"Vomit" I pursed my lips in disgust, patted Xiang Qingtian's back and walked out of the bathroom, leaving her alone and slowly throwing up.It didn't take long for Xiang Qingtian to come out, and he collapsed weakly on the sofa and grabbed a pillow, buried his head in it and was silent."
Why did you collapse to death after spitting a few mouthfuls" I glanced at Xiang Qingtian faintly, walked to the water dispenser and poured a cup of hot water for her, "Get up and drink" Xiang Qingtian sat up, looked at me faintly, and said: "Have you let it go" "I'll do it with you" "Su Hanxi, you rotten girl, I refuse to talk to you." ”Xiang Qingtian looked at me coldly, but he also took the cup and drank the hot water."
Su Hanxi, to be honest, I'm jealous that you're going to die, you're beautiful, your family is rich, and Beixi loves you, really, I'm so jealous of you."
Xiang Qingtian rubbed his temples with a headache, looked at the beer bottles piled up in the room, and mocked, "Do you think that I don't want to die, and I'm not afraid of drinking to death after drinking so much wine, but do you know, I didn't touch a drop of these wines, and Beixi stayed here to drink it." ”"Haven't you always cared about Beixi being with me, then do you know, what were we doing when we were together, Han Xi, I stripped naked in front of him, Gu Beixi, he was indifferent, and he refused to even treat me as your substitute, do you still say that he likes me" She looked at me bitterly, and in those eyes that would never admit defeat, I saw her compromise for the first time, "He has always been guarding against my liking for him, he drinks and always keeps the bottom line, resolutely not drunk, even if I want to get him by any means, he won't give me a chance." ”I looked at Xiang Qingtian in amazement, there was nothing false in those eyes except sadness, she gritted her teeth in pain, and she almost cried.I suddenly felt that my breath was stagnant, and as long as I thought of the boy who liked me, I felt as if I was going to suffocate, sinking to the bottom of the sea crying and shouting without a sound."
He said you didn't believe him, said you were too sensitive to get along with the two, and he said he didn't want to do that to you, but he couldn't face the girl he liked, and one day he would become sensitive and suffer from gains and losses."
By the time I said this, Qingtian couldn't cry anymore, and I wanted to go over to protect her, but in the end I didn't take a step.Maybe I can't deeply understand that a girl who loves a teenager deeply, listening to the teenager talking about another girl, the mood of wanting to be angry and wanting to make noise, will also become bitter weakly when I see the corners of the boy's mouth raised, maybe I'm still lucky, after all, the two teenagers I like have loved me deeply, and I haven't heard the sad words of the teenager in my ear when he talks about another girl.I've loved two teenagers, and I gave my first love to a near-perfect adult, and I gave my first night and everything to the crybaby who threatened to protect me for the rest of my life.I've heard too many gossips and gossip about me, and the invective is harsh and sharp.I've also heard too many love words and promises to me, but no one can compare to Beixi's liking for me.Even the mild-mannered elder forgot his original intention when he came to the last step.Qingtian suddenly grabbed me who was stunned, choked up and said to me: "Han Xi, I beg you, don't torture Beixi anymore."
You can't just hurt him with impunity just because he likes you, he is also a human being, and he will be uncomfortable and painful.You wouldn't think about how decadent he would be without you by his side. ”You can't hurt them with impunity just because they love you.Gu Beixi really likes you, Uncle Su only loves you as a daughter, they love you so much I am in the eyes of everyone, is it really so strong and hateful Shu said that I rely on others to like to hurt, and now even Qingtian is crying and begging me not to hurt, then am I really heinous I will also be sad, sad that I am so incompetent I like it, but I disappointed them So, I am useless, I know better than anyone else, the boy who likes me, It's just a crybaby who wants to grow up and protect me.,He's amorous and uninhibited.,Just good at pretending to make himself heartless.,But he also wet his hands when the girl he likes cries.,Crying and screaming in the night when the girl he likes is crying.。
Gu Xi, I also like you very much, and I am also sad that I always make you helpless and sad when you like me."
