After a few seconds, she said: Just like you just said, how can I, a sick person, be taken care of by others?
Besides, you are still the person I am most sorry for, I can't die and still be sorry for you.She was transparent and generous, and it also made Anxi have nothing to say, so she couldn't tell Cen Ge that it didn't matter.An Xi put down the spoon, filled Cen Ge with a bowl of soup and went back: Let's not mention the previous things, let's treat them as old friends in the future.You can come to me for dinner when you're bored, but forget all about the past.Cen Ge looked at the soup with low eyes, and the corners of his lips were slightly hooked: Okay.She picked up the soup, replaced the wine with the soup, and clinked glasses with Anxi.After taking a sip of soup from each other, Cen Ge parted his red lips, had something to say, paused for a moment, and finally only said: Thank you.Anxi Dao: There's nothing to thank.Cen Ge replied: For me, yes.For me, this is something to be thankful for.Before today, I couldn't have imagined that you would sit and eat face to face with me like this.Anxi Dao: Didn't you say that you didn't mention the past?
I'm sorry.Cen Ge said, then let's talk about something else.After she finished speaking, she paused for a while and found the topic: I have watched your "Twin Fires", it is really a very good work.An Xi said unexpectedly: Have you seen it?
Cen Ge looked at An Xi's eyes, with a faint smile in his eyes, as if he was showing off: I have seen them all.An Xi was stunned, and then smiled a little carelessly.Cen Ge saw that she didn't believe it, so she started with the first online drama made by Anxi after her comeback, and chatted with Anxi one by one.She wanted to prove that she had really seen it all, and more than once, but unexpectedly opened the topic, and the two chatted happily until the end of the meal.After dinner, Cen Ge took Anxi to visit the back garden full of roses.The roses in the garden are taken care of by a professional team, and each branch blooms very beautifully.The garden is fragrant, warm and charming.In the garden, there is a flower gallery made of rose vines, and the light-colored roses are coiled on the flower stands, blooming in the wind, which is as beautiful as a painting.At noon, the bright sunlight shines through the flower branches, casting dappled light and shadow in the corridor.An Xi and Cen Ge walked side by side under the flower gallery.Anxi was also wearing a denim dress during the recording, and the skirt style was a natural pastoral style, showing her young age.Cen Ge occasionally looked sideways at her, and suddenly there was an illusion of traveling through time and space.It seems to have returned to her youth, she and An Xi stood side by side, bored in the bright summer sunshine, strolling through the garden.I was going to have your wedding with me here.Cen Ge spoke, and we wore our wedding dresses, walked through this rose corridor, walked to the priest, and exchanged rings and lives.An Xi stared at the shadows of the swaying flowers on the ground, unable to answer.Cen Ge chuckled and laughed at himself: Why am I talking about the past again.An Xi raised his head, looked outside the flower gallery, and diverted the topic: This place is very suitable for the elderly.Cen Ge said: Well, so I moved here after my illness.Have you always lived here?
When my physical condition is stable, I will return to my country.Cen Ge said that there are still many things in the company.You should actually rest more, don t always work so hard This sentence An Xi swallowed back into his stomach as soon as he started.Not suitable, she said.Cen Ge asked: What am I?
Anxi Dao: You are so hard.Cen Ge glanced at An Xi strangely, An Xi didn't speak, and after a while, she glanced at An Xi strangely, and An Xi couldn't help but say: What are you doing?
Cen Ge said: I always feel that you have another meaning in your last sentence, as if you were sarcastic about me.An Xi smiled: No, I'm praising you for your hard work and seriousness.I just couldn't think of anything else to do besides work.Cen Ge blocked a flower sticking out, and his tone became lower, I seem to have been a boring person with no hobbies since I was a child.If I'm free, I won't fit in.Cen Ge has not had any hobbies since she was a child, and all her free time is spent studying or working.Half of her achievements and fortune are due to her extraordinary intellectual gifts, and the other half is due to the efforts of her peers.She never wastes a single second of her time.An Xi found that she really couldn't imagine the picture of Cen Ge doing nothing and only eating and playing every day.The two of them walked around the garden, the sky suddenly darkened, the dark clouds rolled, and a strong wind suddenly arose on the sea, the waves were rough and undulating, the sound of the waves was deafening, and the storm was coming.The howling wind blew the roses to the side, and the petals broke off, and they were swept by the wind to the Anxi hair.Cen Ge picked up the petals for her: It's a change of weather, let's go into the house first, it may rain later.An Xi held back his long flying hair and nodded.The two took a shortcut and went back through the back door.On the way, An Xi glanced at the sea.The waves are very high, and in this case, small and medium-sized boats can't go, and if the wind and waves don't stop at night, then she can't go.Cen Ge seemed to know Anxi's worries, and said: Don't be afraid, I have a cruise ship, and I can send you out.An Xi was amused: It doesn't have to be so exaggerated.Cen Ge looked at her curved eyebrows, her expression was relaxed, and her eyebrows and eyes suddenly revealed a little tenderness: Then do you want to stay here for one night?
