#第一百三十四章 - "The dog man who doesn't keep his wife's morals." ”Shen Dayye choked up and accused him.Professor Chen, who did not abide by women's morals, regretted that he couldn't argue: "No, Shen Dayye, this ......
It's not what you think at all......"
"Climb!
”Shen Dayye didn't lose his temper, he lost his temper and was ruthless, at this time, he was full of hatred, and threw him with a milk carton - the box had not been drunk yet, and the milk goddess scattered flowers and sprinkled half of Chen Xiaozhi's body.Chen Xiaozhi said miserably: "You haven't finished drinking the milk!"
…… The thirty-six......
No, I haven't touched those women at all, I'm all, they're all-" Shen Dayye said angrily: "I believe you are a ghost!"
I'll count them one by one!
My roommate said you were a sea king!!
”Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
Shen Dayye's temper was quite big, and with small tears, he kicked Chen Xiaozhi twice."
Your hands are on other people's laps," Shen Dayye said aggrievedly: "I know what will happen if you drink a little wine or something in college-that's all like this, Chen Xiaozhi, do you still think you are at a loss?"
”Chen Xiaozhi suddenly trembled and said, "Do you really look at me Insta?"
”Shen Tianye felt that he was useless, rubbed his reddened eyes, and nodded: "Hmm." ”He exhaled with a shudder.“…… You see," Chen Xiaozhi's eyes also flushed, repeating, "......
So you saw it. ”Shen Dayye held back her tears and asked, "What's wrong?"
”Chen Xiaozhi's breath trembled, he was silent for a long time, and said slowly: "......
Shen Dayye, I'll send it to you. ”…… Shen Dayye: "......
You lied ......"
Chen Xiaozhi's eyes were red and said: "--In September 14, the domestic wall was insta, and since then I have completely cut off contact with you.Now we don't need a VPN here, you can go up and see, what did I post later?
”Shen Dayye's breath was suffocated."
--Your friend was applied by me," Chen Xiaozhi's voice was terrifyingly hoarse: "You don't send anything."
For so many years, I have only seen the Weiming Lake that you sent when you entered the school, and then when you were preparing for the final exam, you photographed the school library and said that the library was really big, and you couldn't occupy a window seat when you came at seven o'clock. ”Shen Dayye suddenly felt a sourness envelop him."
I remember everything you say," he said. ”Shen Dayye's tears rolled down."
I was about to blow up when you and I were shut down," Professor Chen said sourly, "At first, I opened my eyes every morning to see if you had posted something, and I spied on your life on it, and I hoped that you would spy on me like this—didn't they all like to look at their exs?"
Can't you come and see me?
”“…… I know I'm demanding......
But you ......," he could barely say.A huge, indescribable mountain of sorrow came flooding in.Shen Dayye had always treated it as if it didn't exist, but at this moment she knew that it was only ten years late in the world.-- It hurts so much, like a knife that rips out the hearts of two people piece by piece, and drips into the deep well of a winter night."
Then I started to get your attention."
Twenty-five-year-old Chen Xiaozhi said in a trembling voice: "That's how those photos came from -- they all came from that time, without exception.You're doing well without me, and I'm going crazy to prove that I'm better off without you, to prove that I've forgotten about you altogether, someone praises you, someone loves you, you're a fart. ”His eyes were red as if burning, and he was silent, and said, "But the other part of me is like crazy, I hope you will come to scold me and humiliate me." ”The girl sat on the edge of the bed and glared at him unrelentingly.But the tips of her eyes and nose were red, and tears rolled down as he spoke."
Even if you comment on me," Chen Xiaozhi said tremblingly, "Even if it is a red heart, I will rush back to China." ”Shen Dayye closed his eyes, tears rolling down sourly.Her first love said: "I want to quarrel with you like crazy, I can do anything, I want to be looked at by you, I want to be pinched by you, beaten by you, humiliated by you, scolded by you, even if I care a little bit......
A little, that's it. ”He let out a trembling breath and said, "......
