For the first time in his life, Li Xiaohei drank a strong sweetness in the bitter and spicy liquor.That sweet smell with a soft afterglow spread in his life, changing his fate little by little.He and Bai Xiaobai came together almost naturally, and in a month's time, there were no twists and turns, no thrills, no tests, and both parties accepted each other smoothly.Li Xiaohei sometimes thinks of his past life that he didn't know didn't actually happen.In his memory, Bai Xiaobai in his previous life was extremely cold to himself, and the two got along awkwardly for nearly half a year before he turned her into his own woman and his fiancée.And in this life, after experiencing hardship and despair, life ushered in a turning point when he was the most unprepared, Bai Xiaobai gave him a candy, and the sweet taste soaked into his bones.He started working at Bai Xiaobai's advertising agency.Because of his own reasons, it is difficult for him to carry out real management work, and Bai Xiaobai has not considered giving him a management position, because if he is really given a middle and high-level position, those under him may not even be able to see their own leaders most of the time.Li Xiaohei became Bai Xiaobai's personal assistant, driver, and part-time bodyguard of little significance.In terms of salary, Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai didn't mention it, these days, handing over the salary to his wife or girlfriend seems to be a natural position, and working in his girlfriend's company, even the step of paying wages is saved.Bai Xiaobai pays attention to efficiency in the working state, and the kind of coldness and reserve will naturally become serious and strict in the leadership state.When he first took over the work, Li Xiaohei would inevitably make mistakes, and whenever this happened, Bai Xiaobai would not be polite to him, he would scold when he should scold, and any mistakes would be pointed out on the spot.But Li Xiaohei didn't feel anything undignified, and Bai Xiaobai obviously didn't pay special attention to this, but all this was just when he was working.After work, Bai Xiaobai who leaves the company will be like a different person, in the company, she is a leader, serious and stern.Outside the company, she is Li Xiaohei's girlfriend, well-behaved and docile.In other words, as long as it is something outside of work, anything, Bai Xiaobai is almost obedient to Li Xiaohei, her family, her people, and her property naturally become Li Xiaohei's.In the first month of establishing a relationship, Bai Xiaobai has already begun to consider marrying Li Xiaohei.She took Li Xiaohei to meet her parents with some twists.There is nothing wrong with the process, Li Xiaohei did not get the kind of script that dislikes the poor and loves the rich, and then does not bully the poor young man, judging from the actual situation, even if he gets such a script, he has no confidence to shout out this sentence.The second elder asked Li Xiaohei about the specific situation, and told the two to be good, and basically acquiesced in their relationship.Regarding the situation of his daughter, the second elder who understands his daughter's personality can't be the master many times, and his daughter is almost thirty years old, no matter how beautiful she is, she is not young in terms of age, and it is time to get married.The old couple is worried about this on weekdays, and they come to ask for marriage, and they don't look down on any of them.Now it's hard for her to take the initiative to bring someone back, no matter what, at least the other party looks normal and is a man, so what's the matter?
The girl is willing.fell in love and got married, and Bai Xiaobai soon became pregnant.For Li Xiaohei, all the previous hardships seem to have completely passed, and he is an orphan who has a family again, a wife, and is about to have his own children.After pregnancy, Bai Xiaobai seems to be gentler at work, and there are changes in life, the unstable emotions of pregnant women do not seem to appear in her at all, and she begins to become more obedient and gentle.The father-in-law and mother-in-law also seem to be satisfied with their lives, although they often can't find where their son-in-law is when their daughter is away, but in the eyes of parents, the relationship between daughter and son-in-law is good, and this is enough.Conceived in October.Bai Xiaobai gave birth to a boy.A boy who obviously has a heartbeat and all kinds of tests are normal, but after birth, there are no signs of life.By the time the child was born, his body had become cold, he was not breathing, he had no body temperature, and his heart had stopped after a brief transfer.Even if you have a miscarriage in the middle of pregnancy, or have a child, it is much better than it is now.Holding the cold child, Li Xiaohei's eyes were spinning.The mother-in-law, who had been looking forward to her grandson for a long time, couldn't bear the blow and fainted on the spot, and she couldn't afford to get sick.In less than 48 hours, my father-in-law, who was going back and forth to the hospital, stepped on the air as he went downstairs, rolled down the steps, and suffered a brain hemorrhage, and it had been nearly half an hour when he was found.The father-in-law died.A few days later, under the repeated blows, the mother-in-law also left.The cold wind of fate roared unscrupulously, sweeping through the lives of Li Xiaohei and Bai Xiaobai.What was supposed to be a happy event turned into bad news one after another.Bai Xiaobai's body also completely collapsed in this hospitalization.When she was diagnosed with a terminal illness, it was half a year later.The deteriorating condition made her unable to control the company at all, and Li Xiaohei, who had no sense of existence most of the time, could not bear such a responsibility.The two sold the company.In order to treat his wife, the family's savings are decreasing at a visible rate.Bai Xiaobai's condition is getting worse day by day.Her body quickly lost weight, her skin was skinny, her hair fell out, and she was not beautiful anymore.Li Xiaohei stayed in the hospital almost 24 hours a day to take care of her, and he didn't know what else he could do, so he could only sit next to her and talk to her, or push her out in a wheelchair to watch the sunrise and sunset.Bai Xiaobai no longer wants to be treated, and when recovery is doomed to be impossible, the current treatment is meaningless at all.She knew that her husband was special.So she wants to leave some savings for her husband, so that he doesn't have to live so hard for the rest of his life.But for Li Xiaohei, Bai Xiaobai has become the only light in his life, she is gone, what does he need money for?
