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3. Tiptoeing into the distance, white paper airplanes


The moment the liquid fell into my mouth and slid down my esophagus, a slippery sensation stimulated my sensitive taste buds and instantly provoked nausea in my stomach.With a pale face, the half-bottle of water that had stopped in mid-air suddenly broke out of my hand and rolled to the ground with a "thud", and the splash of water ironically hit the hem of my trousers.I looked at the broken white SpongeBob SquarePants and the large water stains on the ground, and suddenly felt that ugly faces were reflected on the water.I resisted the nausea and looked at everyone's playful expressions, and I smiled miserably and put my fingers down my throat to pull out the slippery thing."

Ahem" I blushed in pain, ran to the trash can and vomited wildly, like a writhing maggot in my stomach just now, and when I thought of this, I vomited even more intensely.Suddenly there was a raging laughter around me, and I felt that I couldn't move an inch in the laughter, and even the world abandoned me, and it also made me see the truth and falsehood of the world.The mother's smiling face in the memory coincided with the father's desperate face, becoming hideous and terrifying.I remembered with irony that my mother had woken up crying in the middle of the night, cursing at my father in a shrill voice, clamoring for a divorce, and I sat on the floor in the next room, my heart cold to the point of no warmth.I don't want to believe in all unrequited giving, because in this world, no one will take it for granted that someone is good.I'm sure I'm not that stupid, at least until I met Su Han, but I found that from the moment Su Han stepped into my life, she subverted all my thoughts.I kept vomiting, trying to get all the dirt out of it, until I vomited my stomach until it was sour and I felt nauseous and retched.The scene was so huge that everyone around looked at each other, and they obviously didn't expect a little prank to force me to such a point.Maybe their hearts are also very empty, or they sneer at me, and even secretly think that I am a sissy, and I am also a god when I am so clean.But only I know that I am just looking for an opportunity to vent myself, from the time my parents divorced custody was thrown on my relatives, I began to be pushed around by relatives as a burden, until Uncle Su appeared, which seemed to let me see the harbor.I clearly understand that if I continue to hold it like this, I will really hold back my illness, but I didn't even cry when my parents were treated as a burden when they divorced, why did I see Su Han when I was the most decadent, I wanted to hug her and cry so much Su Han rushed over from the door of the classroom with a fierce attitude, picked up a bottle of water on the table, didn't care about 3721, unscrewed the cap, and didn't look at who the people around me were, and splashed it at these people with one hand.Su Han put his hands on his waist and had the heroism of a shrew, and shouted sharply with a sharp voice: "All of them are fucking routines and hypocrisy, I tell you, even if he Gu Beixi stabs me one day, I will cover him, don't think that we have quarreled in the past two days, you can move him without putting me in your eyes" The audience was suddenly silent because of Su Han's appearance, I stood behind Su Han, my eyes were red spinelessly, and the tears that fell to the ground were like a heavy ink painting.In the cold air filled with restless elements, with the sound of heavy breathing, no one saw my disguise slowly crack.Su Han was still scolding everyone relentlessly, and all kinds of unpleasant words kept coming out of her mouth, burying her image in front of everyone.The disgust that emanated from her pupils in the half-against light was the same as I lingered in the endless quarrels of my parents.It dawned on me that I regretted it, and I regretted pushing away the girl who was standing in front of me and defending me.Because he was afraid of losing his feelings and being hurt by others, he chose to cruelly hurt others to protect himself, Gu Beixi, you are such a fucking bastard "Su Hanxi, it's just a joke, can you take it so seriously Gu Beixi isn't it a big deal." ”The fat man walked out helplessly in the midst of everyone's pushing, pushing and shoving, blushing and touching the back of his head, obviously weak and lacking in energy."

It's not a big deal, is it that he fell to the ground, it's okay, if I put SpongeBob SquarePants in your water cup and let you drink it, do you dare to let it go as a joke" Su Han shouted with his teeth and claws, and stepped on the almost transparent SpongeBob SquarePants on the ground fiercely, "Fucking it's really hypocritical, disgusting, perverted, and twisted in his heart" The fat man's face was red and white when he was scolded by Su Han, and finally he couldn't bear to save face, grabbed the schoolbag on the desk and ran out of the classroom, and the rest of the people also scattered in embarrassment, and each returned to his seat."

