I don't know what it means to be pregnant, but I know that I was real at this moment and wanted to give birth to him.Listening to the heartbeat in Gu Xi's chest, it seemed that the first panic and anxiety had begun to disappear, and I clearly felt that the emotion could be understood without much talking.If you like it, everything will make you strong, dear Axi, may we live up to our hearts in the coming year."
Aunt An, I'm so hungry, do you have anything to eat" As soon as I opened the door, I couldn't wait to shout in the direction of the kitchen, and when I changed my shoes and walked into the living room, I found Su Zhiyang sitting on the sofa."
Yo, I'm idle today," I calmly walked over to the water dispenser, poured two glasses of water, and handed him one."
Hmm."
He responded without being salty, but his gaze fell on my lower abdomen.I couldn't help but flash a trace of panic in my heart, but I teased him without changing my face: "Why has it become obscene recently, then you don't need to keep staring at me" Su Zhiyang didn't speak again, but he didn't continue to stare at my lower abdomen, he picked up a newspaper on the table, put up a pair of glasses and read it lightly.Seeing that he no longer looked at me, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and began to talk to him without saying a word, and the topic was just the trivial and boring things of daily life.I didn't wait long, Aunt An took out a bowl of egg noodles and put it in front of me, looked at me without saying anything, and then looked at the expression on Su Zhiyang's face.The feeling of uneasiness became stronger and stronger, I glanced at Su Zhiyang, and asked Aunt An, who was still in the pestle, a little unnaturally: "Aunt An, what's wrong with you" "Ah" Aunt An obviously reacted, and it took a long time before she said, "It's nothing, little miss, you have to pay attention to your body in the future" I looked at Su Zhiyang, who was expressionless, and smiled a little weakly, but it was inevitable that I was a little scared and worried in my heart: "What do you say Aunt An, my body is very good" "Ah, yes, Look at Aunt An, I'll give it to the old fool," Aunt An smiled at me reluctantly, and her hand clutching her apron tightened more and more, and then Aunt An's face gradually turned pale.After that, there was the silence of the three.One person's panic, one person's nervousness, and one person's indifference have already made me feel so heavy that I want to get out quickly, as if something bad is going to happen.I was getting more and more panicked, and I was almost on the verge of running away."
Ahem" I hurriedly grabbed a glass of water next to me and poured it into it quickly, and when I looked at it with an uncomfortably red face, I saw that Aunt An's hand maintained a water-carrying movement, and the tension on my face became dazed and helpless.I frowned slightly, and was about to say something, but Su Zhiyang took the first step and said, "Don't eat too fast, Aunt An, you can also sit down and rest first" "Oh, oh, okay." ”Aunt Ann sat down on the sofa in a panic, and her gaze at me became evasive.I faintly noticed something, I didn't even dare to continue eating the egg noodles in front of me, and hurriedly dropped the sentence "I'm full", and planned to run to the second floor, but I didn't want to stand up and was stopped by Su Zhiyang."
Su Han, don't worry, I still have something to tell you when I sit down."
Su Zhiyang lightly put down the newspaper in his hand, took off his black-framed glasses, and beckoned to me who was stunned.I replied unnaturally, and the moment I sat back was like sitting on pins and needles.When Yu Guang glanced at Su Zhiyang, he saw him take out a B-ultrasound test sheet from under the pile of untouched newspapers and hand it to me quietly.The moment I took it, I could feel my face suddenly turn pale.The ultrasound test form in my hand is the result that I got pregnant a few days ago."
Child, whose is it?"
in the unusually noisy buzz in my ears, I heard a cold voice rushing in, and the cowardice factor that filled my whole body.The thing I was most afraid of facing still happened, and the list was locked in a drawer in my room, and no one had the key except me and Aunt An."
It's from the North Seat."
