After getting off the Ferris wheel with Xu Xian, I thought I could go home successfully, but I was dragged by them to take a walk.I rely on the New Year's Eve I know that you guys are crazy one by one, but don't keep pulling me, and the little light is a minor, you guys are running twenty people, you are simply teaching our comrade Xiaoguang Okay, I am also a person who is about to run twenty, I don't have the capital to pretend to be tender in front of Comrade Xiaoguang, oh yes, the uncle is a person who is about to run thirty, he is the most tender one hum reluctantly followed behind them, this is obviously dog abuse, although I have a boyfriend, But my boyfriend accompanied that sunny day, ahhhhhLike a catwoman, Hikari came to my side gently and softly, and walked with me at the end of the crowd."
Eh Xiaoguang, aren't you tired of Uncle Greasy, why come to accompany me" I looked at our family's cute Lori with some resentment, like a resentful woman in the boudoir, ah, ah, Xiaoguang nu cherry mouth, mouth one by one, muttered timidly: "Sister Lin Qi, I also want to be by my uncle's side, but you walked behind us, staring at it with a pair of eyes, like we owe you money, I don't dare to walk in front of you." ”I swear it's not that my resentment is too heavy, it must be Xiaoguang's careful and considerate thinking that I found out my complaint, well, yes, it's definitely like this, but Uncle Xu Yi, I didn't bully your Xiaoguang Lori, you don't need to stare at me so vigilantly, ah, hey, what kind of nurse is this, I can't look like a trafficker no matter how bad Lin Qi is, I can't look like a trafficker, I will sell Comrade Xiaoguang, even if you are willing to do it, I am not willing to do it, but complaining is complaining, in front of Xu Xian and Xiaoguang, I don't dare to say more about uncle, who let one be a sister, and the other is uh, My daughter "poof" I couldn't help laughing, the uncle swept in a sharp eye, I shrunk my neck a little timidly, and then put one hand around Xiaoguang's thin arm, smiling brightly.I don't dare to scold you, but if you care about Xiaoguang so much, I won't let Xiaoguang run away to get tired of you, you uncle who eats tender grass, "Xiaoguang, is it okay for you to walk with me" I squeezed my eyes at Xiaoguang, but Yu Guang secretly aimed at the uncle, and sure enough, I saw that he was unhappy.Xiaoguang saw that I didn't complain anymore and earned it from me, wanting to go back to my uncle's side.I pulled Xiaoguang's head with one hand, and said to her in a voice that was only the two of us: "Xiaoguang, if you are tired of your uncle's words, he will take it for granted, and he won't pay attention to you so much" I feel that I am instigating elementary school students or primary school students who lack roots and tendons and simply want to die, but this trick really worked, Xiaoguang stopped moving all of a sudden, and ignored the uncle's face that was about to darken, and waved his hand at the uncle and said: "Teacher, I'll talk to Sister Lin Qi, you go first" I tried hard to hold back my laughter and not look at the green tendons on Xu Yi's forehead, but the hand holding Xiaoguang tightened more and more."
Sister Lin Qi, do you like to dance" When I was still delighted with Xu Yi's reaction and almost stiff back, Xiaoguang's soft words were like waves exploding on the water, leaving me in a panic after being stunned.No one ever asked me if I liked dancing or not.For more than ten years, even if they asked about dancing, they all asked me how much I danced, whether dancing was tiring, whether I participated in competitions and won awards, and now someone asks like this, but I am dumbfounded.I don't know how I should answer, do you like it, why have you been avoiding dancing for more than ten years, don't you like it, why have you been silent for more than ten years, and insist on jumping Yes, you have resisted, but have you resisted with the determination not to dance again, you have not had it at all, even you don't know whether you like it or not, this princess dream who has spent ten years with you day and night.So how should you answer now In the face of the innocent eyes of your little sister, can you use the words of shirk to deceive one, to your left sister and right sister or to say, you want to excuse yourself irresponsibly, and say unclear words to prevaricate Lin Qi, for more than ten years, you have been drilling the tip of the horns, resisting your mother from the bottom of your heart, but do you really dare to say that you have a clear conscience and dare to say that you don't like it "Sister" Xiaoguang tentatively pulled the corners of my clothes, and her face was covered with a touch of gloom.
His eyes widened and he looked at me with some concern.Her little hand tightly grasped the corner of my clothes, gritted her cherry lips and wanted to stop talking, and finally she drooped her head decadently, and said weakly with regret: "Sister Lin Qi, I" I stretched out my hand and gently pinched Xiaoguang's chubby face, smiling heartlessly and heartlessly: "Comrade Xiaoguang, you have gained weight again, hey, hey" I answered the question, and didn't even dare to look at her slowly full of disappointment, gritted my teeth and said that the weather is really cold, if you wear a little more, it will really become a ball, in fact, Xiaoguang is not fat at all, It's just that there is a little baby fat on the white face, and there is still immaturity and greenness between the eyebrows and eyes.If, if I could see the fate of the future, I would definitely not pretend to be as free and uneasy as I am today, I would look directly at Xiaoguang seriously, even if I wanted to break my head, I would answer her question seriously.It's just that there will never be ifs, no matter how sorry and remorseful I will be in the future, I will never be able to change back to a girl named Cheng Xiaoguang, her immature smile is as beautiful as a summer flower.She stayed in the most beautiful years at the beginning of the cross, quietly endured all the grievances, but lived forever in our hearts, just like her first smile."
