An Zishan's junior high school is at the seat of the township government, and his home is about eight kilometers away.Anzhuang Village, an ordinary village to which Shanyang Township belongs, is also An Zishan's home.Because their homes are so far away from the school, these students are boarders, boarding in the school's dormitory from Monday to Thursday evenings, returning home from school on Friday afternoon, and returning to school on Monday morning.Every Friday afternoon after school, you will see a group of excited junior high school students riding all kinds of bicycles out of the campus like a speeding bike.An Zishan still remembers that when he was just in junior high school, he had to stay in school, and he couldn't go home for a week.When I am homesick, I go to my eldest brother, when I have no money to eat, I go to my eldest brother, and when I am bullied, I go to my eldest brother.In An Zishan's eyes, the eldest brother An Ziliang is omnipotent, sheltering himself from the wind and rain, guiding himself through the maze, pointing out the path of life for himself, and moving forward all the way through thorns and thorns.This may be the personal experience of many family eldest brothers or elder sisters.An Zishan followed his eldest brother An Ziliang like a fart, and it was not until he went to college that he was far away from his eldest brother, and An Zishan slowly matured.In fact, the reason why people mature in this life is because they carry too many things, and experience those humors that no one supports, those righteous battles that have suffered losses, those betrayed trusts, and those love that cannot be reciprocated, and then they are forced to mature and turn all this into the ability to protect themselves.But if you can be carefree and like a child all the time, who wants to accept that so-called maturity?
Accept the pain of the scar tearing again and again, accept the drunken dream and death every night, accept the disguised smile and the tears swallowed silently.An Zishan was inexplicably a little nervous, a little excited, he could go home after school in the afternoon, he hadn't returned home since he was reborn, and he thought of his old parents in his previous life, and his eyes were red.After the morning exercise, An Zishan took out a bag from the hole in his table and opened it.He took out the last pancake and took out a rectangular aluminum lunch box with a handful of leftover fried pickle gnocchi, and this was his breakfast.When I was in junior high school, because I lived in the school, I needed to bring food from home, and An Zishan's family was relatively poor, although the school had a small canteen, I could only occasionally buy a little food.I usually buy it on Friday, because the food I brought is basically finished.Students who live on campus will bring meals on Monday and eat until Wednesday, and Wednesday is the time to deliver meals after school, and students who are not too far from the school can go home to get meals and continue to eat until Friday, and those who are far away need their parents to deliver meals.All the students who live on campus are very much looking forward to Wednesday, and every Wednesday afternoon after school, you will see a strange sight at Sanyang Junior High School.Groups of junior high school students lay on the iron railing at the gate, looking at the crowd outside.Because my parents come to deliver food on Wednesday, I can eat a good meal, such as stuffed buns or fire, such as hot and soft oil cakes.At other times, you can only eat pancakes, only pancakes can be stored for a longer time, and the pasta with filling will soon be sour and rotten, and you can't put it away.Stir-fried pickle gnocchi is the most common pickle, cut the pickle gnocchi into shreds, soak them in water, fry them in a hot oil pan, put them on the chili peppers, and fry them.The salty and spicy fried shredded pickles can be stored for a long time, regardless of winter or summer, and will not mold quickly, and it has become the only dish in the junior high school life of the Ann brothers.Seeing the only pancake in his hand, a trace of bitterness appeared on the corner of An Zishan's mouth, and he had nothing to eat!
This is perhaps the saddest reborn, he has nothing to eat, he thinks wildly.There were still five cents in his trouser pocket, which he had seen in the morning when he was running exercises, but he couldn't use it.Breakfast will be at that, although it is not enough, five cents for lunch is enough.I won't go to the eldest brother, and it is estimated that the eldest brother will also run out of food.In fact, now An Zishan has thought that the eldest brother's meal is larger than his, but he brings the same amount of food and pocket money as him every week, how can it be that every time An Zishan has no food to eat or goes to him with a greedy mouth, he will have spare pocket money?
