Chapter Seventy-Nine - Shen Dayye didn't bring his mobile phone, but after leaving the venue, he didn't want to go to the hotel to check in, so he wandered the streets.Rainy and foggy, she walked on the noisy long street with an umbrella, bought mangoes cut into roses on the nearby street, those vendors spoke a mouthful of plastic English, Shen Tianye listened for a long time to understand how much it was, and gave him the money.The theft of a mobile phone has a great impact on people, let alone in a foreign country.After all, it was a perennial thing in my hand, and I used to have to look down every once in a while to see if anyone was looking for their necessities.After losing it, there is always a feeling of blankness, as if I have lost my hand.But when I looked up at the world again, the world was completely different.It's like cutting off all contacts, no social networks, no one can reach you.If you want to disappear from the world, this is the best time.In ancient times, people could be incognito in a different place, but with such advanced modern science and technology, in the legitimacy of the information age, people cannot completely disappear, and there are always thousands of things that bind themselves in place, making it difficult for them to get out of this world that makes her painful.The weather was bleak, the palm trees were torn by the wind, the wind blew her hair, and Shen Dayye walked aimlessly on the street for a long time.She passed by an Indonesian elementary school and saw children with different skin colors laughing and running on the playground.
On the street, young couples in helmets ride motorcycles - girls hug boys' waists, they remodel the throttle, roar and buzz past.Shen Dayye looked at them, and suddenly recalled that when he was a child, he had also been like this with Chen Xiaozhi.As a teenager, Chen Xiaozhi rode a bicycle to carry her through a small alley in the dead of winter.The plane trees were bare, like a knife blowing in the wind.The young man's face was blown red, and Shen Dayye, who was still a junior high school girl at the time, sat on the back seat of the young man's bicycle, hugged his waist, and buried his face behind Chen Xiaozhi's down jacket and hat with warmth and dependence.Shen Dayye: "......"
Shen Dayye smiled self-deprecatingly.…… Now there is nothing left.Chen Xiaozhi was already disgusted with her to such an extent that he almost didn't even want to look at her.Shen Dayye only felt that the joy of his youth should not have this kind of ending - they could be separated, they could marry a wife and have children and go to the next stage of their lives, just like Shen Dayye said to Chen Xiaozhi when they broke up.But in any case, it shouldn't have been shattered so thoroughly.Shen Dayye watched the backs of the young children with a mournful gaze, the wet wind from the vast strait blowing through her legs.Shen Dayye knew she couldn't be willful for too long—she had to go back to the hotel and contact everyone.She's been out of touch for too long.Then Shen Dayye pressed down the hem of her skirt hard, pulled the suitcase, reached out to stop the car, and went back to the hotel.
-Shen Dayye originally thought that no one should be looking for her-her mother has been busy these days, and there are a lot of things in the department, and she has heard that she will have to review the project in a few days.Shen Dayye told her about the time she got off the plane and what she was going to do after getting off the plane, and Shen's mother should be the most reassuring one for her.Unexpectedly, she had just entered the resort hotel to check in, and was looking out with her passport, and the lady at the front desk raised her hand to signal her to wait, and said, "Wait a minute." ”Shen Dayye: "......?"
”Then the pretty lady at the front desk picked up the phone and called back at the number written on the note - five seconds later the phone was connected, and she said, "Yes, Sheishere."" ……”“…… Yep，Checkingin.”
What is it and what's wrong?
Shen Dayye didn't react at all, but she could vaguely feel that someone was looking for her to find the hotel.The front desk lady spoke into the telephone receiver and said gently, "Sure."
Then the young lady turned her head and said softly to Shen Dayye, "Mr.
Chen wants you to answer the phone." ”Shen Dayye was stunned, holding a stick poking a mango in his hand, his hair was blown messy by the wind, and he thought to himself, Mr.
Chen-Chen Xiaozhi?
What does he ask me for?
Shen Dayye took the phone and fed it slightly.On the other end of the earpiece: "......"
Shen Dayye faintly heard a heavy panting.What's wrong with this?"
Hello?"
Shen Dayye asked blankly, "......
Hello？
”"......" and then Chen Xiaozhi opened his mouth.On the phone, his voice was hoarse and heavy, almost trembling, "......
Why doesn't WeChat reply?
”Shen Dayye was completely stunned: "......
I'm on the plane. ”Chen Xiaozhi sighed and asked, "Aren't you going to transfer at the capital airport at three o'clock Beijing time?"
”Shen Dayye said: "......
I was afraid of losing it, so I didn't bring my mobile phone card in China. ”Chen Xiaozhi gasped in the earpiece."
What about getting off the plane?"
Chen Xiaozhi's voice was almost aggressive: "It's difficult to reply to WeChat?
”Shen Dayye thought to himself what's wrong, how can he make it seem like he cares about me, obviously he hates me now, if I wasn't your student, you wouldn't even bother to say a word to me, you can even get a plane ticket when you go abroad, because you hate that I don't even do a fucking conference report......
