23:44 I'm angry.Looking at a text message from a stranger on my phone, I frowned inexplicably, and was thinking about whether it could be someone's prank, when the phone rang suddenly, and I was scared to drop my phone.I bit my lip slightly, but finally picked up my phone.An unfamiliar phone number flashed silently on the screen, so faint that it made me feel a little startled in the room where the lights were not on, and I seemed to see a smiling face, which made my scalp tingle.Exhaling softly, I answered the phone and disguised my emotions well before asking, "Who are you?"
and "Qi." ”There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and if I hadn't heard the slightest breathing, I would have thought that no one was answering on the other end of the line.As if he had guessed that I was going to hang up, a low shout came from there.The hoarse bass sounded in my ears without warning, with a chilling etherealness, and it went straight to my ears so quietly."
Dudu" didn't wait for me to think about who the owner of the voice belonged to, and the phone hung up so calmly, without a single extra word, just called me simply.But this simplicity, why did it make me instantly creepy at this time, is it the miss of the admirer or the prank after the big adventure is lost, then who will call in the middle of the night for a reason, without saying a word, I shook my head hard, trying to shake off these messy conjectures.Swiped the screen of the mobile phone and clicked on QQ, but saw two unread messages staying in the chat.One happened to be before the prom, and the other happened to be after the prom.Dear Qi, are you avoiding me Dear Qi, you will regret it.The person who regrets calling will be Su, no, impossible, Su is just a like-minded person on the Internet, to put it bluntly, he is just a bosom friend on the Internet, how can he know his phone number, then this inexplicable call, who will be purely just a prank in the middle of the night, a little uneasy into the bathroom and took a shower, after coming out, he didn't look at his phone again, turned off the light, and fell asleep because of a lifetime of fatigue.But I didn't want to, at the moment of falling asleep, the mobile phone lying on the bedside table lit up by itself, and it flickered for only a second in the silent and dark room before it went black.After that, there was another unread message on the phone: Asongasiraisethegun, itisdestedtohurtyouAs long as I raise the gun, I am destined to hurt you I was awakened by the harsh sunlight and the piercing ringing of the mobile phone, I sat up suddenly, but I didn't want to blur my vision and feel dizzy.After getting used to the light, I sniffed the morning air greedily, looked at the open curtains, and realized that I was too tired last night to fall asleep, and even forgot to close the curtains.The phone was still ringing, and I rubbed my swollen and aching temples, squinting slightly and fumbling with my remaining hand for the phone on the bedside table."
Hey" didn't look at who was calling, I resisted the anger of being woken up early in the morning, and answered the phone with great reluctance."
Oh, I thought you didn't dare to answer the phone" Xiang Qingtian's disdainful voice came from the other end of the phone, I opened my eyes suddenly, and I was sleepy, Nima's Xiang Qingtian, you are looking for a smoke, just to verify whether I will answer the phone, "Get out of your grandma, Xiang Qingtian, what are you howling at me early in the morning" I didn't look at the time, and scolded Xiang Qingtian on the other side of the phone on the phone, disturbing people's dreams itself is a thing that makes people angry, and it is a red-eyed rival "Hmph, I won't come to you with nothing to do." ,Do you think you're so great, you're not uncommon to call you to grandma, I'm not rare" "It's not uncommon, you're sick, you're nervous" I glared at the floor angrily, the fist in my hand clenched more and more, how could Nima's talk to Xiang Qingtian be so hot "Oh, I'm sick" Just as I was about to hang up the phone, a familiar voice gently jumped into my ears, making the blood in my whole body start to roll uncontrollably.Thinking of last night's pas de deux, he gently hugged my waist, and the doting in his eyes flashed as if I was a treasure of his life, and I couldn't bear to hurt or break it."
No, no, it's not what you think."
Suddenly remembering that I had just been mistaken for him by Arlo when I scolded Xiang Qingtian, I panicked instantly and hurriedly explained to him.On the other end of the phone, his voice rang softly in my ears without a trace of warmth: "But it's nothing, it doesn't matter." ”When I secretly rejoiced in the improvement of our relationship, but did not hear the deep meaning of his words, he spoke slowly, obviously with a touch of playfulness: "Lin Qi, let's break up." ”"Hahaha, it's not April Fool's Day today, Arlo, you're so stupid, you're stupid, like a pig" I raised my head sullenly and laughed out loud, but I laughed bitterly.Tasting the salty wetness on my lips, I smiled even more."
Lin Qi, let's leave it at that.""
