition, Xu You couldn't stand it anymore and turned his head and walked out.She didn't want to stand here and clash with Zhou Sheng.Zhou Sheng chased her out.When the two walked to the street, Zhou Sheng said: "You can't stand it, this exhibition is a bit disappointing, I listened to the rhetoric outside, and now it looks like it was fried."
In my opinion, these painters are not very good, and they are far worse than you, Xu You. ”Xu You stood on her feet all of a sudden, looking at Zhou Sheng expressionlessly, at that moment, she wanted to rush out and tell him - her ability does not need to belittle others in exchange for recognition, she knows where she is lacking, and she is also honing herself, what she hates most is this kind of comparison and self-deceptive brainwashing!
However, when these words came to his lips, he swallowed them back.Xu You looked at Zhou Sheng's cautious eyes, and finally just sighed, and said as calmly as possible: "Zhou Sheng, you can dislike or agree with the paintings in them, but they have value and reason."
A word will only blind one's eyes. ”Zhou Sheng was stunned for a moment and said, "But I really think so, Xu You, do you think those paintings just now are good, am I wrong to complain?"
”Xu You looked at Zhou Sheng, who was a little unfamiliar, and listened to his justifications, and suddenly smiled: "They have problems and advantages, I don't think those flaws can cover up those shining points."
I don't dare to say that you are wrong, but you only complain, and all I feel is your anger and meanness. ”What is the difference between such extreme and exclusive criticism and some "angry youth" on the Internet?
She didn't talk much about Zhou Sheng when she saw it before, so she thought that he knew it in his heart and had a good heart.But now it seems that this person may just have never seized the opportunity to release the complaints in his heart.Xu You suddenly regretted and was a little annoyed by his choice.In terms of dating Zhou Sheng, it seems that she wants to be simple.After Xu You and Zhou Sheng broke up unhappily, two days later, Zhou Sheng asked a classmate from Xu You's class to hand her a message and explain his words and deeds that day.Zhou Sheng meant that he felt that Xu You had been very cold to him recently, and he thought that she was not going well professionally and was in a bad mood, so he wanted to encourage her in this way and let her know that he had always cared about her, and he really felt that those people were not as good as her.It's okay if you don't explain this, but after explaining, Xu You feels that he is even more reasonable.I don't know if it's because of Zhou Sheng or other reasons, Xu You's mood was extremely irritable.She asked herself, how long could she endure such an interaction?
In fact, Zhou Sheng is not a bad person, but they are not people of the world, and they are really tired of barely communicating.If you deal with it like this, this relationship may only stimulate the "evil" in their hearts, and no matter how good people are, they can only get along with "bad".Xu You thought about it for a few days, but he was so annoyed that even his aunt delayed it.Later, she finally figured it out, asked Zhou Sheng to come out, and broke up in person.Zhou Sheng was stunned on the spot, very unacceptable.Standing in his position, he tried his best to get two tickets, but after seeing half of the exhibition, Xu You left, and after coming out, he blamed him, and he explained afterwards, but she still wanted to break up.Zhou Sheng's brain couldn't figure out what was wrong with him, he only felt that he was being tricked by Xu You.Zhou Sheng was in a hurry, pestered Xu You and asked her to speak clearly.He had a lot of strength, and he was very excited to grab Xu You.Xu You looked at him in surprise, so he discovered the hidden violent side of him.Breaking up, isn't it just a matter of saying it alone?
Xu You struggled, but she couldn't break free.It happened that a teacher was passing by, Xu You seized the opportunity, quickly pushed Zhou Sheng away, turned around and left.She thought, let's calm him down first, and slowly he will understand.…… It is worth mentioning that that night, Xu You's aunt came.I broke up, my mood relaxed, and my irritability faded.The breakup with Zhou Sheng soon taught Xu You a lesson, and it was quite profound.Zhou Sheng's various behaviors after the breakup also subverted all of Xu You's perceptions of him.Zhou Sheng turned into a keyboard warrior.He began to choreograph and criticize Xu You on the campus forum, although he did not name him, but he said which department was a student of that age, and he also revealed that he was the senior of the photography department.Now, who doesn't know that he is talking about Xu You?
Naturally, the process of Xu You and Zhou Sheng's relationship also changed the angle in his mouth, and by the way, he added a filter to himself, processed the original story a little, and added a very personal over-interpretation, describing Xu You as a bloody scumbag girl who started and abandoned.When Xu You saw the self described in the post at first glance, he was stunned at first, and then asked himself, is she like this?
