Liang Zhen didn't receive a call from Chen Zhilan until noon, when she had already returned to the south building and was packing her luggage in the bedroom to take to the United States.After the phone was connected, Chen Zhilan spoke for a long time and asked, "You...
You put the money in my cupboard......
Liang Zhen put down the half-folded clothes and replied, "The money is for you.""
Give it to me?
Why did you suddenly give me so much money?
This ......," Chen Zhilan's voice sounded a little excited.Liang Zhen let her slow down, "The number is not very much, but it should be enough to find a store near your community to open a breakfast shop, at least you don't have to worry about it in the future." ”"Xiaozhen, you are really ......"
There was a cry over there.Liang Zhen doesn't like to hear people cry, and she has been tired of hearing people cry recently, so she interrupted Chen Zhilan's crying at the right time."
I'm going to study abroad, and I'm not in the country for the next few years, take care of yourself!"
After Liang Zhen hung up the phone, he sat alone on the floor for a while, with half-packed bags behind him, and floor-to-ceiling windows in front of him, with a gentle breeze outside the window and a sunny day.She felt that her life was about to enter a new stage, just like watching Chen Zhilan leave in the valley more than ten years ago, a little confused, but also a certain certainty.The next day, Liang Zhen went to see He Guifang.He Guifang's mental state is acceptable, but she is thinner than before.Liang Zhen told her to pay attention to her body.Chen Xingyong is still the same, but because of the nurse's cooking now, he looks much cleaner than before.Liang Zhen didn't stay long, and when she was leaving, He Guifang sent her out and mentioned Chen Jiamin in the corridor.“… I went to see her a while ago, and she said she wanted to meet you, if you have time these days, can you take a trip?
”Maybe it's also because she has experienced a lot of things in a row, He Guifang no longer cries and cries at every turn like before, and now she is standing in front of Liang Zhen neatly, looking a little more understanding than before."
What does she want to see me for?""
I didn't say anything specifically, but I think I should thank you in person, after all, you helped a lot in the lawsuit."
Liang Zhen smiled bitterly, "No, I didn't help much." ”He Guifang also laughed, "I know it in my heart, I believe that girl also understands it in her heart, as for what she wants to say to you, I don't know, I'll know when you go to see her." ”After Liang Zhen went back, he thought about it all night, and finally decided to go and have a look.Not long after the trial of the case, Chen Jiamin was officially moved from the detention center to the prison to serve his sentence.Liang Zhen asked for the prison address from Gao Bo and asked the driver to take her there early the next morning.The local prison, on the outskirts of a county-level city under the jurisdiction of Sizhou, takes about an hour and a half by car.The weather was not very good on the day Liang Zhen went, and when he set off, it was gray outside, and when he arrived at the prison gate, it had already started to rain directly.The driver held an umbrella and said that he wanted to send her in, but Liang Zhen refused."
You wait for me in the car, I'll just go in alone."
She got out of the car with an umbrella.It wasn't a visiting day every month, so she asked Gao Bo to say hello in advance before she could come to visit.I went to the door and reported the name of a certain leader inside, and soon someone came out to greet him.Liang Zhen followed the people arranged by the other party into the iron gate, which was surrounded by high walls, and some motivational slogans were written on the walls with blue paint.Nowadays, advocating humanitarianism, even if it is a prison, it will not look too cold in terms of architecture and arrangement, but it may be because of the weather, Liang Zhen felt a little out of breath after walking in.To get to the visiting room, you need to pass through an open space, on which there are basketball hoops, badminton nets, and some sports equipment, but perhaps because of age, the paint on the equipment has almost peeled off, and the net pocket at the bottom of the basketball hoop has long been gone, leaving only a rusty iron ring hanging on it.In addition, the remaining land is overgrown with weeds, and some of them have even exposed their crusts, which have been watered by the rain and have been cranked with mud.The insiders who brought her in probably saw that she had been staring at the open space, so they enthusiastically introduced, "This is the event venue, which is usually used for them to let the wind out, but the weather is bad today, so I didn't arrange for them to come out and walk around." ”The visiting room was not far from the gate, and after Liang Zhen registered, he was led directly in, sat on a chair and waited for about ten minutes, and the prison guards inside took Chen Jiamin out.At first glance, Liang Zhen didn't recognize it, and only reacted when she approached.Chen Jiamin inside was handcuffed by the prison guards, and she habitually twisted her wrist before she sat on the chair inside.There was a thick layer of glass between the two, Liang Zhen looked at Chen Jiamin inside, cut her hair short, and wore a navy blue cloth shirt issued by the prison, the cloth shirt was wide, and she rolled her sleeves several times in a row before revealing a small part of her arm.In my impression, Chen Jiamin at this time should be embarrassed and even weak, but in addition to the dull complexion of the person in front of her, the whole person looks quite energetic, and even Liang Zhen feels that she is a little fatter inside than when she was outside."
