Chapter Sixty-Nine--What Does He Mean He Wants to Eat With Me?
Shen Dayye sat on the bus back to Palo Alto, which swayed through the empty and wide road.The golden sunset sprinkled all over the car, Shen Dayye sat in the back seat of the bus, her fluffy and soft hair against the window glass, and the endless light reflected her soft hair gently and brightly.The bus was not very crowded, but it was full of people, all of them in a hurry—beside her sat a fat old bohemian lady, probably in her fifties, with a colorful silk scarf on her head, like a goddess.Her round body filled the position, and even squeezed a little of Shen Dayye's living space."......"
She politely stepped aside a little, glanced at her mobile phone, Chen Xiaozhi didn't say anything else, only sent her a lonely address, and didn't say anything else, meaning to let her go by herself.“…… Child. ”A voice said suddenly.Shen Dayye was stunned for a moment, raised her head, and found that it was a bohemian woman sitting next to her.The woman had a mouthful of roast chicken from the American South, with slightly dark skin and black and white eyes.She looked at Shen Dayye and asked gently, "Child, why are you sighing-you haven't stopped since you got in the car."
Is it that things are not going well today?
”Shen Dayye asked blankly, "......
Did I sigh?
”The old woman, the bohemian, smiled softly and said, "Sigh, and a lot."
If there's anything that doesn't go my way, I'd like to hear about it. ”Shen Dayye smiled and said, "It's all boring, you shouldn't waste other people's time." ”"Tell me," said the old lady warmly, "this train has only just departed, and we have plenty of time."
You should be under Palo Alto too, right?
Honey, have some chocolate, you will forget anything sad. ”Shen Daye: "......"
The old lady took out a plate of chocolate from her small leather bag decorated with tassels, broke a small piece, and handed it to her.“…… My father," Shen Dayye took two bites of the chocolate that had melted a little from the sun, and suddenly smiled in the sun, "-He used to say the same thing to me. ”Shen Dayye: "......
He said that if you eat some candy, you will get better, and even if you don't do well in the exam, your father will take you to eat ice cream, and after eating it, we will treat it as if these things have never happened. ”The old lady nodded gently.Then Shen Dayye said, "......
When I was a child, I felt that everything would be properly resolved in the end. ”"If you don't do well in the exam, there will always be another chance, and the next time you don't usually take the exam too badly," Shen Dayye shook his head with a smile: "If you quarrel with your friends, you can recover as long as you apologize."
I can bet my mom and dad on the toys I really want, and if they win, they will buy them back, so I will have everything I want in the end, and if something goes wrong, there will always be a happy ending in the end. ”"When I was a child, I always felt that things came according to my own heart."
Shen Dayye said with a smile: "But at this age, I will find that I will never get what I want, my past ideals and me have a gap like a moat, and people will never come back if they leave." ”The old lady stretched the chocolate forward again, and when she saw that Shen Tianye didn't eat it, she took it back again.Shen Dayye said in the warm sunlight with a hint of despair: "I can't finish my job now. ”The old lady with a silk scarf on her head was stunned, and her rough palm patted the back of Shen Dayye's hand.Shen Dayye didn't want to affect the mood of the listeners, so she only talked gently and pale about what happened to her, along with Chen Xiaozhi's affairs - Chen Xiaozhi's indifference to her, and the humiliation of that day, and he had to eat with him at night.Then Shen Dayye smiled gently: "......
I sometimes wish it was a nightmare, and I woke up to find that nothing had happened, and I was still in some class when I was a kid. ”The old lady paused for a moment and said gently, "So you want to change the past." ”Shen Dayye said: "It'sjustametaphor......"
The old lady looked at Shen Dayye gently, and Shen Dayye paused slightly.“…… Indeed," Shen Dayye finally nodded, and smiled palely: "I want to change the past." ”The beads on the edge of the old gypsy lady's silk scarf shone brightly in the sun, and she said calmly: "But the truth is, no matter how much you regret it, you live in the present - and only what can be changed is the present." ”Shen Dayye remembered the correspondence book.It was the only way she could change the past, but she couldn't tell anyone that she had that ability - it was beyond anyone's comprehension, let alone any theory.She just nodded warmly, indicating that she understood."
Your father," said the old lady suddenly, "is he dead?"
”Shen Dayye nodded: "He has been away from all of us for ten years, and I just gave him a grave for ten years before I came - it is one of the customs of our country to pay tribute to the dead." ”Yes, Shen Dayye thought, it's been ten years since he left.In the past ten years, there have been countless people who have left Xiao Yuye's side - her father, Professor Ci who trained her as a closed disciple, Chen Xiaozhi, who loved her like a treasure in the past, classmates, friends......
Leaving behind a lonely adult dayleaf who has long been accustomed to parting and loss.Old lady: "......"