Xu You even wondered if she really did something wrong, did she scum Zhou Sheng without knowing it?
Until she turned her mind and remembered the people and things she had experienced in the past, she thought of He Fei.A broad heart is enough to hold everything in the world, a narrow heart, there is no room for a single grass or tree in his eyes, Zhou Sheng is like He Fei, they only recognize their own identification, do not allow or accept other forms of existence, and do not accept disobedience.Once they find that something or someone does not meet the standards they identify, they will go to extremes, one chooses to play a love game of betting, and the other chooses to complain on the Internet, so as to find a sense of identity and prove that they are the truth.And those different people or things are all "weird" and should be strongly criticized.With such Zhou Sheng, Xu You has nothing to argue and theorize.She ignored all the accusations against her at the forum and turned a blind eye to the strange stares of her classmates.But the miraculous thing is that her silence unexpectedly aroused the concern of many seniors.Even when she went to eat in the cafeteria, a senior she didn't know came over and said, "Don't pay attention to those words on the forum." ”Qi Yuzhen even smiled and said: "Little Red Riding Hood is alone again, and the wolf cubs are alive again." ”Within a few days, Xu You was taken out of school by Qi Yuzhen, cut off all networks, and retreated in the studio outside for two days.Qi Yuzhen hurried to hand in the advertising paintings, and needed a helper who had a broken love experience.Xu You naturally wanted to follow.But strictly speaking, the period between her and Ji Chun is not a broken love, but a beautiful memory that is cherished in her heart.Later, it didn't get my wish, which is a little regrettable.Xu You puts such a state of mind into his creation, and every stroke is very attentive.But she didn't know where Qi Yuzhen got her inspiration, and it could even be said that she was inspired.When Xu You saw Qi Yuzhen's bold outline and frame, as well as the very bold coloring, she was shocked.She suddenly felt that she was still far from this senior sister who was only two years older, very far away.Xu You was ashamed of himself, thinking about his own shortcomings, and the disputes on campus were also left behind.At that time, Xu You thought that Qi Yuzhen's creative inspiration came from her first love.It wasn't until the two of them got out of the customs later, Xu You returned to school, and was refreshed by the two news and reshaped the three views, that he realized that he was really too simple.The first thing is that in the process of accusing Xu You, Zhou Sheng unexpectedly gained a female fan.Later, this female fan also "appeared" with him.I heard that the reason for this historic moment was because Xu You's classmates helped Xu You say a word, accusing Zhou Sheng of having no manners, complaining when they broke up, and adding fuel and vinegar.The female fan replied to Zhou Sheng: "What's wrong with complaining, freedom of speech, violating your family law?"
We're just answering her, can't we?
”After that, the female fan also angrily scolded every message that was dissatisfied with Zhou Sheng, and did not accept that anyone disagreed with her at all.As for the second thing, it was a girl in the same class who suddenly came to ask Xu You about Qi Yuzhen.The female classmate asked, did Qi Yuzhen commit suicide?
Xu You's face was full of question marks, and then he asked the female classmate who he listened to.The female classmate said that everyone was spreading it like this, and also said that Xu You and Qi Yuzhen disappeared together in the past two days, just to relieve her, because they both fell out of love.Not only that, but there are even more outrageous claims coming out.Some people said that Qi Yuzhen cut her wrists and had an abortion again, and she was seen in the hospital the day before yesterday.Xu You was completely dumbfounded.Didn't they catch up in the studio the day before yesterday?
Unless Qi Yuzhen is superhuman, she really doesn't have time to do these two things.Wait, the female classmate said just now......
Are they "all" out of love?
All?
The author has something to say: I know that many people don't know about the art world, but in fact, many fields are aesthetically connected, such as film and television, literature, music, painting, and food.About Beethoven.If you can't hear the outside sounds, will your inner senses be infinitely amplified?
Andy, the male protagonist of "The Shawshank Redemption", was locked up for two weeks, which was the most horrific torture that all prisoners thought, but Andy said that it was his happiest time, because he had Mozart, and he pointed to his head and heart and said that he (Mozart) was here.For him, even if he is in prison, his heart is free.Even the masters, most of their immortal works were completed at the end of their creative careers, and after a lifetime of experience, they were stimulated by happiness or pain at a certain opportunity, and only then did they have the works we see and hear today.Some people will feel that the world is not normal, and the world they live in is normal, and they get a wonderful sense of superiority in comparison.But in any case, thanks to its existence, with it, some difficult times (such as wars) seem to be able to get through.…… Thank you to the little angel who voted for me during the period of 2020-06-0212:00:00~2020-06-0412:00:00~ Thank you to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Fang Zibai; 5 bottles of Bellagema; Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
☆, Xu You and Chu Zhao 03 Chu Zhao and Qi Yuzhen, the most eye-catching campus couple, broke up.Xu You was an afterthought in this matter, even if she said she didn't know, no one would believe it.Qi Yuzhen is also really strict-mouthed.It wasn't until Xu You went to ask her that Qi Yuzhen said lightly: "Yes, I broke up with Chu Zhao, and while my heart was hot, I quickly finished the work."
