Chen Jiamin has undergone plastic surgery, slimming, and injections in recent years......
I tried everything I could to make myself "better".She has indeed become "better", her legs are thinner, her waist is thinner, her face is sharper and smaller, her skin is whiter, she is reborn when she goes out, and there is no trace of cramped and shabby before, it can be seen that Chen Jiamin has really spared no effort on the road of "getting better" in recent years, has suffered a lot of hardships, and has suffered a lot of crimes.But what about the end?
was dropped out of school, used, forced to the edge of the cliff step by step, and finally imprisoned.She was originally just a girl who had just turned twenty, maybe a little selfish, a little snobbish, and greedy for vanity, but these are all common problems of girls of this age, but why did she fall into this field?"
I've worked hard, and I've never given up on myself, but don't I deserve love?"
Chen Jiamin asked Liang Zhen rhetorically.Liang Zhen shook his head, "You are working hard, but your efforts are in the wrong place, you do love yourself, but your love is too narrow." ”"Why is it narrow-minded?
Is it necessary to block the gun for him to be considered not narrow-minded?
”Liang Zhen closed his eyes and sighed."
I never felt how great it was to block the gun for him, it was just a helpless move at the time, but if there is another better way, I will not be stupid enough to gamble with my life, after all, I still have Doudou, I will be sad if I have an accident, and in the same way, even if I save him, I never feel that he owes me, saving him is my own choice, and it has nothing to do with him.After Chen Jiamin heard her words, he relieved himself for a long time and said, "You are really a weirdo." ”"Really?
Possibly. ”Liang Zhen also knew that her thoughts would look weird in the eyes of most people, but she really thought so."
Like it, love or not, in fact, you don't always have to ask for something in return, and I never feel like I need to be attached to anyone, of course, you are right about one thing, I have inferiority complex in my heart, but it is these inferiority complexes that continue to spur me forward, not to fall behind, not to lose myself, not to waste time."
She has her own careful thoughts, and she also has her own big picture."
And you know where your biggest problem is?"
Liang Zhen looked directly at Chen Jiamin opposite, "Your biggest problem is that you have empty ambitions and desires, but you don't care about yourself, and you don't know what you really want." ”"Youth" is a very contradictory word, which means hope and is also full of confusion and pitfalls.In this bizarre world, everyone has ambitions and desires, but some people can ferry to the shore, and some people can only fall into the torrent and die in their twenty-year-old youth.Life is not easy, so always be enthusiastic and always be sober."
I don't know how you define your feelings for Zhong Yu, but in my opinion, your so-called dedication and effort is just a kind of self-loss, but fortunately, it's not too late."
Liang Zhen looked at Chen Jiamin on the other side of the glass, a little girl in her early twenties, the flowers were red and the fragrance was lush, but she had to spend three years in this high wall."
Do you believe that time can reshape a person?
Maybe when you go through some hardships, you will be able to understand what I am saying now, but the process and the results of this need to be borne by yourself. ”Chen Jiamin looked at Liang Zhen in a daze, unable to make any sound for a while.Liang Zhen knew that she was definitely not moved by her words, but really didn't understand much."
Sometimes I think you're very powerful, hot-tempered and ruthless, but sometimes I think you're just a simple little girl who hasn't suffered hardships..."
Liang Zhen couldn't help but laugh when he said this, "It's good to make a mistake this time, at least it can teach you a lesson earlier." ”Chen Jiamin was of course uncomfortable when she heard this, and her eyes looked like she was going to eat people.Liang Zhen felt that she was relieved to do so, indicating that despite such a big blow, she did not collapse."
You don't need to stare at me like that, I know what I said just now is not good, but you might as well think about it when you are inside, whether they make sense, and I brought you something this time, and someone will hand it over to you when the time comes, if you think it is useful, keep it, if you think it is useless, throw it away or give it away, whatever you want."
At this time, the prison guards inside began to urge, informing them that the visiting time was about to end."
Okay, I've said everything I need to say, you take care of yourself inside!"
When Liang Zhen walked out of the visitation room, the rain outside had stopped, and she walked out alone along the way she came, passing by the clearing again.After a heavy rain, the weeds in the clearing were beaten to the ground, and the ground was muddy, but these did not affect the sky to float and be blue and pure.Liang Zhen raised his head and breathed a sigh of relief, and walked out of the prison with his bag on his back.At noon, Chen Jiamin was stopped by someone as soon as he walked into the cafeteria."2711, your cousin brought you something, go get it to me later."
After lunch, Chen Jiamin went to the staff to get something, a cloth bag, which should have been sealed, but all the things sent in need to be inspected to make sure that there is no problem before being released, so the seal of the bag has been opened, but there is also a layer of plastic bag inside, and it is impossible to see what is contained.It's quite heavy in my hand.Chen Jiamin carried the cloth bag into the room, opened it, and removed a layer of plastic paper wrapped on the outside, revealing a thick stack of neatly organized books.English, Chinese, Mathematics...