But you never showed up. ”Shen Dayye clutched his coat and cried silently.It hurts too much.There will never be a more sour heart in this world, there is no sharp knife that can compare with it, the pain carved into the bone marrow is ten years late and does not reduce a cent, the razor is sharp, the more difficult it is, but the more it crosses, it is the ultimate truth."
Shen Dayye," Chen Xiaozhi called out hoarsely."
I assure you, not a single one."
The girl's head was buzzing and she looked up at him."
From the time I was born to the present," the bamboo horse, now an adult man, squatted in front of her with traces all over her life, his eyes so red that he was dripping blood, almost pulling out his heart.He said hoarsely, "There is no one to compare with you." ”"You're the only one."
Shen Dayye's tears kept rolling out.Her vision was blurry, almost breathless, and then she finally burst into tears.The crying of adults is always silent.Shen Dayye thought.The strength to cry has long been returned with the years, and I am always afraid of being discovered, ridiculed, and hated, so I am always in the quilt in the middle of the night, in the corner where no one is around, secretly pumping paper, and I don't even dare to let people see the tip of the red nose.But Shen Dayye couldn't bear it anymore, and cried like a child in front of Chen Xiaozhi.Chen Xiaozhi stood in front of her with red eyes, trembling and stretching out his hand; So Shen Dayye lay on his shoulder and cried, and kept tugging at his coat and hat, as if he wanted to knead the ten springs, summers, autumns, harvests and winters into invisibility, and wanted to knead him and himself into one.
――It hurts so much.How nice it would be if nothing had happened, how good would it be if there were only ordinary happiness in the world - how good would it be if it was just an ordinary couple?
Shen Dayye's heart was like a knife, thinking of the thousands of days and nights, and the little couple he saw downstairs in the dormitory, their long-lasting love."
It's okay......
Chen Xiaozhi said in a trembling voice: "It's okay, it's all over."
Passed. ”Shen Dayye pressed his chest and cried bitterly.Chen Xiaozhi hugged her tightly, as if hugging his lost half of his body, Shen Dayye cried and desperately dragged him into his arms.Wilde said to his lover Percy that hearts were born to be broken.This man who was ruined and embarrassed at the time of his death wrote many broken hearts in his fairy tales.Wilde writes that the little nightingale sings with his heart against the thorns of the white rose, the nightingale sings with his life about the beginning of the love between boys and girls, sings about the birth of the passion of a boy and a girl, sings about the blush of the bridegroom kissing the bride's lips, and sings about the love that is immortal because of death; Write about the nightingale's heart, the blood dripping into the flowers and leaves, staining the roses like blood.When Shen Tianye first read it, she thought Wilde was romantic, but now she understands that it is not Wilde's romance, it is love.A lover's heart is born to be broken."
--only, only," Shen Dayye cried breathlessly, and called him: "Only." ”Chen Xiaozhi's breathing was rough and damp, and with a hum, Shen Dayye felt tears drip into his neck, like a continuous warm spring rain.Shen Dayye sobbed and said, "For example, if we don't break up, what will we do ......?"
Uh-huh?
Only?
”"......" he exhaled as he shuddered as he hugged his girl, breathing incessantly and painfully."
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We ......"
Chen Xiaozhi's breath was hot, like a thousand broken summers: "We will quarrel a lot, from trivial things to slightly bigger ones, or even just ordinary bickering - I will apologize a lot, and you will often hold your mobile phone and wait for my news......
You've probably met my parents a long time ago. ”Shen Dayye cried and sobbed: "I, I've seen it now." ”"How can it be the same......
Chen Xiaozhi pressed her hair, sour and painful, "It's not the same at all."
Your roommates probably all know me......
I will often go to your grandmother's house to cook and clean, and the old man's nest of magpies may know me. ”Shen Dayye hugged his neck and cried a lot: "-You lie to me, you are obviously in the United States." ”"Won't I fly back?"
Chen Xiaozhi asked in a nasal voice.Shen Dayye's eyes were full of tears, he raised his head and looked at him blankly."
I'll definitely come back," Chen Xiaozhi said tremblingly, "If you want to have dinner with me on the weekend, I can show up at your school gate on Friday afternoon, even if it's just to say 'I miss you' to me—" He could barely speak, wiped the bridge of his nose and said, "You can do whatever you want me to do, you can do anything." ”"Shen Dayye, don't you understand it now?"