Toot toot" I hung my hand weakly, and when the phone rolled out of my hand and fell on the bed, I heard the sound of breaking pain in my heart even though there was no sound.What's wrong with this world, what's wrong with it, if it's broken, what will I take to make it backI looked at the dazzling sunlight in distraction, and the burning pain made my tears fall to the ground even more wanton.I pursed my lips and snouted sadly, burying myself between my legs and sobbing silently.I'm no longer what I used to be, I'm no longer the child who was five years old and could hold my mother crying after a little grievance, I'm just a lovelorn female college student now.What's so sad about this, there are so many things in the world that can't be separated from each other, why should I hang myself on a tree and wait for him, he said that he didn't love me so resolutely, and interpreted his love for her so purely.He just simply likes her, just like I like him just because I'm simple.It's just that we will eventually miss the habit of losing each other's clinging to each other and accepting another habit to start the day.I was destined to lose him, I just didn't think I would lose it so soon.I carried a heavy suitcase, grabbed the scarf that was tightly around my neck, and did not have the slightest trepidation at this strange city, only obedience and perfection.A familiar voice suddenly sounded behind "Qi", and I looked back in surprise, only to see that he was wearing a pair of black glasses on the bridge of his nose, a shallow smile on his ordinary face, and a suit on his body was very energetic.With just one glance, I recognized him as Su, my confidant and confidant on the Internet.It is such an ordinary man who struggles for his career, and he is the most worthy person in my life to be entrusted with for life.I don't have to worry about his departure, because a gentle man like Su is tired of wandering days, and he preserves the most peaceful and dedicated heart.I walked slowly, everything elegant attracted the attention of a large crowd around me, but I was not satisfied with this point.I laughed softly, pretending to stroke my long curls casually, a faint reflection of charm and shyness between my eyebrows.It's just that I'm not a fool, and you don't have to treat me like an idiot.I confess that I have a purpose."
I'm tired of sitting in the car, no one in my house will go to my house to rest first."
Su Yi took my suitcase, still smiling lightly, and I couldn't tell how happy or unhappy I was.I nodded submissively, and rightfully put my arm around Su, looking directly into his tentative gaze and smiling brightly.He turned his face away indifferently, but the curvature of the corners of his mouth became wider and wider, as if he enjoyed my initiative.It's like we're really a couple, and there's nothing else but sweetness and greasy.When he came to Su's house, he took off his suit jacket, mixed the hot water for me, and asked me to take a bath to warm up, while he went into the kitchen to get something to eat.I lay in silence in the tub, stretched out my smooth arms and looked at it for a long time, and finally chuckled self-deprecatingly.Lin Qi, aren't you the most disgusted with women like Xiang Qingtian, when did you become like this, and you began to be restless from the bottom of your bones Smelling the fragrance of the shower gel on my body, I nodded with satisfaction, and I felt that the soak was about the same, so I got up and wiped my body and wrapped a bath towel casually.Standing in front of the mirror, I deliberately pulled the bath towel down, put down the shawl of my wet hair, picked up the lipstick and applied it carefully.When everything was ready, I silently put away my lipstick, clenched and released my fist and finally clenched it again.I glanced at myself in the mirror again, and it was so strange that even I felt scared, and I really didn't feel at all uneasy and self-loving, and when I walked out of the bathroom, I saw sitting on a chair, quietly looking at a book.As if he heard the sound of the door opening, he still lowered his head and said lightly: "After washing the kitchen and getting some food, you can go eat first." ”"Oh."
I answered him perfunctorily, but walked to him instead of the kitchen, and when I saw that he still didn't look up, I pulled the book from his hand in some annoyance, and sat down between his laps.Su suddenly looked up at me, touching that I was dressed so casually, his face was crimson, and he hurriedly tried to push me away, but I hugged him tightly, and a kiss blocked all he wanted to say.Su pushed me with some resistance, but accidentally touched the bath towel on my body, and instantly stiffened his movements.I stuck to it, and my hands began to get restless on him.Between the guns and fires, a room is spring.When I woke up the next day, I couldn't help but cry out in pain.But I didn't want to wake up a long time ago, and sat up, glaring at me indignantly and sarcastically: "Lin Qi, I really can't see it, it turns out that you can be so cheap and any person can onenightstand" I didn't speak, just smiled quietly like a winner.Finally, after I got up that day and had breakfast, I was hurried home like a plague.Oh, it's funny, aren't all men like this, they said they would let me stay well, but the day after I came, they kicked me out.Just like when I first came to this city with my suitcase, I didn't feel the slightest novelty about it.And now, when I go back with my suitcase, I don't have any nostalgia or reluctance for this place.OneNightStand, let my relationship with Su's confidant break forever.But all this is what I want, isn't it, he has been waiting for an answer from me, I didn't answer him, but I used my body to make it clear to him that we have nothing but onenightstand.I wondered if I would ever fall in love with someone else after all I had been through.Even if it makes my heart move, there is no way for me to fall in love with him.Therefore, I choose to live in the shadow of ugliness, and I will never think about the so-called love again.I knew that I wouldn't get Arlo's liking, and I would never fall in love with someone else
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