Cen Ge said: But you know, I want more than just food.An Xi smiled: But more, I can't give it out.Mr.
Cen, I am not a saint, I can pity you sick, it is already my limit.What else do you want from me?
Cen Ge lowered her head, and after a long time, she pretended to smile freely, and grabbed the pair of rings in the palm of her hand: Yes, it is already my luck that you can accompany me like this.An Xi didn't answer.Cen Ge stood up and looked out the window.I don't know when, the sky has been as dark as night, and in the dark clouds that are low, lightning flashes from time to time, and the rain is majestic, hitting the ground fiercely.It's just that the castle is soundproofed, and I didn't hear the sound of thunderstorms at all.The weather is really bad, do you want to go and rest for a while and have dinner later, I call you.She didn't say what she said.An Xi cooperated: Okay.Cen Ge clutched the ring: Then I'll go upstairs first.Anxi: Okay.Cen Ge took a deep look at her and turned to go upstairs.She hurried her steps and quickly ducked back into her bedroom and slammed the door shut.There were no lights in the bedroom, it was dark outside the window, and a gloomy storm swallowed up all the light.Cen Ge leaned lightly against the door panel, slowly raising his chin in the dim light, and then pulled out a low grin that seemed to be mocking and bitter, and with a little smug arrogance.Anxi said that when she lied to her, Cen Ge thought that she had pretended to have stomach cancer and had been discovered.So in a panic, she broke the jar and broke it, revealing her dark heart.During the conversation, Cen Ge guessed from An Xi's reaction that she didn't seem to have found evidence of her stomach cancer lie with certainty.That sentence you are lying to me may be lying to her, or it may be referring to other aspects.Cen Ge was relieved on the one hand, and on the other hand, he conformed to the situation, and poured out all his thoughts and emotions in his heart, as a collision wood to attack Anxi's heart defense.She saw the wavering emotions in An Xi's eyes as she wished, so she was sure that An Xi was not as hard-hearted as she usually appeared.As long as Cen Ge continues to attack and defend for a long time, sooner or later, Anxi's heart will be opened by her again.After all, since Anxi was seven years old, he has known Cen Ge, and for twenty-four years, half of his life is intertwined, how can they be separated?
Downstairs.After Cen Ge left, An Xi hugged the pillow and leaned against the wall.Outside the window, it rained like a waterfall.The sea breeze reversed direction and blew dense rain lines onto the glass walls, quickly blurring the smooth and transparent glass walls.An Xi was stunned to recall Cen Ge's words just now, no matter how many times he thought about it, he still couldn't believe that it was Cen Ge who said it.An Xi closed his eyes, lowered his head and buried himself in the pillow, his heart in chaos.After a long time, she suddenly remembered that she forgot to ask Cen Ge if stomach cancer was also a lie to her.But when I think about it, I don't think so.Who would use their own body to make such a joke?
And Cen Ge's identity is not ordinary, if she suffers from a terminal illness, it will affect not only her personal life trajectory, but also her company, and even the stability of the entire Cen family's status in the Longyue Group.Forget it, An Xi thought, since he said the past, let it pass, then don't care.Anyway, in the future, it's just a matter of having a few meals with Cen Ge.Anxi figured it out, went back to the guest room, took a shower, and lay down for an afternoon nap.The rooms are soundproofed, and the room is very quiet, so quiet that Anxi can't sleep.She got up and opened the balcony sliding door a crack, and wanted to leak a little rain in, but the howling wind swept the rain and immediately poured in through the crack, blowing Anxi with a grunt, and hurriedly closed the window again.In the end, she still failed to take a nap and wanted to swipe her mobile phone, but the storm cut off the signal, the network connection was unstable, and the information page could not be refreshed for half a day.I really couldn't sleep, Anxi got out of bed to watch the rain.The rain had subsided, but the wind was still strong, and the trees in the yard were blown slanted and skewed, and their branches were like upside-down hair, stretched straight by the wind.Anxi watched the wind and rain for an afternoon.In the evening, the strong winds subsided and the sea returned to calm.If you want to leave, Anxi can still walk now.But she suddenly didn't want to move, didn't want to rush to the airport, and then hurried back to a city where she didn't feel a sense of belonging.There is not much difference between this and that so-called home.
--Dinner was eaten in silence.The conversation in the afternoon seemed to embarrass Cen Ge, and she didn't speak much throughout the meal.An Xi remembered that when the two of them used to eat, it was the same, if An Xi didn't speak, then they would be silent.Because Cen Ge never took the initiative to talk.And the lively chat at the lunch meal suddenly lost its sense of reality like an illusion.Even though it only happened for a few hours.An Xi held the water glass, and suddenly felt that everything was very empty.Even what happened a few hours ago is as illusory as a dream, so what else is really real and meaningful?
