"If something like this happens, you just want to open it yourself, after all, everyone is uncomfortable, don't think about it, you can live in Uncle Su's house with peace of mind in the future, Uncle Su will take care of school matters for you, you don't have to worry about Uncle Su's house, you just think it is your own home, don't be too restrained, Uncle I, I've always wanted a boy, haha" "Okay." ”I calmly looked at my reflection in the car window, obviously a childish child's face, but full of coldness and alienation that should not belong to my age.Outside the car, the rain was pouring down, and the road was in shambles under the black sky mixed with thunder and lightning.In this strange city, there are couples holding hands running in the rain on the bustling streets, mothers holding their children with their umbrellas in their arms, office workers hiding from the rain with briefcases on their heads, and even people standing in front of the store with umbrellas but refusing to walk in the rain.The sound of a screeching whistle is constantly ringing in your ears, and the sight you can see through the black car windows is a scene of high-rise buildings and colorful neon lights standing upside down in puddles.I tentatively put my hand to the window, and conveyed to my fingertips the coldness of January, I watched with a sense of loss, the raindrops breaking, and the loud noise of heavy rain seemed to sound again the never-ending quarrels of my parents I remember that my mother often blamed my father in my ear for his incompetence and cowardice, and cursed his early death; I also remember my dad crying like a child in the middle of the night, and the nervousness of being suspicious made me annoy with him too.But I still remember that they used to sit on the sofa with each other, talking sweetly about love, or chatting about what to eat today, whether it will rain tomorrow, and who and who in the house next door and what happened to each other, but I can't remember how they once loved each other.Forget their original faces and silhouettes."
By the way, Beixi, I also have a daughter, her name is Su Han.""
Su Han" I looked at Uncle Su in the driver's seat in a daze, he was driving calmly, but he also frowned because of the noise of the heavy rain, until he talked about his daughter, his frowning brow slowly relaxed, and pulled out a complicated and somewhat bitter smile."
Yes, Suhan."
I kept reciting the name as if I was in a ghost's mind, and even the eyes that looked ahead began to be smeared with a bright layer of anticipation.But I don't want to lose all my youth for this name in the years that followed.After I came to his house with Uncle Su, it was almost time for dinner, because there was no spare umbrella in the car, Uncle Su parked the car and told me to wait for him under the eaves at the door first, and he took my suitcase and came to open the door.I didn't follow him, stubbornly followed his back without saying a word, and he had no choice but to take my suitcase from the trunk, drag my hand and stride towards the gate.Looking at Uncle Su's wet shoulders, I was a little moved, and I couldn't help but speed up my steps and trot, barely catching up with Uncle Su's pace.The January rain hit his body, and it was biting cold, but from Uncle Su's generous palm, the temperature was so hot.After taking out the key and opening the door, Uncle Su and I just walked into the house, and a middle-aged woman with a slightly hunched back staggered over, slightly opening and closing her dry lips, and a hoarse voice came: "Master, the hot water has been put away, you hurry up and take this little master to take a bath, and we will have a good dinner later." ”Uncle Su vaguely responded to himself and went later, and called her to take me first, and then he asked: "Aunt An, you haven't recovered from a cold, didn't you let you rest, didn't Su Han's girl let her cook?"
"Master, I don't have much to do, and I don't want to trouble Miss if I can still move."
And I couldn't lie down in bed, so I thought about seeing the little master that the master had brought back. ”Aunt Ann smiled lovingly at me, but her face turned pale from discomfort.I gently replied with a polite smile from Aunt An, and when I glanced at Uncle Su, I saw that his hand to take off his suit suddenly paused, and then he threw it on the counter again, and said sharply towards the second floor: "Su Han, you come down for me" Not long after, a girl who was a little younger than me slowly walked down from upstairs, she held a beautiful big red lipstick in her right hand, and held a small round mirror in her left hand to look left and right.The contours of her face were very beautiful, and although her face was still a little immature at the age of twelve, she had cleverly concealed it with eyeliner and eyebrow pencils.A pair of charming pupils seem to hook everything into it, making people fall into it and can't extricate themselves.She wears a white shirt underneath, a pair of ultra-short pants and black stockings, and only a knee-length long sweater that has only recently become popular on the outside, but it is not very warm.She had beautiful wavy curls on her head, flicking them unusually beautiful in the light.A pair of black and fashionable little leather shoes stepped on the stairs, and the "click" sound made showed how high-profile her actions were.I have to say that she is very beautiful and very good at dressing up, but she is a little too mature and makes people look too disobedient.I didn't dare look at her more, and I could feel the heart in my chest, panicking from looking directly at her.I hurriedly turned my face away, but I caught a glimpse of Uncle Su's black face, so angry that his brows were squeezed into the word "Chuan".Uncle Su tried his best to suppress his anger, but he still roared in a low voice: "It's so late, it's still raining heavily, where are you going to go crazy when you dress like this, you don't know how to be considerate of Aunt An if you are so idle at home every day, people feel that they are going to make dinner for you, don't take it for granted" Su Han elegantly put away the mirror, the corners of his mouth were hooked and smiling, and his eyes were full of charm and playfulness when he looked at me: "Su Zhiyang, where did you pick up this little beggar, are you so short of a son?"
