Understand how indecisive you used to be.He can't pay what he owes Ah Qi.But if you don't like it, you don't like it.If he can't let go of Ah Qi, how should he love Ah Wan openly and blatantly?
If he can't give anything to Ah Yuan, how can he be embarrassed to ask the other party to regard him as the first?
While the horse was galloping, Long Yanzhao only felt that he had cleared a layer of thick fog.When I think about things differently, I feel suddenly enlightened, and I finally understand what I have been thinking in my heart all along.The reason why he only dares to come to Ah Yuan secretly like this now, obviously angry with him, and still faintly feels that he lacks confidence and doesn't dare to really blame Ah Yuan, is it because in the eyes of outsiders and Ah Yuan, his mind has always wavered?
He never showed his liking to anyone.Including in front of Ah Wan himself.How can you blame him, he doesn't like himself.Long Yanzhao hurried back to the capital and went directly to the post station.Go find Cheng Yinzhuo.Chapter 41 Death to Life, Life to Death When Gu Jingyuan woke up, the sky outside was already bright.The events I experienced last night were like a dream, and it became like a world away.Gu Jingyuan looked at his room for a week.No signs of suspicion were found.The man came quietly, leaving without leaving a trace, and sat up with the quilt in his arms, and a green hair poured down.Gu Jingyuan closed his eyes.My eyes are still a little sore.That's not a dream.If it was a dream, how could he fall asleep so easily?
Rong Qing's voice came from outside: Why did you wake up later than me today?
You okay?
I'm in.Doctor Rong's voice sounded outside, and after a while, the wooden door creaked and was opened from the inside, and Dr.
Rong, dressed in green clothes, appeared at the door.Gu Jingyuan said: Brother Rong, please come in.Rong Qing didn't enter the house, just looked at him suspiciously.Yaoyang slept well yesterday?
He asked.Gu Jingyuan nodded as usual and said: It's okay.Although I didn't sleep long last night, I managed to get a good night's sleep.Therefore, his complexion was much better than in the past few days.It's just that I'm a little uneasy when I look at it.Previously, Rongqing asked him to wash, and it took him almost half an hour to wash his face.Then they had breakfast and lunch together in the courtyard, and halfway through the meal, Gu Jingyuan's movements stopped without warning, and his expression became blank again.Yaoyang?
Rong Qing asked puzzled: So what's wrong with you?
Gu Jingyuan hurriedly came back to his senses and shook his head.After a while, he said, "It's just a friend, and I always thought he didn't come to my aid because he had just taken the throne and was just as isolated."
In the latter words, Gu Jingyuan's two thin lips tightened and did not speak.His mind drifted back in time, when he was fourteen years old and was taken to his father with his brother for testing.Until then, his and his brother's identities were a secret to the outside world.Because their mother is a celestial yin.And for Beirong, which is close to the Western Regions, the beautiful Tianyin people are precious treasures, but if there is an extreme yin body in the child born, it is a bad omen, and the child must be killed.On the other hand, if the born son is not an extreme yin body, it will not have the slightest effect.Whether it is a beautiful daughter or an auspicious body, it is a good omen in the local area.Their mother gave birth to a pair of boys.The Celestial Yin people have a differentiation when they are teenagers, and until then, they are no different from ordinary children.He and his brother were kept outside, quietly waiting for the day when fate would be decided.But before that day came, Gu Jingyuan had always lived a life no different from that of a prince.Food and clothing, martial arts and hunting, what kind of treatment the brothers and sisters in the palace enjoy, he and his younger brother also enjoy.My father would visit them often in those years.He had ridden on his father's steed, and was often held in his arms and lifted above his head, and his father had always had great expectations for him and his brother.Their mother died when they were very young.Once upon a time, his father was of great significance to Gu Jingyuan.Even in my father's palace, there were many children.And the father was very kind to each of them.But Gu Jingyuan felt that it didn't matter.In order to win his father's affection, he could keep practicing.Practice all the time.Until you do the best.Beirong attaches more importance to force than Dayi.My father only liked them to hunt on horseback and fight with people, and he didn't like them to read poetry and books in the Central Plains.He didn't read it.Father likes boys to have masculinity, so he works hard day and night to practice martial arts, even if his face grows longer and more inclined to handsome, even Gu Jingyuan likes this kind of handsomeness very much.But before the age of fourteen, whether it was a martial arts competition or simple fighting, bending the bow and archery, there were few people in the palace who were his opponents.But everything changed that day, and when a drop of blood fell into the juice of the Demon Root Flower and turned blue, everything was different.If that drop of blood hadn't turned blue, he would probably have a name, Cheng Yaoyang.Gu Jingyuan can't imagine now why his father, who treated him well and praised