Hey, you two turtles, can you slow down a little longer" Han Xi in front of him seemed to know something, and he stopped himself, turned around and waved at us, saving me from embarrassment.In fact, what I want to say is that if I had accompanied Han Xi for a longer time, we would not have died in the summer rain of our youth, without sound and companionship, only endless regret and entanglement.If we were all braver, we would not be lost in the paradise lost of youth, covering our mouths and clenching our throats, letting all the bitterness and regret grit our teeth and swallow in our mouths, and not letting ourselves cry out loud.If our life is destined to be difficult and difficult, I would like to go back to the beginning and ask for a sword and wander all my life without seeing you.It's just that grieving people are destined to be sad."
Then seeyou see you tomorrow" I waved my hand, holding Xiaoguang tightly, looking at the worried uncle, and did not joke that he seriously promised: "Okay, uncle, I will send Xiaoguang back, you and Xiaoguang are not on the way, and the time is not early, how troublesome it should be." ”"But, you two girls come home in the middle of the night, it's very dangerous, I think I'm still" "Uncle, I Lin Qi looks like a bully on the surface, but don't forget that I'm a little sister, and if there's something I call out, it's okay" I pouted impatiently, grabbed my hair irritably, and felt that my uncle was worried about Xiaoguang like he was worried about his girlfriend.Uncle was about to say something, but Xiaoguang held my hand back, revealing two little tiger teeth and smiled sweetly: "Teacher Yu, it's really okay, Sister Lin Qi will protect me." ”Although Xiaoguang said this, the uncle was still very uneasy, saying that it was safer for him to come with him.Xu Xian gently stepped on small steps to grab the uncle, and there was a sense of reliability in his voice without a trace of undulation: "Brother, it's going to be fine, let's go home." ”I reluctantly accepted Xu Xian's tentative gaze, I knew that among our group, she was the most attentive person, but many times she was not good at words.I also know that Xiaoguang insists on abandoning his uncle to follow me, and he must have something to tell me, and Xu Xian, who sees everything in his eyes, naturally creates opportunities for us.Seeing that he couldn't resist Xiaoguang, the uncle had no choice but to give up, and after saying goodbye to us, he bowed his head and left in frustration.The night is like water, quiet like an oil painting, and I walk quietly with Xiaoguang, just like a sister."
Sister Lin Qi, are you happy today" Xiaoguang's eyes widened, glowing faintly in the night, so clean that people couldn't help but stagger their eyes and didn't dare to look at each other."
Happy."
Hikari giggled when she heard my answer, and then I heard her say so softly and calmly, "Then it's enough, if you can't see why you're happy, as long as you understand that you're happy, it's a very meaningful thing in itself." ”I looked at Xiaoguang in a daze, Xiaoguang pursed his lips and chuckled, suddenly broke away from my hand and ran to the front with his arms open, and said happily in the face of the somewhat cold night breeze: "Sister Lin Qi, I like the second dimension very much, it is still my faith." ”"Faith."
I read these two words word by word, and then chewed and swallowed slowly, savoring the meaning and weight of these two words."
Well, faith."
I lost focus and looked at the little light, the memories flooded in like a tidal wave, everything in the past was magnified and bombarded my brain, I suddenly understood everything, and regretted the excuse of being too selfish.I walked slowly towards Xiaoguang, my eyes red and sad to death, but I still laughed softly.This little girl like the sun, how can I bear to let her accompany me to grieve and be sad "Xiaoguang, is it okay to accompany me to a place" I said to her in an almost pleading tone, I was afraid that there was no pair of hands around me who held my hand, and no matter how determined I was, I didn't dare to stretch out my hand."
Okay, Sister Lin Qi."
Xiaoguang smiled sweetly and responded to my sensitive heart obediently, just like when we first met, she should have been timid but took care of my hesitant heart.Dear Xiaoguang, I like to dance, I like it very much.I just couldn't accept my mother's strictness, mistakenly thought that dance brought me a bleak time, and envied my friends of the same age holding their mothers to be coquettish, but I stayed in the cold and no fun dance studio.However, I do like it, so I will subconsciously leave room for resistance again and again.When liking gradually becomes faith, then dear don't hide it easily, don't take liking as an excuse, let's make ourselves happy, okay It was five o'clock in the morning, close to dawn.I took Xiaoguang and ran almost half the city, and finally came to the door of the exquisite shoe store.I took out my mobile phone from my pocket and turned on the flashlight, shone on the dancing shoes through the window, gently touched the mirror with my hand, and then said to Xiaoguang with great satisfaction: "Xiaoguang, this is my dream." ”"That's good."
It's good that after a big circle, we can still go back, look directly at our own hearts, no longer confused and hesitant, and no longer even excuse ourselves with excuses.The coldness conveyed by the fingers is cold for the years of struggling alone.Now, my beating heart is rekindling youth with all the heat.Look, that's wonderful
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