#第一百三十三章 - "The one who wrote to me was me ten years ago. ”After Shen Dayye finished saying that, he deliberately observed Chen Xiaozhi's expression-and Professor Chen only had four big words on his face: Are you crazy?
Shen Dayye laughed."
I didn't tease you," Shen Dayye laughed breathlessly: "I really received her letter, the first letter was received by me in Wanliu - it was in our graduate dormitory, I was packing my luggage to bring over, and the letter fell out of my notebook." ”"Do you know what the first line of the letter is?"
Shen Dayye asked with a smile.Chen Xiaozhi said: "?
”Shen Dayye said: "--I will collect it in ten years." ”Chen Xiao was stunned."
Strictly speaking, the first letter was written two days after my father's death," said twenty-five-year-old Shen Dayye, looking out the window at the night rain: "The letter paper is soaked with tears, and my memory of that time is quite vague, I only remember that it was the darkest time in my life."
My mom once attempted suicide for my dad, and then we cried in the hospital hallway in blood......
In the letter, I asked myself, 'What should I do?'.
”Chen Xiaozhi hugged Shen Dayye from behind, and the adult man's arms were warm, holding her thin white fingers."
I was very touched when I saw the letter, thinking that it was a time capsule, and that it was exactly ten years, like fate, so I seriously replied to the letter.In fact, up to this point, it's still a normal and common sense story. ”Chen Xiaozhi: "What about the unreasonable part?
”"It happened in the second week."
Shen Dayye looked out the window a little and said firmly: "--In the second week, I received another reply. ”Chen Xiao was stunned."
I don't know you yet," Shen Dayye said, "I haven't even returned to China."
My mother was on the verge of collapse, and she was afraid that she would crush her, so she could only suffer for her father alone - and she was me, and what she was experiencing was the past that I had come out of step by step, the pain of losing my father, the irreverberable loneliness of the world, a new environment ......"
"And I myself have carefully studied these letters for a long time, and I have no clue but to attribute it to destiny, the gift of God.Maybe God wants me to help my fifteen-year-old self. ”"I talked to her a lot," Shen Dayye asked seriously, "Only, if you were chatting with your fifteen-year-old self, what would you talk to him?"
”Chen Xiao subconsciously continued: "I will tell him the injuries I have suffered, the mistakes I have made, and let him avoid them." ”"Yes."
Shen Dayye laughed: "I think so too, but it's good for you, it's good for me......
All ignore a problem. ”Chen Xiaozhi: "?
”"When we recall our fifteen-year-old self, we do it as 'ourselves', but when you bring her and observe her as an 'object' to intervene - we as spectators will see the real, fifteen-year-old self."
Chen Xiaozhi's eyebrows raised: "What?"
How do you get along with yourself?
”"--A coward," Shen Dayye said indifferently: "He is an arrogant maniac again, with a strong sense of self, and he doesn't listen to what he says--he is so naïve that he dies of shame, and he is in the late stage of middle school and second disease." ”Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
Shen Dayye was angry: "I'm like her mother." ”Chen Xiaozhi: "Poof." ”"Laugh at your size," Shen Dayye said angrily: "I am the older version of her, I told her that there are some things that should be given up and given up, and some people should be hidden, I have experienced them all, they are all pits that I have planted along the way - she didn't listen to a word." ”"I didn't even hear a word."
Shen Dayye was still a little aggrieved when he thought about it: "It's like raising a daughter, you handed her all those options and told her all the consequences, but she still didn't change." ”Chen Xiaozhi grabbed his little Qingmei from behind, gloating: "Don't think about it, I know that this is the result." ”Xiao Qingmei's thin eyebrows furrowed, revealing a puzzled expression.Professor Chen immediately rubbed her eyebrows, buried his face in the socket of Xiao Qingmei's neck, and said in a low voice, "Leave me alone, keep talking." ”"......"
"I get along with her badly, I can feel it."