The wind was very strong, and Cen Ge's hair was also blown up, she raised her hand and gently parted her messy hair.She didn't know when she rolled up her sleeves, revealing her slender and white wrists, and her small silver-white watch flickered slightly in the darkening skylight.An Xi was flashed in the eyes by the watch.If the weather is too bad to walk, An Xi lowered his head and said, then there is no way, I can only disturb you for one night.Cen Ge smiled and said, "Yes."
Arriving at the back door, she stretched out and pushed open the door, allowing Anxi to go first.Cen Ge asked An Xi to rest in the room on the second floor, and she went to instruct the maid to prepare the guest room.The rooms are Japanese-style with floor-to-ceiling windows and tatami mats.Anxi sat cross-legged on the tatami mat, hugging and looking out the window.Sure enough, the heavy rain began to fall quickly.The rain line was dense, the window was hazy, and the roses in the garden were so depressed by the heavy raindrops that they soon fell out of the ground.It was a pity that it was beautiful and flamboyant a moment ago, but it was scattered by wind and rain in a blink of an eye.With such a big wind and rain, the mobile phone signal may also be cut off, An Xi thought in a fluttering mind, fortunately, she told Xiao Miao in advance that her itinerary had changed today, and she didn't need to pick up the airport.Thinking of this, An Xi had a flash of inspiration, and suddenly thought of another thing.She pulled the bag over, flipped out her phone, found the agent's number, and dialed out.The sea breeze was too strong, and the signal was a little unstable, Anxi dialed the number twice, and the call finally went out smoothly.The agent picked up quickly: Anxi, what's wrong?
Anxi Dao: I finished recording the variety show, but I can't come back now, and the time has changed.She deliberately stopped here and waited for the agent to react.It doesn't matter, you don't have an itinerary anyway.The agent said leniently, as long as you come back before the new drama enters the group.An Xi slowly hugged the pillow: Don't you ask me why I can't come back in time?
The agent paused for a second, and then said, "Don't you like me interfering in your private affairs?"
And you don't have an itinerary behind you, the time is all your own.Anxi Dao: So Xiao Miao didn't tell you that my itinerary has changed today?
The broker paused.As soon as An Xi decided to have lunch with Cen Ge, she sent a message to Xiao Miao, saying that her itinerary had changed today, and under normal circumstances, Xiao Miao would definitely report to her agent.Therefore, the agent should know the reason why Anxi didn't go back in time, and when Anxi asked, she wouldn't prevaricate with the reason that she didn't like □□ Shi.Unless it's something to hide.Agent: Xiao Miao may have said it, but there is too much information, I haven't seen it.Anxi is not salty or light: is it?
So this variety show "Little Home", is it really picked up by the studio?
The agent said: Of course it is, otherwise where will I go to pick you up a variety show that will be recorded the next day?
At this moment, Cen Ge, who had arranged the guest room, pushed the door and came in.An Xi looked at Cen Ge and said to the agent: I know.She hung up.Cen Ge also brought a dessert and put it on the low coffee table, she sat opposite Anxi, and asked casually: Who are you talking to on the phone?
An Xi put the mobile phone that had not yet turned off the screen on the coffee table and showed Cen Ge the communication record page.And my agent, guess what she just said to me.Cen Ge looked at An Xi, and his pupils moved slightly: What?
An Xi leaned forward, stared at Cen Ge's eyes, and said slowly: She told me that someone arranged for me to be on this variety show of Xiaojiayuan.Cen Ge was calm and calm without any flaws: Do you think it's me?
An Xi looked at her and didn't speak, and replied with an attitude.Cen Ge said: Yes, I admit it, it's me.She lowered her eyelids, her eyelashes pulling a lonely shadow under her eyes.Because I still want to see you, no matter how restrained I usually are, but every quiet night, I miss you like crazy.An Xi's face did not fluctuate, she put her hand under the coffee table, pinched her ring finger, and her voice was steady: You made a harassing call to me for a while, and then suddenly stopped calling, it was also your plan, right?
To hang me.Cen Ge retorted: No, the sudden interruption was due to my diagnosis of stomach cancer.No.An Xi shook his head, his expression was calm, Mr.
Cen, didn't you notice that your attitude was inconsistent?
