Two girls in pink sat by a stone in the bamboo forest, with their backs to him, whispering on their left shoulder against their right."
Ayu, I really can't hold on anymore."
The thin girl raised her sleeve and wiped her tears, and said in frustration, "Anyway, I have fallen into a lowly family, my whole family is gone, and no one will help me get out of my nationality." ”The girl called Ayu was rolling up her sleeves to look at the new wound on her arm, blowing on the wound, as if she felt cold, and then she sighed hot, and "hissed" in pain, before she said, "Then are you going to commit suicide?"
”Listening to the voice, Ayu is the girl who cried a handful of snot and tears when she practiced the piano.The thin girl was stunned, "Suicide?
”Ayu nodded, and counted them one by one with her fingers, "A-Zhen swallowed gold and left, she ate all her savings over the years, she was very painful before she died, and she wailed in bed for a long time before she broke her breath." ”..The thin girl was silent.Ayu broke off another finger, "Ah Guang hanged herself, tore her dance costume and tied it into a twist rope, and the tears were still the most beautiful ones, she hanged herself while we were not there, and I don't know how painful she was, when we went back, her face was already purple, and her tongue hung outside her mouth, I have never seen such a long tongue in my life." ”The thin girl remained silent.Ayu broke off a finger again, "Akan and Adong, you know, I drowned in the lake in front of me, the water is not deep, when I jumped down, I found that I could still surface and take a breath when I jumped, but they still didn't come up, they hugged each other, they didn't let go even when they died, and they didn't even flutter twice."
It doesn't seem to be very painful either. ”The thin girl finally nodded this time, "I heard that you and Ah Bai went down to save people, and I was worried that you wouldn't be able to come up." ”Ayu was silent for a moment, and then snapped off another finger, but this time the thin girl stopped her, "Although I have just arrived, these can still be saved." ”Ayu nodded, her tone was very serious, "These are all girls who have committed suicide, and they haven't suffered too much sin, some are afraid of pain, what medicine to take, and they won't die for a while, but the intestines and stomach are rotten, and the pain is so painful that they wail all day and all night, and they are wrapped in a mat and thrown out, I heard that some of them were picked up by people who specialize in picking up corpses, and some were eaten by wild dogs while they were still alive-" The thin girl trembled, "Ayu, don't say it, I'm afraid." ”Ayu sighed in an old fashion, hugged the thin girl's shoulder, and touched the wound on the thin girl's back, causing the thin girl to shrink in surprise."
I'm sorry."
Ayu quickly withdrew her arm, "I thought you were going to commit suicide to say this, thinking about doing a good deed, don't come to me to look for me in my dreams when you die, I'm afraid of ghosts, they say that no matter how cowardly and timid you are in life, you will become terrible after turning into a ghost."
Ashu, I like you, I don't want to be afraid of you. ”The last sentence was said ambiguously, like a lover showing his heart.The thin girl named Ah Shu cried, "I like you Ayu too." ”Moved, she said honestly, "I don't want to kill myself, I'm just ......"
Ayu stopped thinking for a while, and her tone suddenly became high, "Are you in love with someone's son, and you're leaving Lefang?"
That's nice, I'm waiting for you......
Alas......"
He listened, and the contents of the script suddenly appeared in his mind, thinking that this girl was really exactly as described in the script, waiting for her true destiny.But the sad thing is that for her, the redemption is just a romantic affair for that Lang Jun.Ah Shu shook her head and said heavily, "I'm ready to pick up guests." ”This time, Ayu was silent.Ah Shu said: "I have been clumsy since I was a child, and my brain is not flexible.Qin, chess, calligraphy and painting, Fu Fan Shi Zhu, and female red accounting, the sisters and sisters in the family will be proficient in one or two, but I don't know anything, and I can't even remember the books I read.Lei Zhangshi has already given me two chances, but I can't catch it myself......"
Ayu didn't answer immediately, but bent down and picked up a bamboo leaf, and took the bamboo leaf for a moment before saying, "Then there's no way." ”Ah Shu asked, "What about you?"
You've been pulled out and beaten many times since I came. ”Ayu blew off the bamboo leaves, and her tone was a little indifferent, "I have suffered everything, I can't suffer in vain." ”"Are you defending your Zhu Ma Lang?""
Sort of, not count.""
Huh?
If it's not for the people you like, why defend yourself?
”"Well, I feel like I'm rotten in the mud, and if I don't have a little persistence, I probably won't be able to live."
Ah Shu seemed to be thinking about this reason, but she didn't understand it, and comforted: "But your piano skills have improved." ”Ayu said proudly: "That's a must, I'll come out to practice at night." ”She spread out her hands, "You see, they are all calluses, they were all bubbles before, and they bounce to the touch." ”"You've worked so hard."
Ah Shu said with heartfelt emotion, "But the manager said that your dancing skills are the best in the music workshop, why don't you dance?"
”"What do you do with dancing?"