The girl's voice was hoarse, "I don't even understand, how can people get along so badly with themselves?"
I was obviously the same person as my younger self, but I couldn't get used to everything she did, and we went toe-to-toe ...... each other" and then in the last few letters, she said to me, disappointed that I had grown up to be such an adult. ”Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
Shen Dayye's voice put on a crying tone: "That sentence hurt me very much." ”"I didn't understand at the time, I was already in such a difficult situation," Shen Dayye choked up, "......
She can obviously not be like me, she can stop losses in time, live a secular and ordinary life, can find a good job, and does not have to grind her youth like grinding beans in school; You can fall in love in an ordinary way......
I've been like that.But not only did she have to follow my path, but she was disappointed that I had become the way I was. ”Shen Dayye raised his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand."
I didn't even think it was pointless."
Shen Dayye looked at the distant horizon and said, "This kind of thing should have been reborn, foresight, something like this - what to send □□ back, what to buy a demolition site in advance......
Communicating with your fifteen-year-old self is not helping you cheat with a golden finger?
”Then she said abruptly, "But I can't even put her on another smooth path." ”"—she won't listen to me."
In the night wind, Chen Xiaozhi silently hugged his little lover and touched her hair.“…… Later, I understood," Shen Dayye closed his eyes and said, "Fifteen-year-old Shen Dayye doesn't need to change me now. ”"At the age of fifteen, we don't need to be educated now."
Chen Xiaozhi was slightly stunned."
Fifteen-year-old, young and fearless, the world is under control.""
The young people of the world sing every golden poem, make every dream of the world, and the young people trek every long road and climb every towering mountain.They are reckless, courageous, dare to love, dare to hate, dare to think about the distant future-" "Dare to look up and tell me: I am disappointed.I shouldn't have grown up like you. ”Chen Xiaozhi breathed deeply.The distant ridges are like the saddle of stars, and the sound of rain falls on the world.In the sound of the drizzling rain, the twenty-five-year-old Shen Dayfol smiled sourly: "-- Adults always look at young people with the eyes of worldly philistines, criticize them for being immature, too reckless, sick in middle school, ashamed, and the slightest emotion will be magnified thousands of times, hypocritical, easy to anger, ignorant of the sky, and unrealistic to dream. ”She paused."
But when I saw my fifteen-year-old self again, I missed it like never before, and I longed for my youth."
Chen Xiaozhi's hands were a little stronger, and his arms were warm."
When I saw her, I missed my brave and sharp appearance at that time," Shen Dayye turned his head sideways to look at Chen Xiaozhi: "I miss the ambition to conquer the world at that time, but I can pierce all my beliefs, and I will move forward bravely without hitting the south wall and not looking back." ”"—she's me."
Then Shen Dayye repeated: "No."
She's me. ”In the darkness of the night, the man's rough fingers rubbed the girl's wrist."-- I saw her on the night of the tsunami.""
It was that night that I suddenly understood that these letters were not for her," said the girl.It's for me.Twenty-five-year-old me. ”"It's a miracle in my endless filing routine, not a cheat, not a cheat."
The girl put her fingers on her chest and said to Chen Xiaozhi: "My life has not changed in the slightest. ”"But I'll never forget what I thought when I was fifteen."
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Chen Xiaozhi's breath trembled slightly.The girl's eyes sparkled with stars, and she said to him: "We are arrogant and self-righteous, unable to empathize with young people, classify our past as black history, accuse them of immaturity, but when we really look back, we are actually holding in our hands what we have lost for a long time. ”Chen Xiaozhi was shocked and looked at the girl in his arms."
The courage we have lost, the enthusiasm," said the girl in his arms, "the sharp sensitivity of the loss, the anger at injustice, the arrogant planning for the future; We dare not dream, but they have jagged teeth even on the rose leaves - they have endless dreams, they are kings of the world. ”"—and we were teenagers like that.""
