Said to be a dream, but the content of the dream is one after another, the time span is too long, the feeling experience is always unclear, what is the season of Jinguancheng, what is the climate, how the road experience is vague, like a simple text in a strange story, quite a certain day was born and died on what day.But the personal feelings, his illness and loneliness, what his state of mind was when he returned to Pingjing, and how he laughed at himself when he saw the people of his family, and it was very clear, so that Yuan Anche really entered the dream, as if he had experienced it himself.Yuan An fell into a dream, stagnated in Jinguancheng for several years, and he couldn't count how many years had passed, it was always Nan Ke's dream in his dream, just when he thought he would die of old age in Jinguancheng, his parents came to pick him up in person.I don't know if he has a grudge, in the dream, he has no younger brother, and when his parents saw him, they were also full of guilt and joy, but their faces were sagging and sagging, otherwise he really thought that he had only been in Jinguancheng for a few months, not years.Mother said: "An'er, it turns out that the Taoist priest is fake, we only know when he dies, and the reason why we have been separated for so long is all because of a lie. ”My father said, "Over the years, you've worked hard. ”They looked at his scars, at his withered legs that could not stand upright, and said things that did not meet expectations, and easily turned the pages of all these years of abandonment.They held his hand, their palms warm, and even tears glistened to their eyes, and he didn't say a word, as if they had been forgiven by the gods.Strange, really weird.He strangely didn't feel anything.Not even angry and angry, not the slightest wave.After returning to Pingjing City, they arranged a new courtyard for him, smaller, more luxurious, with more servants, more lively, and a back door that could only be closed from the inside, and he could push his wheelchair out at any time.As if to make up for him, those cousins and cousins who had never seen each other before poured in, chattering, and looking around him for nothing.He looked at the others, and they laughed at them, as if they were separated by something, yes, like a shadow puppet show that rose at will.He couldn't understand it.Can't fit into them, can't fit into this home.So he went back to his former yard.The parents were embarrassed, but they didn't want to ask him anything, they just looked at each other and made excuses for him intimately - "An'er is used to it." ”How did he respond to their thoughtfulness?
He asked Uncle Worry to cut down all the maple trees in the yard.The maple tree, which was only as tall as him when it was planted, is now taller than the courtyard wall.It was also a winter day, and there were a few reddish-brown maple leaves on the branches of the maple trees, and the trunks of the trees divided the sky above the courtyard, and when he looked up at the sky, he would always think of the young maple trees that had been uprooted, and the low clouds were colored by memories, and he felt that he was hanging upside down in the sky, and when he looked up, he saw the dry and cracked riverbed.The parents didn't say anything, no one put their beaks at them, and the family and the servants were dumb and blind.He found it boring.What is the point of living this life and suffering so long?
Once wanted to prolong the life, even talking meaningless is commonplace, what is the difference between ten years and ten days?
He thought about these things every day, until Uncle Wu brought the news of Bai Yuanzhi - she had moved to Holly Orchestra.An ordinary and gloomy day, he rarely felt that there were still doubts unresolved, even if he was dead, he was not reconciled, and he wanted to figure it out even if he turned into a ghost, so the wheelchair turned around and around, and he went to the Holly Music Workshop with dust and eyes all the way.According to the rampant words nowadays, he should be next to a certain wonderful scene in the music square, not sooner or later, not hurried, among the many beautiful Jiao'e, he met a beautiful old man, and then he saw it for ten thousand years, she must be.If she is stained with mud, it must be a last resort, in short, she cleans herself up, just to meet him again.As a man, he only needs to accept her, which is the greatest favor that the world has for her.With such a bizarre idea, he used a silver ingot to open the door of the Holly Orchestra to entertain guests.The main building of the Orchestra is a three-storey row of buildings, with windows as open as doors, facing the spectators in rows of cubicles.In the cubicle, the girls shivered from the cold, danced more vigorously, and swept their fingers to the piano quickly.They are like inanimate commodities, displayed here.He cruelly felt that Bai Yuanzhi was quite suitable here.Her delicate doll-like appearance, whether thundering, raining, windy, or snowy, maintains a subtle expression that borders on mockery, making it a perfect card for this place.The white breath that came out of his mouth rose, properly obscuring his vision, and he swept up and down, left and right, several times, and did not see the person he might like."
Wow-" One of the men cried coldly, the cry was suppressed, but it was still refreshing.But the other spectators apparently felt differently than him, and they frowned and shook their heads, feeling that the cry had ruined their spirits, and looked at the culprit.It was like some kind of fateful moment, the originally gloomy clouds were blown away by the wind at some point, and the afternoon sunlight was projected on the glazed tiles, so thin that it was almost pale.His heart plucked and he loosened the knot of his cloak in front of his neck.His gaze wandered over everyone's faces, thinking that he would see the old man who made his eyes shine.But in the pale winter sun, he only saw a girl with a red face and a cry with her chin upturned and untouchable.The girl blew her nose, the tip of her nose became redder, she hiccuped, played another melody, mistook a few syllables, or the beat was wrong, she had to stop and howl, blew her nose again, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and continued to play.It looks a little familiar.He thought about it, thought of Bai Yuanzhi, and then thought of the little girl with a bun face that made him hate it for the first time.He didn't remember the little girl's name for a long time, but he still remembered her eyes, black and bright, as if they were secretly hiding the vitality of the whole spring.Just as he was thinking, heavy footsteps sounded behind him, listen, three people.Then the crying girl looked at him.Strangely, he could see everything roughly and vaguely, but he looked straight at it.For a moment, the gaze of those eyes shifted to the side with the footsteps behind him, and he could no longer see clearly.He turned his face sideways and glanced at the people passing behind him, and saw two big men with swelling muscles, and in front of the big man, a woman with heavy hairstyles was stopped by a white-bearded spectator, who pointed to the crying girl and muttered something.After a while, two big men appeared behind the girl who was crying and playing the piano and carried her out.The crying was gone, and there was a new person, who he was familiar with, and it was the person he was looking for.But there was no imaginary heartbeat, and when others couldn't take their eyes off, he looked away, thinking that Bai Yuanzhi had not changed at all from the beginning, or he didn't know if there was a change, he hadn't looked at that face carefully, and made a judgment that there was no change, it was just a feeling.Since he came with doubts, he still waited, and after waiting for an unknown amount of time, he was bored and bored, so he asked the guards to push him around, ready to wait for Bai Yuanzhi to leave the cubicle.Unexpectedly, when I walked to a deserted bamboo forest, I was about to be quiet, but I unexpectedly heard the conversation between the two girls.He never believed in coincidence, but he also didn't believe in the so-called guidance in the dark.The content of the chapters in the web version is slow, please download the Haoyue Novel app to read the latest content, please exit the transcoding page, please download the Haoyue Novel app to read the latest chapters.Pen Fun School provides you with the fastest update to pet the gloomy boy to the sky, Chapter 139 and Chapter 139 are free to read.https://