There was a lot of traffic at the entrance, and it was half blocked by the girls, and it became more crowded.An Xi looked at the black and white hairy rabbit in the cage, carefully avoiding the crowd.Cen Ge followed Anxi, was squeezed by the crowd, and stuck to Anxi's side, the two of them touched and rubbed their arms, their skin was warm, rubbing by, and it was itchy.An Xi sensitively retracted his arm and turned his head to look at Cen Ge.A breeze gently swept past Cen Ge, bringing with it a familiar and light smell of perfume.The smell instantly evoked the deepest memories that An Xi had forgotten in the bottom of his heart.She remembered the time when she leaned into Cen Ge's arms and sniffed the perfume on her body insolently.In just a moment, An Xi pulled out of the trance memory, and she hugged her arm: Don't get too close to me.Cen Ge apologized: There are too many people, I'm afraid of getting separated from you.An Xi said sullenly: Just follow closely, you don't have to be next to me.Cen Ge obediently said: Okay.Anxi went to visit the flower area.She walked down the street and looked at the flowers in every flower shop, but she didn't buy any.Cen Ge was about to make a move, and he wanted to buy it for Anxi, but Anxi refused.There are a lot of potted flowers planted on her balcony, and there are many flower bones, and they will bloom in a steady stream in two days, so there is no need to buy them.Anxi only bought a few bags of fertilizer, and then took Cen Ge out of the market.The exit and entrance of the market are next to each other, and they are all selling small animals such as birds, rabbits, and hamsters.An Xi glanced at the little rabbit in the cage a few more times.Want to get a pet?
Cen Ge opened his mouth, if you like it, you can buy one An Xi shook his head: No, I can't raise it.Cen Ge said: I'll help you raise it.An Xi was stunned.Cen Ge said naturally: Anyway, I don't have a job, so I can help you watch rabbits at home every day.An Xi couldn't help but look at Cen Ge's expression, she looked serious, not joking.Or a dog?
Cen Ge said, I think it is also very suitable to have a dog, it can not only accompany you every day, but also accompany you for a run.Anxi still shook his head: I don't plan to raise animals.When she got to work in the future, she was so busy day and night that she didn't have time to spend with them.Can you think about me then?
Cen Ge said suddenly.Anxi: ?
Cen Ge tilted his head to look at Anxi.The excessively bright summer sun fell on her face, illuminating her skin porcelain white, with a little bit of light red from the burning heat, white and red, and moist and moving.The sun shines through her eyelashes and into her eyes, reflecting the color of her iris, a faint caramel color.A little cold, and a little gentle.Thinking about raising me?
Cen Ge said, I am obedient and well-behaved, on call, and bring my own family.Anxi: She avoided Cen's eyes and said expressionlessly: You are making this joke a little embarrassing.Cen Ge said freely: Yes, then I will improve it next time.An Xi couldn't help but look at her, and was immediately caught by Cen Ge.Cen Ge looked innocently curious: What are you doing with me?
An Xi immediately turned his gaze away: It's nothing.Chapter 78 inspection is on June 14.Cen Ge drove Anxi over.Lu Zhen only notified the location, and then said that the doctor's surname was Yao, not the name of the hospital, and Anxi didn't bother to ask at the time, anyway, Lu Zhen wouldn't pit her.When they arrived at the place, Anxi learned that they came to a private hospital with extremely expensive fees, and the registration fee alone was 1,000, and the advantage was that there were professors with good skills and experience every day, and there was no need to queue up for consultation or surgery.Anxi stopped at the door, not wanting to go in.She had heard of this hospital, and the hospitalization fee was 4,000 a day, and even if Anxi had a little savings, she couldn't help spending it like this.Cen Ge didn't know that she was worried about money, and thought that she was unwilling to be treated.Cen Ge took An Xi's hand and persuaded her: Do the inspection first, okay?
An Xi wanted to shake off Cen Ge's hand, but couldn't break free.She simply said directly: I don't have so much money.Cen Ge reacted, opened his lips to speak, opened his mouth and paused for a moment before saying: From the past to the present, I have always owed you, and I should also bear the cost of your operation.Not to mention anything else, I do owe you money in terms of money, and you almost didn't want anything when you got divorced.Anxi Dao: These are two different things.Cen Ge held An Xi's hand tightly and led her inside.Then you will be considered to have borrowed it.Cen Ge said, you will pay me back in the future.After walking a few steps, Cen Ge said again: And the owner of this hospital is a friend of Lu Zhen, so he can get a discount.An Xi gave up theorizing with her.This hospital has fewer patients and more nurses, and is very efficient.Anxi finished the examination in the morning, and the full results would be available in the afternoon.It's just that Anxi's illness requires surgery, and the results can't be posted on the phone, so you have to wait for the results to come out, and then talk to the doctor about the condition and the details of the operation in person.Between the examinations, An Xi chatted with Dr.