You can listen to it as a story, as a dream of mine," she said, "and you can believe it, whatever you want." ”The girl's voice stopped, and the carriage was silent, except for the sound of the roof being beaten by the rain.The fifteen-year-old who no one dares to look back at is not only naïve and ashamed, but also a rhinoceros that does not admit defeat, a white deer that pierces the night, and a black eagle that swoops down on the cliffs; Dreams under the young sky are like wheat waves, and emotions are excited.It rained heavily between heaven and earth.Chen Xiaozhi hugged her silently, and the two of them mixed their body temperatures.Shen Dayye felt warmer than ever.She wanted to turn her head and kiss him, but she felt too comfortable to be hugged by him and didn't want to move a finger.Then Chen Xiaozhi said slowly: "......
You......
Is there any evidence?
”Shen Dayye said: "Yes." ”She scrambled a little and pulled the notebook out of her bag.The bronzing on the cover of the book has been worn out by half, thick, full of letters from girls separating the two time and space, the letter paper is dangling, and it will not be dropped, she handed the book to Chen Xiaozhi without reservation."
That's it."
Shen Dayye said frankly: "Here you go." ”Chen Xiaozhi looked at the dark blue book in disbelief, took it and opened it, and at that moment, the light like yellow sorghum sprinkled a book, and the letter paper was fluffy, unfolding the ten years of a girl's sincere enthusiasm and thorns.There is nothing to be ashamed of, the moment Shen Dayye handed the notebook to Chen Xiaozhi, she even felt that her heart was as light as fluff.She was lying on the small bed reading a book, while Chen Xiaozhi was sitting at the table, the sound of paper was suffocating, the wind outside the window was like a flower, and the winter rain was like a flower leaf.A piece of paper flipped over, and then Shen Dayye heard a very soft man's gasp.She turned her head and saw Chen Xiaozhi's broad shoulders trembling slightly, and then Shen Dayye heard a page turn over again.His hands were shaking."
Only," Shen Dayye squeezed Chen Xiaozhi's palm on his stomach and asked, "-If you meet your fifteen-year-old self, what will he think of you?"
”Chen Xiaozhi silently held the girl's hand and held her slender fingers in the palm of his hand.He was quiet for a century, and then he said, "You may have a conflict with me, or you may not like me." ”He squeezed the girl's fingers tighter, and then said in a trembling voice, "......
But he will definitely envy me at this moment. ”"I'm dying of envy
.
"- They just hugged each other that night.In the middle of the night, the rain stopped, and the wind blew out countless sand-like stars.Shen Dayye was lying by the window and looking at the stars fascinated, Chen Xiaozhi hugged her behind him, burying his face in her neck socket, Shen Dayye was born small, and was circled like a kitten by his one-meter-eighty-seven bamboo horse circle.“…… It's not fair. ”The girl was suddenly indignant.“？”
Shen Dayye was not happy to find Professor Chen, and pinched his arm hard: "Chen Xiaozhi, you take hormones, right?"
Or is your mom secretly blowing at home?
Why is it so tall and big?
”Professor Chen was pinched several times, and finally asked expressionlessly, "Is it bad?"
”Shen Daye: "......" suspected that the car was unfounded, and the car that still didn't put her in his eyes, Shen Dayye was dumbfounded for a long time and smashed his stomach by an elbow.Chen Xiaozhi immediately grabbed her wrist and made her die, Shen Dayye couldn't break free from a weak chicken, he couldn't even pull out his hand, and he was so angry that he wanted to hit him with his head......
Chen Xiaozhi pinched her two wrists with ease, and mocked: "That's it?
Iron head work?
Rubbish. ”Shen Dayye said angrily: "You are a waste-" She had a very big opinion on Chen Xiaozhi's mouth, and she struggled, Chen Xiaozhi pressed her badly, Shen Dayye couldn't hit anyone with his head, and he was so angry that he decided to bite him-and the next second, Chen Xiaozhi lowered his head and pecked the girl's lips."......"
