"For the rest of my life, I wish it."
She muttered the names of the two children, lost focus in her eyes, and fell into the void, as if whispering, "The rest of my life will be fulfilled." ” She was telling Helian Zheng that she had fulfilled her wish for the rest of her life.
Don't seek, don't worry.
Helian Zheng was gloomy and sad, and muttered: "Smart as you, I know that I understand your mind, how can I not understand, I know but it is difficult to decide." ” Knowing that you can't do it, it's the most important thing to cut your heart.
With a faint ache in her heart, she poured a glass of warm wine into the empty cup, gently pushed it to Helian Zheng, and gently persuaded: "Drink this glass of wine, warm your body, and go down the mountain." ” The wind and snow were heavy, and he hurt himself after staying for a long time, not to mention that there were people waiting for him outside.
The man stared at the hand she pushed to the cup, the hand was slender and the fingertips were green, and his tears fell again, dripping onto her fingertips.
Her hand, trembling, was already grasped by him.
The man's hand was cold, and the coldness swam from his palm to her fingertips, and soon it jumped to her heart, cold and silent, and heartbreaking.
In the ripples of tears, he gritted his teeth and said hoarsely: "Ah Huan, you are so ruthless." ” It's not questioning, it's accusation, it's despair, it's sadness to the bone.
After saying that, I couldn't cry anymore.
The man grabbed her hand persistently, and the two of them intertwined their fingers, palms facing each other, so he wanted to hold hands with her.
How many midnight dreams, he turned around the temple barefoot like a madman, and his heart was tormented and painful, and he refused to sleep.
How many regrets and how many are confused, uneven, empty and desolate.
Tears flowed out of her eyes, and she looked at him deeply with blurred eyes, allowing him to stubbornly connect with her ten fingers, and in a trance remembered his love affair with him many years ago.
She always thinks that if she had fallen in love with Helian Zheng at the beginning, would they have been a little different from the ending now.
But how can there be so many ifs in the world, she failed to fall in love with Helian Zheng, her life went to a different place, and finally fell silent.
Fortunately, after the world disappeared, he was still there, she was still there, and the two children were all right.
Without her ruthless mother, they would be better.
"The bento is to fulfill me, so that I will be hidden in the mountain for many years to come."
She finally choked up and broke her voice: "With a wish, let's go." ” The charcoal fire burned as much as it could, crackling, the lotus light and shadow flowing, his cry was suppressed and lowered, and he covered her hand in her heart, crying red eyes.
No one knows what kind of scar his heart had at this moment, and it never got better again.
In the end, the cry was annihilated, and only a resolute promise remained: "I will wait for you on the Huangquan Road, let's go together, and you will be my wife in the next life." ” The lamp shook off and he went away from the door, and she sat under the lamp, smiling quietly.
In the next life, I hope I can meet him first.
When Helian Zheng came out, the purple clothes and the red clothes were both wiping their tears, and after a long hug, there were always endless thoughts.
The little girl stood beside her in a daze, and when she saw Helian Zheng come out, she jumped up to him and hugged his legs.
The little face that was raised was red from the cold, and the eyes were shining.
Softly asked him, "Father, why are you crying?"
” His eyes were very red, his feet were fluttering, he reached out to rub the girl's hair, and looked at her dotingly: "Father is happy." ” "Why are you crying when you're happy?"
The girl asked incomprehensibly.
Helian Zheng didn't answer her, and said seriously: "Yuan'er, kneel." ” The girl was stunned for a moment, why did she kneel down?
Just as she was about to ask, she saw that her father's face was sunk, and she didn't dare to speak, so she knelt down in a daze.
"Three knocks."
Helian Zheng's voice was soft, but there was an irresistible order, and the girl obediently knelt at the door, and kowtowed three times in a row.
At that time, she was young, she didn't know what these three rings meant, and then when she got older, when she remembered the scene in front of the bone building, she understood why her father's eyes were red back then, and she realized that her three rings were given to her mother.
It is filial piety and farewell.
After three knocks, her father took her hand and led her down the mountain road from which she came, she raised her head to look at her father, and vaguely saw the tears in his eyes.
She looked back frequently, and her aunt was saying goodbye to the aunt, and when she followed, she also had tears in her eyes.
Why are my father and aunt like this?
The girl is sensitive, and she shouldn't ask about the affairs of adults, but she remembered this scene for many years and never forgot it.
In the fifth year after returning to Beiliang, his father was seriously ill and died in the dormitory.
On the night of leaving, her father seemed to have a premonition, called her to the bedside, took her by the hand, and talked to her for a long time.
He was already terminally ill, and he paused a lot when he spoke, and talked about her aunt for the first time. talked about the first time I saw her, talked about the bits and pieces with her, but didn't tell her who her aunt was and where she was now.
In the end, he stood up, hugged her lovingly, and said gently: "May my son, my father has no thoughts, but I can't worry about you." ” She felt that this was unlucky, and muttered a protest: "What kind of stupid thing did my father say, you said that when I got married, I would hold the sedan chair in my hand." ” With a smile on her pale and thin face, her father gently patted her hand and said, "Remember what your father taught you, in the future, this Beiliang will be supported by you." ” As he spoke, there were tears shining in his eyes, and he had never cried again in the past five years when he came back from the Bone Painting Building.
I cried again that day.
She was so sad that she began to cry.
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The father wiped away her tears and said the last sentence: "Yuan'er, don't blame your aunt, it's not that she doesn't love you, it's her heart, it's too bitter." ” Speaking of the back, he no longer had the strength to speak, and lay on the bed with tears in his eyes, refusing to speak again.
She knelt in front of the bed for a long time before leaving, and had barely gone out of the dormitory when she received the news of her father's death.
When he left, he still held the long sword that hung beside the bed all the year round in his arms, and walked peacefully, and there seemed to be a smile on his lips.
When he was buried, his aunt put the sword in his father's coffin and returned to dust with him.
In the same year, she put on a bright red and gilt dress and ascended to the throne of the King of Beiliang.
On the day she ascended the throne, the snow fell so heavily that the red carpet leading to the Jinluan Hall was covered with snowflakes, and she walked alone on the long jade steps.
Along the way, there were people kneeling on both sides, but she felt infinitely lonely.
This cool winter in the north, freezing thousands of miles, so cold that her heart has an indescribable sadness, and the father who promised her to hold her hand on the throne of the female emperor and send her to marry has disappeared.
She stood on the high steps of the Jinluan Palace, kneeling behind her and bowing one after another, looking back, in the snow, all living beings were prostrate, and she finally became the only generation of empresses in the history of Beiliang.
At the age of fifteen, glory and power, the person who taught her the strategy of the country is gone.
Yang Lang Bei Liang, the frozen throne, she is the loneliest king.