When I go into the next paragraph, I'm afraid I won't find such a state of mind. ”Xu You knew very well that Qi Yuzhen's "heartache" at that time was real, and the painting revealed strong emotions, which shocked her when she saw it.But Qi Yuzhen, who can use his emotions to create in such a "realistic" and "cold" way, also makes Xu You not know how to describe it.Xu You had mixed feelings in his heart, and at the same time felt that Qi Yuzhen was a little cool, and he could be divided into two like this.Then Xu You asked himself again, if it was her, would she have the ability to do it?
Later, for more than a week, Xu You once again experienced the power of the "magnifying glass" of the Internet and the dark side of the human heart.A small thing in life will be infinitely magnified on the Internet.Xu You blocked Zhou Sheng's circle of friends and Weibo, but Zhou Sheng didn't know whose number she was using to peep, every time she posted a status, even if it was just an innocuous sentence, Zhou Sheng would immediately sarcastically come back on his Weibo.And Liu Xin, a female fan who appeared with Zhou Sheng, would immediately follow, comment, and like.Xu You didn't know about this, but he couldn't help but have a screenshot of her from an enthusiastic classmate, and he was upset for her.In fact, to put it bluntly, these enthusiastic classmates are also not too big to watch the excitement, and I wish they both pinched each other so that they can have melons to eat.At this moment, Xu You really couldn't find a suitable description except for being funny.She also suddenly understood why her father sighed two years ago that the older she gets, the more she realizes the truth, and the less she can say.The world is too big, the language is too scarce, and ignorant people will always think highly of themselves and be very willing to express themselves, until they gradually realize their ignorance and ignorance, and then they learn to hide and be silent.There are some meanings that need not be said, everyone understands them, and what can be said is simplified, but those extreme, wanton and malicious language have become ubiquitous.Xu You looked back on his high school life, although he was also unsatisfactory and depressed, but it was much more peaceful and quiet than now, even if it was He Fei's methods, they were all pediatrics now.College is too strange to her, and sometimes she is out of place.It's a small society, and it's like a beast with a big mouth, everyone is trapped in a beast fight, impetuous, extreme, daring to love and hate, and angry.Xu You doesn't want to be in the same stream, and she doesn't want to be infected by those emotions, but she is also a human being in the end, and she will be affected to a greater or lesser extent.Such a change is in the heart, and it is externalized little by little from the heart.Xu You soon discovered that she also began to become anxious, being manipulated by an inexplicable emotion, and the devil lived in her heart, bewitching her every day.It screams, it screams, it is full of dissatisfaction, it is full of the ugly greed of the world.In addition to those anxious on the Internet, there are also the remarks of the students around me who are eager to succeed.Every day, they hear people ask, "How long will it take to get ahead?"
”Xu You couldn't help but ask himself.How long will it take to get ahead?
Will it end up being found that it is just a bamboo basket for water, and then forced to change careers?
Those seniors who disappeared into the vast sea of people after graduation and did careers unrelated to their majors, were they as confused as her?
Although before entering the university, Qi Yuzhen told a lot of stories, reminded Xu You, and gave Xu You a preventive shot, which made her feel a lot of psychological preparation.But at this moment, Xu You found that she was still unable to detach herself and could not avoid vulgarity, she still fell into the same quagmire.Xu You's changes, Qi Yuzhen saw it, and she also chatted with Xu You once.Qi Yuzhen said that she has also experienced this process, everyone has to go through it, and it is not her problem.Xu You was in a very low mood that day, and she was also very bad, she even accepted the smell of cigarettes that she didn't like very much, and asked Qi Yuzhen for a cigarette and lit it.Smoky, smoky, sour, and tiring.Xu You lowered his eyes, sighed softly, and asked a question: "How did you come out?"
”She asked quite practically, but also impractically.Qi Yuzhen said: "There is no trick in this matter. ”Xu You smiled suddenly.Qi Yuzhen: "You know the truth, happiness is a day, sadness is also a day, why not be happy?"