He didn't dare to let Bai Xiaobai leave, even if he didn't want to go bankrupt.He spent his family's savings and sold the house.Then on the way to the hospital with cash after selling his house, he was hit on the head by an apple thrown from a tall building on the side of the road who didn't know who.In the whirlwind, his world was dark, but his consciousness remained in the most awake state.He was carried into an ambulance, instinctively clutching the money from the sale of the house.He was put in the hospital.In front of the hospital bed, he heard his wife's hoarse voice talking to the doctor.He felt Bai Xiaobai grip his palm.That was the last time he heard Bai Xiaobai's voice, feeling her body temperature.Soon after, his wife died.His consciousness was trapped inside his body, and he could even go to see Bai Xiaobai for the last time.Time began to pass meaninglessly after that.His consciousness was imprisoned by his body, and in the darkness, he felt his body shrinking, and felt the nurses and doctors in the hospital becoming more and more perfunctory about his condition.He couldn't even die if he wanted to.He didn't know how much time had passed, until one day the nurse spoke in the most impatient tone to his colleague, who said that the old fellow had been lying here for decades.Decades.He heard the exact number, and then realized that he was eighty years old.The happiest childhood and teenage years.The most depressed youth.The shortest period of happiness was followed by the middle age when he was lying motionless in a hospital bed, and the old age was eighty years old.Aren't you dead yet?
When to die?
It's okay to live until now, right?
Damn it.Eighty years old, enough, it's time to die He fantasized about his own death, and when his consciousness was at its most numb, it seemed that he really saw death coming.That's when the life force burns at an accelerated pace and the body begins to fail rapidly.His consciousness was imprisoned by his body in a dark interior, and the exuberant light of the fire seemed to burn in the darkness.The light dispelled the darkness with a ferocious gesture.The flames were dancing, twisting and turning.Li Xiaohei felt that he was about to die.The official arrival of death was not very painful, perhaps because he had been waiting for death for too long, and his consciousness emitted a joyful emotion.He watched as the fire in his consciousness space grew bigger and bigger, and his mind began to blur gradually.Death descends, consciousness dissipates.Everything is just a moment.But it was at this moment that Li Xiaohei saw that the firelight that was constantly distorting in the burning changed color.It was an incredibly pure blue.The blue light intertwined into a program-like symbol.All the images of his life flickered at that symbol at an incomprehensible speed.The next moment, eternal darkness descended.Well, not eternal.Li Xiaohei opened his eyes.His body was filled with an extremely active force, and the warm sunlight outside the window poured through the window, and the blue sky was white and the sun was shining.Li Xiaohei glanced at his surroundings a little blankly.The white walls, the electric guitars hanging on the walls, the posters, the neat desks, the lamps, and the neatly organized books.The comfortable bed, the soft quilt looked through the window, the courtyard outside the window, the lawn outside the courtyard Li Xiaohei subconsciously took a deep breath, but halfway through the breath, he couldn't help but hold back.Hurried footsteps rang out outside the bedroom.The door was pushed open.Li Xiaohei looked at it in a daze.Looking at the mother who has disappeared from her life for decades.She is still so gentle and soft, and her smile is full of joy, as if the decades she has passed, those ups and downs, are just a dream."
Good son."
The mother walked over and touched his head with a smile, and said in a relieved tone, "Good performance, 742 points, the top student in the college entrance examination, let's say, what reward do you want?"
”Li Xiaohei raised his head silently, and lowered it silently.He took a deep breath, and he took a deep breath again.It wasn't until this moment that he was finally sure.The second time I was reborn myself.The second time was reborn.