After about ten minutes, the door of the private room was pushed open again.It's Ji Chun wearing a light-colored shirt and trousers.Xu You stuffed the croquettes in his mouth, and only raised his hand to greet him.Ji Chun handed the gift to Fang Xuan: "I'm sorry, I'm late, I'm a little delayed." ”After the words fell, he sat down next to Xu You, wiped his hands, and picked up a piece of fries and put it in his mouth.Xu You saw him pick up the menu and start reading it, and asked, "Haven't eaten yet?"
”Ji Chun: "Hmm. ”Xu You: "Then when you place an order, add me another piece of popcorn." ”Ji Chun ordered, taking advantage of the time between the dishes, he swiped his mobile phone a few times, lit a cigarette, took two puffs and clamped it to his fingertips, frowning and looking at the contract email he received.Xu You didn't pay attention to eating, stuffed a few bites of food, and glanced at his mobile phone.Ji Chun didn't seem to come to celebrate his birthday, nor did he listen to songs, but it seemed like a different workplace.At this time, a song of Faye Wong's "Smoke" sounded on the screen, which was sung by Qin Yun.Fang Xuan sat on the other side of Ji Chun and said, "I said what's the matter with you, come to work here with me?"
”Ji Chun smiled sideways, put the cigarette holder in his hand on the groove on the side of the ashtray, and said, "It's okay right away, don't I have nothing to do waiting for food?"
”Fang Xuan: "You kid, I heard that you have done a good job recently, even my father praised you to me......"
Xu You folded his legs, put his elbows on his knees, and supported his cheeks, not listening to the two of them much, but was attracted by the pictures and lyrics on the screen.Between the blurred light and shadow, there are some hazy local shots, the man spitting cigarettes, the hands of the men holding the cigarettes, the silhouettes of the shirts and suits, the red and muddy light, and the swirling smoke.The lyrics are also interesting."
There's a smell that makes me can't help but burn you......
I can't quit, the mood of flowers is not flowers, the lines of fog and non-fog, satisfying the temporary boredom between the fingers, becoming a pulse-beating leaning, kissing you and forgetting your troubles......"
It depicts smoke, and it is also talking about people.When a paragraph was finished, Xu You subconsciously looked at the two cigarettes on the ashtray, one was put by her a few minutes ago, and only a third of it had been burned, and the other was just released by Ji Chun, and there were more than half of them.The smoke from the two cigarettes burned entangled, as if the two people dancing lightly, gradually merged into one, and it was impossible to tell who was who.Xu You stretched out his hand, picked up half of his cigarette, and brought it to his mouth.Then, she saw Ji Chun, who was talking to Fang Xuan, and also picked up his one, took a sip and clamped it on her fingertips.Xu You stared at the cigarette on his fingertips, and suddenly wanted to run home to paint.The main character of the painting is smoke.Until the meal was delivered, Fang Xuan asked Ji Chun to eat first.Ji Chun put the cigarette back on the ashtray, Xu You poked the remaining cigarette butt in his hand directly, and then raised his eyes to meet Ji Chun's gaze.Ji Chun asked, "Are you still hungry, share half of you?"
”Ji Chun ordered a whole serving of hot dogs, and the size was amazing.Xu You glanced at it and said, "I only need one-third." ”Ji Chun picked up the knife and fork and cut the hot dog into two parts, one large and one small.Xu You picked up the small one, opened his mouth and bit it, and the hot dog sauce inside splattered out.Ji Chun handed her the tissue.Xu You frowned, and when he wiped his hands, the hot dog was still biting in his mouth.Ji Chun took the hot dog off her mouth and said, "You can't put it down first." ”Xu You ignored him, picked it up again and continued to eat, and it was solved in a few bites, his throat was so thirsty that he drank most of the juice in one go.On the contrary, it was the foreign wine that had been placed in the ice bucket, and no one had touched it.Fang Xuan beckoned and opened the wine, drinking it with the green tea.Xu You's cup didn't move for a long time, Ji Chun drank half of it, and when Fang Xuan's two cups went down, he was taught a few words by Qin Yun's ears, Fang Xuan quickly lowered his head and admitted his mistake.No one sang the ordered song for a long time, so I kept the original song on as the background sound.Xu You and Ji Chun looked at Fang Xuanfu and made small compensations to Qin Yun, and laughed together.Until Ji Chun turned his head and looked at Xu You: "Did Chu Zhao not come, or did he come and leave?"