It's yourself who is too persistent and tired.Only when the heart is let go can the sky be opened.There are so many sayings, you can pick any one, everyone will recite a few sentences, but unfortunately they are giants in language and dwarf in action. ”Time is a good thing, it treats everyone equally.It's also a bad thing, sometimes it makes you feel fast, sometimes it makes you feel slow, you can't afford to wait for it, you can't get through it.Xu You raised his eyes, and his short fluffy hair covered his forehead, covering half of his eyes.She took another puff of her cigarette, spit it out, and asked, "Is it boiling?"
”Qi Yuzhen nodded: "Yes, you have to get out by yourself, when you reach the border and collapse, this matter will be over." ”Having said that, Qi Yuzhen didn't say how that "past" was passed.Some people are desperate and crazy, and some people are detached.Xu You didn't know which one she would be.One evening, a classmate in the class bought a video disc and said that he was going to the class to play the movie "Farewell My Concubine".Many classmates said they wanted to see it, and the girls in the same dormitory also pulled Xu You up.Xu You was not very interested in this, she sat in the last row, with no expression, and planned to take a casual look and leave.As a result, there was soon a scene that took her in.In that, the male protagonist Xiaodouzi and a senior brother Xiao Lezi secretly ran out of the drama troupe, and they couldn't stand the suffering in the troupe before they went out.And it was the elder brother Xiaoshi who let them go.The two didn't know where to go after they went out, but they happened to be performing Farewell My Concubine in the theater, so they went to see it.On the stage, the overlord was dancing with a gun, and all the spectators in the audience were applauding.The little leper applauded with everyone at first, but then he burst into tears when he watched it, and kept saying: "When will I become a corner, how many beatings will I have to take, how long will I have to stay up......"
Xiao Douzi looked at this scene and cried.But he is different from the little leper, he is not afraid that he will not survive that day, and his eyes are still full of yearning, as if he suddenly understands what he has been locked up in the theater troupe and beaten in the past.In this moment, he saw his future.As long as you become a corner, as long as you get through to that point.On the stage, if you don't go crazy, you can't survive.Because of watching this scene, Xiaodouzi insisted on returning to the theater class.The little leper followed him, and he thought that Xiaodouzi was afraid that his senior brother Xiaoshi would be punished, so he went back.The two returned to the troupe, and as expected, Xiaoshi was being chased and beaten by the master with rattan, and the other brothers and sisters were also lying on the bench, waiting to be beaten.Little Bean rushed up and lay down on the bench.He said, "It's not about the little stones."
The master was so angry that he knocked down the rattan and whipped the little beans one after another.Xiaodouzi didn't say a word, and he didn't hide.Seeing this scene, the little leper cried in fright, and at the same time stuffed all the remaining sugar gourds in his pocket into his mouth, and as soon as he turned his head, he hanged himself.When Xu You saw this, her eyes widened, her body sat up straight, and she stared at the screen, stunned.At this time, she heard a female classmate whisper, "Did he hang himself?"
Won't you just be beaten up, and as for death?
”At this time, a voice suddenly appeared in Xu You's heart and replied to her: "As for." ”If you don't know how many years you will have to endure such a beating, how long you will have to endure such a day, and you don't know if you can become a horn in the end, such a hopeless life may not be as happy as death for some people.Death is only a matter of moments.Torture, but there is no end in sight.Don't die in silence, just explode in silence.This scene shocked Xu You, but she knew that she was not a little leper, she would not make such a choice, she had too many worries and fetters about this world.She is nostalgic here, so she will stay up until she can't survive it anymore, and she may eventually be like most seniors, until she finally gives up and changes careers.However, at that moment, she understood the feelings of Xiaodouzi and Xiaolezi very well.The same stage, the same play, they watched it together, but they made different choices.One lives for it, and the other dies for it.For several days after this, Xu You was like a wandering spirit.She knew that she was beginning to get lost in this muddy world, but she didn't know how to drag herself back, like a person stuck in a swamp, the more she struggled, the faster she fell.In such a muddy day, the only thing that can cheer her up is the occasional WeChat exchange with Ji Chun.Xu You didn't tell Ji Chun, she was in a bad mood, there was a tacit understanding between her and Ji Chun, every time she clicked on WeChat, she would first send these four words: "How are you doing?"
