Finally, thank you for accompanying you all the way here, see you outside~ Chapter 79 Anxi's movie "White Peony" was shortlisted for the Jinna Film Festival at the end of August, Cen Ge plans to take Anxi to participate in the film festival as an audience, and by the way, play and relax nearby.A few days before departure, Anxi was so free that he went to Qu Zheng's house and stayed with him for a weekend, taking away the last few boxes of sundries he had stored in Qu Zheng's house.Anxi asked Qu Zheng to throw away these things directly at first, and they were all messy idle supplies.It may never be useful to keep it, but it will take up space.Qu Zheng was worried that he had accidentally thrown some important items, and he didn't deal with it, so he asked Anxi to check it and throw it away.These things are received in cardboard boxes and placed on shelves in the utility room.There are two boxes in total.It was full of scattered things, notebooks with a few pages written, unused notebooks, cosmetics giveaways, spare chains for handbags, Anxi rummaged through them, and threw away everything that would probably never be used.The first box was sorted out at the end, and she saw a pink and white envelope, which was sent by Cen Ge on Anxi's birthday the year before last.It's been more than a year, and the pink and white envelope shell has been bored by time into its stale color, and it is a little gray.Anxi put it on the floor and didn't take it apart immediately.After the last carton was packed, Anxi sorted out the things he didn't want in one box, and the rest to be taken away was packaged in another box.With the tape attached, she sat cross-legged on the floor with one hand on the cardboard box, staring at the envelope.She was hesitant to open it.Since it was a letter from more than a year ago, most of the content in it was confessional explanations, plus words such as admitting that she loved her.At that time, Cen Ge couldn't say it, so he wrote it in a letter, but now, Cen Ge has said these words many times.There is no need to open the letter anymore.An Xi sat for a few minutes, and finally picked up the envelope and opened it.There are three pages in it.The first is a pink-white letter paper, with Cen Ge's words written in blue-black ink, and the handwriting is deliberately converging and graceful.Creek, it's me.Today is your birthday, I wish you a happy birthday.Actually, I really want to see you and say happy birthday to you in person, but when you see me, you will definitely avoid it immediately, and you will not accept my birthday gift.So I thought about it for a long time and decided to write to you.I remember that you used to ask me to write you a love letter, but at that time I didn't cherish you, I didn't write that letter seriously, and now I think about it, I regret it.After divorcing you, I often looked at the gifts you gave me before, and I used to think that I didn't think of them, and when I lost them, I looked at them again to realize the precious meaning behind them.I've been wondering lately if I had written something for you, taken some videos and photos, and used it as proof of my feelings for you, instead of being pale in saying anything like I am now.I can't change my previous mistakes, I just hope you can give me a chance to make amends and prove my sincerity.There is also a small gift that I have prepared at the back of the letter, so please take the time to take a closer look.At nine o'clock tonight, I will wait for you at my home in Tiansheng Rose Bay.Underneath the letter, there are two pages of illustrated color prints, and in the center of the top row is a title written in a light blue pen.This title, which is full of jealousy from color to text, makes Anxi's toes shrink.Continue to look down, is a photo of a bed that has been slept, the sheets and quilts have not been tidied up, indicating that the owner has just gotten up, and the photo is accompanied by the text: I get up every day, only me.I miss you often.This was followed by a photo of a dressing table, on which a silver-white wedding ring was placed in addition to the makeup and skincare products lined up.When we put on makeup, we always play with our rings.You may not know, but I went to the mall to buy these wedding rings.At that time, I was in a hurry to buy and couldn't pick carefully.Seeing this, An Xi was stunned.She remembered that the wedding ring was given to her in the car when Cen Ge came to pick her up after making the phone call to get married, and she asked the assistant for it first, and the assistant handed it over, and then handed it to Anxi.So Anxi always thought that this ring was bought by the assistant in the mall temporarily, but he didn't expect it to be Cen Ge who bought it himself.Further down are a few photos of Cen Ge at work.The desk drawer was opened, and a white photo frame was placed flat in the drawer, and in the photo frame, there was a single photo of An Xi.In Cen Ge's office, there is a photo of her hidden?