”Xu You said: "I didn't come, I went on a business trip." ”As soon as he talked about it, he rang the "Mr.
Chu" he heard on the phone.Xu You lit another cigarette and said, "He seems to have gone home to help." ”Ji Chun took a sip of wine: "Well, when I had a party two days ago, I guessed it." ”Xu You raised his eyebrows and asked.Ji Chun smiled: "That was the first time I saw him wearing a suit." ”Xu You was stunned, and his brain made up for it, but he couldn't imagine it.She lowered her eyes and said after a few seconds, "It's good that he's happy." ”Ji Chun looked at her: "Actually, you don't have to worry too much, everything has a process, and there are so many people to help, and he is not alone."
His brother is not in good health, Chu Zhao is to help his brother act as a façade, and the matter of cooperation is handled by subordinates, he just signs, and major decisions are also discussed by shareholders at a meeting.Even if you don't make a living from photography, you can be an enthusiast, shoot and play when you have extra energy, and your career and interests will not be delayed. ”After listening to him, Xu You teased: "I didn't say anything, you explained first, are you his little secretary?"
”Ji Chun sighed: "You didn't say anything, but your eyes said everything." ”Xu You glanced at him and turned his head to look at the screen.She knew that Ji Chun could see her unhappiness at a glance, but she didn't want to manage her expression at this time, not to mention that she was too tired in front of people who had grown up together since childhood, and she was too lazy to pretend.After a few seconds of silence, Ji Chun said: "Have you heard this sentence, loving others means loving yourself." ”Xu You almost choked: "Where did you pick up the lyrics, I really can't stand it." ”Ji Chun: "You might as well ask yourself first, why you chose Chu Zhao in the first place." ”Xu You tilted his head and thought for a moment: "Listen to what you mean, you seem to know better than me." ”Ji Chun smiled: "You chose him because he conforms to your imagination of 'love' and 'desire'."
In fact, everyone is like this, first have an imagination, and then meet the person who makes it concrete, and then pursue it.From this point of view, the ultimate goal of courtship is to fulfill one's imagination.Therefore, people are 'selfish', and they love others for the sake of loving themselves. ”Xu You said: "There is some truth.So all those 'I love you' on the lips are all pretenses?
”Ji Chun raised his eyebrows, with a light sneer: "Of course, there are a few 'for the sake of the other party', and they really consider it from the other party's point of view."
Not all of them are self-righteous and self-righteous. ”Xu You didn't answer immediately, she could already hear that something was wrong.She asked, "Are you annoyed by women a lot, so you feel it?"
”Ji Chun didn't say anything, but looked at her with a smile.Xu You: "Oh, let me guess.I think there should be a sentence of 'I'm doing this for your good', and there should be a sentence of 'but I love you'.Why, are you annoyed by these words?
”Ji Chun laughed out loud.Xu You followed and asked, "You won't break up again, will you?"
”Ji Chun raised his eyes: "What do you mean by 'again'." ”Xu You: "Why don't you call it, how many are this?"
This time, it's because of what. ”Ji Chun: "I'm tired, I'm too cold and warm, I don't feel like I'm a girlfriend, I feel like I've found another mother."
But I don't lack maternal love. ”Xu You also laughed: "According to what you just said, you just haven't found a woman who matches your imagination."
However, your requirements for your girlfriend are a bit contradictory - you can't care too much about you, you can't talk too much, you have to talk about it, you have to let your aunt like it, it's best to be informed, don't pester you too much, even if there is less communication, you must have a heart-to-heart, understand you, and keep pace with you. ”If it is really according to this set of standards, Ji Chun has to be alone.Ji Chun took a sip of wine: "It's a little difficult, right?"
”Xu You: "It's so hard to climb to the sky, you better don't be hoofing." ”Just as he was saying this, Fang Xuan and Qin Yun, who were tired next to him, suddenly got up, Fang Xuan walked unsteadily, and he wanted to vomit a little, Qin Yun helped him and said that he would take him out to blow the wind.Fang Xuan's amount of alcohol has always been bad, but he dares to drink, every time he mixes wine, he soon begins to get up, dizzy and vomiting.The box fell silent all of a sudden, except for the songs playing on the screen.Xu You: "I thought Fang Xuan would call a room of people." ”Ji Chun: "He likes to make friends very much, but he doesn't have many friends.Tomorrow he will hold a big birthday party at home, and the people who come are all for friendship, Fang Xuan doesn't like it, so he will call a few friends out separately every year. ”This is probably the trouble of the rich.Xu You stared at the screen for a while, and when he spoke again, the topic changed: "Actually, Chu Zhao goes home, I have no opinion, that's his choice, as long as he is happy."