Shen Dayye noticed that she was wearing a lot of rings on her dark and fat fingers, and all kinds of gems were shining on her hands.Shen Dayye joked: "You seem to be a soothsayer. ”"Really?"
The fat old lady found it interesting: "I think you're interesting too—I wish you all the best in your life, kid." ”Then Palo Alto stood up, and she lifted her handbag and stood up.This old woman is very tall and strong, conservatively estimated to be a head taller than Shen Dayye, maybe only a little shorter than Chen Xiaozhi.Shen Dayye got off the train with his bag, the sun was setting in the distance at the station, and the sea breeze was like poetry."
I ......"
Shen Dayye held the bag and said to this grandmother sadly, "......
I'm going to dinner with my ex-boyfriend. ”The old lady smiled and said, "Okay, dear, then you can go, my daughter will come to pick me up in a moment." ”Shen Dayye nodded, glanced at his watch, and clicked on the map on his phone.However, in the next second, the old gypsy lady with a tassel on her turban suddenly spoke, "--No. ”Shen Dayye: "......?"
”She looked up from the screen of her phone."
Not so," said the old lady of Gypsy, looking at her unbearably, "-- child, there are things that have never left you. ”As the old lady spoke, thousands of miles of mountains and seas were immersed in golden light, and the bright California sun covered the earth, trembling and enthusiastically pouring the last rays of light into the world.Gorse blooms on the side of the road.
-Why did Chen Xiaozhi eat with me......
Shen Dayye still felt that something was strange.Does he really have no girlfriend and wants to eat back grass?
Shen Dayye has indeed been single for ten years.- The young man named Chen Xiaozhi was too memorable for her, he carried almost all the love and heartbeat of Shen Dayye when he was young, and Shen Dayye still remembered the past events soaked in azalea-like light.In 2009, when they greeted the endless crowds and busy streets, in the New Year's bell, the teenager Chen Xiaozhi was called a jerky kiss.Almost everything is as brilliant as the beginning of the story.Every morning he copied the love poems.The starry sky observed by the teenagers in the garden on a winter night and in the shade of the flowers of the moon.Memories of the Rose Nebula that blooms and spins in the depths of the universe.They slept in the same bed, and when they woke up in the morning and dusk, the boy was holding her hand.Fantastic Beasts Jacob said to Queenie in his farewell that there will be many people like me in this world.Queenie shook her head with tears in her eyes and said, "There is no one like you in this world."
Shen Dayye treats his feelings very black and white.She will not nod her head and be with each other because a person is too good to herself, that is an extreme irresponsibility to herself and the other party, like is like, and if you don't call, you don't call.And after Shen Dayye and Chen Xiaozhi broke up, no one could bring the throbbing of 'the world is trembling'.…… Shen Dayye hurried and ran to the place where Chen Xiaozhi was going to have dinner with her.First, Shen Daye didn't take a taxi -- the monthly subsidy was just a little bit of that for poor middle-peasant doctoral students, and the money she received every month was not as high as that of the workers in the school who repaired the library, and secondly, Shen Dayye was more anxious to recognize the way, she had only been in San Francisco Bay for a little more than a month, and she was particularly not good at reading maps.The bird path defines the sky, and the sunset at dusk is like a blooming rose.The adult Chen Xiaozhi leaned next to his car, his slender legs folded, and looked at the sunset in the distance boredly.Is he going to get back together with me, Shen Dayye thought a little confused as he walked through the busy streets with his schoolbag on his back.…… Probably not.But if it was just in case -- I mean just in case, even if Chen Xiaozhi did that kind of thing, as long as he brought it up, I would actually think about it seriously.Chen Xiaozhi turned his head and said indifferently: "Why is it so late?"
”Shen Tianye didn't know how to face him, and whispered, "...... ...... on the road"......
I got a little lost on the way, and I'm so tired today.Chen Xiaozhi didn't care what she was talking about, turned his head and walked into the store.Shen Dayye's unfinished words stuck in her mouth - she was always not good at words, speaking slowly and a little quietly, and she couldn't continue after being interrupted.She was stunned and followed Chen Xiaozhi inside.Chen Xiaozhi was not dressed formally today, OW-T-shirt and a pair of cargo pants, he grabbed his hair casually, looking young and arrogant.The style of the restaurant he found to eat was quite pop, and Shen Dayye walked around for a day without his feet, a little gray-headed, his hair was gray, and he didn't fit in with the surrounding environment, and sat down behind him.They sat on an open-air, wind-swept terrace with a warm yellow lamp hanging overhead, and the sunset on the horizon could be seen under dark green parasols.Chen Xiaozhi picked up the menu and handed it to Shen Dayye, and said indifferently: "Order whatever you want to eat." ”Shen Dayye remembered that every time he went out to eat with Chen Xiaozhi, he would say this sentence - at that time, she felt an indescribable warmth, which was in stark contrast to Shen Dayye's mood when he took over the menu now.Shen Dayye lowered his eyes and whispered, "Thank you." ”She didn't have much of an appetite, so she glanced at the menu, picked a random lamb chop roasted with rosemary, and hastily handed it back to the waiter."
