#第一百三十九章-Shen Dayye cried too much.Chen Xiaozhi originally wanted to observe the words, but she was crying.Regardless of whether his father was holding AUG or AK, Chen Xiaozhi carefully lowered his head and hugged Xiao Qingmei in his arms - so Xiao Qingmei hugged him like a drowning man holding driftwood, crying so much that he couldn't breathe.Chen Xiaozhi felt that his heart was about to break.How could the world be so gentle and cruel to her.The galaxy poured out for thousands of miles, and Shen Dayye's father suddenly spoke again: "Chen Xiaozhi." ”Professor Chen froze for a moment and said tentatively, "Uncle......
Uncle......?
”"--I've seen you."
Shen Dayye's father said flatly.Chen Xiaozhi also calmed down a little, and said neither humbly nor arrogantly: "I have seen you too." ”There was silence between the two men.And Shen Qingci broke it.He said lightly: "Maybe there is indeed a fate in the dark."
If I had been told by someone while I was alive that when I returned home in 1998 that the tanned boy would accompany my daughter through such a long life, I would not have believed it. ”Twenty-five-year-old Chen Xiaozhi thought about it, looked down at Shen Dayye's hairy head, and said sourly: "In the past, I wouldn't believe it." ”The reasons for their disbelief vary.There was silence between the two again, and Shen Dayye was tired of crying, and lay on Chen Xiaozhi's chest to secretly watch the confrontation between the two."
-I don't like you."
Father Shen suddenly spoke.Chen Xiaozhi smiled bitterly: "I ......"
"Don't misunderstand me," the middle-aged man interrupted him expressionlessly, and spread his hands: "The father who raised his daughter didn't like this occasion."
I didn't have a good impression of my daughter's boyfriend, and my doctor's boss almost didn't even let my son-in-law into the house, and on the day his son-in-law came to the door for the first time, he stood motionless at the door, blocked for almost five minutes, smiled and didn't let his son-in-law in, and finally was called into the kitchen by his wife - the young man went in. ”Chen Xiaozhi wanted to say something again, but Shen Qingci said coldly: "So I'm restraining myself." ”Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
"You are the one I have seen," Dang's father's expression was not optimistic, and he wrinkled his brows and said: "The most arrogant, the most stubborn, and the most crying offspring who doesn't see the coffin." ”Chen Xiaozhi said: "......"
Shen Dayye lay in Professor Chen's arms without showing his head, and whispered: "My dad is right." ”Professor Chen: "............"
"At first, I didn't understand what my daughter liked about you," Shen Qingci said indifferently: "The junior I met in Ye Ye's general education class was 100,000 times more lively than you.My daughter is beautiful, good at studying, good at work, and serious, with a bunch of peach blossoms, why did she hang herself on a bad-tempered junior high school classmate?
”Shen Dayye rubbed in his ear and said quite comfortably: "Listen to my dad well."
My dad was pretty pertinent. ”Chen Xiaozhi: "............"
"Don't mention it if you have a bad temper," Shen Qingci mocked: "Who expresses their liking in a sarcastic way?"
Now that I'm older, I'm finally a little more honest -- but that's about it. ”When the father glanced at Chen Xiaozhi and saw that he wanted to defend himself, he said sarcastically: "Don't be unconvinced, which of those things and words you thought in your heart did you tell my daughter?"
”Young Master Chen finally opened his mouth in vain."
The heart is magnificent, and there is no wave on the face," Shen Qingci stopped, but stopped mocking him when he spoke again."-- Fortunately, it will be put into action."
After saying that, Chen Xiaozhi hung his head, and he couldn't see his face clearly, as if he didn't want to admit it.Then the young man hugged her tightly and was silent for a long time, and hummed dullly."......"
"For many people, love is a luxury."
Shen Qingci said.A star passed through their hair.Shen Dayye turned his head to look at his father with his eyes open ΓChen Xiaozhi pressed Shen Dayye back into his arms."
