Although it doesn't make sense to ask or not.Because no matter which one it is, Long Yanzhao can't accept it.is not only as the Ninth Five-Year Honor, but he is played with and applauded, and he can't get over his face and dignity.It's also because that person is Gu Jingyuan.After so many days, Long Yanzhao has recognized one thing, he is angry, but he is also angry about his ignorance and dullness.I didn't even notice the other party's thoughts.I'm even more angry that I actually like each other.If he doesn't like Gu Jingyuan, killing and letting him go is just a thought, and if he goes to court the next day, he will still be the emperor who has the whole world in his eyes.But once you like someone, you will want to win the other person's attention, appreciation and admiration.In the past, he wanted to be a good emperor, but he wanted to be a queen mother.But I don't know when he started to care less about the Queen Mother's eyes and attitude, he wanted to be a good emperor even more, because he hated iron and steel.Eager to kick the old tree off, the emperor's figure swayed twice, and knocked his sharp temples fiercely.So what is he doing here, humiliating himself?
The emperor sneered.The most important thing to do at this time is indeed to let Gu Jing want to leave.Not only to let him leave Beijing, but also to release him from his heart.But in his heart, a small voice still made him unable to believe that Gu Jingyuan would make such a big game because of a moment of fun, fooling the entire Dayi Dynasty, and playing for three years.Whenever he wants to tell himself not to be stupid and stop making excuses for the other party, those tearful eyes will appear in front of his eyes.Then the pain in the heart will be like a knife.Anger and hatred can't compare to this kind of distress.Even Long Yanzhao was puzzled, why was this, he still felt distressed for Gu Jingyuan.Although later, Long Yanzhao was extremely glad that he did not give up Gu Jingyuan like this.Because it was a long time before he knew why Gu Jingyuan's eyes were so smart, bright and clear, like he could speak?
Maybe it's his soul, making a final call for help.Gu Jingyuan heard the noise outside the courtyard, and then he was always a little distracted.Rong Qing was already drunk, and he didn't even drink as much as Gu Jingyuan.Gu Jingyuan later lost his interest in drinking, and when he saw that Doctor Rong was drunk, he helped the other party back to the room, and then went back to his own room, ready to rest.He still used to sleep with a candle burning.It's just that even though I'm tired during the day and drink alcohol, I still can't sleep.Gu Jingyuan lay on his side on the bed and quietly looked at the candlelight hanging on the wall.I don't know how long it has been.Suddenly, a dark shadow appeared on the wall.Gu Jingyuan found out for the first time, and immediately turned around to check, but before he could see the person clearly, his eyes were covered with a big hand.The smell of ambergris mixed into his nose, and Gu Jingyuan was clicked.I couldn't move or speak, and my eyes were still blindfolded.He heard the man say, "ShhhhThe familiar voice became extremely hoarse.I'm resting tomorrow.Come and talk to you.Chapter 40 Death to Life, Life to Death Long Yanzhao didn't know what he was doing.You may not close your eyes for a few days, your mind is dull, and your hands and feet will not listen to your calls.So much so that by the time he reacted, he had already touched Gu Jingyuan's bed.Gu Jingyuan is still familiar with the scent of soaphorn.The moment he hugged each other from behind, suddenly, the emperor's heart was fixed.The empty embrace finally hugged the other party's thin body again, Long Yanzhao sighed contentedly, and all the previous hesitation faded.As long as you can hug him like this, it's worth everything.May you not be afraid, I just wanted to come and talk to you.Gu Jingyuan, who was pointed, couldn't move, and Long Yanzhao himself was tense.He found a comfortable position for the other and asked him to lean into his arms, but he still kept his back to him.The emperor was a little unfortunate to look directly into Gu Jingyuan's eyes now.Afraid of people freezing, he also wrapped people in a quilt.Then, Long Yanzhao gently pressed against his back.But I don't know what to say.Why don't we talk about hearts?
I've never told you anything about me before, and Ah Yuan never told me about myself, and I told you everything about me, so you can tell me everything about you, okay?
