Chapter 138 - The two of them fall endlessly in the passage.The planets are flying, and the stars are silent.In the vast stars, Shen Dayye opened his mouth to say something to him - but even if the two were only a meter apart, Chen Xiaozhi couldn't hear her voice.He signaled that he couldn't hear, so Shen Dayye made a mouth shape to him this time."
-That was the case last time."
Chen Xiaozhi's eyes widened slightly.The feeling of falling was not dangerous, these stars and the universe that enveloped them were not intended to harm them-Chen Xiaozhi took a deep breath, gathered all his reason together, and told himself that it was just a dream.In the next second, they fell into a soft void.Boom.- Shen Dayye touched the soft bottom with a whin, and the fall stopped.In the next second, Chen Xiaozhi also felt a strange sense of force.Their feet were not touching the ground, but they had a supporting force that came from all sides, and the fluid pressure on every inch of their skin formed a strange difference that could be felt by □□.“……”“…… It's buoyancy. ”Chen Xiaozhi gasped and propped up his body and looked at the girl in front of him.Shen Dayye was stuck in that void and couldn't get up, and struggled: "The density is very high, but the breathing is smooth.I don't think it's a dream. ”"Do you think it's a dream?"
Chen Xiaozhi asked.Shen Tianye lay on the ground and thought for a long time, then shook his head: "I don't know." ”After the girl finished speaking, she stretched out her claws, and Chen Xiaozhi helped her up."
But it's more beautiful than a dream."
Shen Dayye said: "Dreams are destined to be forgotten, and dreams will be forgotten in the morning - but Chen Xiaozhi, you will never forget this place for the rest of your life." ”Then Shen Dayye laughed: "I thought about it many times later.It's my wildest dream. ”"I spoke to him about my greatest ambitions, and my dreams of going into the universe alone."
Chen Xiaozhi remembered how Shen Dayye described this space.He tried to take two steps, but found it unhindered, even solid—and he ran again.This universe is astonishingly poetic, the universe is like a grass field in late spring when you walk, and the universe under your feet becomes a dusty runway when you run.This dream has no boundaries, it is the 'possibility' itself.In this dream, everything is allowed, everything is possible.Shen Dayye's eyebrows curled: "Believe it or not?"
I can still swim. ”Chen Xiaozhi looked around at the starry sky around him and laughed out loud: "That's it?
Can it still be used as a swim lane?
What about your dreams?
”Shen Dayye didn't respond, just poked him hard."
Shen Dayye—" Professor Chen threatened.And in the next second, Professor Chen stumbled and fell into hundreds of millions of planets.His open-door disciple succeeded in his prank, laughed, and jumped after him.The vast and dark sea overwhelmed them.The star wind blew violently through Chen Xiaozhi's hair and coat, Shen Dayye smiled and swam past him, and outside of them, the supernova shattered and reassembled among the nebulae, and the last light of the star skeleton became the sun of the strange universe."
Look, it's just that," Shen Dayye was bathed in the particle wind and pointed a ball of light to him, "Is this exactly the same as the book I read to you when I was a child?"
”Chen Xiaozhi squinted his eyes to look, and then laughed: "-yes." ”The universe is always like this.The overhead universe was born in the primordial chaos, and for trillions of years it has been in chaos, but it has an immutable, iron-forged, eternal order—so that the total amount of matter is eternally constant, and the cones of light converge; Absolute zero is therefore unattainable - but that threshold is always there.Therefore, mass and energy can be converted to each other by the square of c.Therefore, the concept of zero is unshakable.Beneath its chaotic exterior is the most subtle calculations and symbols, the most undercurrent of reality, everything can be deduced, everything is under its control, and everything has a cause.All natural sciences lead to philosophy itself, to the origin of the universe.-- Thus the universe has been able to stand for eternity and lead to the end of its destiny.They swam through the Iris-de-tailed Nebula.Meteors fly, clouds disperse and reunite, and they are as free as birds that can soar through the universe.Shen Dayye suddenly said: "It's like the Pixar movies we watched before?"
”Chen Xiao was stunned."
Wall-E," Shen Dayye said, looking into the distance, "he waltzed with Eva among the stars, carrying a fire extinguisher. ”Chen Xiaozhi laughed: "Remember, I held you to see - do you want to dance?"