--In a person's life, it is not easy to meet love," Shen Qingci said in a low voice, "It is even more difficult to meet someone who can love each other." ”"Yes.I found out. ”Chen Xiaozhi said in a low voice.He was young and vigorous, and he had walked along the world for a long time, but the spring flowers of his five-year-old year were eternally tied to his wrists.Shen Qingci looked at this descendant, was silent for a long time, and finally said: "And there are many kinds of love. ”- "Some people's love may be only a fleeting euphoria, or it may only be a momentary passion; It may be the morning dew on the blades of grass, and it will dissipate when the sun comes out; It may also be a flower in late spring, which will fall into the long river of summer nights at a certain moment, disappearing in the turn of the seasons and the passing of years. ”Shen Dayye's father paused slightly after speaking.The young man who knelt in front of him and hugged his daughter was also half a young master since he was a child, his parents loved him like jewels, he was intelligent by nature and knew how to put away and was handsome, he was a young man who had everything at his fingertips and the whole world was close to his eyes.But the young man had four scars and stitches on his body, and the blood from the wound had stained the thousand paper cranes in the girl's schoolbag red one afternoon; As he grew up, he crossed the northern hemisphere overnight, stepping through the devastation of the tsunami, looking for people without understanding the language and tearing his eyes, and even the appearance of walking was hovering on the verge of self-destruction.The middle-aged man couldn't bear to close his eyes."
—and you see her as a part of yourself."
He said."
I even think it's my own life."
Chen Xiaozhi was hit in the soft underbelly, trembling, holding the girl like a pear blossom, hanging his head and refusing to make a sound.So Shen Dayye rubbed him with his forehead, like a kitten recognizing her owner.It was an eternal and warm spring that had lasted for twenty years."
And you have similar aspirations," her father said with some sourness, "unlike the others, you have lived in the same pace since childhood, yearning for the same future, and dreaming the same dream for more than ten years. ”As he spoke, the stars passed through the mountains and rivers of the world.Chen Xiaozhi hugged Shen Dayye, suddenly raised his head and asked, "Uncle, is this also a dream?"
”Shen Qingci didn't expect him to suddenly grasp this and looked at him inquiringly for three seconds.Then the man laughed and said slyly, "-Guess." ”"......"
Chen Xiaozhi heard the sound outside the strings, and stopped talking.In the vast universe, the father said, "'Life' is a heavy word. ”"It needs not only love, but also mutual fulfillment - I have seen someone who loves her but wants her to be married and have children at home; I've also seen people love her, but love her intelligence even more. ”Chen Xiaozhi looked up at him.Father said: "Some people don't understand why Ye Ye doesn't want to be a teacher, she has a strong competition background, her first education is impeccable, and it is indispensable that the middle school wants to dig her up with a lot of money to be a signboard; Some people think that her years in college are wasted - her brain is so smart and fast, if she wants to, she can even go to Vegas to play poker and bankrupt the casino, what can't she do to make a fortune?
Why do you have to study a poor major in school?
”Chen Xiaozhi's throat hurt, like a knife or a stone stuck in his throat.He remembered that when he was in junior high school, he copied a verse of Neruda to her every morning: blue spikes and black horses in the field, blackcurrants and baskets of wild kisses.Children steal a flowering branch at night.He endured his thoughts and wrote on the paper 'I love you here, and the horizon suddenly hides you'.He copied Yeats for her.The black pen copies the poet's face hidden in the stars, the tranquility of the years by the campfire; He also copied Borges and wrote 'Heaven should be like a library', that the world will change and that I will always be the same, and that 'what should I use to keep you?'
What do I use to keep you?
Shen Dayye.I'll give you skinny streets.Desperate sunset.The moon in the ruined suburbs.I give you a memory of the yellow rose I saw one evening many years ago when you were born.I give you the sorrow of a man who has been looking at the lonely moon for a long time.Fifteen-year-old Chen Xiaozhi has always been silent when he copied it, but his Ah Shi liked it very much.So Chen Xiaozhi silently copied a line of poetry for her and handed it to her silently every day.“…… Some people want her to give up her unrealistic fantasies," Shen Qingci said.
――But what kind of existence is 'Shen Dayye'?
Chen Xiao asked in his heart.So a voice gave a firm answer: she was hazy, light as a cloud, an ideal; But at the same time, it is indestructible, unshakable, and like a rock when the mountains and seas come.Young Master Chen is not a person who can speak, and even his love has to be expressed by the words of others.- But he's piling all his life's yellow roses and blackcurrants under the girl's feet.Shen Qingci said: "......