Without a word of doubt, Su Zhiyang took out his mobile phone and said, "I'll call him now." ”I suddenly woke up and ran to Su Zhiyang, snatched his mobile phone, and suddenly cried: "Su Zhiyang, I beg you, don't call Gu Xi here, please Su Zhiyang" How can I bear it, let the teenager I like bear to bear this, I want a child The most I want a child is me, I restrict his freedom, how can I make him embarrassed and distressed Although Su Zhiyang finally agreed to have this child, I don't want him to lose confidence and be resolute in Su Zhiyang's questioning, he is my lover, and he should be my hero.Can promise me a hero who will live forever.I will never forget the days after I learned that I was pregnant, and he endured my vexatious troubles with his invexatious invulneries.He took care of me so carefully, and the happiness and doting on his brow when I got angry and scolded him was so real.Gu Xi, like me, is looking forward to his birth, we have all loved each other so fiercely, although some things are still so unsatisfactory, but it is not in vain that the youth is a vigorous and vigorous, we have swaggered the market unscrupulous, how can I give up in the end I don't want to let him be simple, caught in a complex and diverse cycle, since then the helplessness of the multi-layered world, no longer threatened to protect me, crybaby hero.The hero said, I have spirits and stories, do you want to drink and listen to the stories The girl said, I don't drink and don't listen to stories, I'm crazy A crybaby who likes me, he says he wants to be a hero and protect me."
Su Han, does he know" I heard Su Zhiyang sigh helplessly and then hugged me gently, slowly touching my head, like soothing a frightened little wild cat, and it was extremely gentle.Staying above our heads is the warmth that has not been seen for more than ten years, and at this moment we have released our previous suspicions, and some are just a kind and strict father, and a daughter who has made a mistake.I nodded heavily, burying myself in his chest and crying uncontrollably."
Su Han, you can't have this child."
He said.I was dumbfounded, and the whole room filled with sorrow was only a small choking sound and helplessness."
You're so young, you shouldn't be.Su Han, you like Beixi, and Beixi likes you, but do you want to destroy him like you ruined Xu Cheng, and also ruined Beixi" I broke away from Su Zhiyang's embrace, looked at him helplessly in horror, and finally slid down my cheeks, like a sad and helpless exclamation mark, heavy and silent.Ruined Gu Xi is like ruining Xu Cheng, and ruining the young man who loves him again I like him so much, he is my hero, but I asked him again if he wants to go to the battlefield Will he destroy him Because you are going to give birth to this child Su Hanxi, do you really want to be so domineering and selfish" Su Han, you are still young, no matter whether it is good for you to give birth to this child, but are you really willing to restrain the freedom of two people like this, you are not twenty, it is the most powerful proof that you are young. ”Su Zhiyang said, "When Xu Cheng was in the past, you ruined his academic future Now, are you going to ruin Beixi's future again He is still young, he will find a job after graduation, he will have a stable income, and there will be enough capital to support you, your youth is still long, it shouldn't end so early." ”"Su Han, I only have one daughter of you, and it is certain to say that selfishness.I like Beixi, and I am relieved to hand you over to him, but the premise is that he must have a job, a car, and a house to completely reassure me.If you use the child to bind him in advance, aren't you afraid that when you work hard to support your family in the future, you will lose your feelings and become numb?"
"I can support the two of you, but don't you clearly understand that the child in Beixi will never accept it."
He made money, so he bought his own house and no longer sent it to the fence, so when you give birth to a child, he will have to support three people.Not to mention that you can go to work and let the girls also help support the family, are you sure that Yi Beixi's temperament will agree" I looked at Su Zhiyang dumbly, and indeed when he said these words, he had already begun to waver.He's telling the truth, but I'm really reluctant.I finally picked up the courage and confidence, but in the face of the hard reality, I had just set up a formation and collapsed.Because I like it too deeply, the more I don't want him to be wronged."
Su Han, I know that you are reluctant to give birth to him, and Beixi is also reluctant to have a child, but he is even more reluctant to make you uncomfortable, so he also accepted this child.But Su Han, can you think more about Beixi, can we stop being so selfish about his embarrassment, helplessness and pain" I looked at Su Zhiyang in astonishment, my vision was blurred from crying, and what I could vaguely see was only the pain and embarrassment on Su Zhiyang's face.In a trance, I seemed to see that Su Zhiyang's temples had already turned white, he had gray hair after staying up late for work for more than ten years, and his face no longer had the fortitude and handsomeness of more than ten years ago, and some were just old and wrinkled left by time.It was then that I remembered that he was still my father
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