”"......," she said quietly, rather honestly, "I won't." ”Chen Xiaozhi smiled: "Simple, I'll teach you." ”He grabbed the girl's hand and put his arm around her waist.Waltz.The tiptoes advance and retreat, and the breath is entangled.Chen Xiaozhi danced with the girl as if he was joking, but he looked down at his little Qingmei, her clear eyes reflecting the starry sky.“…… I still remember when you were there," Shen Dayye almost stepped on his foot and whispered, "Say I'm Eva's character, and you're Vali." ”Then she looked up: "Why?"
What do you think I'm the one who collects the rags......"
Chen Xiaozhi sneered: "What does this have to do with the rags?"
”“…… I am the people at the bottom......"
Shen Dayye muttered in a low voice: "Chen Xiaozhi, you are a fart working class ......" - because Eva is the chosen one. ”Chen Xiao's way.Shen Dayye was slightly stunned."
Eva and Eve's names are actually exactly the same," Chen Xiaozhi pinched her fingers and coaxed her, "So history and fate chose Eva."
She is sent to a ruined earth in search of signs of life revival......
In contrast, WALL-E is just an ordinary garbage collection robot, and throughout the movie he has been chasing Eva's figure, chasing the beauty behind her, and not hesitating to chase the airship from Earth to thousands of miles away. ”He paused, looking into the eyes of the girl like a lake."
Eva wants to bring humans home," he said, clasping her waist."
The garbage pick-up robot just wants to find Eva, light a lamp, and hold hands with her."
Shen Dayye's eyes turned red."
--Stupid," Chen Xiaozhi said indifferently: "Where are all the brains used, I can't even figure out an animated movie for so many years." ”Shen Dayye gasped and choked up: "......
Don't scold me. ”Chen Xiaozhi sarcastically mocked her: "Why?
”"Just ......
Just rely on ......"
Shen Dayye choked for a while, and complained with a crying voice: "......
Anyway, it's not allowed. ”The girl's family is sweet and clear, and even the command makes people's hearts soften.Professor Chen stiffened his face and laughed out loud, as if he thought she was too cute.Then he wrapped his arms around her waist and lowered his head.It was so romantic that it didn't seem to be realistic.The poet sings in a low voice under the vines on a midsummer night, it is the gardenia that fills the winter night, the spring that flows down with the daydream, and the branches and leaves that bloom in the garden.Teenagers and girls secretly climbed over the giant's garden wall at night and kissed under the flowers and leaves.After the kiss, the starry night is thousands of miles.The girl's eyes were still uneven, and she whispered, "......
Didn't you teach me to dance?
”Chen Xiaozhi deliberately pinched her ears: "--The coming day is long." ”"......"
Shen Dayye slapped his claws off fiercely."
What do you think will be here?"
Chen Xiaozhi said suddenly.Shen Dayye was stunned: "Huh?
”Chen Xiaozhi looked at the stars around him and said casually: "Maybe a villain suddenly jumped out and told you that you had a dream for half a year; Or fifteen-year-old again, like last time; Or it could be the creator god ......"" - it won't be the creator god. ”Shen Dayye said suddenly.Chen Xiaozhi laughed: "The reason?
”Shen Daye: "The creator god was created by human beings themselves, and in the age of scarcity, this concept entrusts a higher power that can save itself, and the essence is a totem.And the totem is man-made, and people's cognition is always biased, and it is easy to be deceived by appearances-" Then Shen Dayye paused and said to Chen Xiaozhi: "I don't believe that the totem will save me." ”"It's too big," the girl said, looking into the distance, "the universe won't stop for an ordinary me." ”Chen Xiaozhi followed her thoughtfully: "What I believe in is people.It's the will of man that is condensed in my body," Shen Dayye said: "-- Drag me out of the mud." ”Then Shen Dayye raised his head and looked at the vast starry sky.Chen Xiaozhi looked at her, his green plum eyes were unwavering, looking for something, like a lighthouse looking for a lonely boat in the long night.Then the girl said to the void, "Come out." ”The galaxy was dead silent, and the stars were closed and scattered, unmoved.She paused: "-I know you're there." ”The universe is silent, and there is still no answer.Shen Tianye paused for a moment, then shouted at the empty universe: "I already knew it was you-!"