Ayu asked.The question was too simple, but Ah Shu hesitated for a moment, "Do what you are good at, you are so beautiful, maybe you can still be an oiran, and if you are favored by powerful people, you can get out of the sea of suffering."
Oh no, you're still waiting. ”She suddenly let out an "oh", "No wonder Ah Xie always says that you are deliberately clumsy." ”"Fool," Ayu bumped Ashu on the shoulder, "how do you know that going out is not a bitter sea?"
How many of the sisters who left the music shop are doing well?
”Ah Shu lowered her voice, "But, it's better than being beaten here......
Life doesn't mean much anyway......"
"Maybe." ”Ayu raised her hand and looked at the sunlight through her fingers, her voice hanging a little long, "But as long as I learn to play the piano, I won't be beaten." ”She half-closed one eye, opened it again, and smiled, "When you don't know what the meaning of life is, live first, life itself is meaning." ”"So Ashu, even if you pick up the guest, you have to live well."
Ah Shu nodded and let out a heavy "um".At this moment the crow croaked roughly, and both girls raised their heads and looked around.Yuan Yan'an was afraid that he would be discovered and unintentionally eavesdropping, so he raised his hand to the guards and signaled to leave.The road was not smooth, and in a jolt, he looked back at the bamboo forest.The leaves are green and yellow, and the leaves are not abundant, but they are also dense, and it is impossible to find where the crow is, as if the bamboo forest itself is wailing.Such innocent and simple encouragement, similar to blessings, in this music workshop, but in vain makes people feel unlucky.In a trance, he realized that he was very different from those women who committed suicide, and when he felt that life was meaningless, he would choose to end his life.After leaving the bamboo forest, he found the deputy head of the teaching workshop and went straight to the point and said that he was looking for Bai Zhiyuan.The deputy head of the office glanced at him and said bluntly, "There are requirements for Oiran to see guests.In general, the identity must-" He didn't understand the rules, and asked the guard to take out a piece of silver, and said, "Just a few words." ”The deputy head glanced at his silver contemptuously, "It's not about money, the rules are set by the Oiran lady." ”He thought for a moment and motioned for the guard to put the silver in the hands of the deputy chief, who took the silver in vain and looked embarrassed.He said: "You pass on a word, Yuan An is looking for her." ”The deputy head of the office accepted the money at this time, and a smile appeared on his face, "You are a friend of the Oiran lady, right?"
”He was puzzled.The deputy director said: "The Oiran lady is meeting with her friend right now, it is an official surnamed Shen, and she is not within the scope of the meeting, but she still comes often." ”The deputy head looked like a villain chewing the root of his tongue, as if he had something to say, but he was too lazy to delve into it, and he didn't care if Bai Yuanzhi had any friends.When the sky was getting dark, he was finally led by someone and saw Bai Yuanzhi.The beauty sits reclining, her sideburns are like clouds, and anyone who looks at it will be amazed, in his eyes, it is just a dead thing that is beautiful, and it is no different from the exquisite dolls imported from Dongying.But it was this unique delicate dead air that made him feel that he didn't hate it."
You're home?"
There was no greeting from the old people, no strangeness that she hadn't seen for years, and when she opened her mouth, it was as if they had only met not long ago.He didn't answer, nor did he add a word of greeting, but asked bluntly: "Bai Yuanzhi, am I happy with you?"
”If Uncle Worry was here, I am afraid that he would silently lower his head or turn his face away, feeling speechless for his straightforwardness.However, Bai Yuanzhi obviously didn't think there was any problem, but thought about it seriously, and then asked, "Do you think you are happy with me?"
”He blinked and frowned, "Should I be pleased with you?"
”Bai Yuanzhi held her forehead and smiled, her lips were red and her teeth were white, "Should I be pleased with you?"
”He was silent.If this continues, there is no answer.But Bai Yuanzhi saw his confusion, suddenly stood up, leaned over and approached him with a fat powder, and almost stopped when he was about to touch his forehead.She looked at his face, then into his eyes, paused for a moment, pulled away, and left him with a graceful back, "You're not tempted."
We are one kind of people, and we are not attracted to the same kind. ”He was a little puzzled, how could she look at it?
And, of the same kind?
Is he also a dead thing?
Bai Yuanzhi sat back and looked at the furrow between his eyebrows, "Are you curious how I know?"
”Then he smiled nonchalantly, "Of course I do, because I've just seen one." ”seemed to be deliberately sarcastic, but without the slightest intention of showing off, she said: "When you are liked one day, you will naturally know." ”Danko's nails paused on her lips, and she added, "Maybe you will understand when you see that others are moved." ”The content of the chapters in the web version is slow, please download the Haoyue Novel app to read the latest content, please exit the transcoding page, please download the Haoyue Novel app to read the latest chapters.Pen Fun School provides you with the fastest update of the gloomy boy to the sky, chapter 140 and chapter 140 to read for free.https://