The only possibility is that he saved it and gave it to An Zishan, as for what the eldest brother eats, now I think it depends on his friends, the eldest brother at that time was very popular.Use chopsticks to pick up some pickles and put them on top of the pancakes, then roll them up into a long strip and hold them in both hands and stuff them into your mouth.Hmm, so familiar taste, awesome.An Zishan chewed the pancake in her mouth slowly, glanced at the same table, the same meal as herself, it seems that her family's situation is not too rich.was eating, suddenly there was a commotion at the door of the classroom, someone pushed the door in, An Zishan raised his head when he heard the sound, looked at the door, and saw An Ziliang walking over with three people."
Brother" An Zishan stood up excitedly and waved his hand vigorously at them.I accidentally saw the same table also looking at the eldest brother, a trace of disgust flashed in his eyes, An Zishan's face sank, the eldest brother was his closest and most respected person, Zhang Lingling's look made him very unhappy."
Papa" "Why did you kid eat, we finished eating early." ”The slightly round man next to An Ziliang smiled and patted An Zishan's shoulder, with a look of affection."
Hiss, pain, pain, Brother Si lightly."
An Zishan grinned and bared his teeth, this brother Si has a lot of strength, he is also strong, he is more than one meter and eight meters tall, he really has a big waist and a round waist, and he developed too early.Brother Si, whose full name is Si Weigang, is in the same class as the eldest brother and one of the eldest brother's good buddies.After the eldest brother fell in his previous life, Si Weigang helped a lot, and he also settled in Zhaoshi, and he was very familiar with An Zishan.An Ziliang looked at the burden and lunch box on An Zishan's table, and frowned.Then he took it out of his pocket and said with a smile: "Zishan, this is a dollar, you take it, buy food at noon, I won't go back with you after school in the afternoon, you go home first, we need to have a teacher-student conference in the fourth year of junior high school." ”An Zishan looked at the immature face of the eldest brother, his heart ached slightly, the immature face in front of him, the eyes full of courage, fighting spirit, and hope.After many ups and downs and vicissitudes in the future, the age of forty is already full of wrinkles, and there is no longer a dazzling light in his eyes, which is covered by the turbid world."
No need brother, I still have money, I can buy food at noon, you can keep it."
An Zishan shook his head and smiled.An Ziliang's face turned cold, and he scolded lightly: "Let you take it, where is so much nonsense, take it, go home in the afternoon and ride slowly, let's go." ”An Ziliang forced the money into his brother's hand, did not allow him to refute at all, waved his hand and turned his head away.Si Weigang smiled, waved his hand at An Zishan, and walked out.An Zishan stood there stunned, watching his eldest brother and his friends leave, a hot current surged in his heart, whether it was in his past life or this life, the eldest brother used his domineering to disguise his care and love for himself, just like their father.I still remember when I was in elementary school, on Children's Day, my mother gave the two of them a total of five cents in pocket money.He had never gotten so much money, and An Zishan was happy, and he ate three ice creams and a whole bag of sesame sticks.He spent all the five cents, the eldest brother An Ziliang didn't eat anything, the whole June 1st just drank boiled water, and the eldest brother at that time was just a child.After An Zishan graduated from college in 08, he has not found a job, and for more than half a year, An Ziliang always finds various reasons to stuff him with money, each time three hundred, five hundred.I work late every night and return to the rented house, but as long as An Zishan doesn't rest, I will talk to him about finding a job.Then comfort him, ask him if he has any money to spend, if he has encountered any difficulties, accompany him to the interview, accompany him to the beach to relax, and enlighten him.An Ziliang in elementary school, An Ziliang now, and An Ziliang in the future slowly merged together like three images in front of An Zishan's eyes, and slowly walked out of this classroom.In the corner where no one was looking, An Zishan's eyes slowly turned red and he muttered to himself."
There is no time to be quiet, but someone is carrying the weight for you."