Care about?
At most, I'm afraid that something will happen.Shen Dayye answered the question honestly: "The mobile phone may have been stolen." ”Chen Xiaozhi: "............""......
At that time, I just got off the plane," Shen Dayye said dejectedly: "When I touched my pocket, my mobile phone was gone, in short, I really don't have a mobile phone now, and I don't know what everyone told me......
Can I help you?
”"......"
Chen Xiaozhi immediately said coldly on the other end: "Is there something wrong?"
You repeat?
”"......
"Fuck you."
Shen Tianye thought bitterly, when my mentality improves, I must give you a, Zhihu, plus our school's BBS, so that the entire Weiming Lake residents can see the fate of falling in love wrong......
Then she grovelled and said, "Is there something wrong, teacher?"
”Chen Xiaozhi finally snorted noncommittally and said indifferently: "No."
Reply to my WeChat. ”Shen Dayye thought to himself, that is, I have a good temper, and I will kill everyone else......
But her mental activity was not over, and the next second the phone beeped and hung up very coldly.Shen Daye: "......"
Miss at the front desk: "......?"
”Shen Dayye looked at the phone in his hand that was hung up by Chen Xiaozhi, and was so aggrieved that he said to his sister at the front desk: "......
Beat......
It's over. ”-The phone was lost, and Shen Dayye didn't buy it immediately.First, it is very troublesome to buy a mobile phone in a foreign country, second, she is a little poor, and the funds cannot be coordinated, and third, she carries her iPad and notebook with her, and the iPad can replace the functions of the mobile phone after being connected to Wi-Fi......
As for buying a mobile phone, you can postpone it for two days.The waves are rolling, the white sand beach is covered with a thick haze, and the sea fog rises.The first thing Shen did after connecting to the resort's Wi-Fi was to check WeChat: her mother had indeed approached her and asked if the baby had gotten off the plane.Shen Tianye replied truthfully to his mother, and then checked, and found that half of the 39 unread messages in WeChat were from Chen Xiaozhi - he made nearly 20 voice calls.Shen Daye: "......"
Shen Dayye was deeply hurt by him, and only said briefly and concisely that I am now living on Wi-Fi, so he withdrew and clicked on Academician Zhou's dialog box.She vented to Academician Zhou before getting on the plane, "I don't want to miss it anymore", although it was what Shen Dayye really thought in her heart, but the words were too extreme.Shen Daye couldn't say that she didn't have negative feelings towards Academician Zhou - she didn't do too badly in her own field, and Academician Zhou asked her to go abroad, but he told the head of the department here that he wanted to change her field.Academician Zhou also seemed to be shocked and asked, "Xiao Shen, do you really think so?"
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”"I hope you will reconsider," Academician Zhou said, "Xiao Shen, this is a very rare opportunity, I personally hope that you can be strong." ”Shen Dayye laughed at himself, thinking to himself how to be strong in this?
Then she replied, "......
Teacher, I'm really struggling right now.It's a rare opportunity, but I feel like I've reached my limit. ”She sent it over, but Academician Zhou didn't reply for a long time.So Shen Dayye curled up on the soft mattress.The curtains were blown by the strong wind, and the sea was raging.Shen Dayye thought sadly, I want to evaporate from the world.- APAPC held it for two days, and the weather was bad every day.There was a lot of wind and rain, and it was said that there was a typhoon that was going to change lanes, and in short, the drizzle was drifting from morning to night, and the waves were still roaring.Shen Dayye and Liang Le met—although the two of them were not in the same place, there was no problem at all in meeting for dinner at noon.The high registration fee for the conference included lunch and buffet dinner, and they had not eaten together for several years, so they went to eat a complimentary high-class lunch with all the participants at noon.However, at dinner on the last day, the participants were divided into two waves: one was Liang Le and Shen Dayye, students and ordinary participants, and the other was the real bulls, invitedspeakers and plenarylecturers, that is, represented by Chen Xiaozhi, the bigwigs.In the lobby of the venue, Liang Le sat next to Shen Dayye, looked at the group of people in suits and leather shoes who went to the dinner, and said lazily: "......
Experts with invited presentations and conference presentations had dinners, the kind that required formal attire. ”Shen Dayye sat next to the indoor fountain, pinched his small bag, and said, "......
Not. ”"Chen Xiaozhi didn't come," Liang Le said again, "Didn't he give you his dinner invitation card to let you go fishing in troubled waters?"
It's true that I didn't like him back then. ”Shen Daye: "......"
Shen Dayye once again wrote on his face, "Don't say it, I'm so hurt" angry words.Liang Le raised his hand and sighed: "Forget it, I shouldn't open which pot I don't mention." ”Shen Tianye pinched his paws and asked a little humbly: "Senior, they went to dinner, and I didn't have an invitation card, so should we go eat sand tea skewers?"
”Liang Le: "Okay - do you need me to pull a few of our group?"
Shen Dayye, you look very cute, put on some makeup, I will say that you are my very good sister.Let these single gentlemen invite us to eat.Earn for nothing, don't lose money. ”"......" -......