”"You've never won me in hide and seek, and no matter how well you hide yourself, I can find your clues-!!"
A star trembled like a dead leaf."
Didn't you drag me in just to see me again?"
Shen Tianye stood up straight, and roared hoarsely: "You have read all the letters I wrote—I know them all!"
Why do you want to see me so hiding?
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You're entrenched here, and you owe me a meeting, an explanation, an apology—" The girl's eyes were hot, and the distant morning stars shone and trembled in tears.She said, "-- You owe me a goodbye." ”At that moment, the universe collapsed with a thud.The celestial bodies turned into cosmic dust and converged to one point, and that point burst into a violent light, like an exploding supernova.A man was imprinted in a halo.With each split of light, the fingertips of his hair became clear.
――What is a supernova?
Shen Dayye thought uncontrollably.It is the last explosion of the terminal evolution of the star.The last moments of a star's life are incomparably gorgeous.In 1995, the Hubble telescope photographed the remains of a star cluster on the Aquila Nebula, a cloud left behind by the bursting of a supernova, which was so magnificent that it was named the Pillar of Creation.In the same year, a scholar worked at STSI at the Hubble Space Telescope Institute.When he saw the picture of the supernova explosion, he thought it was incomparably beautiful, so he went out of his way to ask for the unprocessed TIFF file to print it out, take it home, and give it to his young child, who could only gnaw on small hands.In the loud rumbling noise, in the light of the cracking of the Pillar of Creation, hundreds of millions of starlights converged into a river, condensing the third person in the universe.His daughter's chest was nearly torn open.The middle-aged man wore gold-rimmed glasses and curly hair on the top of his head, no different from the girl in front of him—he was wearing an old plaid shirt and jeans, and he smiled warmly when he saw his daughter, as if he had seen something he was proud of.The girl's tears were uncontrollable and rolled outward.She tugged at her coat desperately, spasming and gasping for breath - but she cried so hard that she almost tore her heart to the point that she choked in small and intermittent ways.Chen Xiaozhi was afraid that Xiaoqingmei would lack oxygen, so he carefully gave her a smooth breath, but his eyes did not listen, and he looked at the man in the halo in shock."
Uncle......"
Chen Xiaozhi looked at him dumbfounded, and said, "Uncle." ”Chen Xiaozhi only had a few encounters with this man when he was five years old, and his memory of him has long been blurred.But the father and daughter were so similar, too much alike—whether it was light-colored, lake-like pupils, or messy curly hair, they both looked similar even when they laughed.His daughter fell to the ground, dragging Chen Xiaozhi's clothes and crying, calling him: "Dad." ”Father.Shen Qingci took a step forward and walked towards her daughter and her bamboo horse."
I—I guessed it a long time ago," Shen Dayye's heart was almost shattered to pieces, "Dad." ”Shen Qingci smiled: "I know, you said it." ”Shen Dayye was in terrible pain.She held Chen Xiaozhi's hand and pinched her knuckles so blue that they should I talk about something?
What should I say to him?
Tell him that I haven't thought about you for a moment in ten years?
I haven't hated you for a moment in my ten years of her years, and I haven't loved you for a moment?
Ask him why didn't you say goodbye, why are you here?
Ask him why did you leave me and my mother on earth?
Ask him, why don't you keep your promise and grow old on a wicker chair?
You've missed my countless graduation ceremonies, the day I went to college, you've missed my degree-awarding ceremony, you're a liar who doesn't talk - but there are so many words in your throat and torn emotions, and when Shen Dayye opened his mouth, there was only one sentence left with a crying voice: "-I have grown up." ”The middle-aged man's eyes were red.He squatted in front of his daughter and the young man, and said softly and hoarsely, "...... yes. ”“…… You've grown up and you're already a big girl, but your dad hasn't changed. ”-Shen Dayye thought about a reunion.She had discovered the clues months earlier—the bizarre disappearances of the handwriting, the irregular timing of the correspondence, and she had deduced it strictly from the time soon the correspondence began.However, after she came out of that dream space, she made up her guess.- She thought about reuniting with her father.Will question him.I'll lose my temper with him - I've figured out how to get angry, why did you leave me and my mother in this vast world?
Why can't you grow up with me?