Someone asked her to stop reading poetry. ”Yet she is the poetry of a boy's life.The girl raised her head to look at Chen Xiaozhi and gestured to him with her mouth, 'My dad is right'.Chen Xiaozhi's eyes were red, and he refused to look at her, and pressed her furry, small animal-like brain into his arms with his palm.What a nasty child, he trembled and thought, nasty ghosts.Then Shen Qingci paused and said, "You will pick up the poetry book she touched." ”At that moment, Chen Xiaozhi's heart was shattered, revealing the bright red and fragile flesh inside.And his obmissive ghost tilted his head obediently and delicately, and his soft and fresh breath sprayed on his neck, like May like a pear blossom.Hate to die.Chen Xiaozhi's eyes were almost dripping with blood, how could there be such a nasty guy as Shen Dayye-but every cell in his body wanted to rub this nasty ghost into his bones and blood and take her for himself.I want to bite her.I want her to fly high."
You understand all her romantic dreams," said her father, "and you understand her every choice, and you do your best to protect them." ”"I don't necessarily agree with the way it works."
After Shen Qingci finished saying that, the girl in Chen Xiaozhi's arms smiled sweetly.Love staggered along the path of the world, stepping over the towering mountains, kneeling before her, hiding her face behind the stars.How many people love the young and happy hours of the girl, love her beautiful face, fake or sincere.But only one loved the soul of her pilgrims."
So I'm willing to ......," the father paused and said hoarsely, "......
Willing, recognize you next. ”I am willing to give you my precious daughter, my bones and my blood, and the continuation of my dead life.The junior's eyes were red, he was silent for a long time, and his lips squirmed slightly: "......
Thank you, uncle. ”The stars trembled, and his voice trembled as he spoke, as if he had finally unloaded his last burden."
-Of course," Shen Qingci suddenly laughed: "Xiao Chen, it's okay if you don't treat her, be careful that I go to your dream to scare you." ”The atmosphere suddenly relaxed, Chen Xiaozhi wiped his eyes, and said with a smile: "Uncle, you can't even scare children." ”The uncle smiled with fine lines in his eyes and asked very badly, "Aren't ghosts scary?"
”Shen Dayye's nose was still stuffed, and he muttered in a low voice: "......
You're a.It's not scary at all. ”"......"
Chen Xiaozhi felt that the little annoyance was so cute, and rubbed her head affectionately."
Free novels bring you joy and joy ---> storyskyline.net
Dad didn't see you to scare you."
Shen Qingci explained with a smile.Shen Dayye was aggrieved: "Are you embarrassed to talk about it?"
You're trying to trick me into tears, and I'm crying so much that I won't be able to see anyone tomorrow. ”Shen Qingci squatted down, pinched her daughter's ears that were red from crying, and tried her best to hold back a smile: "Why are you crying again?"
It's no big or too small with my father. ”Shen Daye: "......"
Shen Dayye buried himself in Chen Xiaozhi's arms and sobbed: "Anyway, you don't have a good thing." ”The two people who weren't good things looked at each other.Shen Qingci took the lead in breaking the silence and said calmly: "There is no need to change your words now. ”Chen Xiaozhi immediately stopped being nervous.Shen Dayye showed his eyes curiously, looked at his father and the surname Chen with his spare eyes, and felt that these two people were quite interesting."......"
"Let's call my uncle for a while," the father's face was full of humiliation: "I can't accept that there is such a person as you for a while, if you change your name to call me dad now, I will die for you immediately." ”Chen Xiaozhi couldn't help but say: "But you ......"
The person who died once was very cold: "metaphor." ”"......"
Chen Xiaozhi asked tentatively: "In the future......
Change your tune again?
”Shen Qingci: "It's best in the next life." ”Chen Xiaozhi: "............"
Shen Qingci suddenly said viciously: "You will be like me if you have a daughter in the future." ”Then he said: "You imagine that your daughter was deceived by the little briquette in the class with a popsicle when she was in the kindergarten class, and she wiped her tears all the way for the little briquette when you took her home, and worked hard to raise it until she was fifteen slim, and was deceived by the same briquette - you are alive thanks to the domestic gun ban, and I curse you to empathize with me in the future." ”Shen Daye: "......"