An Xi took a closer look at the photo and could tell that it was taken after they got married.In the background of Tiansheng Rose Bay's home, Anxi was wearing home clothes, without posing, just staring at the camera and laughing so simply and directly.It took Anxi a moment to remember the origin of this photo.It seems that she and Cen Ge have just been married for two months, or a month, one weekend, Anxi took a camera to shoot Cen Ge, and Cen Ge disliked it and didn't look good, so Cen Ge took the camera and took a few photos of Anxi.After the shooting, the two seemed to roll out of bed, so Anxi completely forgot about the photo at that time.Look at your photos often, and write your name.Followed by a photo of a working document, on the rows of serious program plan texts, Cen Ge wrote the word Anxi with a pen.It was written on purpose, and the ones that I wrote unconsciously, were torn out in a fit of rage.I miss you so much, but I don't want to admit that I miss you.An Xi turned the page and looked at the last page.The first one that catches my eye is a night photo outside the floor-to-ceiling window, the city is bustling and the lights are shining.It's dark again, and I don't want to get off work.When I go home, I will miss you even more.Sometimes I feel confused after work, and I always feel that what I see in front of me is not what I really want.What I want is not a tall building, nor a floor-to-ceiling window overlooking the city.Seeing this sentence, An Xi's heart shrank, and he intuitively felt that Cen Ge would write the next sentence: It's you.She looked down, but saw a different picture.Photo of Cen Ge's dinner.Always no appetite.Sometimes I suddenly think of the home-cooked dishes you made for me, and I miss the taste of them.Finally, the window of the apartment that Cen Ge photographed before going to bed, the curtains were not drawn, and outside the window was a pitch-black sky, with only a few faint stars and the vague outline of the distant mountains.Every night before bed, whether I've drunk or not, I think about what you're doing.Are you thinking of me?
The picture ends here.Finally, a piece of text.This is my day.A long time ago, I thought about recording the whole year that I missed you, just like you confessed to me as a teenager, and then used it in exchange for your touching and soft-heartedness, so that you can come back to me.But I couldn't put it on the shelf before.Now that I have let go of my intentions, I am willing to change my ways, so I beg you to give me a chance to start over.Xiaoxi, there are some things I can't say, but I really, love you.Can you give me another chance?
Waiting for you.See you or leave you.Chapter 80 Anxi returned to the apartment from Qu Zheng's house in the evening, and Cen Ge drove to pick him up.She took the cardboard box from An Xi's hand and put it in the trunk.An Xi got into the co-pilot first, sat down, and when Cen Ge got in the car, she handed over the light pink envelope.The envelope was placed face down, and the back was clean and wordless, and Cen Ge didn't recognize at first glance that it was given to Anxi by her more than a year ago.Did you write to me?
She was also a little surprised.An Xi didn't explain, handed the letter to Cen Ge, and then watched her expression change from surprise to panic.Cen Ge opened the letter, and as soon as she shook out the letter paper, she recognized that it was the fleshy letter she had written by herself.Expressionless, she put the letter back and avoided her face to fasten her seatbelt.Didn't you say you threw it?
An Ximian lied without changing his face: I threw it away, Qu Zheng helped me pick it up, and it has been placed in the utility room, and I went to pack up my things today to find it.Cen Ge held the steering wheel and turned it around, only to remember that she hadn't started the fire yet, she started the engine, and asked as if she didn't care much: Then did you just watch the content today?
An Xi originally wanted to make fun of her, but when she remembered the contents of the extremely numb letter, she suddenly became a little nervous.She also lowered her head to fasten her seat belt, and the long hair of her shawl slipped down to block the side of her face.Well, just watched.She paused, she didn't expect you to write something that lyrical.Cen Ge started the car and slowly merged into the road.You used to say half of it, and then she stopped, and she changed her words, and I don't know how it was written at that time.At that time, An Xi's attitude was cold and calm, Cen Ge couldn't find a breakthrough to ease the relationship between the two, and in a hurry, he wrote such an unbearable letter on impulse.She wrote it in the format of the daily handbook of her crush that An Xi wrote to her when she was young.It's just this kind of thing, when you do it when you are young, you are enthusiastic and romantic, and when you do it when you are older, it is just greasy, and you get goosebumps just thinking about it.So for this letter, Cen Ge regretted it.If An Xi had read it at the time, and had a softened reaction because of this, Cen Ge would not regret it, but An Xi only read it now, then the effect of this letter would only be embarrassing hypocrisy.In the future, every time Cen Ge remembered this letter, he would feel unwell with shame.Cen Ge's half-said sentence made Anxi remember his original black history.When she was a teenager, she was heavily in love, and she couldn't hold anything else in her mind except for things related to Cen Ge.Looking back now, those so-called deep □□ in the past are so brain-dead that they can't look at them directly.How could she have made such a drastic and paranoid choice at that time?
Completely lost her reason and reason, so stupid that people want to slap her twice, so that she can sober up.Thinking about it this way, her mother, who was still alive at the time, didn't beat her because of this, and she was really doting.An Xi stared out the window, and when she thought of her mother, her mood would be dull.The death of her mother is something she will never be able to let go.Cen Ge seemed to feel the sudden depression of Anxi's mood, and she started to stir up the topic and talk to Anxi about the foreign films exhibited at the film festival.This time, more than 2,000 films were exhibited, and the competition was fierce among the high-quality works.The director, producer and several leading actors of "Magnolia" have communicated privately, and everyone has no hope of winning the award, and it is a great honor to be nominated for it.Speaking of movies, Anxi's attention was diverted, and after chatting for a while, the topic turned to traveling abroad.Cen Ge drew up a travel schedule for Western Europe, spanning thirteen countries over a three-month period from the beginning of July to the beginning of October.Anxi felt that the time was too long, and Cen Ge said that she did not have a return ticket, and if Anxi felt tired on the road, they could buy a ticket to return to China at any time.So this long journey was decided.