As he spoke, Long Yanzhao half-raised his body to see Gu Jingyuan's reaction.But Gu Jingyuan had already closed his eyes.Even if he didn't cover the other party's eyes with his hands, Gu Jingyuan didn't want to look at him.This realization made Long Yanzhao feel a little sour.But even if the other party said that he didn't love him and just used him, he put up with it, and it was obvious that he could still run over in such a hurry, and the slightest refusal would not be taken to heart by the emperor.It's all here, so let's try again one last time.He has also thought about it a lot in the past few days, and he really hasn't cared much about Gu Jingyuan.He didn't know where his knowledge and talent came from, and he didn't know why he liked to wear red.In addition to liking spicy food, he didn't know what other things Gu Jingyuan liked and what hobbies he had.He didn't even ask where such a long scar on his eyebrow bone came from.Why hasn't it been asked?
Because I don't think it's important.Because of Gu Jingyuan, he never needed to ask.He is well-behaved, sensible, restrained and powerful.He always appears beside him in every detail, as if he has no half of his own temperament, no edges and corners at all, smooth and delicate like beautiful jade.But it is also this warm jade, which sticks to the skin and wears it for a long time, which will be ignored.But it's not right to ignore the other person.Gu Jingyuan is also human and real, and it is obvious that he also has emotions.He just doesn't ask for it.Although he doesn't ask for this, it is very likely that at present, it is because he can't give him anything in Gu Jingyuan's eyes, and he can earn what he wants, so he doesn't ask for it.But it should be regarded as a compensation for the previous indifference.For the last time.He wanted to ask Gu Jingyuan's damp eyes.The young man's eyes didn't want to open no matter what, and Long Yanzhao didn't care.Then when you say yes.I will say it first, and then I will say it.The emperor grinned and lay back again.The long arms re-encircled the narrow waist that haunted him, and Long Yanzhao still didn't know what to say.So I'll tell you about when you were a child?
Actually, there is nothing to say, I actually have very little memory of this capital.When he was a child, he lived a good life as the prince with the greatest potential.I have little impression of the queen mother, but at that time my father loved him, and until he was seven years old, he was the most honorable master in the palace.Later, after being accused of being punished by the six relatives.In those two years, his father's health was indeed getting worse and worse, and King Hao, who was almost born with him, was still a natural disease, so his father listened to the warlock's slander and sent him out of the palace.That's where I met Aqi.When Long Yanzhao said this, he raised his head again to look at Gu Jingyuan's reaction.Gu Jingyuan still didn't react, his eyes were open before, and he just looked ahead calmly without the slightest fluctuation.The corners of Emperor Yuwen's mouth pulled out an arc far-fetched.Yes, Ah Yuan doesn't like him, how can he care about his past with Ah Qi Long Yanzhao said intermittently.Say whatever comes to mind.Ah Qi came over this time, hoping that I would send troops to help him, but I always felt that he had changed.I discussed with Prime Minister Yang Cheng that they could send troops to help him, on the condition that he sign a contract between the two countries.But Ah Qi did not agree.I am the king of a country, how can the king of a country be a child's play?
I can give him my life back, but I can't be accompanied by the soldiers and national strength of Dayi.Did I do something wrong?
Gu Jingyuan still couldn't speak.He had already closed his eyes again, as if he were asleep.Long Yanzhao gently fiddled with a lock of his long hair.Ah Yuan's hair is black and shiny, but it is thin and soft, and it is easy to touch.Subconsciously scratched his cheeks with the tip of his hair, and the emperor felt fresher.In the past, except for sleeping in bed, he had never held Gu Jingyuan for such a long time.Observe him, hug him, and scrutinize every hair of his hair.There has never been me, and I don't know if I have changed, or if Ah Qi has changed.In the past, Ah Qi would never be strong.This time he wanted to seize the throne, as soon as he opened his mouth, he borrowed 50,000 soldiers and horses from me, and refused to sign any conditions, not to mention that he couldn't convince the hundred officials and the people, even I couldn't convince myself, I would rather personally assassinate the prince of Beirong for him, and I really couldn't send troops to help him, I didn't say that he shouldn't come to me, but he asked for this, I really couldn't help, in fact, a long time ago, when I just returned to the palace less than a year ago, Ah Qi also wrote to me for help.That time, Long Yanzhao didn't notice Gu Jingyuan, who had been closing his eyes tightly in front of him, and Huo Di opened his eyes.He said: Ah Qi didn't write anything on the letter that time, only asked me to borrow more than a dozen people, but the letter was much more sloppy than what he had written to me before, and I intuitively