The girl looked at him, tears rolling down one by one, like spring flowers and leaves."
—and it is the same now."
Chen Xiaozhi knelt down in front of Shen Dayye.He was already very tall, but now he was short and half-kneeling in front of the girl, holding her hand, his eyes were red, and he trembled and put her hand under his lips.Shen Dayye let him hold his hand and cried profusely.- If you don't break up.Sixteen-year-old Shen Dayye will reluctantly bid farewell to her little boyfriend at the capital airport.The spring is warm and breezy, and the seventeen or eighteen-year-old Chen Xiaozhi will wait quietly at the door of the attached middle school, the willow branches are like water, and the spring breeze blows their reunion.In the autumn of their nineteenth year, Chen Xiaozhi will appear at their dining table, Xiao Yuye secretly holds hands with him under the table, he makes a lot of nonsense, and the little girl kicks him with her toes under the table.In the middle of winter at the age of twenty, Chen Xiaozhi, who ended the final early, slipped into the library with two cups of coffee in the final season of Peking University.Twenty-one-year-old Shen Dayye cried loudly at Teacher Ci's funeral, and Chen Xiaozhi stayed by his side, stretched out his hand, and gently hooked her fingers.So at the age of twenty-two, both of them will have rings on their hands.The sky bloomed with double-petaled roses, they quarreled but fell in love, Dr.
Chen threatened her with 'I'll sleep in the lab tonight', and then regretted it in the middle of the night, and secretly drilled into the girl's bed over the wall.Twenty-three-year-old Chen Xiaozhi was busy with his graduation thesis.Shen Dayye dragged his suitcase and followed his mentor to the meeting, Chen Xiaozhi drove the car to pick her up, and the two of them discussed the way of discussion at the arrival gate.The girl's name appears in the first line of Chen's dissertation acknowledgments, on his graduation photo, the sky is high and the clouds are light, and the girl is smiling as if she were fifteen years old.Twenty-four-year-old Shen Dayye's name will appear next to Chen Xiaozhi.The reception letter of the two PRL lit up on the screen, and their friends laughed and ridiculed that this receipt letter was tantamount to a marriage certificate, Shen Dayye's face turned red, and Chen Xiao on the side did not say a word, silently clenching the brand-new ring in his hand.…… But the world is cruel and never leaves anyone with ifs.But fortunately, there is a future, a long and immortal future.Shen Dayye's heart was like a knife, she couldn't cry anymore, she clenched Chen Xiaozhi's fingers with tears in her eyes-the next second, Chen Xiaozhi suddenly spoke: "I thought about it carefully, you are still much more than me." ”Shen Dayye hiccuped from crying, and looked up at him with red eyes: "......?
”"Now I'm done clarifying myself," Chen Xiaozhi said indifferently: "I haven't talked about any of them for ten years, and I can't even find an ambiguous object, Shen Daye, did you wipe your ass clean when you scolded me earlier for not abiding by women's morals?"
”Shen Dayye: "............?"
”Shen Dayye was stunned for a moment, and the tears stopped with a sigh.Shen Dayye didn't expect him to come to go through the old accounts, and said in a daze: "I, I, I haven't talked about it......
Didn't you read my diary last night?
”Chen Xiaozhi actually sneered with great mockery: "I just read your letter."
Shen Dayye, now is the part where you are sorry for me, you have been wasting for ten years and told me that you haven't talked about it?
I didn't talk about you, but you are looking for a second spring, and the thief's heart is not dead. ”This time, it was Shen Dayye's turn to be anxious: "No, I-" Professor Chen said coldly: "I haven't looked for the second spring." ”"......"
Shen Dayye opened his mouth to explain, but Chen Xiaozhi said indifferently: "Not once." ”Shen Tianye slandered you for what kind of saint, you must have lied to me, just to occupy the moral high ground to pretend that you are a perfect lover-Chen Xiaozhi hugged his arm, and said nobly and arrogantly: "If you don't believe it, I called my college classmates and high school classmates, you asked one by one, and asked about a washboard that I knelt on for a day, and there was no cap." ”Shen Dayye: What are you doing ............!!