I will also talk to him about what I have seen and heard over the years.Tell him I'm this old; I would tell him that my mother is still unmarried, that my grandmother still has a black and white photo of her son when he was a child on her desk, and that my grandmother is struggling to find my son whom she has never seen again.This is the world he left behind.The wounds of those who love Him go deep into the marrow.But the moment she saw her father again, she would only call him 'Daddy'.“…… Daddy," the girl trembled, clutching the palm of the young man beside her.Shen Qingci's eyes were kind and loving, looking at his precious daughter, and then turning his head to stare at Chen Xiaozhi even more kindly.Professor Chen: "......"
Professor Chen's back was cold, and he followed Shen Qingci's kind gaze downward, seeing his daughter, who was born like a flower, crying while holding him with her thin white little hands, her attitude was very resolute, it seemed that Chen Xiaozhi would bite the surnamed Chen to death if he dared to let go.Chen Xiaozhi was silent for three seconds, looked at Ah Shi's father and then at Ah Shi, and suddenly realized that although his father-in-law was beautiful and bookish, and even looked like a soft and stupid daughter, he was a Texas red-necked dad who could kill his daughter's new boyfriend with a smile and a smile.Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
Shen Qingci glanced at him kindly, then bent down and was at eye level with his daughter."
Don't cry," the father coaxed his daughter like a child: "I never saw you cry so much when I was a child." ”Shen Dayye couldn't hold back his tears at all, he sobbed and choked, crying as if he had been greatly wronged.Father Shen leaned over and patted his daughter's paw very naturally, signaling her to let go of Chen Xiaozhi's hand."
Alright."
He couldn't help laughing: "It's such a big girl, crying so much that the snot bubbles blow out—don't you have a piece of paper to wipe her?"
”The sudden change in tone in the second half of the sentence is said to Chen Xiaozhi.Young Master Chen came back to his senses at this time, and hurriedly took out the tissue, subconsciously wanting to wipe Ye Ye's tears, but the tissue was snatched away by the father with a snap.The father who snatched the tissue didn't even look at him, and wiped the tears of his daughter who was crying in a small ball after snatching the tissue - that attitude was completely different from treating Chen Xiaozhi, gentle and meticulous, extremely good-tempered."......"
"Flower-faced cat," Shen's father laughed at his daughter: "How old are you, crying and snot--blow it, blow it." ”Shen Dayye cried so much that his ears were red, and he blew his nose on his father's hand very obediently."
Why are you here," she said, choking up and even incoherently, "no, I would have guessed it long ago—it was you who believed it......
I'm you, too—Daddy, and you've always been—?
”Thousands of words were piled up in her throat, but she couldn't even ask a complete question.Her father was silent and said, "Yes." ”Then he said, "Daddy has always been here." ”Shen Dayye's tears burst the embankment.Wilde said that hearts are meant to be broken, how much pain did he swallow to write this orange?
Shen Dayye felt that her heart was cracking into pieces, and the pain was extremely extreme, as if her body was cracking a line, and there were flowers and leaves that were breaking through the restraints.Shen Dayye wiped his tears vigorously and asked, "Then is this your afterlife?"
”Shen's father was silent and answered his daughter's question: "No." ”"And this is a dream?"
She asked with tears in her eyes.Father Shen looked at her calmly and gently: "-Not really." ”"This is my heart."
Shen Dayye and Chen Xiao were both stunned."
Time is an illusory concept for me now," Shen's father laughed, "Space is the same."
After death, the universe will turn into a river in front of him, but every side of the river will unfold in front of him, and the person after death can step into the same river countless times and pick up the same stone that he has forgotten. ”He said: "I may have just seen you two or three years old lying on the ground and nibbling on your feet, and I have also seen your mother playing on her mobile phone during a lecture. ”Shen Qingci said gently: "She is so old, she still doesn't like to do serious things.Good thing you're good. ”Shen Dayye finally burst into tears and laughed.She and Chen Xiaozhi floated in the infinite universe, their hair moving without wind."
Mom has been doing well recently, only the blood pressure is a little high in the physical examination......"
Shen Dayye said with a crying voice: "I eat in the school canteen, and the Beili canteen is good."