Shen Dayye, who was kissed, raised his head in a daze, his temper suddenly disappeared, and his breathing was like a distant mountain stretching and undulating.Chen Xiaozhi teased: "Be nice."
They are still in my hands. ”The girl's face turned red.The natural curls that she had not been comfortable with since her youth were scattered on the pillow, her eyes were clear and clear, the light of the universe with which she frolicked every day, the whole universe, the bell-shaped flowers, baskets of wild kisses - he thought uncontrollably, if a meteor fell into Lake Baikal in the night, but that was it.No one compares to her.There is no one in this world who can compare to her.She seems to be the master of spring on earth, and he even believes that this girl has an entire universe.So Professor Chen leaned over in the kingdom of night and kissed the little green plum almost reverently.After the kiss, the girl who owns the whole universe asked in red ears, "Do you believe my story?"
”Chen Xiaozhi was silent for a long time, and said in a hoarse voice: "......
Well. ”The night is as gentle as the boundless sea, and Okeanos, the god of the ocean, covers two mortals with flowers and night, and the world is at the mercy of the tides.How long has -...... been around?
”Shen Dayye suddenly asked.The sun was shining, the windows were wide open in the desert, and the hot and dry wind of Arizona poured in.Young Master Chen was wearing sunglasses and a cloth towel to block the wind and sand, he looked back at Shen Dayye and asked, "What's been going on?"
”Shen Dayye hugged the book, sat up sleepily and looked out the window: "The two of us are on the road." ”Chen Xiaozhi thought for a while: "Three days." ”“…… We never seemed to be together for so long. ”Chen Xiaozhi drove the car and said: "Yes, but none of them are so pure. ”Shen Dayye was stunned: "It seems to be ...... yes. ”-- This is a journey of only two people.It doesn't even have any motives, it's just a whim, one suddenly wants to see her youth, and the other becomes her most faithful executor, and the two adults embark on a journey across continents as pure as children.As unpredictable as the wind, and as poetic as romantic."
I think it's good."
Chen Xiaozhi looked at the wind and sand outside the window, with no head or tail.Shen Dayye rubbed his fingers and replied without a head or tail: "I think too." ”"I've been thinking about ...... these days" Chen Xiaozhi suddenly said with difficulty: "We knew each other too well before, but we didn't understand each other too much, we preset an image for each other, and always felt that the other party should be what we thought."
But not at all. ”"So we're leaving......
There are so many detours, I have done wrong things, my temper is too bad, and you don't care to understand me, so you have a gap with me. ”Shen Dayye suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and he couldn't speak.Chen Xiaozhi suddenly asked: "Ye Ye, if I don't catch up, will you break up with me?"
”Shen Dayye said: "......
I can't bear you.After all these years, I still can't bear to - but I don't know about this problem. ”Chen Xiaozhi was stunned.Then Shen Dayye asked a little concernedly, "Didn't you almost chase after you?"
”Chen Xiaozhi paused and said, "Not at all, I haven't even thought about it." ”"Then that assumption doesn't exist."
Shen Dayye said pertinently.Chen Xiaozhi was silent for three seconds, and said coldly: "--Ha." ”The carriage returned to tranquility.Shen Dayye understood 'ha' as 'yes', and he didn't have the consciousness of poking the hornet's nest, and curled up quietly by the window holding the book.Under the scorching sun, the Gobi is like fire, the weeds on the roadside are dry and yellow, and when the wind blows, the Pheonix street sign at the fork in the road is shaky.Shen Dayye tucked the pages of the book and looked out the window.Chen Xiao drove without saying a word.The motorhome crosses the narrow highway between the Gobi.The desert is as vast as the sea, and in it they become a wave, small and not worth mentioning.Then Chen Xiaozhi broke the silence and said coldly: "I shouldn't think you can change." ”"What?"