Shen Dayye's mosquito eyes circled one by one, why did this Chen Xiaozhi's first reaction was to kneel on the washboard - why didn't he say that kneeling on the washboard was like going to the red carpet?
!"
You took a photo with them," Shen Dayye's confidence in his voice gradually disappeared, and he said tenaciously: "There are photos to keep evidence."
Your hand is still on someone's thigh......"
Chen Xiaozhi sneered: "You still have a written confession to leave evidence, and if you look at it again, is your hand really on your thigh?"
What do I do when I have nothing to do touching my thighs?
”Shen Dayye: "Chen Xiaozhi, you-" Chen Xiaozhi approached, and said viciously and slowly: "-Or do you want me to touch their thighs?"
It's not impossible. ”Shen Dayye immediately became angry and shouted, "You dare!!"
I chopped your paws off!
”Chen Xiaozhi got the declaration that he wanted to chop his claws, and retreated back with satisfaction...... "......"
Shen Dayye carefully tugged at his trouser leg and whispered: "......
Obviously I didn't either. ”Chen Xiaozhi sneered: "You fart." ”"............"
Shen Dayye was caught by the pigtails, paused to correct his attitude, and when he spoke again, his small voice became even more cowardly: "There really is no ......
There are two juniors, one met when he was in a general education course as an undergraduate, and the other was met when he was a teaching assistant in a professional course......
Basically, there is not much development, and there is a senior brother, who has been with him for a little longer, but there is no follow-up. ”Professor Chen was silent for three seconds and commented ruthlessly: "Fart." ”Shen Dayye was aggrieved: "That's all!"
It's really not anymore - the first two brothers often go to the cafeteria to eat together, and the latter brother we went to the amusement park once together, but it wasn't for a long time, and it was all old calendar!
”Chen Xiaozhi said coldly: "I've seen your thief's immortality, I believe you are a ghost." ”Shen Dayye was dumbfounded, and he couldn't find the fourth one after searching his intestines and stomach, and finally said sullenly: "......
There is no basis for words, but come up with evidence. ”When Chen Xiaozhi heard this, he sneered with great mockery......
Shen Dayye: "......???
”"--evidence," Chen Xiaozhi mocked: "Shen Dayye, are you a city wall, I shouldn't have cooked for you at noon today and starved to death on the mountain, are you embarrassed?"
Seeing the strange thoughts of the three twilight and four watery poplar flowers, when I attacked me, I had words, what about myself?
Wipe your ass clean?
”"It's been less than half a year since I saw you again—" He paused, and said angrily, "Half a year, you've got two moths." ”Shen Dayye's eyes circled: "??
……？
”“…… Oh," Shen Dayye finally regained his memory and said humbly: "Plus......
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Garrett. ”Professor Chen snorted and laughed......
"But I don't like him." ”Shen Dayye tugged at the corner of his clothes and said uneasily: "I don't have feelings for him, and the same is true for those junior brothers and senior brothers.I seriously refused everyone and apologized......"
Chen Xiaozhi smiled and didn't smile: "Hehe." ”And sneered.Shen Dayye's little temper came up: "You also used the topic to play you!"
”Chen Xiaozhi said angrily: "I use the topic to play a ghost, flies don't bite the eggs that are not sewn, do you think it's just a matter of adding something to that?"
I've seen too much with these eyes!
”"......"
Shen Dayye slapped the table and said, "What did you see, you said!"
Be careful that I gouge out your eyes!
”Professor Chen's temper has been bigger than her since he was a child, and he slapped the table twice: "You dig!"
I see you hooking up with people everywhere!
I've been clean for so many years, and you're embarrassed to be unbalanced?!
I'll be a ghost if I cook for you tonight, if you see that jar of marzipan poured into the toilet, I won't give it to you-" Shen Dayye: "Now you have a set of words, you have the ability to pour the toilet!"
And who am I hooking up with, you say!
”"I-" Chen Xiaozhi paused and yelled, "Don't you know yourself?!"