And she talked to me about you a few days ago, it seems that the head of the department introduced her to the object, and when she came back, she was very dissatisfied, and told me that you did so well when you fell in love with her, she didn't even want to look for a house, and even felt that the other party was terrible when compared casually. ”Shen Qingci laughed and asked, "What else did she say?"
”"Also said......"
Shen Dayye wiped her tears vigorously and said, "I also said that you were going to be fifty-three this year, but now she is the only one running towards the age of sixty, scolding you for not believing in your words,......
He also said that you were quite despicable and shameless when you were studying. ”"......"
Father Shen was really despicable and shameless, and he was very happy after being scolded, and laughed out loud."
Anyway."
Shen Dayye sobbed and said, "When she talks about you, she is like a child, moody.One moment I like you so much, and the next moment I want to stab you little paper man to break your body into pieces......
But no matter what your mother's attitude is towards you, I will stand on my mother's side. ”Father Shen smiled: "I know this." ”Then Shenzhou also suddenly spoke: "-Is everyone like you?"
”Shen Qingci was stunned: "Huh?
”"Will be in this world and interfere in my daughter's life," the girl said with a crying voice, "Have you still read the letter I wrote to myself?"
Who allowed you to touch it?
”Shen Qingci was silent for three seconds, and said politely: "I can't reveal it." ”Shen Dayye: "You're embarrassed to admit it, right?!"
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”"I can't give the answer."
Shen Qingci was amiable: "But in the end, everyone will know its answer."
Shen Dayye was very sure: "Dad."
You read my letter. ”"......," Shen Qingci suddenly became kind, and turned to Chen Xiaodao: "You are Xiao Chen, right?"
”Chen Xiaozhi: "......??
”The intention is too obvious!
How could you not know who I am......
However, Chen Xiaozhi was ignored by Shen Qingci for most of the day, and he was really a little flattered by being slammed, and said tremblingly: "Yes, yes......"
Father Shen got a response, and patted the tool man on the shoulder lovingly: "Okay, okay." ”No one knew what he was doing, and Chen Xiaozhi didn't know either, but he saw that Shen Dayye's eyes were still red, and he looked at his father with disgust."
You are not allowed to bully him."
Shen Dayye sobbed: "Don't run away from my question - Dad, I have a question, you answer me." ”Shen Qingci: "Huh?
”"How am I doing with the other fifteen-year-old?"
Chen Xiaozhi was slightly stunned.Hearing this question, Dad Shen grinned and laughed happily."
Is she still that stubborn?"
Shen Dayye asked eagerly: "Or will you go to the competition that will inevitably be lost, and will you go to talk about the love that is destined to break up?"
Or will you insist like a fool and say to everyone you like that I wanted to be an astrologer when I was a child......?
Dad, you've definitely been to see her, and you know how she's doing. ”Father Shen laughed wrinkles and replied, "That's right, go often." ”Shen Dayye suddenly felt a sourness from the bottom of his heart, and asked tremblingly, "Dad, what happened to her?"
Is her life different from mine?
I don't want her to be like me - does she have firm ideals in her life, does she insist on holding the hand of the boy she likes, does she think of me from time to time......"
Shen's father said: "After I put her back from here, I let her take all this as a dream." ”Shen Dayye was stunned."
Ye Ye, do you remember?
Memories of dreams don't last overnight," Father Shen said gently, "-- Dreams will be forgotten." ”Shen Dayye looked at him and felt that his father's smile seemed to melt into the sunset.Then Shen Qingci said: "Look, you have forgotten everything. ”Shen Dayye was shocked.The message revealed by that sentence was almost earth-shattering."
Ye Ye, there has never been a second you."
Shen's father looked at his daughter and said, "That shadow is your past, and you are the future of that shadow." ”"You are complete, in all senses, one and the same
.
"- That sentence is like a boulder.Shen Dayye trembled, covered his temples and said, "......
But, but she and I have different memories and experiences......"
In the next second, Shen Dayye suddenly realized that his memory was covered with a layer of fog.The memories of her fifteen-year-old were so vivid that Shen Dayye couldn't even remember what she looked like when she saw Chen Xiao - why did she have such a heavy respect for him at that time?
She couldn't remember the specific details of going to the emergency room when her mother cut her wrists: yes, she was the one who saved her mother that night, but how could fifteen-year-old Shen Dayye suddenly push open the bathroom door?