--I have seen what you sent me," Chen Xiaozhi said straightly: "The quality is not good."
I don't want to count you as passing, I won't use your data this time, I'll make this clear to you. ”Shen Tianye nodded lightly, only to feel that her stomach was uncomfortably tightened, and the stomach acid made her stomach hot for a while.Chen Xiaozhi ordered a single order, and the waiter left with the menu and ordering board, and then he slowly shook his hands opposite Shen Dayye."
To be honest, I don't care about you to the end," Chen Xiaozhi clasped his fingers together in the dim light, and said slowly, holding back his anger: "-How did it become like this, but Shen Dayye, you are now under me, and it is impossible to engage in scientific research with this attitude." ”Shen Dayye endured trembling and said, "......
Got it. ”Chen Xiaozhi interrupted her: "You don't know. ”Shen Dayye clenched the spoon tightly, so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak.The appetizers were served, the foie gras was fried on both sides, the butter flowed smoothly into the snow-white plate, and the crispy surface was sprinkled with black pepper.She poked the fried foie gras with her fork.Shen Dayye didn't know what to say to Chen Xiaozhi, and he didn't want to ask him about his intention to invite himself to dinner after letting him go.She was so uncomfortable in front of Chen Xiaozhi that she couldn't speak, so she ate quietly - this shop is doing quite well, and the atmosphere is not bad, but Shen Dayye has almost lost the ability to taste, and can only taste what is sweet and what is salty.But each of them, for Shen Dayye, tastes the same as chewing wax.Chen Xiaozhi suddenly said: "Have you participated in APAPC?"
”Shen Dayye shook his head palely and said, "Basically, I have only participated in the domestic ones. ”Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
He stopped talking.
-When the lights dimmed and the sunset sank into the sea, Chen Xiaozhi suddenly sneered, clenched his chin and smiled: "- Shen Dayye, are you dumb?"
”Shen Dayye was reaching out to draw a tissue, and when he heard this, he was slightly stunned, and raised his head to look at Chen Xiaozhi."
Forget it," Chen Xiaozhi said mockingly, "I don't think you can talk." ”Shen Dayye looked at him blankly.Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
"Shen Dayye, what are you using," Chen Xiaozhi mocked: "Read it so far?"
How much water can you get for your degree?
”Shen Dayye's eyes turned red: "......
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I, I ......" but Chen Xiaozhi interrupted her: "-Don't say it, you can't say it."
Shen Dayye, I don't know yet?
I've been with you for so long, and you can't even let out a fart except for 'me' and 'you' at a critical time.Do you eat like this with men?
”His tone was extremely bad, Shen Dayye didn't hear what he said in the last sentence, and even the tip of his nose turned red.However, she has begun to gradually lose her reaction to various things - including the provocation of her little boss, including the rising sun that she saw all night, and Chen Xiaozhi.Shen Dayye lowered his head and obediently stopped talking, his fingertips digging deep into his palm.In the next second, Chen Xiaozhi said mockingly: "-I'm asking you, Shen Dayye." ”He paused slightly, and asked with a hint of mockery, "You eat like this with men?"
”Shen Dayye felt an unspeakable humiliation at that moment, the tip of his nose was red, and he trembled: "......
And、It's nothing to do with you. ”"Doesn't it have anything to do with me," Chen Xiaozhi sat opposite Shen Dayye, squinted his eyes, crossed his fingers, and said teasingly: "I don't know anymore, I have to do with a student like you, I can't help it, I want to teach you something, you can't learn it-um, Shen Dayye?"
How do you say?
”Shen Dayye: "......"
She lowered her eyelashes tremblingly, and had no choice but to wait for him in silence.In the next second, Chen Xiaozhi suddenly said: "I thought about it for a while, and decided to retract the sentence that told you to get out, why don't we try again." ”Shen Dayye was stunned, then raised his head again, and looked at Chen Xiaozhi in shock."
I said—" Chen Xiaozhi paused.At that moment, the wind blew over.But if it weren't for that gust of wind, Shen Dayye should have been able to hear him clenching his teeth."
Shen Dayye, I don't see any other use for you, but it's not completely out of the question—try it again with me?"
Shen Dayye buzzed in his head.Chen Xiaozhi, who had been bad all night, almost stabbed Shen Dayye in the heart, jokingly: "I am missing one during the emotional window period." ”