”Shen Dayye is simply ......
Unreasonable: "How do I know!"
How can I teach how to pedal two boats?
”Chen Xiaozhi insisted: "Three articles." ”Shen Dayye was full of grievances: "Three are even more impossible, okay-!"
How can I have this processor!
Chat with both of you can talk about the box!
And what's the third one!
”Chen Xiaozhi said more firmly: "The third is me." ”…… Are you sick!!
Shen Dayye couldn't argue with him at all, and looked at Chen Xiaozhi begging for mercy, hoping that he could find back what little conscience he had left.Professor Chen's yin and yang weirdness: "A person who didn't look for a second spring, the most excessive thing he did was to stage a few photos on ins, he was clean and self-conscious for ten years, and he was scolded by some people to stop and kneel; Some people are holding hands with their junior brothers and going out to eat with their seniors, and they can rub peach blossoms out of my class, and now their faces are not red and they are not panting. ”What kind of small-bellied chicken intestine is this......
Shen Dayye couldn't stand it, hugged his head, and begged humbly: "Don't, don't scold......"
Young Master Chen sneered."
Ponder it for yourself."
Professor Chen's voice was like a Xiaoice knife, and after speaking, he turned around and left, leaving his careful eyes to Shen Tianye to taste.Shen Tianye knew that he had lost the quarrel, and his confidence was extremely insufficient, so he began to look through his memories inch by inch to find the legendary third boat - the coffee shop brother?
Probably not......
Which lab junior?
Fart, my junior brother is older than me, and I have been married for a long time......
And in the next second, Chen Xiaozhi turned back and grabbed Shen Dayye's arm!"
No," he said, squeezing the girl's arm, viciously and with great embarrassment, "I can't let you like that, you have to give me an explanation." ”Shen Dayye's eyes were full of mosquito coils: "What......
What's the explanation?
”Chen Xiaozhi's fierce look was vicious: "Who the hell is that man?!"
”Shen Dayye wanted to cry without tears: "Which man!"
”Professor Chen couldn't hold back: "Scum!
”The villain scumbag shouted aggrievedly: "I really don't remember!"
”"-That's it," Professor Chen's ears turned awkwardly red, and he shouted angrily, "the one who bought you meat buns when the two of us went to Peking University together!"
I met at dinner in Yannan, Garrett, I can bear it, that undergraduate student of your Peking University - in early October, you two sat on the bench, and you made an appointment with him to see you later!
That's it!!
”Shen Dayye: "......?"
”Professor Chen twisted and mocked: "Amnesia again?
Have you forgotten all about October?
That's it, the undergraduate with dyed brown hair and a white coat, you won't let go of the undergraduate-" Shen Dayye: "......
That's my cousin. ”As soon as she finished saying this, the carriage was silent for a moment, and even the sound of a needle falling on the ground could be heard clearly.Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
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"--the ......
It's my grandfather's younger brother. ”Shen Dayye covered his face, and the roots of his ears were red: "......
It's called Shen Ze.Shen Ze's father settled in another province, so you shouldn't have seen him.Now studying in Guanghua College, some time ago because of the Dachuang thing to find me more often, he studied liberal arts, and he is very this aspect, so I took action to modify their modeling ...... for Shen Ze" Chen Xiao was silent.There was an awkward silence in the RV."
Related, younger than me."
Shen Dayye lowered his head and said shamefully: "And I have a girlfriend." ”Chen Xiaozhi: "............" two majestic adults who were twenty-five years old at the time, began to be silent......
The sun is shining over the majestic mountains, and the midday sun is shining, and it is slanting a little to the west.After a while, a dialog box appeared on Chen Xiaozhi's side, and he asked, "Liang Le?"
”"Senior Liang?"
Shen Dayye was stunned: "He has always been a friend."
We weren't far away all the time - and he didn't like girls. ”"......"
Shen Dayye said: "He has many boyfriends, much more than me."
I'm ashamed sometimes. ”"............"
Then the elementary school chicken No. 1 asked curiously: "Only, you even eat his vinegar?"
