The smell of blood emanating from Liu Longting's mouth is similar to the smell of snakes in the snake cave, I desperately stretched out my hand to push Liu Longting away, but Liu Longting seemed to want me to accept him with all my heart at this time, the more I pushed him away, the deeper the kiss became, and that kind of compulsion made me feel a sense of disgust for him for a while, and bit the tip of his tongue against my tongue, and the blood suddenly overflowed from my mouth with saliva.
Taking advantage of Liu Longting's relaxation, I immediately pushed him away, and slapped him in the face uncontrollably, looked at him with complicated eyes for a while, and wanted to tell him if I could give me some time, and when I had to ease up, it would be fine, but looking at the few red marks on Liu Longting's face that I had beaten and his eyes showed surprise and incredulity at me for resisting him, I didn't explain, I said sorry to him, turned around and ran into the house.
I love Liu Longting, maybe I love him and I don't love him as great as I think, I can't leave everything behind thinking about him everywhere, for this kind of thing, I myself feel extremely guilty, but I really can't accept him.
Maybe it's the best choice for me to leave him for a while at this time, and when the time comes, the terrible memories will be washed away, and when I see Liu Longting again, I won't have a disgust for him.
I simply packed a few clothes, took a suitcase and went out, when Liu Longting was wiping the blood on his lips, he raised his eyes and saw me going out with a suitcase, so he asked me where to go?
"As I said earlier, I want to go out and calm down for a while, I know it will also add trouble to you, I love you, so I don't want you to be disappointed in me, so I think we will be separated for a while, and when my emotions are over, I can accept you."
I try my best to show myself to be very mature and steady, so that Liu Longting will not think that I am making trouble.
After hearing what I said, Liu Longting looked at me and was silent for a while, and then said to me, "You can't leave me." ” The voice of this was a little small, so I wasn't sure if what he said was what I heard, but after all, I have to come back to live with Liu Longting in the future, he has always been the father of my child, and I can't think of leaving so willfully regardless of Liu Longting's feelings.
"What did you say?"
I asked Liu Longting.
"You don't want to go, where can you go alone now?
Let's go, I try to avoid contact with you every day, you have to rest a lot, go out shopping more often to find your former friends, this will help you recover. ” Liu Longting said, got up from the sofa, turned around and walked out of the door, I was very sorry not to go, when Liu Longting went out, I couldn't help but shout his name, Liu Longting's footsteps stopped, and then turned to me and said: "Don't feel ashamed of me, I don't really leave, I will still come back every day, you have to come on, I will wait for you to accept me." ” When Liu Longting said this to me, my tears of emotion were about to fall, so I quickly nodded to him and said that I would definitely work hard.
There was no quarrel, and at such times, mutual trust and encouragement burned in my heart with the confidence that I must overcome the demons in my own heart.
These days, Liu Longting has helped me push all the people who come to me to see things, and he takes special care of me, when he goes home to cook for me, he tries to meet me as little as possible, and also calls me a good friend, buys movie tickets and the like, and lets me go out and have more fun.
I never felt that Liu Longting had such a caring, originally I thought he was with me, and it may also be part of the reason for wanting a long-term and stable friend, after all, he is with me, it seems that in addition to doing that kind of thing, there is nothing that makes me more unforgettable, but this time I rejected him, he didn't deal with me as rough as before, but cared about me from the heart, so my good impression of him began to gradually heat up again.
I don't know why I like Liu Longting so much, after I had a cold war with him for more than a month, I think I am not so afraid of him now, after all, love is sometimes a good medicine that can heal all wounds, so I want to take this opportunity to express my care to Liu Longting who has been silently caring for me to give a little gift.
When I got up in the morning, I also specially found a few films of the python series to watch it, and after looking at the huge python under the camera, I no longer had a strong fear, so I sent a message to Liu Longting, telling him that he would go home today, and I would go out to buy something.
Chatting with Liu Longting was like chatting with someone my parents' age, and gave me a smile back and said hello.
After all, Liu Longting is also so old, he definitely can't post all kinds of emojis like us young people, and I can't even think of what Liu Longting looks like when he posts those emojis, which must not match his expression of most iceberg faces.
But since they have asked Liu Longting back to their home, I will go to the street to buy gifts for Liu Longting, after all, this man is not a woman, and it is too small a woman to give a cup of small gifts or something, and it is not suitable for my current relationship with Liu Longting, but if you give a watch, Liu Longting doesn't need it, and it seems too pretending, so I think about it, I plan to buy a few sets of clothes for Liu Longting, and I have been with him for so long, I haven't bought anything for him, fortunately, I know what type and size Liu Longting likes, So I won't be too at a loss when I buy it, but when I bought clothes for Liu Longting, I took a fancy to the parent-child outfit of a family of three, and I liked it very much, thinking that the child in my belly was more than four months old, and it would be born in a few months, so I decisively bought this parent-child outfit.
On the way home, I looked at the clothes of the family of three in my handbag, although my face did not fluctuate, but my heart was extremely excited, before I paid attention to how to deal with things, now I have rested for so many months, my ideas are all on the child in my belly, there are some things, that is, the more caring, the more feelings will be injected, a thing that you have never cared about, how can you care about him?
When I got home, I wasn't sure if Liu Longting had come, so I didn't knock on the door and went in directly.
The room was quiet, I changed my slippers, and I was carrying a paper shopping bag in my hand, and there was no sound when I put the shopping bag on the sofa, and just when I was about to enter the room to put my bag, I suddenly heard a woman's voice from the opposite study: "You are such a waste, you can't do this thing?!"
Aren't you very good at dealing with women?
Any woman will be fascinated by you, why did it take so long to do such a little thing this time, an idiot woman made you mess up, you are because you have never been loved, this is finally a woman who likes you, are you tempted by her?
I warn you, if you don't give me the spirit to nurture me, then I'll have to do it myself!
” This woman's voice is very sharp, aggressive, and it doesn't look like the voice of our normal people, her voice is very good, it's a little ethereal to hear, just like the dubbing in the TV series, from the language she speaks, even if she doesn't see her in person, she can make up her unhappy frowning appearance.
But this is at home, Liu Longting actually brought a woman to the house, thinking of this, I was a little angry, turned around and knocked on the door of the study, and asked the door: "Liu Longting is you?"
” There was no sound in the door, and I knocked again: "Who's in the house?"
” Still no one answered me, and just when I was about to push the door in, the door was loosened, and a few slender white fingers buckled on the edge of the door and opened the door inside, and before I could react, I immediately leaned into a strong embrace, Liu Longting dragged my body into the room, and as soon as the door closed, he pressed me to the door, and put his face to my ear, and said to me softly: "I want you." ”