him a moment ago, changed in an instant.The father smiled and took the younger brother away.That was the last time Gu Jingyuan saw them.In his memory, he seemed to have opened a pair of eyes, and watched in great panic as his father and brother gradually drifted apart.After that, what awaits him is to be thrown into a cold room until the day he is executed.Then came the long escape.The instinct to stay drove him to think of many ways to try to escape.The first one, he thought of Long Yanzhao, who used to play with him and was now Emperor Dayi.It's just that he finally handed over the news, but he didn't wait for the other party's support.It's still a bamboo basket for water.It must be inconvenient and limited to his ability to guess the other party, so he didn't blame him when he ran away, was chased and killed, and died nine times in the first place.I don't blame him.It's just that it was too cold at that time.There are always endless snowflakes in the heavens and the earth.It was as if his senses and perceptions were frozen by the cold ice, and for a long time, Gu Jingyuan couldn't think of anything.Unable to think.He is also unaware of the outside world.He doesn't blame him.It's really not weird.It's just that in those dark, invisible days, the figures of everyone in the past have become much lighter.They were still remembered by Gu Jingyuan, but their sense of existence was so weak.Except that everyone seems to have become less important.So much so that when he came to Dayi later, Long Yanzhao was just an emperor to him.An emperor whose relationship was so faint that he didn't need to be deliberately remembered and especially recognized.Bai Yueguangzhi said that in his eyes, it was just a frolic.The queen mother didn't like the emperor to stay, so the emperor, who had no power in the court to rely on, said that he only liked Cheng Qi.So much for.But he didn't know that Long Yanzhao was so miserable at that time.He didn't know that the emperor still remembered that incident.He didn't know that Long Yanzhao had done his best.Inexplicably, Gu Jingyuan's eyes were a little hot.Regardless of the past, at least one person is still genuinely thinking about him.He never thought that in this cold and hard world, he could also leave traces in a person's heart.Maybe it's worth it.Yaoyang heard Rong Qing's voice, and Gu Jingyuan suddenly came back to his senses.Doctor Rong looked at him uneasily: You seem to be very unhappy today.No.Gu Jingyuan smiled softly: I am very happy today.It's been a long time since I've been so happy.That's right.He also said that tomorrow I will leave for the south, thank you Brother Rong for taking care of me these days.Leaving tomorrow?
Rong Qing was stunned for a moment.But there is still some time before Yang Jin's death?
Rong Qing looked at him: Didn't you originally want to wait until you finished worshipping Yang Jin before leaving?
Don't wait.Gu Jingyuan shook his head.He blinked his eyes twice, the corners of his lips rose slightly, and smiled implicitly: he is an open-minded and unruly person, and he doesn't value these things in the first place.Gu Jingyuan looked at the sky, it was almost noon, and it was not suitable for worship.Otherwise, he would have wanted to go today, and he would have left today.Now that he has learned that Long Yanzhao really took him to heart, then he can't stay here even more.If he only vaguely felt that the emperor was moved by him before, he thought of the past between them, and felt that even though the emperor was affectionate, he would not lose his mind, so he didn't leave here in a hurry.Now that he knows the emperor's true nature, he should leave immediately.Regardless of whether Long Yanzhao likes Ah Qi or not.It doesn't matter if he likes Gu Jingyuan or not.The emperor finally got rid of Gu Yuanjin, and finally came to this point, his future is bright and unlimited.And he, a nameless man, still has an empty, ominous shell.I really shouldn't be here anymore.At noon, Rongqing was temporarily invited down the mountain by the villagers to see a doctor.There were medicinal seedlings that needed to be watered regularly, so Gu Jingyuan did not go with him, but stayed alone on the mountain to take care of the medicinal seedlings.It was also at this time that there was a small team of people outside the courtyard, and the momentum was huge.At least for Gu Jingyuan, who has a keen sense, it is enough to attract attention.Gu Jingyuan stood up.The bright red robe fluttered in the mountain wind of hunting, and he saw Cheng Yinzhuo opposite.In the heyday of the sun, Cheng Yinzhuo, who can compete with the sun and the moon when he smiles, provoked the corner of his lips at him: I haven't seen you for many years, second brother.Cheng Yinzhuo's injuries are not serious, and he has been well in the past few days.It's just that Emperor Dayi has been delaying and refusing to send troops, which makes him feel very irritable and a little uneasy.After thinking about it, he decided to go this way.Cheng Yinzhuo walked into the courtyard and sat on the rocking chair next to Gu Jingyuan naturally, the second brother's life was so free and easy, which was really the envy of the younger brother.Gu Jingyuan stood aside and looked down at him.Naturally, his gaze fell on the white scar on his brow bone.Cheng Yinzhuo was also looking at him.After looking at each other for a while, Cheng Yinzhuo laughed first.Why haven't I seen my second brother treat me like this for many years?