The feeling crossed her mind.Anxi took two sips of water and put down the cup: I'm done.Cen Ge also stopped eating, and stopped talking for a long time, and finally only said: Well, then you have a good rest at night.Anxi Dao: You too.At night, the wind and rain subsided, and the phone signal was restored.Anxi made a video call to Mianmian, and before he could say anything, Mianmian was urged by Qu's mother to do his homework.Mianmian stuck out her tongue at Qu Mu, waved good night to An Xi, and then obediently hung up the video to do her homework.An Xi held the phone, sat cross-legged on the bed, stared at the dark sea outside the window, and fell into the familiar boredom and emptiness again.She was stunned for a while and decided to turn on the TV and watch a movie.The TV signal is still in a state of interruption, and you can only pick from a dozen movies in the cache.An Xi reluctantly selected a commercial film, and as soon as he pressed play, a dazzling lightning suddenly lit up outside the window, and the window glass shook violently.A huge thunderclap exploded.The lights in the room flickered and went out abruptly.There was a power outage.Inky darkness came in all directions, swallowing the silhouette of all the furniture in the room.Anxi couldn't see anything.It was also pitch black outside the window, with no moonlight or starlight, only the occasional white lightning.And the sudden white light frightened people's hearts.An Xi tensed her nerves in fear and groped her way to the big bed.Her phone was in the dark on the bed, and she couldn't see at all.The blind man of Anxi groped for several steps, and finally kicked the stool at the end of the bed, and was about to climb into bed when there was a sudden knock on the door.Someone is knocking on the door.An Xi was so frightened that his heart stopped beating and knelt directly on the bed.Creek, are you okay?
A flickering flashlight lit up in the crack of the door, and Cen Ge was walking outside the door, and the castle's generator suddenly broke down, so the power was cut off.An Xi touched the phone indiscriminately and immediately pressed it, the light gave her a sense of security, and her frightened heartbeat calmed down little by little.I'm fine.An Xi opened the door, and a large number of flashlights poured in, illuminating half of the room and Cen Ge's worried face.The flashlight was white, and Cen Ge's face was also very white, which looked very weird.An Xi looked at her face that was distorted by the flashlight, and for some reason, she suddenly laughed.The fear caused by the power outage dissipated a lot, and my heart was immediately relieved.Cen Ge didn't know why: What's wrong?
An Xi shook his head: How are you, are you scared?
Cen Ge shook his head, his voice calm: The spare flashlight maid has been found, and I am the only one for the time being.She glanced into the room, and was polite and reserved: Do you mind if I go into the house and wait for the flashlight to be delivered?
An Xi hesitated, she imagined the image of only herself holding her mobile phone, sitting in a strange and dark room, and the sense of fear immediately spread out again.This castle is also strangely large, the sound insulation is good, and there is no sound at all.It's terrible to be alone.An Xi nodded and gave up his position: You come in.Chapter 54 An Xi stepped aside and watched Cen Ge walk in front of her and enter the room.Cen Ge was taller than An Xi, and An Xi's eyes were just on her fair ears, and she tied up her hair, revealing the slender side neck outline completely.She also changed into a somewhat tight black dress, with a low V-neck, tightly attached to her chest, and a large piece of jade-white skin dangled in front of An Xi's eyes, making An Xi stunned.The tip of his nose wafted through the elegant smell of perfume, which was the smell that Cen Ge used to before, and this smell instantly brought back to Anxi's consciousness.Cen Ge crossed Anxi, entered the house, saw that she was still fixed at the door, and asked softly: What's wrong?
No.An Xi shook his head again and again and closed the door.The moment the door was about to close, she stopped.The atmosphere may be ambiguous when the door is closed, so let's leave it open.Anxi left the door wide open.Cen Ge placed the flashlight on the coffee table, the pillar of light against the wall, and dispersed into the room through reflection, and half of the room was shrouded in light.It's a single sofa sitting next to the bed.There was only one chair in the room, and An Xi had to sit on the edge of the bed, and after sitting down, she realized that this position was face to face with Cen Ge.As soon as she looked up, she saw Cen Ge's faintly smiling face.Cen Ge crossed her legs, her black toes and white insteps poked out of the loose skirt, she sat elegantly, gently resting on the arm of the chair with one hand, and looked straight at An Xi and smiled.The expression is very gentle, but the momentum and gaze are strong.Anxi was numb by her.The first joy of relief at the sight of acquaintances when the power went off vanished.She regretted that her mind was not clear for a while, so she invited Cen Ge in.Cen Ge's posture is clearly that the comer is not good.An Xi avoided her gaze, wrapped her arms around her body, and whispered: Don't look at me like this.Cen Ge laughed softly: What do you look at?
