The veins of light pulsed on the man's face, and the sideburns were silver.
She asked him why it wasn't good, yes, why wasn't it good?
After so many years, he can't answer why he has ascended to a high position and has power, but he can't feel any happiness.
He's not good, very bad.
The irrepressible emotion urged his heart and lungs, and finally said the words that lingered in his heart in a dumb voice: "You haven't come back yet, how dare I?"
” Ziyi was choked by this sentence, and turned his head to look at him.
The voice is tear-jerking, and it doesn't sound hypocritical, only all kinds of incomprehensible sadness and madness.
The woman kneeling behind the low table still smiled, warm and peaceful, the corners of her lips slightly raised, and she kept smiling, but when the light shook her eyes, the bottom of her eyes were shining.
His eyes were sore and uncomfortable, and in the blink of an eye, the corners of his eyes were moist.
Although her eyes have regained sight, they are still very bad after all these years, and as long as she cries, the pain will be unbearable.
Later, she barely cried, and her eyes were clear and frosty.
When looking at people, he smiles faintly, and in the indescribable emotions, there are deep vicissitudes and sadness left by many years of past.
Two words escaped from his lips dumbly: "Fool." ” The most stupid is Helian Zheng, thinking of a person who does not return, and he can't be happy day and night.
A fool, inexplicably distressed, fell into Helian Zheng's heart, and saw countless ripples, which gradually became turbulent waves.
His eyes were blurred again, and his vision was a little blurry, and he said with a trembling heart: "If I wasn't stupid, I wouldn't have been able to follow you back then." ” Back then, her mind turned to ashes, and she was desperate and tired from Shen Changan's world, pregnant and displaced, and she was already lifeless.
If it weren't for the stupidity and stupidity that favored him, how could she have let him escort him all the way and make a home in the mountains of the West.
During that time, he ran around for life like an ordinary person, completely took off the arrogance of the royal nobles, and became an ordinary man.
Later, when I thought about it many years later, his heart was still sweet, and that period of time was the most down-to-earth and reassuring day in his whole life.
Guarding a person, the smoke curls up, and the coarse tea is light.
Every evening when she came back from work at the bottom of the mountain, she would stand at the door of the grass house, watching the mountain road he came from, waiting for him in the twilight.
He walked over, helped her, and walked slowly back to the cottage.
The afterglow of the setting sun stained the entire Western Mountains, their shadows lengthened, occasionally overlapping, as if they had become one person, their hearts clinging together.
He never dared to tell her, in fact, in that little year, he regarded her as his wife in his heart.
I love someone deeply, and no matter how bitter the days are, I feel sweet.
"Stupid or stupid, I'm willing."
Tears fell hotly, dripping onto the back of his hand, fainted, hot like his whole heart.
The red sleeves covered the eyebrows, hiding many suppressed emotions, wiping away the tears gushing out of the corners of the eyes, and the heart that had not been touched for a long time was hot and trembling.
She laughed at Helian Zheng's idiot, and also laughed at herself for being sad.
After living for two lifetimes, she will never die well, and the person she loves will eventually live up to her affection, and the person who loves her will not end well.
In the past, it was Mei Thirteen, and now, it is Helian Zheng.
For many years, she sat in front of the Blue Lantern Buddha for a long time, in order to calm her mind like water and wash away her sins and earthly distractions.
But he never asked the Bodhisattva, after cleansing the soul, should there be no more compassion, for the old people's hearts to ache and be unbearable?
Helian Zheng finally had the courage, crawled into the curtain tent on his knees, knelt in front of her across the low table, like a devout believer, choked up and whispered: "Ah Huan, go back with me." ” As the words came out, his heart became more and more desolate, in fact, he knew that the answer would not be as he wished, but he was still stubborn and humbly lowered into the dust.
How difficult it is to bring her back into the world!
Seeing this scene, Ziyi quietly retreated, and she stood inside, just a superfluous person, those two people, who had too much to say.
The door was gently closed, insulating from the cold wind, and the room was shining brightly, and Helian Zheng looked at her steadily, looking forward to it, it was a fearless struggle in despair.
The red wide sleeves were put down, revealing her faint eyebrows, a touch of red crawled under her eyes, but the corners of her eyes rose slightly, and she asked him in an obscure voice: "Where are you going?"
” The world is so big, there is no place for her for a long time, and if there is no home, she can't go back.
"Go back to Beiliang."
Helian Zheng was so anxious that his voice became hurried: "Beiliang is your home, go back, I will make you the king above that person." ” The woman's beautiful eyebrows gradually escaped a smile, I don't know the temperature and I don't know the meaning, I just looked at her and smiled lightly, and refused to say a word.
Maybe it's laughing at him for being a fool and dreaming.
How can a person who can give up love and give up children be interested in the dirty and bloody power of the world?
She is not the Qin Xuanji she used to be, nor is she a heavy family member.
Helian Zheng tasted this meaning from her faint smile, the cold wind in his heart tore violently, and he refused to give up his persistence and whispered: "If you don't want to go back to Beiliang, then we won't go back, I'll take you away, the mountains and seas in the world, I'll accompany you through it." ” As long as she is there, wherever he belongs.
Mei Shi shook his head with a clear face, and his red lips twitched slightly: "I won't go back anywhere, this Lingshan Painting Bone Building is my home." ” After making a home on Wenling Mountain, he will not leave again.
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Helian Zheng's face was like ashes, and he looked at her in a daze, unable to make a sound.
Seeing him like this, she let out a faint sigh: "Helian, I'm tired, I don't want to go anywhere, I don't want to think about anything anymore." ” She no longer likes to wander around, no longer likes to wander on thousands of miles of rivers and mountain roads, even if there is a purple and red scenery on the road, it is not as light as the Buddhist scriptures in the breeze.
"Don't you even want to see you again?"
Helian Zheng was like a fish in his throat.
He remembered his little wish many years ago, at that time, he took her away with selfish intentions, knowing that Chongmenhuan was still in this world, he always felt that she would one day be reluctant to give up her children to come back.
Take your wish with you, and you'll be able to see her eventually.
Almost ten years passed, and he didn't wait for anything.
The wish became the meat of his heart, but after all, it was difficult to settle the wish, and it was just a last resort to force her under the pretext of wishing.
Hearing him say that he fulfilled his wish, the woman's expression darkened, but it was just a moment, and she returned to a light and cold style, and a cold smile was pulled on her lips: "Don't you still understand, why did I give those two children such names back then?"
” Helian Zheng had a heart cramp in an instant, how could he not understand, but people are like this, they have already understood, but they still hold on to impossible hopes.
He didn't speak, but looked at her mournfully.