What drove her to check on her mother's well-being?
The past she took for granted - in fact, she couldn't grasp it at all, and none of the details were accurate.The only thing I remember is the pain of bereavement, and the budding love of ignorant and young girls.“…… How do you ......"
Shen Dayye trembled, covered his head and said, "......
How could it be ......?"
-- No wonder Chen Xiaozhi said a few days ago that he had an impression of correspondence.She thought vaguely.Chen Xiaozhi has really seen it.When he was fifteen years old, Shen Dayye ran around on his back.Chen Xiaozhi has never forgotten it, and it is impossible to remember it wrong.Father Shen said: "If you are not sure, you can ask Xiaozhi, and his experience shall prevail."
His world line has never been chaotic. ”Chen Xiaozhi was shocked: "...... the world?
”"World line, timeline," Shen's father patiently explained, "whatever you want to call it." ”Chen Xiaozhi looked at Shen Dayye's father across the distant starry sky."
What I did affected the timeline of fifteen-year-old Ye Ye, so when you and my girl were eye-to-eye ten years ago, the timeline on her body has always been chaotic and fluctuating."
Chen Xiaozhi argued: "That's not eyebrows and eyebrows......
"--Then," Shen's father said, "At the moment when my interference disappeared, the laws of the universe maintained itself, blurring her memory, thus protecting her cause and effect. ”"......"
Shen Dayye pressed his forehead and slowly trembled, "......
That is to say, after that, she still went to participate in the competition that was destined to Waterloo, or broke up with Chen Xiaozhi, happily went to college, and was serious for four years, but ended her undergraduate life with the funeral of her mentor......
"She followed Shen Dayye's life trajectory all the way and came to them.Chen Xiaozhi's eyes were hot."
—and then she only relied on her own strength," Shen Qingci said, "and stumbled all the way to today." ”Shen Dayye was full of tears and looked up at his father ignorantly."
Dad is proud of you every moment he looks at you."
He said.Shen Dayye's tears burst out."
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I ......," she cried breathlessly, "I always felt that you would be disappointed in me, how could my daughter have ended up in such a field, how could she have been lost to this point......
I don't even dare to face the relics you left behind, as if once I get close to them, there will be a pair of eyes looking at me with disappointment......"
"But," Shen Qingci said softly and sourly: "Dad is not proud of you for a moment. ”Shen Dayye couldn't suppress himself anymore, he lay on Chen Xiaozhi's shoulder and cried, even Chen Xiaozhi's eyes were red, and he looked up at his father-in-law.The tide of time is gently blowing, and the three people become an eternal triangle in the universe."
From the moment I took you from the nurse's hand," said her father, gently and sourly, "though you had no name at that time, and your head was full of little fluff, and your eyes were wet like little frogs. ”The father looked at his daughter as he spoke."
But Daddy loved you from that moment."
The daughter cried as if she was about to die.She felt her heart broken, but it was pieced together piece by piece, like ceramics returning to the table, flying eagles returning to their nests, and the scars left by time faded away and turned into clusters of new springs."
I-I used to feel," Shen Dayye cried, "Since I was a child, you have placed high hopes on me, thinking that I am destined to be extraordinary in the future, but ten years later, I am now unknown to everyone, and none of them are following the path you think, if you see me now, I will definitely ......"
"But Dad loves you," Shen Qingci said sourly under the vast starry sky, "It was never because of your innate talent. ”Shen Dayye cried so much that the tip of his nose was red, and he looked up at his father with tears in his eyes."
--Because you opened your eyes when Dad took you from the nurse."
He said suddenly.The father pressed his chest and said hoarsely: "It's because you keep spitting bubbles when you learn to speak, and you fall on the street on your bicycle; The first time you went to school in your life, you were so scared that you hid behind your dad because when you were 12 years old, you were a little boy who was arguing with your dad......
It's because you cut me ugly carnations on Father's Day. ”Shen Dayye looked at him, tears rolling outward."
Talent, high hopes," said her father sadly, "what do you have to do with them?"
”- I don't love you because of your talent, and I don't love you because of your innate potential.I love you because of every moment of your existence, my daughter.- Shen Dayye cried so that his lips were bright red: "-That-you-"-Then why did you appear?