And since he has chosen, he should have his own set of methods to adapt, and maybe he will slowly discover the joy of doing business.Like you said, career and interest are not wrong. ”Ji Chun responded: "Hmm." ”In fact, Xu You didn't know if he suddenly figured it out, or because of Ji Chun's "enlightenment" just now.Anyway, at this time, she did look away.There was silence.This time, Ji Chun was the first to speak: "But there is one thing, you have to take precautions in advance." ”Xu You asked, "What's the matter?"
”Ji Chun: "The elders of the Chu family are the patriarchs, and when Chu Zhao's brother entered the company, they arranged a female assistant for him, and this time they also arranged one for Chu Zhao."
As for what this female assistant is for, I don't need to say more, right?
”Xu You was stunned for a moment, and what appeared in his mind was Liu Xiaoyin's appearance.Oh, no wonder, Chu Zhao's mother's photo album was actually sent to her by Liu Xiaoyin, it must have been given to her by the Chu family.Xu You felt a little ridiculous for a while, and a little funny for a while: "It means that you should choose a woman who is not only capable in her career, but also in bed, so as not to let the fertilizer water flow into the fields of outsiders and accidentally get a 'wild seed' out?"
”It's rough, but it's all right.Ji Chun choked on this, coughed twice, and said, "You can also understand it like this." ”Xu You sneered: "Heh, can I prevent this kind of thing?"
I can't control it so widely, he wants it, no one can stop it, he doesn't want it, and others can't force it.This kind of thing is what you want me to do. ”Ji Chun took a sip of wine and said meaningfully: "It's not that it can't be prevented, in fact, there is still a way." ”Xu You subconsciously tasted his tone, and intuitively felt that it must not be a "good" way, and it would be a little damaged.But out of curiosity, she still asked, "For example?"
”Ji Chun turned his head to look at her, his eyes deepened."
Like, I'm going to smack her."
Xu You was stunned for a second, didn't hold back, and was happy.She laughed for a moment, rejoicing, for the first time tonight.After a while, she said, "Neurotic." ”Ji Chun added: "If I go out, it will definitely be successful." ”Xu You shook his head and smiled: "It's really shameless." ”☆, From the campus to the society 09 and Fang Xuan and Qin Yun came back, Fang Xuan's alcohol strength had already woken up.Seeing that Ji Chun and Xu You didn't touch the wine on the table, he said "Violent Heavenly Things" while serving them to them, and said that if he didn't get drunk tonight, he didn't want to cheer up and go to tomorrow's dog's birthday party.Xu You smiled in surprise, and it was only at this moment that he suddenly realized that Fang Xuan, who had always been outgoing and enthusiastic, seemed to have no heart and lungs, would also have such an obvious disgust.Xu You thought about it, and after drinking half a cup, she already felt that her face was burning in a panic.On the contrary, Ji Chun gave face and drank a small half bottle.Qin Yun handed over hangover medicine to the two of them, saying that they would be much better if they drank it.Xu You drank a small bottle, and Ji Chun drank two bottles.In the early hours of the morning, Fang Xuan was energetic, jumping and screaming, and sang several high songs with Qin Yun in a row.Xu You also picked up the rattle that she thought was stupid and cheered for the two.Ji Chun probably drank it, this wine was very energetic, he had been slumped on the sofa for the second half of the year, like mud, half-squinting at the screen, looking at Fang Xuan and Qin Yun, with a faint smile on the corner of his lips.Xu You looked at him several times and asked him loudly, "Are you okay?"
”Ji Chun swept over, his eyes seemed to be out of focus, and he even shook his head perfunctory.Qin Yun asked the waiter to bring in ice cubes and towels and put them in front of Xu You.Xu You wrapped ice cubes in a towel and pasted it on Ji Chun's face.Ji Chun's body shook first, and then he raised his hand to open the towel.Xu You felt funny and asked, "Are you awake this time?"