Gu Beixi, what's wrong with you" What's wrong with me I don't know Ah I looked at Su Han who was running towards me in a daze, why couldn't I suddenly see her face clearly My feet softened, I fell back weightlessly, and then, I heard the sound of falling to the ground, and after that I didn't know anything.When I woke up again, my head ached, and my eyes were blinded by the bright lights in the infirmary.There was a sore leg on my legs, and when I looked around, I saw Su Han sleeping not very well with swollen eyes.I complicatedly reached out and combed her long hair on her face, but accidentally touched her fair skin, and my heart immediately swelled with strange emotions.Su Han, how should I face you, so that I won't hurt myself and not hurt you There was a gentle knock at the door, I looked up, only to see the school doctor smiling meaningfully, leaning against the door and playing with the stethoscope, and then I heard her say: "Han Xi skipped class with me and guarded you all afternoon, she cares about you." ”My face turned red inexplicably, and when I was stiffening my hands and not knowing what to do, she cleverly avoided the topic and continued: "Your physical condition is not very good, mainly because you have too many worries, and venting it appropriately will be effective for you. ”"Thank you."

I lowered my head lightly and looked at Su Han quietly, the corners of my mouth unconsciously hooked up with a smile.A few years later, when I finished high school and went back to junior high school, the school doctor was still there, my stage was still there, and the fat man and his gang hadn't left.Later, the school doctor told me that she was quite shocked when Su Han carried me to the infirmary, except for the horror of seeing her carrying 1.5 meters on her back and 1.6 meters, she was shocked that it was the first time someone made her so concerned.When Su Han first entered junior high school, she became a popular figure in the school because of her swaggering outfit, and she relied on having a father who was a county magistrate, no matter how excessive she did, no one just fired her.The school doctor also told me that I like Han Xi's child very much, although he is a little rebellious and willful, but at least his heart is not bad.And when I was on the street, I saw her going out to do chivalrous deeds under the guise of a thug.Well, I think so too, she's just not good at expressing herself.I remember that I answered the school doctor like this, and she just kept laughing and silently folded a paper airplane to me."

Gu Xi, hurry up, hurry up" When I was holding a lot of things in the hot sun and crashed into the bus, I saw Su Han sitting in the seat with a smile and bent his eyes, stretched out his hand and patted the vacant seat next to him, signaling me to come over quickly.I sighed helplessly, and swiped it with difficulty, and at the moment when the voice sounded, Su Han took the lead in laughing.Forget it, I don't remember the villain's mistakes, and I don't care about Su Han, but what kind of vision are you people in Nima, are you not allowed to use the senior card, is this discrimination against Chi Guoguo I walked up to Su Han sullenly, sat down next to her, and just put the things down Su Han hugged my hand desperately, chattering: "Gu Xi, you are really, you said that you will protect me, Aren't you afraid that I will be abducted by the bad guys, if my wallet is touched, I don't know what to do, and you really take the senior card out to swipe, don't you say you know me" I gently pursed my lips and didn't speak, but she shook my hand vigorously, tears glittered in her eyes, and she really pretended to be a little wronged and pitiful, "It's you who don't care about me calling you behind, and run away alone" I frowned slightly in distress, don't look at her anymore, and pretend to be pitiful."

You don't support me.""

And it's good that no one has been abducted by you.""

You don't support me.""

I remember you didn't have a wallet.""

You don't support me.""

Another point, you took away my student card, took all my change, and threw me a senior card" "You don't support me." ”I stood up frantically, pointed at Su Han and shouted in a broken voice: "Su Han, don't be bull-headed and don't talk to the horse's mouth, what do you mean by saying that" Su Han deflated his mouth decently, pretending to be more wronged than Dou E, and even more powerful than Meng Jiangnu crying on the Great Wall, as soon as the tears fell, she opened her mouth aggrievedly, which actually gave me a momentary illusion, should she not be Bai Suzhen possessed and wanted to shout at the official" Gu Xi, you didn't say that when you were in bed last night" I looked at Su Han who was crying with black lines, Dare to love me What kind of sin I created in my previous life, bumped into your wonderful flower of adult, ahhhhhSu Hanxi, if I say one more word to you, I will be forced by you to commit suicide by caesarean section Later, I always think, who said that Zhuma Qingmei can't raise true love, it will only be brother and sister love For me, although I missed the time to grow up with you, I would also like to be your neighbor brother next door, watch you be born and watch you babble, until I grow up with you, and don't miss every year with you.Just imagining that I can spend a little more time with you makes me feel that Sansheng is fortunate to have you

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