”Elementary School Chicken No. 2 looked out the window slowly, ignoring it, indifferent and ruthless.Then after a while, Elementary School Chicken No. 1 also opened his mouth.She muttered, "What you said is true......
It's true?
Not lying to me?
”"Really."
Number Two was silent for a while, and said embarrassedly, "......
There's no point in lying. ”Shen Dayye's eyes were round: "It seems to be right." ”"If I find out, you will be immersed in a pig cage by me."
Shen Dayye rubbed the roots of his reddened ears and threatened fiercely: "I will do what I say, don't think I don't dare." ”-- Wild words.Chen Xiaozhi, who was sitting on the side, glanced at her with his eyelids.It was a very fierce action - but Chen Xiaozhi's eyebrows curled up when he looked away, and he even looked a little like he was about to laugh, which reminded people of Beidaihe in winter and spring to freeze the river and melt the ice.The two of them sat together, the sun warmly coming up, and after a while, Professor Chen moved towards her.“…… Your ears are so red. ”He said unnaturally, poking the tip of the girl's soft flesh in the little ear.Shen Dayye was like an electric shock, rubbed his ears desperately, and whispered, "Sun......
Sunburned. ”Professor Chen scratched his head in embarrassment, looked up at the ceiling, and exhaled.So the two of them sat quietly side by side and raised their heads.The sun covered their young bodies softly like falling snow.
-In the afternoon, Shen Dayye sat next to Chen Xiaozhi, and both of them were as quiet as chickens.In the distance, the snow-capped Rocky Mountains were far away, and they galloped across the vast wilderness, driving towards the backbone of the Americas.They didn't communicate a word for two hours, and the two people who didn't like to talk suddenly quarreled, and the quarrel was noisy, but when they came back to their senses, they realized how naïve they were, and they found out what shameful words they shouted, and now they were so embarrassed that they couldn't even look at each other's eyes...... "......" "............"
Chen Xiaozhi said embarrassedly: "We arrived at the Grand Canyon at about three o'clock." ”"Huh?!"
Shen Dayye raised his head like an electric shock: "Ah, good, good." ”Then there was a period of silence......
"Shen-" "Only-" Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
Shen Dayye said: "............"
Chen Xiaozhi paused: "You say it first." ”Shen Dayye was gentle and frugal: "You speak first." ”Chen Xiaozhi insisted: "You first."
You're in a better hurry than I am. ”Shen Dayye Qian: "You speak before me." ”Chen Xiaozhi was angry: "...... you" He stopped when he said this, turned his head to carefully observe Shen Dayye's expression, and saw her gaze as firm as iron and Kong Rong's determination to make pears.Chen Xiaozhi sincerely felt that this little green plum was sick."
Those letters."
Chen Xiaozhi finally gave up and said, "I have been thinking about it from last night to today, and I feel that it is too idealistic. ”Shen Dayye was stunned: "Huh?
Idealism?
Tell me about it. ”Chen Xiaozhi drove the car, and his voice was careless: "The time of its letters is too random, random to ......
You even feel like it's going to be confident, as if you know at what point in time you're going to see the letter, and it's just right to get your emotions pumped to the extreme. ”Shen Dayye was stunned."
You didn't expect this floor?"
Chen Xiaozhi's eyebrows raised.Shen Dayye was stunned and said, "I didn't ......
Think so carefully. ”"-It's also normal," Chen Xiaozhi said: "I see you as looking at others, you look at yourself as looking at yourself, that's how it comes when it's dark under the light, especially when it's about emotions."
That being said, I guess you've already identified the most important problem, right?
Your book is very subjective and idealistic. ”-- Subjective.This is almost Shen Dayye's first evaluation of this communication: extremely subjective.Chen Xiaozhi looked ahead, and his voice was indifferent: "Its subjectivity is too obvious. ”Shen Dayye just wanted to answer, but he was stuck in half of the next second.Because Chen Xiaozhi didn't finish speaking."
Know what you're happy for, know when you'll need companionship, know when you'll hit rock bottom, know how to completely defeat you, and know how to reshape you."
Chen Xiaozhi pursed his lower lip and said, "-He, he knows you too well." ”