Uncle Su picked up the hanger on the side and was about to walk towards Su Han, but Aunt An grabbed his arm and persuaded him: "Master, you and Miss finally have time to get together, so don't make a fuss, eat a meal in peace, and don't be noisy all day long."
Besides, there is a little young master here today, isn't it too lively" "You are not allowed to go anywhere, I will break your legs if you go" Uncle Su glanced at Su Han fiercely, took my hand and walked towards her."
Sick old feudal dead old man" Su Han scolded Uncle Su disdainfully, and the swear words that came out of his mouth rushed into my ears, which also made me frown unhappily.It turned out that Uncle Su and her daughter had a bad relationship at all.After running through the shower until dinner, there was nothing else during the period except for a few simple polite words, and it was indeed a bit monotonous and boring.During this period, Su Han never went downstairs.Aunt An intended to go upstairs to ask her to eat, but was stopped by Uncle Su's cold words, saying that she would be less angry if she starved to death.I opened the room a little tiredly, but everything that caught my eyes made my mouth open wide and I couldn't say a word.Looking at the stockings on the ground, the half-stripped ultra-shorts that stayed on the knees, and the black lace-trimmed panties, I couldn't help but get my blood gushing and I couldn't breathe.I tried to squeeze out some words, but in the end I swallowed a loud saliva shamelessly, and the heat in my cheeks burned to the roots of my ears.Su Han's ears were a little red, but she pretended not to care and chuckled at me, and the words she said became shy, little pervert, you still have to stay to see me change my pants I hurriedly exited the room, I was going to leave quickly, but Su Han in the room scolded me loudly and called me to close the door.After going to the wrong room, I looked like I had done something wrong, I almost ran back to the room, lying on the big bed tossing and turning without a trace of sleep, and my mind was full of Su Han's face and everything about Su Han.Every look of her arrogance, arrogance, rudeness, arrogance, shyness, and embarrassment lingered in her mind like poison, and one more glance was enough to panic and suffocate.I couldn't sleep after struggling in bed for a long time, so I resigned myself to going to the roof to blow the wind so that I could wake up and calm down quickly.If I had known that Su Han was on the roof, I would rather have insomnia than come up, and at this point, it would be a little inappropriate to leave or walk forward.I sighed helplessly, but she didn't see me, leaning against the cold wall, smoking a lady's cigarette without a puff.At night, she casually draped her long hair over her shoulders, her gaze deep and sad.She took a deep and hard puff of her cigarette, the red dot in the smoke getting brighter and brighter, and her appearance began to blur.She suddenly beckoned to me and motioned for me to come over, and I paced slowly with a nervous heart and sat down silently beside her.She stared at the sparse stars in the night sky in a distracted manner, and jumped out without a beginning or an end: "Do you say that the dead will still have thoughts, isn't there a song in the Japanese comic called Missing Through Time and Space" I followed her gaze, and even my own voice became softer, yes."
You're lying."
She looked at me coldly, and suddenly chuckled again, and she asked me what my name was.I said my name was Gu Beixi, and then she was silent, smoking a cigarette vigorously, her eyes were a little red, I don't know if it was a smoker, and her eyes would be red by the smoke.Seeing her so depressed, I felt a little stuffy in my heart, and reached out to snatch the cigarette she had between my fingers, and took a deep breath eagerly, eager to know what it tasted like.She was a little stunned, and then she laughed heartlessly, rubbing my hair like an elder, laughing and telling me that it was a lady's cigarette, and that I had a crush on her and wanted to eat her saliva.I choked on the heat of the smoke and coughed violently, and because of Su Han's shameless words, I suddenly stood up and threw the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it fiercely: "Su Han, cough cough, you can't figure it out, this cigarette is so difficult to smoke, you are sick, go smoke it" "Ah Xi, when you see the world clearly, you will find that you will not be able to do without it." ”I blushed and tried to reason with her, trying to tell her that I would never touch such a thing, but I didn't want to hug me when the words were about to burst out, and her scarlet lips covered me.Later, whenever I thought of Su Han in the dark night, as long as she was not by my side, my heart would throb every nerve, and when I woke up in a nightmare in the middle of the night, even the smile turned into torture.From the moment I walked into the thorn forest, the red rose that was so red that it dripped, and it was not only my hand that stinged, but also my frozen heart
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