”Ji Chun propped his head, nodded, frowned and squinted at her, as if he was very unhappy to be woken up like this.Xu You put the ice bucket in front of him and said, "Then you can cool down yourself." ”Ji Chun didn't say anything, took out a piece of ice from the ice bucket, stuffed it into his mouth, and then picked up the towel just now, passed a few pieces of ice, and stuck it on his forehead.He lay down on his back, occupying most of the couch.Xu You moved away, eating popcorn while listening to Fang Xuan and Qin Yun singing.The waiter brought in a small cake, Fang Xuan blew out the candle, Qin Yun cut the cake, Xu You smiled and ate a piece, his mood was particularly relaxed.Fang Xuan asked Xu You what his birthday was, and Xu You said that it was in June.When the words fell, she subconsciously glanced at Ji Chun.Two months had passed before Ji Chun's birthday, and he didn't celebrate, just like on a normal day, Xu You just said "Happy Birthday" on WeChat.It was the first twenty years of their lives.By one o'clock in the morning, Qin Yun proposed that it was almost time to disperse, and tomorrow Fang Xuan would have to get up early to greet the guests who came to the house.Fang Xuan muttered twice, saying that he didn't want to deal with it tomorrow, but he was just talking, he couldn't twist his arms around his thighs, if he really dared to release pigeons, he would be beaten away by his father.Qin Yun first pulled Fang Xuan out of the private room and said that he should go to the bathroom to wash his face and dissipate the smell of wine.Xu You packed his bag and turned his head to see that Ji Chun was still lying on his back, with one hand on his eyes, motionless.Xu You sat on the edge of the sofa and patted him twice: "Ji Chun, wake up, go home, I'll call you a car?"
”Ji Chun pursed his lips, his Adam's apple moved, but he didn't wake up.Xu You pushed him, this time with a little strength: "Wake up, go home!"
”Ji Chun moved this time, a little impatient, and the hand covering his eyes moved up, revealing a pair of half-squinted eyes, and just lay there looking at her.Xu You said: "Get up when you wake up, go wash your face first." ”As she spoke, she took out her mobile phone, flipped out the ride-hailing software, and said, "I'll call a taxi to take you home, and I should have saved the address." ”But before Xu You placed an order, Ji Chun spoke up: "Where do I still have a home?"
”His voice was a little hoarse.Xu You was stunned.Only then did she remember that Ji Chun had taken Ji's mother to the city where he went to school, and the house here had been rented out.Xu You asked, "I'm sorry, I forgot, then you live ......
Which hotel?
”Ji Chun didn't say anything, just frowned, supported his body with one hand, and seemed to get up.Xu You pulled him around.Ji Chun sat up, but the person was swaying, leaning forward with her strength.Xu You thought he was dizzy, and subconsciously stretched out his hands to help his shoulders.But Ji Chun is a man in the end, and he has a lot of strength, and when his body leans over, Xu You can't hold it at all.Until his hands propped up the sofa on either side of her body, and his thin lips pressed against hers.Then, he pecked her on the lips.So, it's not an accident.After a two-second pause, Ji Chun staggered the distance slightly, and looked at Xu You's surprised eyes in the dimness.He smiled slowly.After a while, Xu You found his voice and asked, "Have you drunk too much?"
”Ji Chun: "I'm awake." ”Therefore, it is not that the wine did not wake up and recognized the wrong person.Xu You frowned, and wanted to ask him, "What do you mean?"
”But when the words came to his lips, he was stuck again.She didn't know if Ji Chun suddenly felt too lonely in this city, so she was impulsive, or because she had just broken up with her girlfriend, or because she was addicted to alcohol, and there happened to be a person of the opposite sex around her, so she picked up ready-made ones.There are some things that you don't need to ask explicitly, it will only make the situation embarrassing.She didn't expect to hear an answer like "I was careless" or "I was just kidding you."
And she also took the initiative to do something similar, in Qi Yuzhen's studio.He rejected her.At that time, he was still He Fei's boyfriend, and she didn't care.And now, she is Chu Zhao's girlfriend, and he doesn't take it seriously.He's probably hormonal-ridden.Xu You took a deep breath, stood up awkwardly, looked at him condescendingly, and then said, "Then it should be flattened, nothing happened just now." ”She turned to leave, but Ji Chun grabbed her hand.His palms were hot.Xu You was startled and stared sideways at him.Ji Chun didn't make any more moves, just whispered: "There are two things that I have always regretted.The first thing is that on New Year's Eve, I shouldn't have driven out with them.The second thing is that I shouldn't accept the He family's money. ”Two "shouldn't" changed his life.Xu You turned his face away, looked at the screen, and said after a few seconds: "The matter has come to this, there is no regret medicine in life."