Shen Dayye was suddenly sprayed, and said blankly: "What has changed?"
”Chen Xiaozhi said indifferently: "As long as Danfan is a little unsatisfactory, his mind will be full - this is not once or twice, this time I caught up, what about next time?"
And because I'm going to catch up, so let's say it doesn't exist?
Shen Dayye, this assumption has always existed, and it will always exist. ”Shen Dayye was stunned and asked, "Huh?"
Why are you suddenly angry about ...... this?
”Chen Xiaozhi's anger immediately boiled: "-This matter?
”What else could it be, Shen Dayye was choked again, and his sleeping little temper came up."
What's your temper?
Haven't we all talked about it?
”Shen Tianye raised his head angrily: "I will communicate well in the future, tell the other party everything, don't let the other party guess, so it won't happen again in the future-" The next second, Chen Xiaozhi stopped the car on the side of the road, and everyone laughed angrily: "I said so much, you grasped such a point?"
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”Shen Dayye also burst into a small flame: "What else could it be!"
It's just because I ran away, and I've said the solution in the future-" "What does it have to do with your mother's solution?"
”Chen Xiaozhi's anger immediately boiled.Shen Dayye was scolded in vain, angry and puzzled, and insisted: "Since it doesn't matter, then you can tell me why you lost your temper!"
”As soon as she finished speaking, Chen Xiaozhi gritted his teeth and glared at Shen Dayye.Shen Dayye: "......?"
”Professor Chan looked like a cheetah in a cage with a kick in the head, and his ears were red and dripping blood—tangled in shame and anger.Shen Dayye was taken aback......
How could he look like he was sworn to death, Shen Dayye even gave birth to the illusion that Professor Chen was a chaste martyr at that moment, he was a little bit away from Uncle Bo Yi who didn't eat Zhou Su, and he was worthy of the sentence that he would rather be a broken jade than a complete ......
Professor Chen buried his head fiercely, as if he was about to burrow into the crack in the ground, and walked a few steps like a trapped beast.Then he said slowly, sarcastically, "I'm unbalanced, what's wrong?"
”Shen Dayye could hardly believe the he heard.This person has done everything, Chen Xiaozhi's dog is living in the United States, the girl who soaked can't count the three hands, three pairs of hands, three pairs of hands, and then bullied me for half a year, and now it is easy to ask for money, money, power, and power to bully a mentor, I am a born straight man, I don't think you dog, this dog is dirty, it's not bad, and I'm embarrassed to tell me that it's unbalanced?
- Who gave you your face?
Straight male cancer Shen Dayye shouted in disbelief: "What do you have to be unbalanced?!"
”Chen Xiaozhi's voice was higher than hers, and he said angrily: "What is there to be unbalanced in me?!"
It's so unbalanced-Shen Dayye, I owe it to you that you can ask this kind of question, you don't know it in your own heart?
Even if you give me ten dares and three lives, I can't break up with you, what about you?
Once isn't enough for two, I'm going to lose you, and you're going to get me a third time - you ask me what's so unbalanced?!
What do you say yourself?
”When Shen Dayye heard this, he was immediately angrier than him, and immediately-for-tat: "Are you still wronged when you broke up?"
What are you wronged about?
Chen Xiaozhi, your little life is not much more moisturized than mine?
I say?
I said you should kneel down and kowtow to me and apologize-" Professor Chen was so angry that his head was about to explode: "Shen Daye, listen to what kind of you are talking about-'I was wronged when I broke up'?"
Shouldn't this matter be wronged?
Shen Dayye, the monkey that popped out of the crack in your stone, you?
”The monkey was furious: "You are the monkey surnamed Chen-" Chen Xiaozhi was furious: "-I, Xiaoji, live more nourishing than you?"
Where is it more moisturized than you?
Is it because I soak in the lab and am I more moisturized than you in the exam?
deadline is more moisturized than you?