Cen Ge's pupils flickered, and before he could speak, he heard An Xi's steady and determined voice: You are lying to me.Chapter 53 Cen Ge took a breath very lightly, and then gave up struggling, and said in one breath: Yes, I actually don't want to be ordinary friends with you at all, and I don't forget the past when you once loved me, I don't want to let go at all, even if I get sick and die.She made no secret of the greed, selfishness and madness in her eyes.I just want you to come back to me, I just want you to be with me for the rest of my life.Cen Ge's eyes slowly flushed red, and his eyes trembled, because I only dare to face the fact that I actually love you very much.An Xi was stunned, unable to believe what he had heard.You asked me before, have you ever loved you, and I'll tell you the answer now, it's not that I have loved, it's that I have always loved you.Cen Ge suddenly unbuttoned the collar of his shirt and pulled out a necklace from inside.Untie it and place it on the table.The pendant of the necklace is a very ordinary wedding ring, the wedding ring of Anxi and Cen Ge.When we first interacted, I was terrified that I loved you more than you loved me.Cen Ge completely opened up the darkness in his heart.Her eyes were red, and even the tails of her eyes were scarlet with patience: I was afraid that I would be humble, I was afraid that I would give too much and look inferior.I just want you to love me, you give me all for me, and I just sit back and enjoy it without taking any risks.An Xi was so shocked that she couldn't speak, she looked at Cen Ge in front of her with red eyes, fragile and paranoid, and felt strange.This is not the arrogant lady she had in her impression who was light and didn't look at anything.I want all of you, I want you to spend all your passion on loving me, no other hobbies, no other friends, no other things, just love me.Cen Ge looked at An Xi with red eyes and said slowly, just like my mother did to my father.I always thought that love to the extreme was what it looked like.Everything is the ultimate.It's selfish, it's scary, isn't it?
Cen Ge lowered her eyes, before my mother died, I asked her, have you ever regretted loving my father like that, and she replied to me that Cen Ge paused for several seconds, and her lowered eyelashes trembled and trembled.She just wasn't reconciled, she said.Cen Ge smiled bitterly, did you refuse to agree to the divorce later, is it just unwilling?
Actually, you don't love me as much as you first started.Anxi did not refute.Maybe she still loves Cen Ge just the same, maybe she doesn't.It was true that she was unwilling at the beginning, it was true that she couldn't let go of Cen Ge, and it was also true that she was obsessed and still loved Cen Ge.Emotional matters are too complicated, and the parties themselves may not be able to figure it out.Cen Ge continued: You said that I didn't look for you after the divorce, but in fact, I looked for you.It's just that when I found you, I saw you with someone else, and I paused for two seconds, as if brewing courage.I was outraged.I divorced you because I didn't think you loved me as much as before, I thought that after the divorce made you lose, you would cherish it more, but I didn't think that you would also be hurt, disappointed, and choose to leave.Cen Ge closed his eyes that were about to burst into tears, and his red lips, which were tense to the limit, couldn't help but tremble.Later, during the years when you went abroad and didn't want to come back, I was angry with you at first.I don't understand, you said that you love me for a lifetime, but only love me for a lifetime, why can't you do it.I thought, if you don't come back, then forget it, I don't want to go to you.Even if I actually miss you very much.Cen Ge held the ring on the coffee table firmly in his hand.Later, I knew that you had returned to China, and I was so happy that I thought you were coming back to me.On the day your plane landed, I was in the airport, and then I saw you and Qu Zheng and Qu Simian, a sweet scene like a family.On the day of the finale banquet of your first play, I came to you, and I thought that as long as I asked you for peace, you would definitely agree.We've all been like this before, and besides, I was more sincere than ever before.But you rejected me, again, and again.Brook.Cen Ge let go of his fingers, untied the necklace, took off the pair of rings, and staggered them in front of An Xi, what happened before, I really knew that I was wrong, and I was ridiculously wrong.I don't ask you to forgive me, I don't ask you to love me as much as you used to, I just hope that you can give me another chance.Her eyelids trembled, but she still cried, and as soon as the tears slipped out of her eyes, she immediately wiped them away.She tilted her head, forced the remaining tears back, and asked again in a strong and calm voice: Is it okay?
An Xi couldn't answer.She stared at the rings on the table, unconsciously pinching the ring finger of her left hand into a bruise.She suddenly reacted, after so many years, she had never let go.She couldn't ignore Cen Ge, couldn't be calm and calm in front of Cen Ge, and couldn't forget all the past she had with Cen Ge.Is she really not in love at all?
Anxi can't give an absolutely definite answer.Maybe her habit of being cheap in front of Cen Ge will never be changed, just like this action of pinching the wedding ring, even if they have been divorced for eight years.Didn't I already give you a chance?
An Xi slowly let go of his fingers, I promised you, I will come over to eat with you when you need it.