An Xi frowned, Cen Ge's attitude made her a little uncomfortable.I'm sorry, the next moment Cen Ge apologized, I got carried away for a while.An Xi was stunned, and Cen Ge continued: I am very happy that you let me into your room, so I got carried away, and I didn't respect you at all for what I did just now.After she finished speaking, Anxi had nothing to say.She lowered her head and smoothed out the folds on the bed, and said dryly, "It's okay."
The lightning had not yet subsided, and the dark sky was sometimes split by a blinding white light, reflecting the traces of torn clouds.There was a faint sound of thunder coming in through the thick walls of the castle.An Xi looked at the lightning that appeared intermittently, and tried to change the topic: What a thunderstorm, Cen Ge responded: Yes.No words.Be quiet.As well as embarrassment.An Xi looked down at his slippers, trying to ignore the uncomfortable atmosphere between the two.Cen Ge spoke at this time: Can you use your mobile phone to play songs to listen?
Yes.Anxi immediately unlocked it, opened the listening app and opened the listening app, what do you want to listen to?
Cen Ge said: I don't usually listen to it much, can you put what you like?
Because I can't connect to the Internet, I can only play cached tunes, and Anxi clicked into his own song list: Then I'll play it casually.Cen Ge: Hmm.Anxi's taste for listening to songs is very mixed, rock and lyrical, classical and modern, and listen to everything in opera.The song played randomly, and an old song "Because of Love" was released.Give you a CD from the past, listen to our love at that time, sometimes I suddenly forget, I am still in love with you Anxi, and immediately pressed the next one.Cen Ge wondered: Why didn't you let it go?
Anxi slid down the page and found an English song: I want to listen to English songs.The new song tune is brisk and drives away all awkward silence.An Xi rubbed his mobile phone, and the tactful tune of "Because of Love" was still echoing in his head.In a daze, Anxi seemed to hear the lyrics again, listen to our love at that time, and sometimes suddenly forget it, but this time the voice of singing this song is low and cold, and the timbre of the original song is obviously different.An Xi paused, and suddenly reacted, it was not her brain playing back, but someone was really singing.An Xi looked at Cen Ge in shock, she was the one who sang!
She can actually sing??
Cen Ge lowered his eyebrows, looked at the floor, his red lips opened and closed slightly, and sang the next sentence: I still love you.These few sung words were like piano keys stepping on An Xi's heart, falling with a trembling sound, which made her fingertips numb.Cen Ge only stopped singing here, and Anxi only put the song here just now.She slowly raised her eyes and caught An Xi's stunned gaze.An Xi panicked and instinctively avoided his gaze.I didn't admit that I loved you before.Cen Ge himself said, sometimes it seems to be true, and I will forget that I actually love you very much.An Xi replied: These are just a few lyrics, and they can't be used to apply facts, nor can they be used to explain the matter between you and me.Cen Ge was stunned for a moment, as if he had been hit.Is this so, she smiled lowly, I just think that this lyrics are very well written An Xi looked at her, and said: Have you ever thought about it, maybe you don't love me at all, you are just too used to being coaxed by me, and you are not used to it after you lose it, so you want to get it back.Cen Ge looked at An Xi's eyes and asked seriously: Then tell me, what is love and what is not love?
An Xi opened his mouth, unable to speak.The question is too complicated.Cen Ge said: I don't know how others define love, but in my case, love is possession, plunder, and desire, and it is the ugly desire/desire to swallow everything in the belly of the person you love.An Xi was stunned, he didn't expect Cen Ge to define love so greedy and rough.But in the eyes of normal people, love is giving, unjustified liking and bottomless tolerance, and occasional jealousy and madness.But Cen Ge said: I just want everything from you, and everything I want from you belongs to me.An Xi shook his head slowly: If you think so, then we shouldn't even be friends.I don't want to give you anything right now, so I can't satisfy you either.But that's okay.Cen Ge said in a hurry, I said, I just want it, you can not give it.It's your right.After saying that, she hurriedly stood up.Let's not talk about this topic, shall we?
I went to see why I hadn't found the flashlight yet.Cen Ge.An Xi stopped her, have you noticed that when we are alone now, it is actually very awkward and not natural at all.Cen Ge stopped.The flashlight reflected off the wall was illusory and light, and her figure was a little ethereal and blurry.So you see, we can't go back.Cen Ge didn't respond, only stubbornly took a step with his back, insisted on moving forward, and stepped into the thick bottomless darkness outside the house.I can't go back, so what?
If you can't go back, start over.After Cen Ge left, the maid quickly sent an outdoor light and told Anxi that the generator was damaged by lightning, and there was no way to repair it on the island, but there was a backup machine, but it was useless for too long, there was a problem with the line, and the line was being replaced, and it was estimated that the power supply would be restored in half an hour.