Most of them are textbooks for high school promotion, as well as a few supporting exercises and self-study guides, in addition to a few well-written notebooks.The notebook opened, and on it was Liang Zhenjuanxiu's handwriting.There is also a book on top - "There is a Tree in Brooklyn".The cover of this book is very old, and the corners are even rolled up, which shows that the owner has read it countless times.Chen Jiamin slowly opened the book and saw two lines written in an inky blue pen on the title page - "Living, struggling, loving our life, loving all the joys and sorrows that life gifts, that is a kind of realization." ”Chen Jiamin's fingers touched the two lines of words, and tears welled up in her eyes......
Liang Zhen saw all the people he should have seen and done all the things that should be done.The only regret is that I can't watch Doudou step into the first grade with his schoolbag on his back."
But it doesn't matter, you go to study, and your mother also goes to study, and we will encourage each other in the future and make progress together!"
She raised her hand and gave Doudou a high-five.The little one seemed to be accustomed to her "departure", and this time there were almost no emotional ups and downs."
Mom, then let's compete to see who can win the first place."
Because the ticket was booked too late, there were only seats left for the trip that took off at 11 o'clock in the evening.Liang Zhen had already packed his luggage in advance, and took a nap after lunch.Maybe she had a similar experience before, and this time she seemed more calm and calm, but Aunt Shen was in a hurry."
Does the hell the gentleman know you're leaving tonight?
Why didn't he move at this hour?
”Liang Zhen was amused by her eager roar."
What do you want him to do?""
At least I should come back to see you off!""
No need, I'm not a child.""
That's not what I said, you don't go for a day or two, no, I have to call Master Sun to ask."
Aunt Shen turned around and was about to get her mobile phone.Liang Zhen pulled the person back, "Don't be busy, others shouldn't be in Luzhou." ”"Got on a business trip?""
Well, it seems that there is a new project to be launched in City B, and he has been staying there all this time.""
But didn't he rush back to the last Doudou school exam?"
Liang Zhen smiled, "Okay, you go and let the kitchen prepare dinner, and I'll go to the airport after eating." ”On the flight at eleven o'clock, Liang Zhen asked the driver to send her away at seven o'clock.She was still not used to the parting scene, so she didn't allow Aunt Shen and Doudou to send it, and said goodbye to them directly at the door, and got into the car and closed the door without looking back.The traffic was good all the way, and there was no jam when crossing the business district.An hour later, Liang Zhen arrived at the airport without incident.Get the boarding pass, store your luggage, go through the security check, and it's not smooth to pass by.The weather is good during the day, there is no wind or rain, and there will be no delays in the evening flights.Liang Zhen also browsed the two issues of magazines she had been trying to buy in the aisle shop leading to the waiting area, which was so unexpected that she felt that the start of this trip was perfect.Liang Zhen stuffed the two magazines into the bag he carried with him, and when he checked out, he saw that the shelves at hand were full of sugar.She doesn't usually like sweets, but for some reason that day, she took two boxes and threw them on the counter to check out.After more than half an hour, the words on the screen have begun to be turned, and the voice broadcast indicates that the flight to NY is ready to board.She bought economy class this time, and she had to queue up with a large number of other people, and the line slowly moved forward, and she was caught in the crowd and slowly moved with her, all the way to the cabin.Maybe it was because he changed his boarding pass late, and he didn't choose a place in the aisle, so Liang Zhen finally stuffed himself into the window seat inside.As soon as Liang Zhen sat down, the guests in the position next to him also came over, a man who looked about fifty miles away, wearing a big gold chain around his neck and a big gold watch on his hand.He sat down, and Liang Zhen subconsciously leaned his body against the window."
I'm sorry, I'm fat, you can take care of it!"
The gold watch man greeted Liang Zhen.The corners of Liang Zhen's mouth twitched, but he was speechless.The plane took off quickly, perhaps because it was too late, and the travelers who were rushing in the early morning were already quite tired, so the cabin quickly returned to quiet, and the middle-aged man next to Liang Zhen had already entered the dream, tilting his head with his legs crossed, and snoring like a convulsion came from his half-open throat.Liang Zhen suddenly felt that the good start just now had all come to naught, and he even had a premonition that the flight of more than ten hours would be long.She had to plug her headphones on, wrap herself in a blanket and put on her blindfold, lean back on her body and back, almost curled up into a corner......
Fortunately, she has been sleeping well recently, and it didn't take long for her to feel a deep sleepiness, but just when she was about to fall asleep in a daze, the chair next to her began to shake, as if someone was talking, but the voice was very low.She still had headphones in her ears at the time, and she was too sleepy to care.