Are you still blaming me?
But I didn't dare to resist my father back then, and I was also frightened that day, and when you were locked up, I begged my father to intercede and interrupt him: I never blamed you.I knew it.Cheng Yin scorched.He did smile brightly.The golden prince who grew in the golden wire cage is the auspicious rui who descended on Beirong, and his appearance is peerless and sought after.The facial features are all flamboyant and smart, the eyebrows are flying, and the smile is natural and energetic, youthful and sunny.Cheng Yinzhuo suddenly grabbed Gu Jingyuan's sleeve.The smile on his face disappeared, and turned into hatred: But second brother, do you know?
Over the years, my life has not been as good as outsiders think.After you left, my father's health was not good.The crown prince relied on the fact that he had grown up in the palace since he was a child, and he had more opportunities to contact the courtiers, so he took the opportunity to win over the courtiers.Although my father nominally liked me, he also indulged the crown prince.I can't beat him.Cheng Yinzhuo showed an aggrieved expression.He pursed his mouth slightly.It was obviously a similar face, but it was an expression that Gu Jingyuan would never make.But when it fell on Cheng Yinzhuo's face, it looked so cute, so innocent and pitiful.He used this expression to look at Gu Jingyuan.Second brother, we have depended on each other since we were children, and you treat me best, so can you help me this time?
I always knew you were still alive, and I heard that you were doing well in Dayi, and that you were still with your Ryusi, you don't know how happy I was.Second brother, don't worry, I'm just borrowing your identity, and I want Long Si to lend me some soldiers, as long as he is willing, I will leave immediately, and I will never appear between you.So my good second brother, you can help me think of ideas again, you know him best, how can you get him to agree?
Gu Jingyuan let him shake his sleeves.After Cheng Yinzhuo finished speaking, he gently pulled out his sleeves.It's not that the emperor doesn't help you, but he just needs you to promise him some conditions.His voice was as cold as ever.Glancing at his lively and lovely younger brother, Gu Jingyuan said expressionlessly: As long as you promise him, you can borrow troops.How do you know he wants me to agree to some conditions?
Cheng Yinzhuo put away the expression of grievance just now, and looked at Gu Jingyuan suspiciously.I heard that you have been away from the Dayi Imperial Court for several days, and you are still as smart as before, second brother.He stood up and walked around Gu Jingyuan: "Then again, did you leave Chaozhong because you avoided me?"
Why don't you explain your identity to Ryuchi?
Gu Jingyuan stood with his eyes down and did not answer.He is often silent like this, which gives people a deep sense and seems unfathomable.Cheng Yinzhuo is a cheerful character, and he can't learn Gu Jingyuan.Because he couldn't learn, because such a second brother was always praised by others, he didn't like such Gu Jingyuan very much.But after all, he had a request, so he still took a deep breath and continued to blink: Then do you know what Long Si wants me to promise him?
The two countries will not go to war for 30 years, and they will pay tribute to Dayi every year If I agree, even if I become the emperor of Beirong, wouldn't I be a sinner for the ages?
Gu Jingyuan said: Then you don't agree.Cheng Yinzhuo: Gu Jingyuan looked at him seriously: you have to pay for everything you want.Hearing this, Cheng Yinzhuo couldn't help but sneer, and put on an expression of disbelief: No, you misunderstood, second brother.I'm sorry for you.Tell me, in order to save him, you were disfigured, your eyes were almost blind, not to mention, and your life was almost gone.What about him, but now he wants to tell me the conditions, do you know the second brother, the whole world says that he likes me, I don't know what's going on, and when I heard that he collected my portrait, I laughed to death.Now he can't tell the difference between you and me, you say it's just such a negative scumbag, what are you still protecting him for?