I nodded in compromise, but I didn't feel a trace of relief and relief, just the heaviness and helplessness that pressed on my body and couldn't breathe: "Su Zhiyang, I listen to you for everything, as long as you promise me, don't tell Gu Xi that I beg you, don't tell him" "Dad" This shout was already hoarse, I looked at him bitterly, and finally fainted.Is Suhan Suhan water not seawater.I lifted my heavy eyelids weakly, and the first thing that caught my eye was the sky that was getting farther and farther away, the bubbles that kept coming out of my mouth and nose, and I opened my salty lips and couldn't make a sound.I looked around blankly, the fish swarming and swarming me into the seaweed, all kinds of underwater scenes that I had only seen in movies and television, and I was in this moment, but I was completely delighted.Whether it's commonplace or something else I don't know.I felt my body slide down, fragmented fragments of memories coming at me like a tidal wave, I couldn't hear the cry, I didn't make a sound.It was like a broken fragment, deliberately pierced into the fragile eye, painful and painful, and poured into the salty seawater, so painful that even tears were forced out.There seemed to be a sound ringing in my ears, and I desperately searched around with my painful eyes open, only to see schools of colorful fish.There was no one with me, and I was so lonely that I couldn't even remember them.A person, how much loneliness and panic has been broken Hey, I'm here, have you seen it Looking at the fading light, I stretched out my hand with difficulty, as if I was about to touch the light coming through the sea.Su Han, Su Han, Su Han, wake up quickly, Su Han, I suddenly raised my head, and under my hand were high school math example problems and various calculation drafts, and at the bottom was a serialized comic.The warm breeze poured in slowly from the window after sunset, and the raised beige curtains fluttered above my head, and I looked at the red marks on my arms in a dull manner, and only after a while did I see him sitting in front of me, with a helpless and gentle expression.The orange light fell softly on his face, he squinted his gentle eyes slightly, and the corners of his mouth outlined an upward arc, he raised his hand with the watch and shook it at me, indicating that it was not too early.I opened my mouth sadly, and finally called out softly, Xu Cheng Xu Cheng stood up with a smile, picked up his schoolbag and asked me, how did you stand up after sleeping for so long I subconsciously stood up, but my legs were numb to a burst of weakness, and there was a burning pain faintly on my right knee.Xu Cheng hurriedly supported me, and then after handing me the schoolbag, he turned around and squatted down, saying, Su Han, come on, I'll send you home, but my schoolbag will trouble you to take it.I couldn't help but nod my head, got behind his back, grabbed my legs, and carried me out of the classroom very calmly, and then went downstairs and carried me out of the school.President, is it really okay for you to carry me on my back like this, but it doesn't matter, help the injured classmates, this is also my duty as the president Ah Without waiting for me to finish speaking, Xu Cheng took a step forward, and then began to chat with me without saying a word.Su Han, do you want to eat candy man Xu Cheng suddenly stopped, pointed to the sugar man stall on the side of the road and asked me.I replied in a complicated way, and shouted out again, still the same choice as before, Haifeiyu, just write these three words.Lying on Xu Cheng's back with mixed feelings, tears welled up again, I muttered goodbye, withdrew the hand that was around his neck, gently covered my ears and closed my eyes.His voice seemed to sound in his ears, and in the faint crying, mixed with the young man's usual gentle words, classmate Su Han, the sugar man has already written about why classmate Su Han fell in love with Xu Cheng I want to go back and think about it again, I found that liking him is only as simple as that.I like his gentleness, the warmth he brings me, when I am lonely and strong, he is different from Gu Xi's silence, he has been smiling so shallowly, and when he is so gentle to anyone, I also let go of my sharpness and defense.It's just Xu Cheng, my elder, you still left, didn't you die in a summer rain of youth, and even the oldest cat died of illness in the courtyard.Xu Cheng, we'll see you again.When I opened my eyes again, I saw the endless sea.The golden sands, the soaring seagulls, the wildflowers on the islands, and the big fish that leapt out of the horizon all live in my dreams, silently.Wake up, it's still a moment before sunset.Suddenly, an unusually clean voice sounded in my ears, and when I looked up, I saw him at the most beautiful.He smiled and stretched out his hand to me, I pulled him to sit up from the beach chair, and said in a good mood, the sea, it's