What's more, the future life is still very long, you have now got rid of He Fei, everything is developing in a good direction, instead of thinking about the past choices, it is better to plan more for the future. ”Ji Chun seemed to smile, let go of his hand, took a look at the crumpled shirt in his hand, and then got up.Ji Chun: "That's what I said, I'll wash my face." ”Xu You: "Hmm. ”A few minutes later, the four stood on the side of the empty road waiting for the bus.The streets are quiet.The street lamps were scattered with soft light, shining four shadows, two of which were leaning together, Fang Xuan and Qin Yun.The other two, alone, each looking at one side, were Xu You and Ji Chun.Originally, Xu You wanted to call two cars, and she and Ji Chun went separately, but Fang Xuan and Qin Yun both said that she was not at ease when she was a girl taking the car home so late.Ji Chun also said: "It's still one, I'll send you first, and I'll go back to the hotel." ”Later, Fang Xuan and Qin Yun's car came first, and before the two got into the car, they greeted them with a smile.When the car drove away, the street was quiet again.Neither of them mentioned the episode in the private room of the bar just now, as if they had lost their memories together.Xu You took a deep breath.After a while, Ji Chun's deep voice broke the calm: "Xu You, look at me." ”Look at him?
Xu You subconsciously turned his head, not understanding what he meant.Ji Chun put his hands in his pockets, and the tips of his hair were a little damp, which was splashed when he washed his face just now.He stood under the street lamp with a smile, the light spilling down from his head, illuminating him, but also casting a shadow on his face, his eyes lined deeply, his nose straight, and the curvature of his lips revealed an inexplicable meaning.Xu You asked, "What are you looking at?"
”Ji Chun: "Look at me."
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Remember what I look like now, go back, and draw it for me. ”Xu You was speechless in an instant, for no reason, his eyes were a little sour.Every time Ji Chun makes such a request, in the blink of an eye, it is a matter of fact.His life, just over 20 years old, has already had many twists and turns.Xu You suddenly felt a little difficult to breathe, but he didn't dare to blink, just stared at him tightly, hard, firmly, taking this scene into his eyes and remembering it in his heart.Ji Chun smiled slowly: "I hope that when we graduate, we won't be too surprised to see me you are drawing now." ”Xu You took a breath and laughed: "It's okay, it's not unrecognizable, it's all you." ”Ji Chun raised his eyebrows and asked, "Do I still have several portraits painted with you?"
”Xu You: "Well, there are several.When you and your aunt move back, I'll give it to you together. ”Ji Chun: "Okay. ”On Sunday, Ji Chun returned to the city where he went to school.In the early hours of Monday, Chu Zhao returned.On the way home from the airport, Chu Zhao first left a message for Xu You's WeChat, saying that he wanted to talk to her about something and asked her time.Xu You hadn't slept yet, and was tossing her graduation work.When she saw WeChat, she asked, "It's okay at any time, you can set it." ”Chu Zhao's answer surprised her: "Then why don't you just do it now?"
”Xu You asked: "You just got off the plane, don't you need to rest?"
I can do it tomorrow. ”Chu Zhao: "There will be a meeting tomorrow morning, and other things have been arranged in the afternoon, so I'm afraid I won't even have time to drink water."
And, I want to see you now. ”Xu You stared at his words and smiled: "Just want to see me?"
”Chu Zhao also smiled: "I naturally have other ideas, but I am too tired, my physical condition does not allow it, and I am afraid of falling off the chain."
Let's talk, shall we?
”Xu You laughed, can she say it badly.Xu You: "Hmm. ”Chu Zhao: "Then I'll tell the driver to turn around and come over to pick you up first." ”Half an hour later, Xu You waited for Chu Zhao's car on the side of the road.In the back seat, Chu Zhao was wearing a well-made shirt and trousers, the collar of the shirt was unbuttoned, his face was tired, and a pair of dark eyes seemed to have a suction force to suck her in.He pulled her into his arms and ran the hair through her ear.Xu You has been busy in the studio for a day, she is very decadent and her hair is messy, but the way she laughs is bright and dazzling.Chu Zhao sniffed lightly on her neck and whispered, "The smell of oil paint all over the body." ”Xu You: "Smoked you?"
