It's like the last straw that broke the camel's back!
I just couldn't control myself, screaming and throwing all the towels and shower gel on this big white snake, and then opened the bathroom door in a panic, even slipped and fell on it, I didn't care about the pain, I ran to the room like crazy and locked the door, hid in the quilt and instantly burst into tears, I didn't cry when I was tortured by those snakes, but after seeing the true body of Liu Longting, all the grievances and fears burst out at this time, I was so scared, I don't want to live here anymore, I want to go, I want to get out of here, anywhere!
When I came up with these thoughts, I knew that I was crazy, like a psychopath, but I couldn't control the tears of my behavior and my fear of emotions, when Liu Longting came knocking on the door, the fear of him in my heart was even more high, and I said nonsense, telling him to go away, don't hurt me, I know I was wrong, I will never do it again in ......the future.
Liu Longting couldn't understand what I was saying, and continued to knock on my door outside the door: "Bai Jing, what's wrong with you?"
You tell me what's going on, don't be bored alone, okay?!
” I listened to Liu Longting's shouting to me, and my mind couldn't help but make up a big snake outside the door, he kept knocking on my door, wanting to come in!
I was so frightened that my head was about to explode, and I shouted hysterically outside the door: "Don't come in, hurry up, I'm sorry I provoked you, I admit my mistake to you, please let me go, I will listen to you whatever you say in the future, don't hurt me, I will really listen to you in the future, if you knock on the door, I will jump down from the window, so that you will never see me." ” As I said this, I shouted at Liu Longteng outside the door, and in order to let Liu Longting know that what I said was true, I picked up the lamp and smashed it on the window, "Bang, the window made a cracking sound, after Liu Longting heard the sound of glass, he knew that I was coming for real, so he stabilized my emotions outside the door and said to me: "Okay, I won't knock on your door, don't be impulsive, I won't come in, you sleep well, I'm outside, if you have anything, just call me?"
” I didn't say yes, I didn't say bad, seeing that Liu Longting didn't knock on the door, the hanging heart suddenly put down a little, and collapsed directly against the wall and fell to the ground, I don't know what's wrong with me?
My reason can't control my own emotions, and I will make a storm like this, just now I used so many things to smash Liu Longting's body, I also feel distressed, but I'm afraid of him, why did the mountain god use this trick against me, that hateful man, it's just bad to the bone, this method is more painful than killing me, how did he come up with it?!
One night, Liu Longting didn't knock on the door again, but I could still feel that he came to the door from time to time to see how I was doing, but as soon as he came, I could immediately sense his presence, and immediately tensed up again, knowing that at three or four o'clock in the second half of the night, I really couldn't stay up, so I leaned directly against the window and fell asleep.
I slept to death as soon as I fell asleep because I had been tossing so long last night, and the next morning, when the medical sun shone on my eyelids through the glass I had smashed last night, I opened my tired eyes.
But when I opened my eyes, the wrong things I had done last night suddenly came out of my mind, and my calm mood suddenly became heavy, and my fear of snakes did not disappear, but because of the tossing and turning last night, this fear took root in my heart and grew into a huge tree.
But at least I'm sane now, I slept by the window last night, and now I'm lying on the bed, and I'm wearing pajamas, and I'm also medicated for the wound on my leg that was accidentally scratched by glass last night.
I can't do these things after I fell asleep last night, in this room except for me is Liu Longting, if Liu Longting wants to come in, where is a door that can block him, he definitely didn't want me to be more excited last night, so according to my emotions, he didn't sleep with me at night, he should have slept in the living room.
After I woke up, I didn't continue to sleep, opened the door, and walked into the living room, only to see Liu Longting really lying on the sofa asleep at this time, with a pretty face delicate and full of tired tiredness, and it may be that I hit him on the head when I hit him with something yesterday, and on the corner of his forehead, the bruise was red and swollen, and it has not gone away yet.
Looking at Liu Longting like this, my heart hurts like a knife, he treated my wounds last night, why didn't he reduce the swelling for himself, looking at the red and swollen corner of his forehead smashed by me, I really wanted to reach out and touch him, it was my mistake, I shouldn't be afraid of him, I shouldn't hurt him like this.
But even if I feel sorry for Liu Longting, when my hand almost touched the skin on Liu Longting's forehead, I remembered the scene of those big snakes desperately squeezing into my body, my stomach kept rolling, and I almost vomited when I covered my mouth!
It may be that my movements are too large, Liu Longting slept lightly again, so he woke him up, as soon as Liu Longting opened his eyes, he saw me squatting beside him, and just wanted to stretch out his hand to me, I unconsciously dodged back, Liu Longting didn't touch me, and was stunned for a moment, and then asked me softly What is wrong with me?
Looking at Liu Longting's gentle appearance, I couldn't help but shed tears again, staring at him for a long time, I was sure that I loved him, but I was afraid of him, I didn't dare to get close to him, I didn't want to do this, but I couldn't change my own consciousness in my heart, in the end, I really couldn't help it, knelt down at Liu Longting's feet, lay on the ground and said to him: "Long Ting, can you help me delete a piece of my amnestic?"
I know you can erase your memories, can you erase the memories of me being thrown into the snake cave by the mountain god?
Otherwise, I would never have dared to come near you. ” After all, who is it, his object suddenly regards himself as the most terrible monster, this kind of taste is not comfortable for anyone, and when Liu Longting heard that I was thrown into the snake cave by the mountain god, he was afraid of him, and he couldn't help but want to hug me, but I saw that Liu Longting wanted to touch me again, and his emotions suddenly lost control, and he screamed in a voice and told Liu Longting not to touch me.
Liu Longting was stunned by my shout, then nodded to me and told me to sit next to him, and he erased my memory.
Liu Longting wanted to help me erase my memory, at this time I was very well-behaved and obedient, and sat next to Liu Longting, and Liu Longting also turned to me, and did not put his palm against me, there was a distance between me, and a hot breath pushed into my brain.
Time is whirring back to the moment when I was thrown into the snake cave by the mountain god yesterday, that painful memory, put it in my mind again, some of my feelings that I finally calmed down, and I was hooked up by this memory, the throat penetrated by the snake was like being pinched by a ghost, extremely painful, and Liu Longting slowly removed these memories of mine.
Liu Longting had removed the memories of my classmates before, so I believe that he could also remove this painful memory of mine, but what I never expected was that when Liu Longting stopped doing it and asked me if I remembered the incident, I thought about it horribly in my mind, and it was extremely clear.
"I remember."
I said to Liu Longting in horror.
Liu Longting was a little surprised, but he began to erase the memories in my mind for my practice, and then asked me if I still remembered?
I said I remember.
Once, twice, three times, four times, five times, when the number of times is more and more, I relive this nightmarish memory over and over again, more and more unbearable, and Liu Longting is also consuming mana for me to do it again and again, when the last time I tried it, his body shook, and a mouthful of scarlet blood suddenly spit out, and my memory can't be erased!
I don't know what's going on, but I know that I am still extremely afraid of snakes, and when I wanted to tell Liu Longting that I wanted to move out alone, Liu Longting didn't care about anything, grabbed my neck with one hand, lowered his head and kissed me on the lips, the smell of blood in his mouth permeated my mouth, and said to me: "No, I won't let you hate me." ”