You ......"
Liang Zhen opened her mouth to find that she couldn't hear inside, so she picked up the microphone placed at hand.She took the microphone, and Chen Jiamin also took the microphone, leaned into each other's ears, and looked at each other for a few seconds.Liang Zhen spoke again: "How are you doing?"
”The corners of Chen Jiamin's mouth hooked, still with her usual arrogant expression, "You've seen it all, what else can you do in this ghost place?"
”Liang Zhen was used to her attitude, but he was not angry."
You're already used to it, aren't you?""
It's ok, it's a bit difficult at first, but I'm used to it and find it okay.In addition to eating, sleeping, working and being in a daze every day, you don't have to worry about other messy things, which is better than being outside, what about you, how are you doing?
Has he remarried Zhong Yu?
”Liang Zhen: "No!
”Chen Jiamin: "No?
You blocked the gun for him, and he still hasn't remarried you?
”Liang Zhen smiled, "If I block the gun for him, will he have to remarry me?"
”Chen Jiamin: "Then what else are you trying to do?"
”Liang Zhen shook his head, he didn't bother to explain his feelings for Zhong Yu to Chen Jiamin, or even if he explained, the other party might not understand."
I'm going to study in the United States."
She changed her words.Chen Jiamin was stunned, "Are you still planning to go out?"
”"Why don't you go out?"
Chen Jiamin paused again and smiled, "Yes, with your donkey temper, you will definitely die to the end if you decide on one thing, but think about you going to study, otherwise would you really stay at home and take the baby to hang out?"
”Liang Zhen: "......"
Chen Jiamin: "Besides, the difference between the two of you is so big, if you keep it the same, he may not be able to see it after a long time in the future." ”Liang Zhen couldn't help laughing when she said it.Chen Jiamin sighed, "What's so funny, I'm telling the truth." ”"Well, the big truth!"
Liang Zhen continued, "But I didn't go to study in the United States for him. ”Chen Jiamin snorted disapprovingly after hearing this, "Maybe it's not all for him, but you dare to say that there is no reason for him?"
”Liang Zhen: "......"
Chen Jiamin: "You actually have a little inferiority complex in front of him, right?"
”Liang Zhen: "......"
Chen Jiamin: "You have low self-esteem, your birth, family background and education, which also leads to your insecurity, not enthusiastic about anyone, even if you are facing the person you like, you always keep a certain distance, consider everything will be better in advance, thinking that you will not get hurt in this way, right?"
”Liang Zhen was a little unable to catch Chen Jiamin's words.Chen Jiamin didn't give up, "Did I say yes?"
You're such a person, don't admit it!
”Liang Zhen: "......"
Chen Jiamin: "So do you know why I hated you so much before?"
”Liang Zhen: "Why?
”Chen Jiamin: "I think you are very hypocritical, you can pretend, you obviously have nothing, and you are very inferior in your heart, but you still have to put on a lofty posture, I used to think this kind of person is very disgusting." ”Liang Zhen: "......"
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She was a little speechless.Dare to love yourself all the way away, is it to listen to her count and criticize herself?"
You said you wanted to see me just to say these things to me?"
Liang Zhen asked rhetorically.Chen Jiamin: "Can you listen to me?"
”Liang Zhen swallowed and took out twelve points of patience, "You say!"
”Chen Jiamin: "But I'm more jealous, do you know why I'm jealous?"
”Liang Zhen: "Huh?
”Chen Jiamin: "Because I always felt that a selfish, indifferent and hypocritical person like you didn't deserve a good life. ”Liang Zhen: "What do you think?"
”Chen Jiamin: "Yes, I thought so before, but then I found out that the truth seems to be different from what I thought, no matter how difficult your situation is, you can keep yourself awake, even if your sobriety is cold and selfish in the eyes of many people. ”After listening to this, Liang Zhen nodded, "I agree with this, I may really be more rational than most people." ”Chen Jiamin: "You are not only sensible, you will always put yourself first, you will always think about your own interests first, and love yourself more than everything, so you will not do wrong things, nor will you go the wrong way, because you are calculating and moving forward every step of the way, but to say that you are absolutely indifferent, it seems that you are not, otherwise you will not help me when my dad has an accident, and you will not help me find a lawyer before, including the night of the kidnapping, you will not rush over to help Zhong Yu block the gun, so sometimes I feel that I can't understand you a little, what the hell are you...
Is it indifference or soft-heartedness?
”Liang Zhen smiled after hearing this, "It's all there." ”She has a distinctly A and B side, so she will move between two extreme personalities, but most of the time she is sane and calm."
But there is a sentence you just said right, I may really love myself more than everything, but this is not wrong in itself, because only by loving yourself enough can you have the courage and strength to love others, on the contrary, if a person does not even love himself, what is the qualification to love and be loved?"