”Chu Zhao shook his head: "It smells very good, I've been missing it for the past two days." ”Xu You smiled again, then raised his hand, landed on the collar of his shirt, traced the line, and said, "It's the first time to see you dressed so exquisitely, elite style." ”Chu Zhao's hand tightened on her waist and said, "I went home to the company, and it was decided on Saturday, and I wanted to tell you earlier, but I had to go on a business trip temporarily, and I didn't want others to convey it, so it was too late." ”Xu You said "um" and accepted it very calmly, without any objections, which made Chu Zhao a little surprised.Xu You asked, "Is the work hard?"
”Chu Zhao said: "If it's physical, it's more tiring to take pictures.Now the work is tired.Still, given time, I'll get used to it. ”Xu You lowered his eyes and rested his head on his shoulder.Neither could see each other's eyes.Chu Zhao's hand rubbed gently at her elbows, wrists, and finger joints, and asked, "Is it sour?"
”Xu You: "Sour, it's almost wasted." ”Chu Zhao: "Have you thought about it later?"
”Xu You paused, raised his head and looked at him: "What do you mean?"
”Chu Zhao said: "My photo shop is going to be deserted for a while, and I can't take a lot of work, so I let my assistant do the daily work, but I can only push off the big work."
But I don't want to close the door for the time being, there are a lot of trivial things to deal with, and those equipment, it's a pity to leave the dust. ”Xu You: "So what?
”Chu Zhao: "So, are you interested in taking it?"
”Xu You was stunned.What?
Xu You: "Me?
Don't be kidding, I'm not going to catch it. ”Chu Zhao was very upright: "I'm not joking, it's also thoughtful."
If you can't take the big job, I'll push it off, but if the small one comes over, don't you want to try it?
I will talk about it in the early stage, even if you are a newcomer and the other party is not at ease, for the sake of my face, I will be willing to give you a chance.But whether you can seize the opportunity or not depends on yourself. ”Xu You stopped talking, in addition to being shocked, she was also digesting the information in these words, and at the same time considering whether she had this catty.Chu Zhao continued: "Actually, this is not a conflict with our original plan, you have been asked to do a few jobs before, you are at ease, and the customer is also very recognized."
Now it's just that you're allowed to work independently in advance, and I'm not there to guide you, so you have to figure it out yourself.Of course, if you really can't figure it out, just call me.Like commercial auctions, don't be greedy, take one one, be steady and steady in the early stage, and then expand your business after making a little famous.This is also due to the fact that you still have advertising work in your hands, and if both sides are very big, your time and energy cannot keep up, which is also unrealistic.Fortunately, they are all just starting now, and they can be reconciled, and if there is any development in the future, they will be adjusted. ”The author has something to say: Ji Chun in the first half of the chapter, Chu Zhao in the second half of the chapter.The ability is really great, I don't see it, I don't see it~......
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☆、From the campus to the society 10 to take over Chu Zhao's photography business?
Xu You was silent for a long time, hanging her head to imagine such a scene, her heart was "thumping", excited, timid, afraid, and wanting, even she couldn't say it herself.She looked at her fingers, their tips trembling and tingling.She has to admit that she likes the feel of holding a paintbrush and a spatula, and she also likes the touch of pressing the shutter, a heart divided into two halves, and loves both sides.And Chu Zhao's words, she also understood.Hobbies are luxury goods for some people, and without strong economic backing, hobbies cannot be maintained at all, and like her, she can do what she likes and make money from it, this road is very difficult.If you want to make money, you must have skills and cultivate craftsmanship, but the aura will also be compromised.Regardless of whether you go well or badly, you can only bear the frustration and pain by yourself.It is said that most people who engage in art tend to be mediocre, and only a few people can reach a realm, either, if they are not crazy, they can't live, such as Van Gogh who cut off one of his ears, Hemingway who committed suicide, or, "become a Buddha on the ground", "Taoism is natural", and see everything in the world through.However, these are too far away from Xu You, and she also knows very well that she has no luck to enter that realm, she is self-aware, so she should be more pragmatic to consider the present and the future, how to stabilize these two bowls of eating.It's like the kind of work that Chu Zhao took over that was ten days and half a month away, and she couldn't control it now, and she couldn't afford it, so she would go on a business trip for two or three days at most.And the oil painting can't be put down.Photography is her adventure and another way out, and oil painting is her retreat and comfort zone.After thinking about this layer clearly, Xu You raised his eyes and looked at Chu Zhao, and he had already begun to think about not planning: "But my photography skills are not good, and my professional knowledge is not strong."