felt that something had happened, and I really wanted to go to him in person at that time, but I was sick at that time.Gu Jingyuan's eyelashes twitched.But Long Yanzhao also fell into the memories that were haunting him, and he didn't notice it.His tone was sluggish, and his voice became even hoarse: he had been sick for almost a year.I don't know what kind of illness I have, but my body is ulcering and sore, and the high fever does not go away, and it is difficult to get out of bed during the time, I seem to have walked countless times near the ghost gate.But it turns out that I am really hard-hitting.Long Yanzhao smiled lightly, not feeling happy, but with a hint of self-deprecation.It was only when I got through and recovered that I went back to investigate and found that although there was no clear evidence, all the evidence pointed to my mother, who was poisoning me.She wanted to poison me.I don't know when Long Yanzhao's voice became choked.The most painful scar buried deep in my heart is if I want to take it out and tell someone.It is bound to experience a period of skin and flesh blooming, and flesh and blood flying.Even the Ninety-Five Venerable would be in pain.Even if he is the Long Yanzhao who was beaten and scolded and bullied by everyone when he was a child, he would not cry.Gu Jingyuan's eyelashes trembled even more.But he was pointed at the acupoint, and he couldn't say or move.He could only let the people behind him hold him tightly.It's been a long, long time.It was King Yan and King Guangping who entered Beijing successively, and the ministers saved their lives.Long Yanzhao's voice returned to normal.Later, my relatives were weak, and the queen mother could only rely on me again, and I lived a healthy life to the present.When I was sick, the Queen Mother said that she was weirdly ill, and spreading it would shake the hearts of the people, so she issued a death order, and no one was allowed to mention it again.I don't really blame her.It's my bad life, which has affected her.But I hate her.So what did I do wrong?
As for that King Hao, don't expect me to be responsible for him, I'm not a bad star.I was only killed by a traitor, and my father believed that I was a bad star.Gu Jingyuan closed his eyes again.A tear fell from the corner of the eye, silently, soaked into the pillow towel, and disappeared.It wasn't until a long time later that Long Yanzhao, who had finished complaining about King Hao, went to look at his side face again.All the beauty of the world was condensed on this face, and he wanted to kiss him on the cheek, or kiss him on the lips.But before he could make a move, he stopped again.The emperor lay back down, hugged Gu Jingyuan, and buried his head in the green silk he poured.Later, I met Ah Yuan.His voice filled with infinite nostalgia rang out.The days with Gu Jingyuan seemed dull at first glance, but now that I look back, it is by no means dull.Because every day is sweet.It's not as sweet as candy.But it's the kind of sweetness that is subtle and evocative.He doesn't have many good memories in his life.So it's very detailed.Even if he doesn't have to confess, because the person concerned is in his arms.You don't have to think about it either.At this moment, the sluggish brain became extremely clear again, and the pictures with Gu Jingyuan in the past were vivid.But Long Yanzhao still couldn't help but think about it carefully, thinking back to every detail that he hadn't noticed, and said it very slowly.Little by little, it tells the story of those years that were once thought to be ordinary, but now they can no longer be had.I don't want to finish it.Therefore, as soon as it is said, it is said that it is dawn.In Gu Jingyuan's hoarse voice, he had fallen asleep quietly at some point.Quietly taken into his arms, the body that was untied automatically wrapped in the quilt and formed a ball.Long Yanzhao's voice was hoarse and he didn't say anything.Just look at this man's sleeping face.If the memory can't be returned, can he have Ah Yuan again?
Long Yanzhao didn't know.At the end, he chuckled and scraped the bridge of Gu Jingyuan's handsome nose in the air.By the way, you see, I digress to talk about it.probably really said it casually, he was obviously talking about Ah Qi just now.That time, Ah Qi asked him for help, although he was sick and couldn't leave the palace at all, but fortunately, the person he trusted the most was on the border of Beirong at that time, so he sent him directly.Later, I realized that I was just thinking too much, and Ah Qi didn't have anything to do, but became King Beirong's favorite child.Later, Ah Qi wrote him a last letter, asking him not to mind anymore and saying goodbye to him, and they never contacted him again.After a while, Long Yanzhao didn't say these things anymore.He didn't wake up Gu Jingyuan, but got up gently, helped Gu Jingyuan cover the quilt, and turned over out of the courtyard as if he had never been here, and rode directly in the direction of the capital.In the end, he still didn't integrate Cheng Yinzhuo into the palace.In the past few days, the other party has sent people to urge him several times, and he has been avoiding many of them.But at this moment, Long Yanzhao suddenly understood.