**On the second day of the opening of the film festival, An Xi and Cen Ge were photographed by passers-by they knew.There were many reporters at the opening ceremony, but the two did not go to join in the fun, and the hotel building did not come out, and they stayed in the room all the time.At noon the next day, I went out for lunch, but I didn't expect to be bumped into by a passer-by I knew, and I secretly took a photo of the two and posted it on the Internet.Although this breaking news was disposed of not long after, it still set off a lot of discussion on the Internet.After Cen Ge explained her relationship with Anxi live, her love life with Anxi has been attracting the attention and discussion of netizens.Cen Ge previously promised to do public welfare in the name of Anxi, and updated the detailed progress on Weibo.After the live broadcast, she did what she said, and she really started public welfare and charity.This incident made her and An Xi's gossip hot, plus An Xi suddenly disappeared in front of the public, without announcements, no news hot searches, and secretly changed the brokerage company.Netizens have been speculating about her recent itinerary, and now it is suddenly revealed that she is having lunch with the rich woman's ex-wife abroad, how can netizens not discuss it passionately.It's a rhythm that's going to be reunited.In this regard, netizens are roughly divided into two groups, on the one hand, they think that although Mr.
Cen was very scummy before, her prodigal son turned back and changed her past, and it is understandable for Lin Anxi to reunite with her.On the other hand, he thinks that Lin Anxi has healed his scars and forgotten the pain, and he is getting older, but he still doesn't forget to make a mistake, and waits to see her abandoned again.After the photo was processed, Cen Ge still had a lot of people discussing it on the Internet, and most of them were mocking the show, thinking that Cen Ge and Lin Anxi would definitely not get better for long, and they would break up soon.These remarks made Cen Ge unhappy, but she couldn't go up to theorize, and after thinking about it, Cen Ge asked for the Weibo number registered before coming from the assistant.This number usually only posts information related to charity and public welfare, but even so, there are still a lot of likes, forwards and comments.Cen Ge found a good angle and light, took a photo of her and Anxi's lunch with her mobile phone, and sent it with four words: Take her to relax.This Weibo was sent, and in just a few minutes, there were thousands of likes and comments, and passers-by who were full of curiosity about Cen Ge and Anxi's private affairs asked for more details.Cen Ge flipped through the comments casually and did not reply.What's wrong?
Anxi saw that Cen Ge had been looking at his phone, and asked out loud, is something wrong?
Cen Ge first shook her head habitually, not wanting to tell An Xi that she was angry because of passers-by's remarks, such a childish and emotional incident as Weibo, and after shaking her head, she remembered that Lu Zhen advised her to be honest.I posted a tweet.Cen Ge finally called up the Weibo page and showed it to Anxi.Anxi accident: Why did you suddenly send this?
Cen Ge took back his phone, lowered his eyelids, and looked a little childish with a face full of unwanted words.Her vivid and pyrotechnic expression made An Xi stunned, as if she had seen a more real and vivid Cen Ge.It was said on the Internet that Cen Ge lowered his gaze, and his voice sounded very peaceful, saying that we would definitely be separated again.An Xi didn't understand: So?
Cen Ge paused: No so.An Xi reacted for a few seconds and thought of the reason: So you posted on Weibo to refute them?
Cen Ge was silent.An Xi laughed: There is no need to pay attention to the comments on the Internet, life is our own, others don't understand the details, most of the comments are one-sided, and some are full of narrow prejudice, and they can't even tell him the truth, it's better to be out of sight and out of mind.Cen Ge said softly: This matter is not good.Anxi: What?
Cen Ge said: I will not be separated from you again, no matter whether I will accept me in the future, I will not be separated from you.I can ignore other things, but I can't, I can't let you be ridiculed by people who don't know who they are.Chapter 81 "Magnolia" really didn't win the award and was nominated for a Best Director Award.However, the emphasis is on participation, and Anxi is not disappointed.After the film festival, Cen Ge temporarily decided to take Anxi to an unpopular rural town to participate in the local firefly festival (edited).The location of the town is very remote, and Cen Ge and Anxi exchanged cars for two days to arrive.They arrived late, the Firefly Festival had already started a day, and all the hotels in the town were full, and they couldn't even book private homestays, otherwise all that was left would be some motels in poor condition.Cen Ge drove around the town, but he didn't find a place to stay.At six o'clock in the evening, it was getting dark, but there were not many lights on the street, except for the lights in the shops, not a single street lamp on the road was on, and the streets were dark and strange.But there are a lot of pedestrians on the roadside, all with mobile phones or cameras, gathering in twos and threes in the bushes or by the river to look for fireflies.An Xi stared at passers-by and the bushes on the side of the road for a long time, and only found a few glowing fireflies.