Am I going to start making up for my homework?
”Chu Zhao said: "You know the basics, and you can study when you have nothing to do, but you don't have to believe too much in the dead knowledge in the books."
Skills are alive, and the deep doorways are not learned, but are all experiences and feelings that have been explored, and everyone's feelings and time of enlightenment are different.You have aura, explosiveness, inspiration, and some of them may not appear until you play on the spot, and no one can teach you this, and you can't have a formula to follow like math.To put it bluntly, no matter how high your understanding is, there will be no shortcuts, just shoot one by one. ”Xu You knows this, some of the photographers in the circle are famous, and when asked how many pieces of photo paper they have consumed, they basically start with tens of thousands, and there are not a few who have hundreds of thousands.The price of photographic paper ranges from tens to hundreds.Even if you reach the master level, you won't only shoot one shot, at least you have to take a sample five or six times first, and the finished product is still behind.This is the same as painting oil painting that consumes paper, brushes, and oil paint.In oil painting, you smell the smell of oil paint and acrylic paint, and in photography, you smell the smell of instruments, photographic paper and developer.Xu You closed his eyes and thought of himself when he was young, touching the camera in his father's photo shop, with infinite yearning and curiosity.Then, the photo shop went out, she held the brush tightly, grinded out the calluses on her hands, and practiced the pen day by day, from the fingers to the arms, to the shoulders and cervical spine, every joint was hurting.Whether it is a painting or a photograph, it is a presentation of the picture, and they will take her into another world.It's so cool, it's so bitter, if you don't like it, you won't stick to it until now, the so-called works with artistic value are also the "feel" that has been honed behind the scenes for many years of hard work.At this point, Xu You suddenly thought of Qi Yuzhen and smiled instead.Chu Zhao raised his eyebrows and looked at her.Xu You said: "I want to say hello to Sister Yu Zhen and discuss a plan, it seems that in the future, I will take less advertising work, and I will guard a few specialized customers, and I will not accept miscellaneous ones."
The rest of the time, I'll touch the shutter. ”Chu Zhao smiled: "What I can help you with is to help you gather a few resources in the early stage, and it depends on your own how to play it." ”Xu You nodded: "I will work hard to run this photo studio as well as possible, and I hope not to waste photo paper in vain." ”Chu Zhao: "It doesn't matter if you are wasteful, you are not afraid if you hit a wall, how can you come out without falling on your heels, especially artistic creation, who has not pointed out black history, these are traces of growth." ”Xu You let out an "um", hugged his waist, and squinted out of the car window.For a while, she felt that every cell of her was alive, and for a while, she felt that she was really lucky to meet so many good "teachers".First Qi Yuzhen, then Chu Zhao.She learned a lot from them, and they were the ones who led her through the door.She saw Qi Yuzhen, who had the courage to pursue oil painting and the courage to give it up temporarily, and Chu Zhao, who was obsessed with studying photography but had to let go of it.To pursue one thing, it's hard.It's harder to let go of what you like.If you want to convince yourself of the unwillingness and pain in your heart, outsiders will not understand.The next day, Xu You told Qi Yuzhen about taking over the photo studio.In fact, if she takes over, she won't hand over the business to her, and those are all taken care of by Chu Zhao's male apprentices and assistants, and Xu You's focus on oil painting is still on weekdays.After Qi Yuzhen knew about it, he didn't speak for a long time.Her silence made Xu You feel uneasy.But Qi Yuzhen didn't say anything in the end, only said: "You have decided, just study hard and learn to be a good person, but don't put down the oil painting, you know?"
”Xu You promised: "No, oil painting will always be my favorite." ”Xu You didn't know that Qi Yuzhen called Chu Zhao that day, and this was the first time that Qi Yuzhen had contacted Chu Zhao so formally and actively after they ended their relationship.