Yao.Dr.
Yao is very optimistic and has been comforting Anxi, telling her not to worry, the operation will be successful, and after the operation, Anxi will have another repair operation, and she can return to her previous normal life.An Xi listened very carefully, but those words entered her mind word by word, and floated out before she could remember them.The doctor said a lot of words, and An Xi didn't remember them all in the end.She touched her chest, just thinking that she was about to have surgery, did she really need surgery?
After thinking about it, Anxi couldn't help laughing at herself.She didn't seem to want to live very much, but she didn't really want to die either, she swayed between two thoughts, so pretentious that she couldn't bear to look at it.was stunned, and his fingers were suddenly grasped: What's wrong?
Cen Ge looked at her with low eyes, the emotion in his eyes was very light, and he was so faint that he only had concern.An Xi came back to his senses, shook his head and smiled: It's okay.At noon, Cen Ge took Anxi out for lunch.The location of the hospital is somewhat remote, and the nearest shopping mall is more than 20 minutes away by car.There was music playing in the car, and the order of the music was random, so a song "Because of Love" unexpectedly jumped out.Anxi was originally looking at the street scene, and when he heard this familiar music, his fingertips shrank.Cen Ge also glanced at An Xi, and listened to the lyrics silently, she said: After the operation, will you go to the castle to stay for a few days?
The weather and air are good there, which is suitable for recuperation.An Xi didn't answer, she was listening to the lyrics.The sound of music slowly flowed out of the car stereo, and the lyrics sang: Although I often forget, I still love you.An Xi remembered the last time she and Cen Ge heard about the cane purchase in the castle, and suddenly asked: Do you really love me.When the car met the red light, Cen Ge braked, then turned his head and looked at Anxi intently: How am I?
In the song, the lyrics sing: I can still be crazy about you at any time.Anxi paused for a moment, and then said: Do you really want to put down your work and accompany me to treatment?
The green light turned on, Cen Ge looked at the road, and started the car at the same time, as if he was born to be like this: yes.Anxi Dao: Is it worth it?
Cen Ge glanced at An Xi again: Why do you ask like this?
Anxi leaned back in her chair with her face facing the window.The midday sun was scorching, and the entire road surface was reflective.Pedestrians are in a hurry on the streets, mostly with their heads bowed to avoid the harsh sun.Holly is planted on the side of the road, which tenaciously exudes green vitality in the hot summer.Cen Ge didn't wait for An Xi to answer, so he said to himself: Then when you treated me like that before, did you think about whether it was worth it or not?
An Xi replied in his heart, no.At that time, he was young and frivolous, love is love, and there is no regret when he digs it out.But not anymore.The older you get, the more you know that life is not easy, firewood and rice are expensive, and reality is far more important than blind love.But it's not worth it.Anxi Dao, no matter how much you do, I won't treat you like I used to do to you again.The past may become a simple past, but I will never forget the feeling I felt when I was hurt by you.An Xi stared out the window, but his vision was blurred by the sunlight.Maybe one moment I'm smiling and saying I like you, and the next I'll remember how selfish and cruel you used to be, and then I'll resent you, and I'll think about how I'm going to get revenge on you.An Xi turned his head and looked at Cen Ge.She had just been stimulated by the excessively bright sunlight, and when she looked into the dimly lit car, her vision was dim, and Cen Ge's side face was blurred.Don't you think it's scary?
Cen Ge drove the car, looked at An Xi with a biased face in the interval, smiled, calmly and frankly: No, I don't feel terrible, and I don't think you are such a person.An Xi looked away: How do you know I'm not?
Cen Ge said: Because I believe that you are not, just like you once trusted me, without doubt, and never hesitate.An Xi didn't speak anymore.The two arrived at the restaurant they had booked and ordered a meal.Cen Ge tried to stir up a topic to chat, but An Xi didn't answer, and the conversation couldn't go on, and finally fell silent in embarrassment.waited until lunch was almost over before An Xi said: Then aren't you afraid that we will be so embarrassed to eat every day?
Cen Ge said: We won't be embarrassed to eat every day, we need time to get used to each other again.She refilled Anxi's cup with flower tea.As long as you are willing to give me the opportunity and time, we will find the right balance together.Anxi asked: Why are you so sure?
Cen Ge raised his eyes, his eyes were firm and gentle: Because I love you, because I know that there will be no second person like you who will let me let go of all my guard and dignity like you.