The briquettes that grew up: "............" briquettes couldn't help but speak: "But isn't that your granddaughter......"
Shen Qingci: "......"
Shen Dayye finally couldn't bear it anymore: "Consider my feelings when you discuss the problem!"
”Chen Xiaozhi: "Huh?
”"It's a daughter and a granddaughter," Shen Dayye said sadly: "Chen Xiaozhi, what are you pretending to be in your head-and Dad, I really didn't expect you to be such a hypocritical person, when I was a child, you obviously encouraged me to write to him, saying that it was not easy to make good friends, but your mental journey at that time was this-briquette deceit?"
Popsicle?
- Are you a child?!
”Professor Shen was silent for three seconds in the face of his daughter's accusation, and calmly replied: "A boy is a teenager until he dies. ”"......"
Shen Dayye was incredulous: "Mom said that you are not a thing, I really didn't wronged you......"
Chen Xiaozhi was on the side, and suddenly laughed out loud."
What are you laughing at!"
Shen Day's leaves are hairy.Chen Xiaozhi sneered: "No, I think my uncle is very funny." ”Shen Dayye was stunned: "But he scolded you?"
”Chen Xiaozhi thought for a while and explained with a smile: "If I were him, I guess I would be scolding." ”Shen Dayye furrowed her thin eyebrows in confusion, as if she didn't quite understand their thoughts, so Chen Xiaozhi took the girl back into his arms, and gently rubbed her pink and soft little ears, as if to soothe the kitten."
Uncle," Chen Xiaozhi suddenly spoke, "If you are still alive, we should go fishing in Yuyuantan together on weekends and go to Xiangshan to watch the sunrise." ”Shen Qingci thought for a while, and finally replied seriously: "Maybe." ”"-I'm okay to cook," Chen Xiaozhi said a little shyly: "Ye Ye likes it very much, Auntie and Grandma say it's good, maybe you like it too." ”Shen Qingci said: "My daughter-in-law can't cook, I cook in my family." ”A star passed between them.Chen Xiaozhi laughed.Shen Qingci looked at the young man for a long time, and finally showed a faint smile.Then Chen Xiao said sadly: "......
If only you were alive. ”“…… Yes," Shen Qingci smiled sadly: "If only I were still alive." ”At that moment, the first glimmer of golden light flashed on Shen's father's body.The glimmer of light suddenly drifted away, as if he were made of starlight, and the light would dissipate from him without him.The moment Shen Dayye saw the string of light, his whole body trembled."
Daddy......" she said uncontrollably, trembling.Shen Qingci was gentle and called her: "Ye Ye." ”Shen Dayye's lips moved, looking at the strings pulled on his body, but he couldn't say a word.Her father looked at her, understood what she was thinking, and said gently, "......
There is no eternal night in the world. ”"The nightclub is over.And where the sun shines, dreams cease to exist. ”And his daughter broke down and cried when she heard that."
But—but," she said as tears rolled out like broken threads, "how long?"
Dad, I still have so many things to say, so many things to do, I just met you, and you didn't even ......"
She could barely speak, stuck there.Shen Qingci said softly and sourly: "Baby, life always has to say goodbye." ”Shen Dayye howled."
That's what you said," Shen Dayye cried and cried out in tears, "--You're going to say goodbye."
None of my mother and grandmother accepted your farewell, it was Dad, you had to say it yourself, why did you take advantage of everything?
Why can you walk cleanly, but we are so sad in the world that we can't even breathe?
You obviously said that you would protect us forever......"
Shen Qingci's eyes were red, and she whispered, "......
Daddy has always been. ”Shen Dayye shouted: "You lie!
”She knew better than ever that she was making a fuss.But those painful emotions rolled in her body, and all the emotions of grief collided with her weak flesh and blood, who could bear such a decade, who was willing to bear such a farewell, you should have been.Whether it's my mother's life, or mine.But you don't.Then the girl whined and cried and wanted to hug her father.Shen Qingci squatted down and hugged his daughter.But when he crouched down, a few stars flew out behind him.When Shen Dayye saw those few points of light, he cried as if he was about to tear; She cried so badly that her throat could almost bleed from crying."