Shen Dayye, you have to give me an example today, I want to see where I am more moisturized than you?!
”Shen Tianye made up his mind."
Thirty-seven!!"
Chen Xiaozhi: "?
”Shen Dayye was angry and shouted: "Thirty-seven-!!
”Chen Xiaozhi was confused: "......
What thirty-seven?
”Shen Dayye saw that Chen Xiaozhi didn't realize anything, and immediately exploded with anger......
"You are really shameless," Shen Dayye was so angry that his eyes were red: "I forgot everything, are you still a person after forgetting everything!"
In the past ten years, even if I look for a second spring, I will be at most one or two junior brothers and brothers, and I will be cut off and pulled before I even develop much!
What about you, what about you, what about you, what about Chen Xiaozhi, you - confess to me immediately, how many blonde babes did you find after me?
”Chen Xiaozhi was even more dazed: "......
Ha???
Blonde babes?
”He had forgotten it all.Shen Dayye's eyes turned red.His little Qingmei looked at him, her small voice was uncontrollably nasal, and she announced tremblingly, "You are shameless." ”Chen Xiaoyi panicked when he saw her red eyes, held back his stomach for trash talk, and opened his mouth silently when he saw her only holding her neck."
Thirty-seven beautiful little girls," Shen Dayye said in a low voice, "I remember everything, I remember what clothes they wore."
I know where it is.Probably more than thirty-seven, and I have only counted so many, and you dare to deny it—phew, they are all bigger than I am.Chen Xiaozhi: You like big breasts. ”Chen Xiaozhi was at a loss: "What nonsense are you talking about, where did the thirty-seven come from?"
Who told you that?
XXXVII. - Am I still a human being?
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”Shen Dayye sniffled and said, "Then thirty-six." ”Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
Professor Chen said angrily: "What kind of fool is this fart?"
Xu Zihao?
”Shen Dayye shouted: "You even have to blame others for this!"
Did Xu Zihao ask you to find thirty-six blonde babes, Chen Xiaozhi, you dog man, you are still a little more away from Alibaba and the forty thieves, you say it yourself!
”Chen Xiaozhi was almost speechless: "How the hell is this possible, who arranged me?"
”Choreographed fart, who dares to choreograph you!
Who in the entire junior high school dares to yin you Chen Xiaozhi!!
Shen Dayye couldn't bear it anymore, and shouted loudly: "You sent it yourself-!!
”After she finished shouting, the car instantly fell silent.Professor Chen, the scumbag of water-based poplar flowers, frowned tightly, and for a long time, a question mark soaked in innocence floated above his head.“……？”
Shen Dayye was aggrieved, and finally roared out the anger that he had been depressed for six or seven years: "You surnamed Chen applied for my Instagram friend in 2012!"
After I agreed, you posted messy photos every day!
Every day, every day!
Where did you go to drink today, hug!
Finish!
Which!
Piece!
Same!
Learn!
Which social little sister did you take!!
”At that moment, Chen Xiaozhi was like being struck by lightning......
Shen Dayye was like a small vinegar jar, and shouted: "The surname Chen, let me ask you if the one named Jane is so good-looking!!
Do you like leopard print high heels so much, red little leather skirts, Chen Xiaozhi, I can't count the three pairs of hands, what kind of did you do when you were seventeen or eighteen, you are embarrassed to hold that I want to break up with you, this matter is unbalanced, you are unbalanced, I will tie you up in the trunk tonight, and sink you into Yu Yuantan-" Chen Xiaozhi said in a trembling voice: "You ......"
Shen Dayye ignored him at all, so angry that there were tears in his eyes, and said, "I haven't cared about you yet." ”Professor Chen couldn't argue: "You listen to me-" Shen Dayye wiped his tears vigorously, didn't listen to his fart at all, and said resolutely: "A dog man who doesn't abide by women's morals." ”