Han Xi, let's still be friends" Finally, when I left the house rented by Qingtian, I heard her ask softly behind me.Well, we've always been friends, we just happened to fall in love with the same person.When I returned to the house rented by Gu Xi with a complicated heart, I opened the door gently, only to see that the living room was dark, and only a little light came out of the bedroom.When he silently changed his shoes and walked in, he saw Gu Xi standing alone at the window, looking downstairs with loneliness and sadness in his eyes.I paced slowly behind him, my nose aching and hugging his waist, and I wanted to miss him more than ever.I was able to follow his line of sight, see the bustling streets through the cold windows, walk across the zebra crossing, and bypass the bamboo garden is the community where Gu Xi lives.This street will pass by thousands of different people every day, among which no less than 100 people go home to sleep at night after bypassing the bamboo garden and entering the community.He is the lonely person among hundreds of millions of people, he lights a cigarette in the lonely window, and the sadness in his eyes is a sad story."
A-Xi, I'm back.""
Suhan, welcome back."
Gu Xi gently snuffed out the cigarette, turned around and hugged me as well, greedily buried his head in my neck, and breathed heavily.It's hard to get through the time when you're almost suffocating, and I feel the same way."
I'm back, you're not at home, I'm afraid you'll never come back."
Gu Xi choked up and said, "This position looks downstairs, and I can see you walking through the street to go home, and then I am relieved." ”"But I didn't go that way," I asked him sadly."
It's okay, there's still a chance to see you."
I gently picked up Gu Xi's face, raised my head slightly to look at his red eyes, I touched his face distressedly, forced a smile and said, "Ah Xi, you are so tall, I can't reach it.""
It's okay, I'll bow my head and I'll bend over."
Gu Xi pressed the back of my head, leaned over and kissed it, kissing fiercely with an addictive longing, the moment the lips touched and lingered, it was already as gentle as water.I hugged Gu Xi tightly, but I shed tears when I was moved, catering to this one even more, the one who was too late, a kiss full of longing.When I felt about to suffocate, Gu Xi thoughtfully let go of me, rubbed my hair and wiped away my tears indulgently, smiled and bent those peach blossom eyes, and said: "My dear, the tears of emotion in the future will be left until we get married, is it okay" I was stunned suddenly, and then I held back my tears and nodded fiercely, in this world, what is more exciting and exciting than the teenager you like, promising you a marriage Although we are not young enough in our twenties now, I have also let go of everything at this moment, I love him, Not a joke with freshness."
Gu Xi, is it okay to comb my ponytail for me" Gu Xi was obviously stunned, but he also nodded with a smile, pulled me to sit in front of the mirror, found the comb and turned out a green hairband."
Where did it come from?"
I played, puzzled, with the green headband, not expecting him to answer me."
I bought it a long time ago."
He said.I nodded slightly, watched Gu Xi comb my hair seriously, and hummed a song.Gu Xi smiled lightly and skillfully tied my ponytail with me.I silently looked at the corners of Gu Xi's raised mouth, clenched my fists and whispered to him: "Gu Xi, let me tell you something, can you promise me not to be angry?"
”I pursed my lips sadly, is this the boy who likes me, obviously he is so uncomfortable, but he still refuses to let go of me.You said you wouldn't let me leave, but my existence has brought you enough joy and happiness Gu Xi, there is really someone better than me, isn't it" Then aren't you afraid that I will tell you that I have fallen in love with other people" "If you will be happy, I don't mind letting go again, as long as you are happy. ”He said.I raised my head in astonishment, Gu Xi was still seriously tying me a high ponytail, and I suddenly found out that the former Gu Xi was also in the matter of Xu Cheng, and silently chose to quit As long as I am happy, he would rather be my shoulder when I cry cowardly, he accompanies me, and I don't care if I like him or not.From the beginning, he has been like this, and when I said that I liked Xu Cheng, he smiled and said evilly, did you give it to him, but the loss in his eyes at that time, I saw it very clearly but pretended not to understand.I like Xu Cheng and I don't want to hurt Gu Xi, so I'm afraid of his liking for me, and I always pretend not to know how to laugh and laugh.So now, Su Hanxi, do you still dare not admit that he likes you single-mindedly, and if you don't appreciate it, you are a bastard, a heinous bastard, why do you want to hurt you because people like you so much, he likes you, likes you, can't you see it yet, you said, you don't want to restrict his freedom, then you, are you willing to deceive him and hide it from him After Gu Xi combed it for me, I touched the high ponytail, stood up, turned around happily in front of Gu Xi, and asked him: "Ah Xi, am I cute?"
"Cute. ”I smiled and reached out to touch his face, and said softly, "Axi, I'm pregnant with your child."
Gu Xi instantly froze and laughed, and then hugged me when I began to panic, and didn't say anything, but told me his answer with that fast-beating heart
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