--It was still early after eating, Cen Ge wanted to take Anxi to walk around, Anxi was worried about being recognized, so he took Cen Ge to the movies.They picked the latest popular sci-fi blockbuster, which lasted two and a half hours, and after watching it, they could almost go to the hospital to get the results.What An Xi didn't know was that on the way to watch the movie, photos of her and Cen Ge shopping were still exposed on the Internet, but these gossip photos didn't survive long before they suddenly disappeared.The gossip about Anxi and Cen Ge can only survive in the form of abbreviations and code words in the form of some obscure self-understanding Weibo discussions.The results of the examination are no different from those abroad, but the treatment plan given by the doctor is more detailed and specific, and a mannequin is used to mark the scope of the operation for Anxi, informing her which parts will be removed.After this part was finished, Dr.
Yao immediately added it: But you don't have to worry, these places can be manually filled and repaired in the later stage, and the technology is also very mature, not only is it no different from before, but it can also be more beautiful and erect.After talking about the surgery, he talked about the postoperative drug treatment, and introduced the effects and side effects one by one.An Xi listened and listened, slowly wandering away.She remembered the idea that came to her when she first learned of her illness and went on a trip around the world without treatment.An Xi lowered his gaze, and in the afterglow was the tip of Cen Ge's shoes.She stood beside An Xi, listening intently to every word the doctor said.An Xi looked at it for a while, and suddenly interjected and asked Dr.
Yao: Can I treat it conservatively?
Dr.
Yao was stunned: What?
Anxi Dao: No surgery, only medicine, I remember that breast cancer now has targeted drugs.Dr.
Yao glanced at Cen Ge in a daze, and then said to An Xi: However, targeted drugs may develop drug resistance at any time, which will delay the treatment time, and surgery is the best treatment for cancer at present.You're in the early stages, and the chances of a surgical cure are almost 100 percent.An Xi's voice was soft, but the attitude in his tone was very resolute: No, I choose not to operate.After speaking, she looked at Cen Ge.Cen Ge lowered his gaze and met An Xi's gaze.At this moment, Cen Ge suddenly understood An Xi's plan.She didn't see a doctor, but said, "Dr.
Yao, can you go out for a while?"
Dr.
Yao was told by the president and the hospital owner in advance that he was receiving a big VIP this time and could not be offended.Dr.
Yao quickly left the office.The door closed slightly, and the room fell silent.An Xi sat in a chair, and Cen Ge squatted down and looked up at her.Have you figured it out?
She asked, just take the medicine, maybe next month, maybe next year you will have drug resistance, then you will have another operation, in case your cancer recurs in a few years, there will be no way to take medicine again.An Xi lowered his eyes and looked at Cen Ge's eyes with a little downward stance.Do you dare?
I don't have surgery, I live with the □□ of cancer, and you want to reconcile with me, so can you tolerate this risk?
Cen Ge held An Xi's hand on his knee.What am I afraid of?
She smiled a little, and then made every day in the future the last.Every tomorrow from now on will be the last day of our lives, and I, like the Doomsday Saints, will love you with all my might, fanatically, uniquely.Cen Ge paused for a second, then said calmly and gently, but unswervingly: If you leave one day in the future, then I will follow you.She slowly tightened her fingers and held An Xi's hand firmly.So, do you dare?
Do you dare to promise us reconciliation?
An Xi flipped over the palm of his hand, and Cen Ge immediately buckled his fingers and shook her ten fingers.Why wouldn't I dare.An Xi heard himself answer, anyway, it wasn't me who was under pressure.Cen Ge smiled, she straightened her waist, stroked An Xi's side face with her other hand, her tone was calm and flat, and there was a kind of stable precipitation after a long stream of water: Then we will say okay, start to reconcile today, start every day as the last day today, start today, and be together for a lifetime.An Xi felt the temperature of Cen Ge's palm, slowly closed his eyes, and nodded.The author has something to say:I don't know if you will feel sudden (covering your face) but the text is over here.,Tomorrow.,Or the day after tomorrow it will start to be more extra-specific.,If you don't explain it clearly.,The extras will be clear.,So the extras may be a little long.,It may also be very short.,I'm not sure.。
--- the following long nonsense---- from the middle of this article, it has become different from what I originally planned, and many of the plots that I had imagined seemed to change my face when I wrote it.I seem to have this problem all the time when I write essays.,The text will always deviate from the outline after writing.,Not enough control.,I've written a lot of books.,Each one is as bad as ever.,Write and write.,It's not as complete as the plot of "Breathe".,The next book is a sweet article.,I don't know if I can write it well.,If it's not written well.,Maybe I'm just like this.。
This article has been quite controversial since the beginning of the article.,It's really bloody and brainless.,So I didn't read the comments much early on (I'm a glass-hearted hypocritical aunt.,Easy to be affected by comments),Recently, it's about half a month or longer.,I haven't opened the comment area at all.,Sneak a glance after last night.,I found that there was a child in the college entrance examination on the 8th who was still squatting on the day.,That day I broke off T^T.,I'm sorry.,I didn't put a leave note in time that day.,I thought I was so confused.,There won't be candidates for readers.。
I'm sorry I couldn't say hello to the kids who took the exam.