”Sometimes it's Ji Chun who asks her, and sometimes she asks Ji Chun.Then the other side will say "not bad", or "the same as before".Seeing such a reply, she will feel more at ease.It's like they've wanted to make friends for life, warm and old-fashioned.Sometimes, Xu You would take pictures of his recent works and send them to Ji Chun to see.Ji Chun will also tell Xu You that he has recently played investment and made a few more points.They sometimes talk about Chu Zhao, Fang Xuan, and even Qin Yun, but they never mention He Fei.Since he didn't mention it, Xu You naturally wouldn't ask Ji Chun why.Xu You would occasionally go to visit Ji's mother, and then go back to tell Ji Chun, and send Ji Chun a photo of them together.Ji Chun said every time, "Thank you, Xu You." ”Xu You wanted to say that there was no need to thank her, but she knew that Ji Chun would definitely say this word, and the relief and gratitude in his heart could only be expressed in this way, she understood.Every time, Xu You would also say to Ji Chun in his heart: "Thank you too, Ji Chun." ”After talking to Ji Chun, her mood will be temporarily calm, like a quiet lake, the breeze blows, kissing ripples, light but beautiful.But not long after, the restless and anxious environment would bring her into the hustle and bustle.Within a few days, another strange episode happened around Xu You.A classmate suddenly discovered that Zhou Sheng's current girlfriend Liu Xin suddenly paid attention to Chu Zhao's Weibo.She also pushed business cards through other classmates and added Chu Zhao's WeChat, and became a new female fan of Chu Zhao.Chu Zhao was still shooting in other places at this time, doing a private job, but the sample photos he took would occasionally be put on the circle of friends and Weibo.Liu Xin likes each one, and praises how great the photos are, and sometimes says "I hope you come out soon", "The sun is always after the wind and rain", "Create with your heart, let it pass in the past".When Qi Yuzhen heard his classmates' relays, he choked on the cigarette, and then smiled: "Chu Zhao is really pitiful." ”Xu You saw that Qi Yuzhen didn't seem to be affected by Liu Xin's actions, and he was quickly relieved.A few days later, Qi Yuzhen came to Xu You, and she asked Xu You how the preparation for the final exam was.Xu You shook his head.She only had a blank sheet of paper.Qi Yuzhen smiled: "I know."
Didn't you think about finding a way to break through?
Submit a blank paper, and your major class this semester will be yellow. ”Xu You naturally understood: "But I don't want to draw a random picture." ”Draw any one, she can also get a high score, and her professional results have always been the best.Qi Yuzhen said: "In fact, many people are like you, stuck, and don't want to be perfunctory.To put it bluntly, I just can't get past my own level. ”Xu You asked: "Then what should I do, they plan to draw a random one?"
”Qi Yuzhen didn't answer, but said: "Skip a day of class on Friday, count Saturday and Sunday, follow me to the mountains to collect wind and find inspiration by the way."
If you can't find it, just bow your head once and pick a top-notch one from your previous works. ”This is a solution, and it is also a dead horse as a live horse doctor.Xu You nodded: "Okay, then I'll pack my luggage." ”Qi Yuzhen suddenly said: "Oh, let's lay the groundwork with you first, it's not just the two of us who are going to do this, there are other seniors, at least a dozen people." ”Xu You was stunned: "The goal is so big?
What should I do if the school finds out?
”Qi Yuzhen smiled: "Don't worry, the teachers are experienced, and they will turn a blind eye, knowing that every year at this time, they are all very impetuous, suffocating to death, if you don't release it to find inspiration, you have to be locked up in school and go crazy."
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And the students who participate every year are also very tacit, abide by the order, pick the style first, mess with the second, hurry up, hurry back, the final grade is the first. ”In other words, just a year before Xu You came in, and it was also the end of the semester, there was a student from the choreography and directing department, because he couldn't hand in the exam works, and he couldn't think about it, so he climbed to the top floor.That day really frightened the teacher and classmates, I was afraid that he would think of a wrong thing and jump down directly.Fortunately, the classmate was not very bold, and he couldn't go out, although he was mentally anxious and had no master, but he really didn't dare to put his head down, and then he complained and chatted with the police uncles on the rooftop, and everyone persuaded him for several hours, and finally persuaded him.Since then, the school has carefully considered paying attention to the mental health of students on a regular basis, and regularly seeking counselors and attending psychological counseling classes.There are also teachers who asked, should you add a psychological test to the entrance exam, which can be regarded as a card?
There are also teachers who oppose this, saying that there are a few "normal" people in the art circle, mental health, talent is mediocre, and geniuses and madmen are only separated by a thin line after all.