Don't cry...... father's voice was hoarse, "Don't cry, baby." ”Shen Dayye coughed non-stop, desperately grabbed his father's shoulder, and brutally wiped snot and tears on his body, as if this way his father would not leave.Father has no temperature.Shen Dayye saw his arm sink into his father's body, where faint stars burst out.He seems to be made of stars."
Don't go......"
Shen Dayye cried, "Don't go, Dad." ”Shen Qingci exhaled tremblingly: "......
Daddy must go.But I've always been there. ”It was tantamount to another funeral, Shen Dayye felt despair from the bottom of her heart, almost crying in despair, she felt that she was standing on the edge of the coffin of the funeral again.It was a goodbye that she couldn't stop with any force.In the next second, her father grabbed her face and forced his daughter to look at him."
Listen to me."
Father's voice trembled, "Don't cry yet, listen to me, Dayleaf." ”Shen Dayye's lips were bright red, and when he opened his blurred teary eyes, he saw the tears in his father's eyes."
Ye Ye," said his father hoarsely, "Dad has never left you. ”Shen Dayye was stunned and blinked his eyes.Her father wiped away his daughter's tears with his index finger, and his voice was hoarse: "......
Free novels bring you joy and joy ---> storyskyline.net
Don't you understand what Dad meant all the time?
”Shen Dayye's eyebrows and eyes were crimson, his pupils seemed to have been washed by rain, and he looked at the blood relatives in front of him clearly and sadly."
Billions of years are just a snap of a finger for my father," her blood relatives whispered in the torn stars: "The deceased is like a husband, reluctant to give up day and night, but now time and space have become a coordinate axis that I can locate." ”Shen Dayye trembled and gasped for cold air."
So Dad didn't live in this house,......
It's not ......"
Dad smiled very shallowly, his eyes were red, but his tone was firm and gentle: "I haven't been a ground binding spirit in your little book." ”Daddy's hair flew out of the stars.The daughter's tears rolled down one by one, and she said in a trembling voice: "......
So......"
"So Dad used to be the wind around you and Mom." ”He said in the midst of the shattered stars, "—the rain that fell on you, the winter morning in which you breathed."
I've seen you get up late in the morning to catch your morning class, and I've seen your mom secretly order a late-night snack at night while you're asleep. ”Arthur?
Clark's star gate opened behind his father, but Shen Dayye was amused by him to cry and laugh.The culprit is turning into stars.Then he laughed good-naturedly and said, "See?
Dad has always been there for you and never left. ”The daughter couldn't stop crying, sobbing and choking: "But ......
But I can't see you. ”Shen Qingci rubbed her daughter's little brain, and said like a child: "But Ye Ye knows that his father is everywhere from now on." ”The departed are wind and rain.He ceased to exist, He became all things.“…… Call......
Whew," the girl cried so much that she couldn't breathe, and asked in a stumbling, almost pleading, "Daddy, are you really, really not going to leave?"
”She tried to hug her father as she asked, but his body became as transparent as the morning sun.Shen Qingci hugged the little curly hair that was exactly the same as himself in his arms, and promised hoarsely: "Yes."
Daddy will always be watching you.Watching you and Xiaozhi move forward step by step, watching you grow up and grow old day by day, maybe one day you will lie on a wicker chair and bask in the sun......
And at that time, Xiaozhi was reading to you on the side, and both of you were dying. ”Shen Tianye whimpered and asked his father, "Really?"
You won't leave if I become an old woman?
”That was many, many years later.Many, much more.And her father nodded steadily, and solemnly promised: "-Don't go." ”Shen Dayye's tears rolled out, and he raised the little finger of his right hand: "There is no basis for what you say, pull the hook." ”Shen Qingci's eyes were red, she laughed, hooked her tantrum's little finger, and printed her thumb in one place.Then his daughter cried and threatened the father: "I'm not enough, Dad's reputation is too low."