"Really, senior, don't use me like this," Shen Dayye said shamefully: "I have been poisoned by you every time I go to Sanlitun since I became an adult, just use me to pay, you now even have to use ......me for less than three hundred sand tea skewers" The night was dark, Liang Le stretched his waist: "I'm so poor this month, and you are so beautiful, you don't have to be in vain." ”Shen Daye: "......"
"Anyway, I'll use you to pay for this, if Chen Xiaozhi knows that he will be angry," Liang Le suddenly said narrowly: "-I mean the Chen Xiaozhi when you were a child."
He baby your baby is going to die, he is not even willing to say a heavy word, he is afraid of freezing in his mouth and holding it in his hand, not to mention paying the bill, how much he will spend on you. ”Liang Le seemed to be particularly cool, closed his eyes in the night breeze, and asked, "If he knows, what mood does he have?"
It's so cool. ”Shen Dayye rubbed his little curly hair: "I don't know about this, but I estimate that now he will be more bored with me." ”"......"
Liang Le said: "............
Thick. ”"He's enough to look down on me."
Shen Dayye said humbly: "Senior, if you want to tell him, it's okay, I'll wear earplugs to hide aside." ”Night falls, and the night rolls through the dreary thunder of the tropics.The two old friends walked on the edge of the dock with umbrellas, and the ships moored in the harbor rose and fell in the dark night, and the drizzle fell on the top of the umbrella tremblingly, and the soft sound fell all over the world.Children braved the rain and ran barefoot through puddles, warm yellow lamps hung over the stalls, and plastic sheets were whistling in the wind."
I don't know how it came to be."
Shen Dayye whispered: "Senior, how did I get to where I am today?"
”Liang Le looked at her silently.Rough waves crash against the shore."
I ......"
Shen Dayye said bitterly: "Except for other aspects, Chen Xiaozhi has nothing to say to me in terms of academics, he is really good to me......
I could feel that he had high expectations for me.I can vaguely feel that the reason why Chen Xiaozhi is so bad to me now should be because he is disappointed in me. ”"There should be a lot of people who are disappointed in me," Shen Dayye said in a low voice, "......
Senior, to be honest, every time I think of them, I get very scared. ”Liang Le held an umbrella and looked at her quietly."
I know Teacher Ci ......," Shen Dayye said with his head down.Shen Dayye stretched out his fingers and said tremblingly: "......
And Chen Xiaozhi, when I first met you, I ...... with my father you mentioned" Shen Dayye said dejectedly: "......
Also, the old me. ”Liang Le: "......"
Shen Dayye suddenly smiled again, and said palely: "It's nothing, I've not been in a good mood lately, and I ...... as soon as I speak."
Anyway, it's quite depressing, and I can't solve it, senior, you don't have to worry too much about me. ”In the next moment, Liang Le gently stretched out his hand and hugged Shen Dayye.The waves splashed like broken jade.“…… It's okay," Liang Le held the umbrella, hugged his old friend tightly, and said sadly: "......
It's okay, it's all going to pass. ”At that moment, Shen Dayye's tears almost broke the embankment.It was the only embrace she touched, from Liang Le, not warm as always, with a pale and feeble comfort, but it was a real warmth—and people.The once squeamish Shen Dayye has always walked alone in the world, accustomed to the cold rain like stones, and even this temperature can pull her most painful heartstrings.“…… I don't understand," Shen Dayye cried: "I don't understand, why did he impose all this on me." ”"Let me go," Shen Dayye said to himself in despair, "......
Leave me alone. ”I've already fought the battle.- I vomited the reddest blood in my heart, I cut me open and gave it away, I was as sincere as a newborn baby.I was sharp as a knife, sharp as a blade.I rushed into the world with a zeal and now lie in the mud, rusty.…… Leave me alone.Why are you reluctant to let me go?
Shen Dayye was almost shattered.-…… Before Liang Le returned to school, he first changed his route back to China.He was not at home for the Chinese New Year last year, and now that he is rarely closer, he naturally wants to go back to see his parents - but this time, Shen Dayye was left alone in Indonesia.He had been with Shen Dayye before he went back - he mainly felt that Shen Dayye was too depressed and had to have someone to accompany him, but the ticket was set by him in advance, and there was absolutely no reason not to go back to accompany his parents, and when the day came, he always had to leave.Before leaving, Liang Le hugged Shen Dayye again, and said sadly: "......
I'll definitely go to California to play with you when I go back, and you'll have a little fun.I can't accompany you to the end this time, I'm so sorry for you. ”Shen Dayye smiled: "What is this, don't take it to heart." ”Liang Le said sadly: "When I was in the most difficult time, you also accompanied me. ”Shen Dayye smiled: "Where is it, what is this." ”"Shen Dayye, you go back early."
Liang Le stood at the airport and said apologetically: "......
I really don't feel comfortable that you're here alone. ”…… That sentence may be a seed.