Isn't it because you're disappointed in me?
Isn't it because I can't stand it anymore?
What freed you from the shackles of cause and effect and drew me into a story like this?
Shen was trembling day and night, but it was so warm that it seemed to be bathed in the April sun, Chen Xiaozhi hugged her tightly, feeling like a drowning irise."
Why are you ......"
Shen Dayye cried, "will you come to me?"
”Her dad said, "Because dad will always remember what you were like when you were a kid." ”Shen Dayye looked at his father in disbelief with tears in his eyes."
I remember you getting to the bottom of every question, and the light in your eyes when you asked the question seemed to be the nutrient for your growth."
Shen Qingci said like water: "I remember you lying on my lap and talking about your understanding of the world, as if it were your building blocks." ”He said: "Dad has seen a lot of geniuses, but you are the only child I would describe as 'transparent'. ”Shen Dayye's eyes were red, but his pupils were clear, reflecting his father and the starry sky behind him."
All poets should look into your eyes when they write poems, and there is nothing purer in this world.""
You have the most original appearance of love in your eyes - before giving birth to you, Dad has never seen anyone else else, and after giving birth to you, he has never seen anyone like you.Your love is almost innate, and I sometimes even think you were made for it. ”He said."
-Ye Ye, you are a child born to explore the world."
A gentle wind passed through Shen Dayye's body.She cried so hard that she couldn't even get through her nose, but in the midst of the bitter pain, a new morning sun came out of her bones."
What you really love, what you suffer for," her father said, "is recognizable to everyone who has seen you as a child." ”He paused for a moment, and finally called the name of the young man he had avoided for a long time: "-Is that right, Xiaozhi?"
”Chen Xiaozhi's eyes were red, and he was stunned after being called."
You've seen her look like she's five or fifteen years old," Shen Qingci said, "-What made her grow up so miserable, she shouldn't have lived such a life, she should be some kind of ......"
Shen Qingci paused, as if looking for a suitable wording.Chen Xiaozhi's voice was hoarse, and he said for him: "......
It should be more forward, tomorrow's, unswerving—she is sharper, the □□ and the light that will pierce the dawn. ”Shen Qingci looked at Chen Xiaozhi with a calm gaze."
-Yes."
The father said to the young man who was holding his daughter's hand.Unlike the first time, this time the father did not interfere with it, but just looked deeply at the clasped hands of the two children."
But all Dad can do is help you tie up," said the father, "and Xiaozhi has done everything he can, and all he can do is shield you from the storm." ”“…… This is your one-man war, and it is the process of your struggle with your ideals and even the world.On the battlefield you're in, outsiders will never be able to intervene. ”Shen Dayye looked at them, biting his lip to prevent himself from continuing to cry."
—and you won that battle alone."
He said.The girl's tears rolled down."
Dayleaf, you got your treasure back."
Shen Qingci said slowly, "Your ideals and every idea, the arrogant and domineering daydreams of young people, the ambition to pierce the world - people can't live without dreams.All of this is your self-help from beginning to end. ”- "Help yourself."
In the battlefield called the self, only you can drag yourself out of the quagmire.Whether she is fifteen or twenty-five, she is the anchor and mast of the iron and bronze on the ship named Shen Dayye, sailing through the stormy sea, the soldier who held out in Leningrad until the last moment, the fanatic who stands on the top of the stormy mountain and roars at the world, the eternal captain of the ship.Hurricanes roar around the world, and the captain never gives in.Shen Dayye's eyes were full of tears, his spine straightened, he endured choking, and said, "......
I understand. ”She knew very well that she was still in the middle of the starry sky - but it was too warm, too warm.It's like winter has passed and spring is coming, the ice in the river is broken, the fish swim up along the broken ice, and spring returns to the world.And she stood in the heart of spring, looking at someone who had never returned.- The world has brought a chain of miracles.The first miracle it brought was when the boy who disappeared from the capital's airport appeared in an office she pushed open; The second miracle is that her shelved teenage dream knocks on her door in the sea; The third miracle was that her most youthful youth appeared in front of her through the paper.And the last miracle is a man who will never return.The tide of the river rises and falls over time, and in the mud and sand, a dandelion-like and goose-yellow spring is revealed.- Shen Dayye cried so much that his liver and intestines were broken.