It is also only a hook only. ”"......" - to hold tears to order the princes.This little Cao Cao was well aware of the weakness of the two princes, and immediately got what he wanted, and he was able to force the two big men to also take their thumbs and seal them with a bad taste, and the two of them were embarrassed and embarrassed, and they didn't know where to put their hands and feet.Shen Dayye was finally a little satisfied.She was actually still crying, wiping her tears intermittently with her paws, and whispered, "Dad, I still don't know where the future lies." ”Shen Qingci said gently: "What's wrong with the baby?"
”“…… The department asked me to make up the materials for the transfer direction," Shen Dayye carefully blew his nose, "The matter of the doctor's second opening has not yet been settled, and if I change the topic, I will have to prepare again......
Woo, I'm still stuck in a dead end with the new topic......"
Shen's father laughed.There was a faint glow on him, and the stars behind him were clearly visible."
No one knows where the future holds."
He said softly in his aura: "No matter how old you are, you can't do it."
Human beings are creatures who cannot predict the future, and our nature is confused. ”Shen Dayye wiped away his tears and nodded."
But it is precisely because we cannot predict the future that people try their best to live for the uncertain future," said Shen's father......, "It is precisely because of our natural confusion that our species can try all poetic incarnations." ”Shen Dayye's eyes were red, but when he heard the words, he finally burst into a faint and warm smile.- The original origin of astrophysics is precisely the confusion of human beings.The ancient Aztecs looked up at the stars, trying to seek guidance from the stars, trying to get a glimpse of the future and the end.The stars, on the other hand, are silent about the future, and they exist quietly and eternally, hiding only the axioms of the universe in the "now".What the future holds, no one knows."
People" are the people who live in the present.It was, it is, and it always will be.-" - So "confused" is good. ”The man melted into the universe of his dreams in a fire-like light, and said to his daughter, "No one can foresee where he will be in the future, and there are always countless painful distractions at the moment, and people are always doubting themselves, like a traveler standing on a snowy field and shivering from the cold." ”He paused, smiling softly at his daughter."
But if you could see the light yourself," he said, "the snow would not be able to trap you forever." ”"--You'll always come out."
He said.Even though the snow-covered mountains are stacked with thousands of mountains, the snowfields will eventually come to an end.Suffering does not trap any free soul.- The young girl burst into tears and laughed, wiped her tears and said: "I understand. ”Then the girl asked again in the flaming stars, "Daddy, will we ever see each other again?"
”The two young men faced another middle-aged man, who was as transparent as the morning sun in winter, and even the tips of his fingers were glowing with the color of the lights."
Definitely."
He said firmly in the lamplight.Shen Dayye unconsciously rubbed the corners of his eyes with his palm, crying and laughing."
But until then," he said, looking at his daughter, "you will get what you want, and your children and grandchildren will lie down on your knees and watch the phoenix blossom sprout in the spring evening."
You have to spend a long, good life with the people you love, and then say goodbye to your life in love. ”Shen Dayye suppressed his tears and nodded vigorously.Chen Xiaozhi squatted down and held the girl's hand hard."
Then I will be waiting for you here, with your mother, with all those who love you."
Father said.Shen Dayye was full of tears, looking at his father's face blurred in the aura, as if the light was devouring him.Her father said, "I'm not going to say goodbye to you, because we're going to meet again." ”“…… You mean what you say. ”An early morning sun rises from the end of the universe, like the rising sun, piercing the deep darkness.The starry sky collapsed, and they arrived at the end of their dreams."
Well," the father solemnly promised, "I mean what I say." ”Shen Dayye's tears couldn't stop flowing out, and she braved the strong light to open her eyes as hard as she could, trying to imprint all this in her heart.Those who have departed have become the first morning light of the world, tides, and winds.He burst into a thousand golden rains.The torrent of golden rain was surging and pouring on the two young children, and every drop of rain was as warm as oil.So the dream ends in the sun, so that all things flourish in reality, and the world blooms in front of the child.But in the roaring world, in the heavy rain that swept up the morning dream, a murmur was brought back to this shore by the waves.It was the warm and vague love language of the universe at the beginning of creation.He said, "I have never left you. ”-Those who travel far away never really leave.They turn into our lives and early mornings, become the hydrangeas blooming on the seaside in the morning, the wind blowing in the bus station, they turn into rain, and they turn into every inch of moss and spring that spreads vigorously.We will finally meet them again on the other side.