really good, yes, Suhan.He said.I walked down with a smile and put up a pair of sunglasses and smiled at him, laughing and laughing but crying under the sunglasses.Gu Xi, can we still stick to the promise of "the sea has waves, you have me" Gu Xi, I'm so sad.Su Han, you'll be fine without me, so I'm leaving.Gu Xi dotingly stretched out his hand and touched my head, then turned around with a smile and walked towards the center of the sea step by step.Gu Beixi shouted at him hoarsely, but found that at this time, he couldn't even take a step.Later, I took off my sunglasses, cried and put on makeup and didn't see him turn around, and when my vision became more and more blurry, I lost his figure, my favorite figure.What are you crying A childish voice pulled me back into my thoughts, and I looked at her from afar, but I couldn't see clearly.Are you sad do you need my help Seeing that I didn't speak, she continued to ask.Shang Shang wiped away my tears, only to see her clearly, but immediately cried.I looked at her in a daze, she was puzzled for a while and laughed, I heard her say, Han Xi, long time no see, yes, long time no see, I'm leaving, oh Han Xi, you have to be good alone, I like you the most I watched her disappear in silence, and finally fell to the ground weakly.The last light in the field of vision has dissipated, and the sea shrouded in night has not yet dawned, and there are no flying fish on the sea.Don't leave me, I'm afraid, so what about Su Zhiyang's decision in the end, he still chose to tell Gu Xi.When I woke up from the floor, I looked at the familiar ceiling, tears on my face, I rubbed my red and swollen eyes bitterly, pulled a pillow and hugged myself tightly, as if only then would I not feel cold.I can't forget when I went upstairs and looked at them, one of their faces was firm, and the other was full of guilt and helplessness.And I, on the other hand, became a deserter.It seems that in the youthful time at the beginning of this cross, we will be particularly persistent in our first love, and after the first love, we will grow up as if we have not grown up.In these youthful years, we seem to have precipitated all our senses, and some of them are just crazy for love.Maybe the candy man stall that you often pass by has been forgotten before you know it, you won't find that the stall has long been empty, and when you suddenly remember, you will find that it is long gone.Like the soda that you like to drink for several years in a row, you will also unknowingly change to another flavor.And in the past ten years, the two biggest things I have done are to resist Su Zhiyang, and the other is to love seriously.It's just embarrassing that it's not a great honor.The word "cherish" is always more late than we imagined.Heavy footsteps suddenly sounded outside the door, and I looked up, but Gu Xi had already opened the door and walked in.Looking at me sitting on the floor, Gu Xi smiled at me and slowly walked towards me."
Su Han" Gu Xi squatted down and hugged me tightly, buried in my neck and choked up and said to me, "I'm sorry Su Han, I'm sorry" "Ah Xi, it's okay, I'm making it difficult for you." ”I cried and hugged Gu Xi, I really didn't want to, like ruining Xu Cheng, I ruined Gu Xi again.I like him, but I'm afraid to see his sadness."
Su Han, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side, so if you feel uncomfortable, just tell me Su Han" Gu Xi also began to cry, and I heard him say, "Su Han, as long as you want, I will take you away immediately, as long as you don't let go, I will never give up on him, Su Han, I just want you to be happy." ”I also like to go away and fly high.It's just dear Axi, I can't bear you to pay so much for me, and you are also sad, why do you have to endure your grief Axi, don't tolerate my selfishness anymore, I don't want you to be too tired, Axi Axi, I have no choice, I will destroy you again."
Gu Xi, I don't want this child anymore."
I say.Gu Xi looked at me in disbelief, and finally said sorry to me in pain."
A-Xi, everything will be fine."
We all like to say "I'm fine" and "I'll be fine", but we're not good at all, just in front of the people we care about, in order not to worry him too much, so we deceive each other so carefully For example, now, Gu Xi, I'm not good at all, but I don't want you to worry and be sad.We like each other, we are so happy to even look at the corners of each other's mouths, so carefully like each other, so serious and sincere, I like you, which is the simplest thing in itself.Gu Xi, I'm sad about my powerlessness, sad that we love each other so much and it's not satisfactory.Gu Xi, there are so many sad stories in this world, I really want to be God's darling and don't be sad, but it seems that God doesn't like me either, and the fate given to me is always too dramatic.But it doesn't matter, at least, it's enough for you to be with me right now
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